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@Leo Gura Leo in your last video you clearly seem to suffer from your health issues. I remember you saying "it's torture" with kind of a tear in your eyes. Does that not mean you still have an ego ? The end of suffering seems like a pretty basic feature in "enlighten" people.

@Serotoninluv So for you 15 - 20 mg of 5 meo is easier to handle than a 150-200 ug of LSD ??

This is a good video. Nice to see pick up artists waking up

Hello all, i just did a 5 meo trip with a sitter and it was amazing and very liberating. I had a moment when I started to panic so thank god my sitter was here for me. Consider using a sitter if you want to try it I think I will want to try 1p lsd again in the future. Should I cut my usual dose by half? More than that? Lots of love

To be honest I found those binaural beats on torrent sites, but after some time I was so grateful that I went to buy some of their other products. The Wim hof method during a trip is so amazing! The breathing during the peak makes the experience stronger while having a relaxing effect. Very efficient way to get the ego out of the way. In the middle of the come up, I always take a 5 minutes cold shower or longer until I am really shaking (and usually crying and/or laughing), then a long warm shower, to finish with 1 min of cold. It is amazing my friend ! Also a great way to break a bad trip.

Hello guys, If you do LSD trips please try with this binaural sound! it's amazing! I had so many ego death experiences using this technology. https://www.iawaketechnologies.com/product/infinity/ There are also different plants and supplements that you can use to have a stronger/deeper experience. For instance: https://www.onatera.com/produit-stabilium-200-90-capsules-yalacta,129.html (10-20 pills at the peak. Especially the first time I did that was incredible) https://www.cocooncenter.co.uk/naturland-organic-relaxation-complex-90-tablets/16889.html 10-15 pills at the beginning. hawthorn is also great to lower physical anxiety (about 3-5 pills), but don't take too much or it sort of kills the trip. Valerian is great to improve a "bad trip" without killing it, so I always have some ready just in case. If you want to try a very large dose of LSD, a large dose of valerian (5-10 pills) really takes the edge of and you can still have a deep ego death experience. However I prefer not to use it because I can't focus my consciousness on itself when I do (which is how I experience the deepest awakenings). Holy basil and reishi also make the experience stronger. I only took them before sleep the day before the trip up until now, but still it made the experience stronger. Cheers

Forgot to mention I always do wim hof breathing technique and cold showers during trips. It's an amazing combo. Also I want to say that the specific binaural sound mentioned above take some practice before you get the most out of it. So if you don't have an ego death the first time don't give up! I would also advice to practice with it sober. But it is such an amazing combo with LSD! I hope that it will help some of you guys on your journey. Edit: I don't work for that company haha Also that other binaural sound is great for emotional release and healing, rather than awakening. Specifically the first track Point Lobos (at least for me) : https://www.iawaketechnologies.com/product/heartwave-meditation/

I started doing trips in summer 2017. I started with 3 AL-lad trips and since then I have been doing Lsd analogs (Ald 52 and 1P) about every 2 weeks. I had my 5 meo dmt trip in april 2019, so I had about 40 LSD trips before that experience. I used to have a lot of anxiety in the come up, so I used the plants I mentioned above and the wim hof breathing technique + cold showers, which helped a lot (if you start having a bad trip, take a cold shower!). I started having ego death experiences once I started using the specific binaural sound I mentioned above. Not the first time though, but the second time I think. It takes some practice for your mind to reach the Lambda, transcendent brainwaves (I have listened to that 1h track like 500 times by now). Also I feel like the mind is more receptive to binaural sounds when tripping, so this is such an amazing combo! Like they should use them in therapy context and scientific studies, instead of just listening to music. That is such a powerful tool ! The last 10-15 trips before my 5 meo trip I was having an ego death experience pretty much every time. To describe what those felt like this is an extract from the email I sent the sitter to convince him to do a session with me: "The non dual experiences I had using 1p-lsd were incredible and I sometimes have tears in my eyes thinking about them. I remember when it happened that I could not stop crying and saying "oh my god, oh my god..." or just laughing hard. I also remember the shock and awe of looking at the world around me in that state, as well as the connection with and love for everything around me. From having these experiences, I feel more at peace in my life somehow, but this non dual state is still mysterious to me, and I still live in my ego." By the way, the sitter wanted to know a lot about me before deciding to meet me and he is quite selective. This is my testimonial of the 5 meo experience that you can find on his site. It was just a copy and paste from the email I sent him after : "This experience with you was really life transforming for me. I feel so peaceful now. Several times a day I have tears in my eyes just looking around me, it’s beautiful. All my life I was a bit uncomfortable socially and now I feel so at ease :). I also aways had trouble focusing. I don’t have that problem anymore. I remember during the experience when I started to panic, you were there for me. I was starting to think, "this is the biggest mistake of my life » and in what felt like just a few seconds I was completely relaxed. I find that amazing. Thanks to you I had the most life transforming experience of my life, so thank you so much!!" Since this experience I had so many absolutely amazing experiences, it's just unbelievable. I realised during one trip that I could focus my consciousness on itself and then feel incredible ecstasy, which leads most of the time to a deep awakening. 3 times I was so utterly shocked after the peak of the experience, that I stayed awake for 1-2 weeks after, but my ego always comes back for now. But damn life is so magical in that state, I was crying of bliss pretty much every day edit: I should mention that I cannot focus my consciousness on itself when I take 2cb fly. I tried the combo with Lsd and it's amazing, but I was blocked for some reason. Same thing with Eth-Lad. Both these drugs make me sleepy, just like valerian, so maybe that's the connection. Also I want to mention that I met an amazing woman who did this Kundalini activation process with that guy, and it was more powerful for her than any psychedelic trip. So check it out! I can't wait to try it.

