Shin

Classic ego backlash to stay in mediocrity. You may be afraid, but you want it, otherwise you wouldn't have taken 5-meo in the first place.

Just wait ? And btw, Keep eating fruits ?

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Today was zero too. Problem is, I «meditate» all the time now, it's my default state, so that doesn't really change anything (still screwed ?). How many weeks/months will I be able to keep my head in the sand ? A matter of time it is, until the inevitable must be faced. Never thought I would ever do this in my entire life, but praying is actually something I do now. That's showing how this all thing will put you to your knees.

There is only two person I'm that direct with, Me and my best friend. And obviously the reason is not hate ...

Actually they do. #Oneness

You're still highly deluded and that's the reason I'm an ass to you, because no one else is being the mirror you need to see your own bullshit. So as long as you are being full of shit I'm gonna telling you you are, sometimes, just like I expect everyone else to do the same for me.

Yeah because that is not egotic at all

Stop being a spiritual smartass who thinks nothing can be said. At that point, why even coming to a forum if it's to say that nothing can be said about anything ? Pride ? Being looked as a spiritual person ? Something else ?

You can have sex without ejaculating. Read the "Mutli orgasmic man". Rejecting your sexuality is not really healthy, just like delving totally into lust and becoming addict to sex isn't either. Purity is a concept that makes people rigid in their activities, just do what feels right for you, what feels right for your soul (and not your judgmental human mind).

That's all projections and IDEAS. You don't actually know what life would be if you would know the truth. To know that you would need to be conscious of the truth ! How do you know what loneliness is, when there is only you ? Would that make even sense to think or feel lonely, if there never was something else than you ? See, you can't answer this question, the best you can say honestly is "I don't know". Why ? Because you're not living it, it's not actual for you, it's not your experience. And everything that is not your current experience is an idea in your head, a fantasy.

You think about this from an egotic point of view. With full realization you realize you are everything, too. You would literally see yourself everywhere, What do you think you would do if that was true for you ? Nothing ?

The thing is, For them, they still exist, Hence the suffering, and hence the compassion.

The main reasons are: He loves what he does Even if it is true, the vast majority of people firmly believe in duality/separation and thus suffer (and thus needs to realize the truth)

Why taking a dump when you need to to poop ? Because if you don't, your pants will be shitty at some point !

It's a long answer and I have college until 7 ! HOLD ON !

I can answer that, Just wait 5 hours ! Hold on !

It's not just meditation for sure, You're just realizing slowly thar your all life is a joke. The ego doesn't like joke though, not when it means he's a fraud.

Doesn't make any sense. You feel great so you want to feel less than great ? That's being deceived by the mind big time.

And are you conscious of all t he energy you lose when you cum ? If you were really that conscious, just this will make you stop.

And how do you distinguish between someone saying he is enlightened and someone actually is ? ?

You can try as much as you want to get it, The answer will always be: «Because it is» ?