egoeimai

You are such a j***. Now,that I released some hatred, ?, you should have been nicer to her. What you did, hurt her ego. And you dont love her,because If you did,you would accept her with ALL her flaws. Try again. Good luck. And dont be needy. You made a mistake,we are human beings we make mistakes,but now ask for forgiveness and dont do that again. You thought she was egoless because of her spiritual interest? Well,noone is perfect.

Someone suggested to me.to watch Teal Swan. (Not from the forum). I watched one video and I got bored and clicked off. Lol. Not my type to be honest but I dont know further info (why is she bad?)

Your emotions are hurting you and not the situation. Just see that. Theres no drama outside your mind. Your perspective. It is okay that things went this way,its all a lesson for you to grow. Although,we never had someone,people are free they can leave,relationships end and all these are okay. They should be okay because life is created for us to not only have fun,but to create and enjoy the creation. Which are the main emotion that are hurting you? So its guilt what else? One by one you must release them.

Check out my topic. We all have insecurities from childhood.you dont have to hate yourself to be insecure.there are some false mindsets and illusions.check this out.there are a series of videos. its nicely explained. Also...beware that this need for acceptance from the girl is followed by a mechanism of yours which claims "im not enough,why disnt she accept me? Is my freedom in danger?" Etc.

Yeah. Its true. If you were a woman you would have the same fears. Do what its right.be polite.be friendly.they will love you. If you go with arrogance they will hate you. Some of them If they see you as a threat,you will have no chances. Thats the game.

Yeah. Thats why you would only go If she was alone ?

Okay. Why do you care anyways? If they are jealous as you claim,its thir fault,their emotions,their life that theyretrying to deal with. Why do you care? Are you sensitive? Hahahah I know about these scenarios Ive seen something similar. There are other possibilities too. 1.jealous friend 2.friend trying to protect friend from fucking annoying dude 3.they were in the midst of a conversation and you ruin it 4.if you are polite whilst doing this 5.fucked up minds all over the world. Next time go to see her when she is alone. This or that,these types of situations are not meant to be trios.loool.

Lol man! You rejected yourself and you know it! You expect from other people to like you as you are. You dont respect that she has exams,and she has different needs from yours. Check your inner world! Its there thats an insecurity.

Dear!!!!!! Im glad I see you here again! It is very nice to have less and less attachments. To share my own story,I started with makeup at age 19,its late compared to the norm,and Im now 23 actually,even I have acne,I rarelyput makeup. I can easily go outside without it even in special occasions. Thats because maybe my mum was never wearing makeup,she has 2 lipliner,a blusher,one face powder and that's it. She is wearing makeup only when its very very needed (?) Like at a ceremony,very rare. I,from the other hand,usually wear makeup (full face) when I go to a metal gig (although the last time 9th march I didnt lool),or a ceremony like my mom (wedding etc),like very rare occasion not to the supermarket or to do other stuff in town. In the summer I never wear as here is very very hot so the makeup melts like ice-cream loool. But there's was a time that I was wearing eye makeup every day,for a period of my life like some months not even a year. I was doing this for fun,to create different eye looks everyday. I was getting too boring with my looks,and I stopped haha. There were times which I was wearing only a red lipstick and my bare face with acne! It was funny! And days in which I wore a black smokey eye and out of the door! Haha but I dont cover my imperfections. Mostly because I dont feel comfortable with face makeup on. I like to shop for makeup and it stays in the drawer waste of money,I have a lot! Most of them I believe theyre already expired! I recently met a woman,we were talking about makeup and stuff,she said 'I cant leave the house or go at work without makeup,without doing my hair!' I was ..."hm...okay whatever makes YOU happy!' and then I claimed,'Im not even doing my hair!' And she said 'oh you are young do something with them treat yourself!' ....but as for herself she tried to convince me she is all doing this for herself and not for others. I just cant believe that this is true! I believe its because she is insecure but I didnt want to make her feel unhappy with what I was thinking in my mind.of course I wouldnt tell but thats my opinion.going to the supermarket with makeup on (she insisted "necessarily") I couldnt think less,she is insecure and she cant accept herself with what she is and Im not going to judge thats my perspective it doesnt mean its true nor I was rude.not at all. Anyway,makeup is good on wearing occasionally.It bad for the skin. And If you love yourself, as you Peace and love, things will be peaceful in your mind,as they are. She had the need to put makeup. This is not peace. So Im just telling. Its sad that women are insecure. We are all equally worthy. I dont know. Maybe women must stop buying makeup and consult a therapist for them to find self-worthiness to discover it at least and then work on themselves mentally and not physically. Although I think its not a good idea to give up on our appearances. Its in moderation thats the ideal in my opinion.

Detached from your body.? You mean your hormones,because with meditation let alone you become more aware than ever. Dunno. I dont meditate,but Ive heard this. Do you worry about your libido? How old r u?