So I actually did a LSD trip 5 days after my breakthrough experience with 5-MEO and I can confirm, start with a lower dose! I took only 1 tab (100ug) and then another one 1 hour later and it was an incredibly powerful experience!! Though i am wondering today if the tabs were not overdosed, because it was really an insanely strong experience for such a low dose This is the sitter I used and I recommend him very much: https://www.psilohuasca.com Also if you do LSD trips please try with this binaural sound! it's amazing! I had so many ego death experiences using this technology. https://www.iawaketechnologies.com/product/infinity/ There are also different plants and supplements that you can use to have a stronger/deeper experience. For instance: https://www.onatera.com/produit-stabilium-200-90-capsules-yalacta,129.html 10-20 pills at the peak https://www.cocooncenter.co.uk/naturland-organic-relaxation-complex-90-tablets/16889.html 10-15 pills at the beginning. hawthorn is also great to lower physical anxiety, but don't take too much or it sort of kills the trip. Valerian is great to improve a "bad trip" without killing it, so I always have some ready just in case. But I prefer not to use it because I can't focus my consciousness on itself when I do (which is how I experience the deepest awakenings). Holy basil and reishi also make the experience stronger. I only took them before sleep the day before the trip, but still it made the experience stronger.

@Leo Gura Hi Leo, I have been doing game for many years so what you are saying resonate with me. I have read the following post on reddit recently that I found very inspiring and doesn't completely match what I learned in game. That feels like green or above dating for people who are interested. I think the less egotistical I become the more I will move into that direction. I would be very curious to know what you think of it. Cheers, https://www.reddit.com/r/seduction/comments/dnjzzo/dont_try_to_get_her_interested_attraction_is/ One thing I see a lot on this sub is questions about interest : "I want to know is she is interested", "I think she was interested but I couldn't escalate", "How to make that girl interested ?" and so on. I feel like addressing that, and would welcome any feedback or comments. Interest is mental. It's in your head, it's rational, it's in control. Excitement is in your body, you feel it inside you. It's a powerful force that you can't control. Imagine you're going to see a movie, one you tell yourself "oh I'm really interested to see that movie", and the other one "Oh I'm so excited to see that movie !". Do you feel the difference ? In your opinion, which one will you go for ? I had a discussion yesterday with one of my LTRs. She was telling me about this guy she had a date with. She told me "It went very well. I want to see him again but I'm afraid he will think there is seduction going on between us". I was surprised, and feeling bad for the poor guy, so I asked "well what makes you want to see him again if you don't want any seduction ?". And she told me he was very interesting, a fascinating person and discussion with him was smooth and intellectually stimulating. She would love to see him again. Obviously I told her he would probably like more than that and any guy I know after a date that went well would not be happy if the girl said "Hey I would love to see you again as friends". I asked her : "but what's different with me ?" (our relationship is still pretty recent, we had sex on the first date and we connect very well physically). And she said something along the lines of "I don't know. I'm just so excited when I see you. I never know what will happen, and when we see each other I feel like my brain just melts and my body takes the lead". I feel it's something that happens more and more often to me. I used to be all in my head, trying to show I was smart, funny, nice, interesting. I was focusing on looking good, demonstrate value, making money. And I didn't have nearly as much success as I do now. Now I have girls telling me that they have butterflies in their stomach when they think about me, that I'm always in their head. I just had a girl texting me three weeks after having sex telling me it was so profound that she made changes in her life and solved some long-lasting issues since then. So they talk about it to their friends, who obviously are very curious and interested when they meet me, and so on... So I never have to make an approach or use online dating, I just have an endless number of people wanting to meet me, interact with me, and eventually get into sensuality or sexuality with me, if excitement is there. So, how to generate excitement ? I think excitement goes in three steps : Connecting to your body Building a safe environment Being in the flow Step 1 : connecting to your body. First paradox, you can't generate excitement if you're looking for excitement. Why ? Because "looking for something" is already being in your head. Right now, reading that text, picturing how it would fit in your life, what plans you can do about it, it's all in your head. You're probably asking yourself "is this worth it to read that wall of text ?", "Is this guy bullshitting or is it really an effective method ?". It's all mental. What you need to look for is connecting to yourself. It's being inside yourself. Not only when you're with that girl, but all the time. Just noticing what goes inside you, without trying to change anything. When you have an emotion, observe how you feel. Don't rationalise, don't avoid it, just stay with it. Go for yoga, meditation, massages, anything that gets you a connection to your body and sensations. Hug deeply the people you meet, friends and family. Get used to eye contact, be at peace