Shin

I will have so much fun this weekend by Jaxbackdooring your nexus, noob ?

I find that the hardest concept to grasp intellectually.

If you focus on the process and not the goal, then you can cure those.

Can you stimulate my internal ? ?

Try to enjoy «it» ??

I don't really care what I become, But I care about my impact on other people feelings, but not to the extent of limiting myself. I do the same, I am being me fully, but while being conscious of what I just said. So in time I see my behaviors change, because my will to care is being embodied. You can spam how much you want I don't mind

About what ?

Actually, that's something I pondered a lot. I mean, not doing something you like because it's considered low consciousness, IS low consciousness. Now the question of overdoing it and distracting yourself with it is another thing (especially if you are addicted) of course.

Almost 5000 trophies on Brawl Stars

I can promise that I will try not to be an ass. And if I see that I can't help it, then I'll isolate myself.

Leo is doing you ?

That's another reason I'm scared about this. When you see all the cults that exist, and what the reports of those cults are. I mean, what If I become a huge asshole who doesn't give a shit about anything and anyone ? I don't see how it could happen for me, because I'm careful about my shadows, But you never know, and I might be unconscious about some nasty ones.

That looks like Brown bear all over again

This is the only way i can get to know myself, if there is such a thing. I was sarcastical because I remember you being harshly critical of Leo in the past (If I'm mistaken then I'm sorry). So I'm wondering what is the point of this thread ?

Yeah, it will be probably be a big joke But I don't want to bypass anything, and right now it does not feel like a joke at all

And you're using it to talk to yourself. What a scam !

Read "The Way Of The Superior Man" and "Models" Those are good books about how to be a genuine man who respect women while embodying its masculine core. Everything else looks like shortcuts and childish coping mechanisms.

Let go of the pride Joseph. Do it now before you're forced to do it. It's gonna be a hell of a lot harder if you wait.

So good, Only listening it 10 times in a row lol

Now that I'm thinking about it. When my heart contracts and it make me feel like I'm going to die, I'm starting to wonder, if that is not actually what is happening at all. What if the heart is not contracting at all, But is actually trying to open itself fully. What if the biggest fear we have is not to die, But to be submerged by love completely.

He may be at the stage where you want people to understand you about it, Because yourself think it is crazy, and if other people don't validate it, it does not make it ok for you to pursue it.