Shin

Your own cleverness is the biggest obstacle to your own freedom. You're so clever that you trapped yourself.

I will when you'll stop deceiving yourself, or when I'll think you're a lost case.

Of course I can't be sure. He just looks like a lot like it from all the posts I've read in 2 years + his blog, that's enough for me to care and be concerned.

See what you're doing here ? Why are you fighting back at me ? What is hurt ? Why does it do it ? I don't care what people think of me, but is it true for you ? Apparently not. You sure you're enlightened Are you ? For real ? Or is it a way to escape your real peoblems ?

Joseph, you're the perfect definition of a spiritual ego. You've convinced yourself that you are conscious, but your mind has completely taken over you. The delusion is so perfect that you actually believe you've awoken, when it couldn't be further from the truth. You use double standards and backward realizations all the time to win arguments against those who dare to doubt your claims. Let go of the pride and look directly into this pile of shit you're in, I know it doesn't feel good, but if you don't do it you may stay stuck the rest of your life. The people you are fooling are the people who needs your help, but you can't help from a position of self deception. So suck it up, let go of pride, and be honest about yourself, For once.

Classic ego backlash to stay in mediocrity. You may be afraid, but you want it, otherwise you wouldn't have taken 5-meo in the first place.

Just wait ? And btw, Keep eating fruits ?

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Today was zero too. Problem is, I «meditate» all the time now, it's my default state, so that doesn't really change anything (still screwed ?). How many weeks/months will I be able to keep my head in the sand ? A matter of time it is, until the inevitable must be faced. Never thought I would ever do this in my entire life, but praying is actually something I do now. That's showing how this all thing will put you to your knees.

There is only two person I'm that direct with, Me and my best friend. And obviously the reason is not hate ...

Actually they do. #Oneness

You're still highly deluded and that's the reason I'm an ass to you, because no one else is being the mirror you need to see your own bullshit. So as long as you are being full of shit I'm gonna telling you you are, sometimes, just like I expect everyone else to do the same for me.

Yeah because that is not egotic at all

Stop being a spiritual smartass who thinks nothing can be said. At that point, why even coming to a forum if it's to say that nothing can be said about anything ? Pride ? Being looked as a spiritual person ? Something else ?

You can have sex without ejaculating. Read the "Mutli orgasmic man". Rejecting your sexuality is not really healthy, just like delving totally into lust and becoming addict to sex isn't either. Purity is a concept that makes people rigid in their activities, just do what feels right for you, what feels right for your soul (and not your judgmental human mind).

That's all projections and IDEAS. You don't actually know what life would be if you would know the truth. To know that you would need to be conscious of the truth ! How do you know what loneliness is, when there is only you ? Would that make even sense to think or feel lonely, if there never was something else than you ? See, you can't answer this question, the best you can say honestly is "I don't know". Why ? Because you're not living it, it's not actual for you, it's not your experience. And everything that is not your current experience is an idea in your head, a fantasy.

You think about this from an egotic point of view. With full realization you realize you are everything, too. You would literally see yourself everywhere, What do you think you would do if that was true for you ? Nothing ?

The thing is, For them, they still exist, Hence the suffering, and hence the compassion.

The main reasons are: He loves what he does Even if it is true, the vast majority of people firmly believe in duality/separation and thus suffer (and thus needs to realize the truth)

Why taking a dump when you need to to poop ? Because if you don't, your pants will be shitty at some point !

It's a long answer and I have college until 7 ! HOLD ON !

I can answer that, Just wait 5 hours ! Hold on !