with your body and your nakedness (yes, by that I mean being naked in front of people). Dance, move, let your body decide what is right for it. Danse in the streets, take care of your posture, take time to close your eyes and feel your breathing. Observe the little things around you like the wind in the trees, like children having fun. When you're with a girl you like, shortcut your thoughts into your body. If you hear a voice telling you "oh my god, I wonder if she wants me to go for the kiss ?", focus on your breathing and sensations. If you tell yourself "oh shit I don't know what to say, she must be bored right now", just breath and put your consciousness in your body. You're there right here and right now. You're perfect the way you are at this exact moment. Life is an experience, you can sit inside of you and enjoy, look at the movie that goes in front of you, and be present with any emotion or sensation. Step 2 : Building a safe environment You know what is preventing most girls to be in their body during interactions ? A perception of danger. During a first date, most guys will be stuck in their head trying to get laid, while most girls will be stuck in their head trying to protect themselves from getting in a situation they don't want. Anxiety is the number one excitement-killer. It's the best way to not be in your body and even to dissociate (it's when you get completely disconnected from your body because the sensations are too difficult to handle. It's very important you know this so you can identify it and prevent it in yourself and the person you're with). Number one safety-builder is consent. Basically the girl should feel at any point that she can decide what she wants and nothing is forced on her. There is no pression, no expectation other than for her to choose what she wants. It's especially true in the first steps of the interaction when there is still a bit of tension. Asking "can I touch your hand ?" instead of touching it directly will reassure her. Maybe she will be surprised, telling you "well of course you can, you don't have to ask !", but deep down she can rest a bit a be a bit more in her body. Ask for questions that have yes / no answers. Like "do you want us to go to my place ?" and not "Where do you want to go ?". If she hesitates, diffuse the tension "Ok, I feel that's a maybe, so maybe we can take it as a no right now and see if that changes at some point". Just let her know that she can take her time to decide, and that anything that is not an enthusiastic yes is a no. That's what safety is. Final tip for consent, the "thank you for you no" method. Whenever you hear someone declining your proposition, look at her in the eyes and say from your heart "thank you for your no". Why ? Because saying no is hard. Many girls are afraid to say no to guys because they don't want to hurt their feeling, they don't them to be frustrated, they don't want to argue. By saying that you put value on her being able to say what is right for her and affirming her boundaries. That's also great for you because you don't want anyone to do something with you they don't want to do, right ? I can't overstate how powerful it is and how I have seen some girls completely drop all their mental barriers after hearing that. Of course you have to really mean it, if you ask again 3 minutes later or if you show frustration, it doesn't do any good Another way to build safety is to have emotional and vulnerable discussion. The question "how do you feel ?" (and NOT "are you okay ?") is your best friend. You can ask it at any moment about anything. Go deep, don't stay on the surface. Learn to be vulnerable. Vulnerability is the most attractive trait in a human being. Scientific experiences have been made that show that we connect through our vulnerabilities (look at "the power of vulnerability" Ted Talk if you haven't already). The more you'll be able to talk about your emotions, your fears, your struggles, your emotional wounds, even your relationship to your parents, the more quickly you will build a deep sense of connection and security. Whatever is shared, especially if that's something emotional, welcome it and don't judge it. Listen attentively, and thank her for being herself in front of you. Most people never hear a thanks for just opening to someone, but that's very courageous. Be willing to show who you are, even the parts you struggle to love, and be open to welcome fully that person. I need to precise something : you're not trying to please her. If you try to please her and agree with everything she says because you fear she will not like you, you will end up in the "boring zone" (which is the real name of the friend zone, being friends is great, being boring is not). Be honest and don't try to be liked, just try to integrate that person into your world, to make her feel at home in the interaction with you. Like she would with someone she has known for a long time and feel intimate with. Step 3 : being in the flow Ok so now you're able to connect to your body at will and are not intruded by self-judging thoughts. The beautiful person in front of you is completely secure and ready to abandon herself to her sensations. So what should you do ? Nothing. There is nothing that should do. Don't try to impress her, don't try to "demonstrate value", don't try to escalate, and don't try to have sex. Instead, allow yourself to be who you are. What do you feel like doing ? Express what goes trough you. Be vulnerable, be authentic. If you feel awkward, say it, the other person probably feels it too. If you are afraid, share it ! If you want to touch her, ask for it. You want to be with her in a more intimate place ? Propose. You don't have anything to say ? Just contemplate the silence. You feel good ? Just say "I feel good when I'm with you". Smile if you feel like smiling, let spontaneity express itself through you (but don't ask yourself to be spontaneous !), be present and follow your intuition. Being with the flow means not resisting to anything that life trows at you. She is expressing some negativity ? Don't consider it as a "shit test", it's just the expression of some insecurity. Take care of it. Be caring with everyone, but do not care about anything. Caring about someone is being present for that person, it's being deeply committed to make the experience as truthful and meaningful as possible. Caring about something is taking things personally, it's taking a no as a rejection, it's trying to make the person like you, it's putting expectations on what should happen. When you're in the flow, you never know what will happen. This is something that I hear all the time "wow, I didn't expect us to have sex / to spend the full day together / to feel something so intense / to have so much fun". Why ? Because I didn't intend for any of those things to happen. I just tried to be present in the moment, listening to my desires and acting on them without expecting anything from the other person. Fulfilment doesn't come from reaching objectives that only generates more objectives. Fulfilment comes from loving the experience no matter what happens and feeling gratitude for being alive right here and right now. Here are a few words I would advise to get rid of because they all put your power on external forces. You're better off without them : Shit test : No one is testing you. You're yourself, there is nothing to test about that. Some reactions can generate anxiety inside you, and it's fine. Accept it as any emotion, smile, and stay connected to yourself. Being rejected : you can't be rejected. You're a complete human being, nobody has the power to reject you. But they can decline your propositions. Start conversations with a closed question : "can I talk to you for a minute ?", "Can I sit with you ?". If you hear a no, just say "thank you for your no" and move on. Cockblock : You can't be cockblocked if you're in the flow. The situation can change, people can interact, but it's not about you. A few days ago I was about to have a threesome when one of the girls' roommate got in the apartment in tears because of a break-up and we spent the evening giving her emotional support. Was I "cockblocked" ? No, I just adapted, took the change of situation as an opportunity to bring support to someone and made a deeper connection with three people. Use the word "opportunity" instead, it will change your mindset. Physical type, as in "I'm not her physical type" : There is no physical type. Attraction is not about putting people into boxes. When a girl is attracted to you, she is not having a checklist of things you have and don't have, giving you a grade and then telling herself "hey, that's good enough for me". That's just mental bullshit. Attraction is about what you feel, what goes in your body. No matter how you look, you can still connect with anyone. You can build excitement, you can have a meaningful moment with no expectation. League, as is "she's out of my league". There is no league. The most attractive guy I know is very average-looking. He's just magnetic, because he loves himself, he connects to his body, he builds the most amazing sense of safety and he is so much in the flow it's like he's synched to the other person. When he listens to you, it's like nobody has ever listened to you before. When he touches you, it's exactly the way you want to be touched. And there is never any pression to go forward or to do anything that is not right for you. The only important thing about appearance is that you love being in that body and you take care of it. The more you practice being in the present moment, the easier it gets. After a while you'll realise that the girls you find the most attractive are also the ones that you connect with the most intensely. Why ? Because once you're not in your head, you will see beauty as something authentic and personal, not "this girl is pretty because she has nice make-up and good symmetry". You will go for physical features that appeal to you, that make sense to you. And your intuitive mind knows what is right for you. It was a bit longer than expected, I hope it will help some of you. I can assure you that once you get into that authentic and mindful connection, seduction becomes like a dance. You let your mind go and deeply connect to yourself and the other person. You will see girls having a huge smile whenever they see you, you will have much better sex whenever you want and you will feel love and gratitude in your body and can share that feeling with the world. I wish you all a wonderful journey.

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I have had 3 Al-Lad trips by now and they have all been different and profound. The first one helped me heal a lot and the last 2 helped me to figure some things out. I feel like I become more mature after each trip if that makes sense. I do them on Saturdays because I feel like I need one day off after to digest and integrate those experiences. I use binaural sounds (iawaketechnologies) and do the Wim Hof breathing technique during my trips. The combination is really powerful. Of course I stay home and meditate all day when I do an Al-Lad trip. I intend to continue using Al-Lad but I am curious to know what other research chemicals I can use for spiritual work. 4 act dmt maybe? Thanks for the help

So I tried Ald-52 yesterday and it was mind blowing. Anyone can advise me other research chemicals that I could use in the future? I would love to try other research chemicals that are cheap, easy to use and safe.