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  1. 19/11/2019 Hi! It is been a whiiile since I wrote here. A lot has been going on... The integrity of living aligned with my values and life purpose is getting stronger day after day.. 1. Truth, Learning, wisdom 2. Independence: 100% 3. Honesty: 75% 4. Mastery: 75% 5. consciousness: 50% 6. Simplicity: 60% 7. Growth: 75% 8. Being: 40% 9. Appreciation of nature: 75% 10. Being a good force: 30%
  2. Hi, In this journal, I will try to follow up on my life purpose: using my own research and contemplation skills in order to provide people with wisdom, which can change their lives profoundly. My Ideal medium is writing and coaching. My domain fo mastery is doing research, contemplating life, finding the most useful advice for other people in order to change their lives. The skill I need to develop are the following: 1. Writing in Arabic. 2. Being a masterful coach; having a great speaking ability skills in order to influence people. For that matter, I need work on a lot of my weak points. 3. I need to align my life with my top 10 values in life. Of course, I will have to work some skills. Mainly, writing, and my public speaking. For that reason, I will dedicate 2 hours every day for that matter. I should not miss a single day. Here is the journal: 1. Two hours working on my Arabic. 2. Working on my speaking skills. 3. I also have to find a job in order to save some money for the future. 4. I also have to do research on enlightenment. That means reading books about enlightenment trying to understand it more........ As you can see, apart from having some glimpses of the beauty of enlightenment and meditation, my life is fucked up, and I need to lot of fix
  3. @Leo Gura Please Leo, come visit Morocco..of all the stories of actualized.org, my story is very unique
  4. Hi Please note I am not trying to be negative in this thread! Although I am grateful that I have come across actualized.org, I sometimes wish I stayed in my old unconscious stupid self, because I realized a lot of sad truths. In a Muslim, a childhood is basically a series of traumas. This is because of Islamic upbringing. A child is beaten in a Mosque m, at home, in the streets, and everywhere because " beating" is considered the right way to bring up your child. I have a lot of claims I am gonna make: 1) The Quran which is a book full of hate affects the Moroccan Muslim personality. 2) There is no Love in the Quran. 3) There is no Love of life, nature, and the world in any Muslim culture. 4) Being raised under an uneducated Muslim familly is basically like forming an angry, bitter, introverted human. 5) People in Muslim countries have a Red spiral dynamic mentality; Sunna vs Shia. Muslims vs kuffars..., etc. 6) Muslim leader use Islam to enslave their own people. ....... 7) Muhammad certainally had nothing to do with Love. 8) finally, my country would evolve a lot, had we eliminated this religion from our way of life. I don't want to write a lot, but here I am ; )
  5. @Truth Addict The verses you posted has nothing to do with Love. I know the quran very well!!
  6. @DrewNows Time is an illusion
  7. @Leo Gura My country is heading towards a revolution or a civil war. It's because of a dictatoship of the king who behaved egotistacally, I try to tell people about enlitghlinment, but they all make fun of me!! What should I do?
  8. Yes, do it. I have been practicing Ramadan since I was 17. Muslims do it just traditionally. If you want to fast in this Ramadan. I advice you to do it as a retreat. Fast and meditate all day long. You will get a lot pf growth out of it.
  9. I am not from the US, but I saw this piece of news in a local facebook news page. I immediately remembered Leo
  10. @tedens It was not fake, my friend. This was real. I feel dying, but I always resist.
  11. If I don't awaken in this life time. I can't wait for my next reincarnation as an English man, supporting Chelsea.
  12. @Rilles I am not ready yet ; ) It's fine. I don't eat more than I can chew.
  13. @tedens I had a strong severe sense of dying, but it went away. It's Ok, guys! ; )
  14. @effy01 Hi, my Moroccan fellow citizen. I know how to it feels to be born in Muslim countries!! especially if you are poor, which is the case of our country. Let me reassure you. You have nothing to worry about at all. My WHOLE life was full of sorrow and suffering, but thanks to acutalized.org, I changed a lot. I no longer feel depressed as used to. I was suicidal, depressed, and lost. Now, after 3 years of following actualized.org. I FEEL ALIVED! Alhamdullilah. Search in mysticism. Try to practice everday, and it will change your life
  15. Hi, guys! I have been working on myself for over 3 years now, but I still suck socially!! What is the solution?
  16. @Iiris Stay strong. PUSH TROUGH. You are amazing. You will do well.