egoeimai

@faith I tried to find some good pics but trust me there aren't any..this one you found ddoesn't look like authentic gyros (at least the ones wwe have here) but it tastes good. It's a junk food tho that doesn't look elegant

You do you. Don't follow rules.

I'm not crazy about Chinese though but okay. But I've tried these potatoes ugh I prefer the plain ones. So this velvet cake looks ? freaking delicious. I bet it's American I haven't tried it before. Not that it would matter if I die,who cares about food haha but let's say, I would choose maybe those, .... Pita gyros ✅ American burgers ✅ Ice cream. ✅ Happy hippo ✅ Fuck.... I can't choose. Leave it . Too many options . I would eat everything till I die.

This is a deep rooted belief.

@Elton there's no death don't be afraid. And do what you want,don't pressure yourself to do something if you don't want to

And why change ? Does it bother you?

Oh well done Faith ! Keep going! I'm happy for your success! I know sugar is bad,but I prefer savory foods as I said.

@Jordan wang What do YOU need/want from them, and not them from You.

I don't have an opinion on the subject ?

How beautiful ! No you're less slave than before. You grow everyday. Better each day . Keep going. ?

What is your biggest problem? Others or you ?

It's annoying to live with people in my opinion.

Fuck . This is bad. Who cares about others ? Omg I know this won't help. Maybe you expect something from others ? That's why you need to please them? I hope you find what you need. In my case, I don't give a fuck about others, but I also feel I NEED their acceptance that's why I suffer in life. My whole life because of this. But I don't want to please them as you like to do. I want them to please me. And if they do, I can please them later. Loooool. It sounds I'm a bad person.

Sometimes we believe that there no meaning behind doing the beneficial. 1)Because opinions of others for us WONT change so we won't have the approval if we are smokers or non smokers and we can't control it we can't make others love us so it's insignificant to try to.improve ourselves if they don't love us. So why change ? 2) because others have problems too and nobody is perfect so why us try to be perfect if we can't be ?

How is it going the sugar free challenge ? Update asap. ?

Yes because you let it out, they are not thoughts anymore,they are smaller, then you somehow try to find better feeling thoughts and speak them out loud (as you did before with the negatives) and you see how you feel after that. It's engaging with the thoughts as well,it's not perfect, but you choose consciously the good ones. And there's a shift in mood. But I.don't have the luxury to do it everyday because I live with family ?

That's perfect . It inspires me to see members here trying for their diet as I'm trying to do with myself !

It's not in the plan. Haha

You can battle this addiction and vanish it FOREVER ...of course you know little by little ,withdraw it not cold turkey. You'll see in the process that you don't need it and you're okay without it. That's what I'm doing with food now.well ...the unnecessary and too much food, not food in general.?

Yes I do it regularly I do it often I mean when I have time alone because I won't do it with people. It's better than journaling . I also journal too. (Actual notebook) I journal since 2015' . Now I started here too, different subjects of course. The fun thingy is that I don't like to Listen to myself after some weeks or whatever, because I actually record when in sad or upset so I don't want to change my mood lolol. So it's enough for me to only record and let it all out.

No I don't because I have no reason into doing this, plus I don't care to fulfill their egos,or any other benefit behind this . Plus it's good being authentic . ?

@Samuel Sex is a difficult subject. There are two people,you're not in control of other people ,other people are not under your control,so you can't control it. What you push away,comes back stronger. However, if you let yourself partying all the time,is not a solution either. Find the middle way. The healthy way. Something in between. Something that can't hurt you doing it, but not feeling deprivation either. The best way to 'resist' them is to detach from them, so to not need them any more to make u happy. Go slow, you can party not so often than you do now, cut back slowly ,not cold turkey,but during that find other things to bring you joy which are not so harmful to your psyche. It's great that you realize that it's hurting you, you can change. Of course again I will recommend positive affirmations daily, since I've tried them,I managed to keep my mood quite high. Girls aren't really gonna bring you happiness you already know that.

Woow what a fucked up story but yet SO interesting ! At least for those who have experienced similar shit. First of all. This story is sad,okay,too much drama, each drama after the other! You know everything happens for a reason. Nothing is random. Keep that in mind every situation is for your own growth. Let go of the story and bring something new and positive in your life. Brain wash your mind with positive affirmations daily . You know why these happened to you, it's obvious, you had to learn, all this because of your low self esteem. Neediness. Because I've had a relationship with a drug addict as well, you know,you see there's something wrong but you refuse to escape, you are lucky she is with someone else now. She is doing a favour for leaving you. This pattern could've cause a disaster to your psyche. What's done is done. The most important advice I can give you is the following : find self love,find your worthiness because if you don't ...the next girl will be a disaster too. But I must congratulate you for giving affection to this creature, who was in pain. You helped her, but now, help your self. You should be proud for helping her and you will be, maybe now you're jealous because of your inability to let go and your ego loves to be jealous, but you must know you helped a human in need. Build self confidence asap. It must be your top priority now.

Fuck them all.

Haha this job is quite tiring. My mum was a nurse too. Yes I sleep more than 8, maybe 9. I never had problems with sleep. If you can't sleep easily you can listen to asmr they help a lot. I put them when I am stressed. Plus you can try some of these definitely a lot of healthy food so that it can keep you energetic and not lethargic