Okay. This hate inside you will soon destroy you. Stop it before its too late. I used to hate my father a lot,because he was never beside me,never in the house to raise us,three children,always working all day,never hated us but never expressed his live also. Not even a kiss not even a hug. He even mistaken my brother's age once. He knows very little about his children,and all information are conveyed by mother. Its not good. None of it good. But If you dont let go of this hatred you will never be okay with yourself. Children who have bad relationship with parents are also very insecure,as myself. You need to let go all of them now,because you are an adult. Forgive him,because we are human beings,we always make mistakes,and Im sure he had similar experiences with your grandparents. Foegive him for your own peace. This is all ego. We all deserve love and happiness. Even the ones that they have treated us badly. Why? Because we all are divine consciousness (do you like this approach? Ive heard it from a video recently. Its just a very nice reason to love all humans.) Although it doesnt mean that the things he did are right. Just let go of the past,move on,and wish well for your father from this moment on. He probably doesnt get Love as well. Forgive him and love him. You will be a totally different person and more healthy. Your ego will not like all these,but your true nature is love and it will love this. For your body/mind it is better/healthier to love and not to hate. And true love is unconditional. If you want this weight off your shoulders,love him,and just go,you dont have to spend the rest of your life with him. But first forgive him. Good luck.

Oh! The biggest challenge in humanity maybe! I guess....changing your beliefs from the core.

@heisenburger most people are insecure. Where do u base this security,this self worthiness? If this is unstable,I ve learnt you will be suffering. Its sure. Find a steady foundation to build your most important things.

@John68 I feel you. And I feel your neediness. This is because you base your self worth into other peoples opinions. And its very deeply rooted from childhood years. Please check the thread I created with some guy's videos on this topic. Enjoy and never lose hope!

Your life seems awesome. I want to enjoy life as well (again)! I hope this is soon! I dont think I enjoy as I w anted

I think you need to believe in something just to calm the mind. Not religious stuff necessarily but anything. Even If theres no meaning,which is totally okay,why not enjoy and create things having the opportunity? Because u have it. If u dont want to play then its okay.it will always be okay.but why not create things and build your fake story? We all have a meaningless fake story to share. Which is true to us,it actuay happened,but then you can call it meaningless,so what? It doesnt cease to be an opportunity. You have this. You have this life you can do anything with it. Live it to the fullest and create,or not create sth big,just be and eat all day. So what? Its your opportunity. You 'spend' it however you like. Altho I want to believe there is not one chance,because that helps me not being afraid of missing out in life,and not being afraid of an end. Who knows If theres an end? Noone. Noone came back from the dead. Just enjoy. Nothing else. Dont give it a meaning ....it is what it is.

I think that by not taking thoughts and beliefs so serious. Seeing their nature. Understanding that you came here to create something,and stress is not a way to live life. I think that yes being serious or trying to be,is a way to protect your ego from being hurt,thats why when you realize theres noone that can harm u because u are loved,and its noones intention,and that you are something more important that this ego u are trying to protect,and this thing which is tryinh to peotect the ego,is the ego. So its like, you know you experience life through ego,its the separation which comes its the nature of human mind,the development of the mind proves that ego exists because u separate you from others and all this separation has to do with your need to be different ,better,from other individual and through that you sense your existense. So the ego is kind of inevitable fact. And your need to feel your existence is thinking and doing things based on ego.

Trololololol. Dear Prabhaker. I dont like this body and its hilarious hahaha. As for the meaning behind this,u never know,there are other ways!!!

True. These are all illusions but... Do you like the following? "You are a creator and you came here to create in physical dimension.Just to create. To live" Do u like this idea?

This cant be. Thoughts cant stop. But If u have positive thoughts,life is enjoyable and you feel like life is worth living. But when there is negative thought u have to accept it as If it was your child. You are awareness. But then again,you can be still with meditation I believe. Any other way? Dunno. But Im sure there r other ways too.

GUYS!!!! THIS IS BEAUTIFUL!!! ???❤❤❤?????

Do both. Finish your studies first then do whatever u desire. But first finish what u started.

Its a fear behind this. That they maybe see you as a person in need,and YOU dont want ppl to feel sorry for you. Its your pride. Get over it and take the food. ??????????????????????????????????????☕☕☕??????

If life is a dream (a game of the mind and inside the mind) and therefore it doesnt have any VALUE/END/PURPOSE/OUTCOME/RESULT,why do we need to live? Looool. So we just exist and we GIVE a meaning to our lives without life having it at the first place,and we CREATE a reason/excuse to live. We say life is beautiful life is hard,all these stories,but truth is never found its ridiculous actually.So many of us we believe there is a reason there must be a reason we live.maybe there isnt.maybe we believe there is for us to not kill ourselves. Oh,great! The more you think,the worse it gets. Thats why peace and happiness is in silence,no words arise.