Esoteric

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  1. @seeking_brilliance How were the effects with the baby amounts? Can you give an idea how small amount?
  2. I agree to stop doing the practice and try something else. Find something that clicks for you. Maybe it will be amazing for you later down the path. Just because a technique gets a lot of praise doesn't mean it is right for you right now or even ever if it doesn't suit your temperament and person. Find out what really works for you geniuenely, not what should work for you.
  3. You invest courage and work on realizing that you can actually use low conciousness people to elevate your own consiousness. They're not obstacles, they are your teachers.
  4. Great share. Shinzen is such an underrated teacher.
  5. No. Anyone can write up a story so nothing is exposed. Like winterknight wrote, it is poorly written and it uses non-confirmed stories taken from forums. It tries to shock people that people call him "master" not even acknowledging that this has been common in guru/disciple relationships for thousands of years. I am not saying anything about what goes down there in Portugal, but I do know that if you want to taint someone's reputation you go for sexual accusations. Easy damage. Happened to Yogananda and Osho aswell. Nothing new. Look at OP's reaction. No evidence and you already have another view of Mooji imprinted in you. That's how powerful it is. It only takes one hurt soul. Someone with borderline could easily have fallen deeply in love with Mooji, gotten rejected and now he is the worst person on earth. So you throw accusations out there because it is so simple to do. You can remain anonymous, people will react and damage will be done. So throwing out a possible scenario.
  6. "Legends of enlightenment" I want to see this video game being made
  7. Just learn mahamudra as fast as you can and go directly the first kriya pranayama is my advice. It also says in the book how long it is recommended to do each lesson. His book has an overwhelming amount of lessons though. So check out SantataGamanas books as well. Also I find Ennio Nimis free book to be far superior to Stevens book. So as far as a "pick and choose techniques that resonates with you" book (which is how I view them), I'd highly recommend checking Ennio's out as a complement to Gamana's books.
  8. @Samra What dose did you take? Lower the dose and focus on just opening up the body completely then work your way up slowly. Just an idea. Another idea is to switch to another psych like LSD. Mushrooms can be quite chaotic. Or maybe take a break and work on those attacks because if you are not wise with these substances your anxiety might get worse. Psychs takes a lot of work on your end to be efficient. Its not gonna be an easy fix. So work smart
  9. I agree. Sounds horrific. On a more serious note, rapé can help with blockages. Can be a good companion with kriya to get the kundalini moving.
  10. If he just wanted to sustain his business, wouldn't it be smarter to do "how to get a lot of pussy" videos instead of videos about perception, cults etc?
  11. Thanks for answering. Have you gone and seen someone that specializes in this? It might be a good idea. If you can't find a competent yogi then maybe someone in Reiki? Maybe even find a local kundalini yoga school and see if they can consult or know of someone that can help?
  12. Sorry to hear about your problems. When you move the energy up the spine, how are you feeling then? Ennio Nimis wrote about a guy in his book that focused on his crown chakra for years and years until kundalini shot. It did a lot of damage to him. He was convinced it shot through either the Ida and Pingala channels and got it back into Sushumna channel which apparently helped. Though who knows what really happened. But it might be worth investigating further. His book is available for free on his website http://kriyayogainfo.net/Eng_Home.html He also answers mails.
  13. I have to be honest.. Not that impressed with coral. Also if you read my post I am struggling with my spiritual ego. I try and see it when it shows up. It's one of my main priorities on the path. I have plenty of self-deception, and I witness and acknowledge it, and yeah I probably get fooled by my ego a lot. But anyways.. You are full of shit. You've built an identity around a spiritual persona on an internet forum as a desperate attempt to get approval and attention (and perhaps to mate?). It's incredibly obvious. And you NEED to get called out on it, it will be good for you in the long run. People like that irritate the shit of me, and it's something I have to work further on, definitely. Good day to you.
  14. Imo, if you are beyond turqoise you wouldn't spend so much time on a message getting offended and getting into debates with people. You would not be bragging about how you are moving into coral. You would be busy doing useful things. Imagine if you had put those 11 000 posts into conciousness work? But what the hell do I know. I'm still at a point where I struggle with my spiritual ego.
  15. Are you moving into coral?
  16. What are you looking for when you are meditating? What do you want to find?
  17. Spend some months on the forums and you will get this joke.
  18. You are already enlightened ^^ Making this post now before someone else does
  19. That's great. Hope everyone sees this so they can get instantly enlightened. That's what happened to Spira, right? Or no, he spent 20+ years doing mantra/concentration meditation. I like Spira, but it's easy to say "just be aware". His prior concentration practice for sure had a part in why he could benefit so quickly from his advaita practice. And advaita is great but sometimes it takes work to be stable and interested in being aware, and this is where psychedelics CAN help to speed up this process.
  20. @corndjorn Yes, people that don't get benifits from using psychs anymore shouldn't use them, I agree.
  21. @corndjorn Sorry was skimming through the thread pretty quickly. But yeah, I think we are pretty much in agreement. When psychs have done their job or act as a crutch I will obviously stop using them. But I don't know if they can be worked on deeper levels for me, and neither do you. For some people it may work great. People are unique and have different needs and tools to suite their psychology and physiology. How they work with emotions etc One persons pile of shit is anothers persons treasure.
  22. Like some said, it's relative and depends on so many factors like your intention, maturity etc. For me ayahuasca and rapé have been tremendous tools for my spiritual progress. And actually not so much for dissolving your ego, but that is useful too, but what I have found out even more is to work with resistance. You will purge when the experience gets too much, and when you are being open and strive to be open in the body the medicine does wonders. Both the aya and rapé works like this. So you can work on this without psychs, of course. But damn they speed up the process if you are genuine in your seeking. If you get caught up in concepts and past experiences on psychs they will slow down your progress. So it's not that simple as to say they do good or bad. Its about how you work with them.