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He already did prior to have the idea of it. Already did before he realized he even existed. That's what I would tell you if I was enlightened

I was kidding. If you have this kind of mentality, I don't see how you will be able to find a nice, genuine, loving and caring girlfriend. I mean of course you will, but will you be able to open up emotionally, being honest and genuinely happy just being around her ? Will you be able to lover her, let her fully love you ? I don't think so.

We're in stage orange guys, Being authentic and caring is not on the table WE HAVE TO FUCK EVERYONE IN THE ASS

I always felt this way about him, the only known teacher amongst all the other in which it is like that for me. He feels restless and unauthentic sometimes, almost as if he was hiding somethings. Like you say that's my own personal feeling about it, but still. Wouldn't recommand anyone to go to its ashram because of this, I smell something fishy.

This is me every saturday from now on ??????? That's so sad and funny at the same time ???????

Ok, but be wary of your stupid brain that will want to change this decision in a month please

Good choice Now it's time to heavily mediate, reflect and learn why it couldn't ever work. The Power of Now and The Way Of The Superior Man

Do you want to suffer ? Yes -----> Stay with her No -----> Break up with her right fucking now

It's not about only be attracted to the body, it's just a requirement for entering a relationship, the same way that confidence is a requirement for the opposite side. It seems super shallow and superficial, but in reality that's just how it is, it has nothing to do with that, it's not a choice. I know I girl in real life that I like a lot, she's amazing, she has everything, but she isn't just attractive physically to me, and that ruins everything. I wish really hard that it would be possible to ignore that, but you just simply can't, even when you really want to !

She's the real Leia Skywalker But she doesn't want to accept the call

I mean that distracting yourself to not feel the emotions/the pain, and not hearing/seeing the thoughts that create the suffering is just buying time until you don't have a choice. Sometimes people buy so much time, that they only do that when they are dying, even then they can still not accept it. Along the way, all kinds of shadows and nasty behaviors has been created just to avoid having to face it. It's like a cancer really, except this one you can let it go and it disappear, but only if you have enough awareness not to create more suffering out of it and just be neutral about it, just looking at it dissolving naturally.

Time to get back on the app or whatever you find those guys. The other one doesn't seem good enough.

That's already a lot better don't you think ? Don't judge yourself for not being as much "thing" as "that person", everyone has different learning curve and things that makes it easier or harder. The point is to continue to work towards it, and enjoying the process more than the goal, you'll get there eventually if you don't give up

@Emerald I don't think it's a good idea. It always seem better on the other side, but you will get tired of this new girl eventually too. If she was enough to attract you 4 years ago, she probably still is the same physically wise, so what changed is that your mind want something more, because it just always want something more. The trick is to recognize that and try to get deeper intimacy and love with your current girlfriend. So that probably means learning do have tantric sex together, learning to just be together without saying anything and just bonding by cuddling, being more honest and talk about all the things you are afraid to tell her (and her too) and all the things you dream to do, and just more honest communication overall. Also each of you should learn to be fulfilled in the inside, by meditating and doing shadow work that will be hard for both of you, but good news you have each other to support yourself. The only reason to break up would be if you want to grow and she is damn adamant to stay unconscious, resent your for it, and complain about it. Basically, if she doesn't accept what you are and what you are doing. It's ok if she's not super enthousiastic about it, but she should be at least interested and supportive.

@Inliytened1 Accountable for tomorrow ?

The girl who told me I was sexist find it funny though. Maybe it only is to YOU ?

I think as long as you are not sucked in the story of the suffering, focusing on it is very effective. If you can't, then more awareness is required. People that can't process their emotions because of this lack are stucked, because nothing will ever be solved until that suffering pass through them. In my experience it is not possible, it creates a shadow, hidden resentment or depression.

But ... ... can you do it ? ?

How much time per day were you fapping 5 years ago ? And now ?

The most effective meditation is when you don't want to ? When you don't want to look at your painful thoughts ?

If you're young it's probably harder, and if you just begun too.

Thank you ?

Zero resistance Zero suffering ?