Raphael

Like if I say hello to two persons in front of me and both respond "hello"? They both respond "hello" (same behavior), but one can have better audition and both are not at the exact same position so they see me differently (different experience).

Weekly Statistics (16 November 2020 - 22 November 2020) Total Working Hours 33 hours 36 minutes Average Focus 3.46 / 5

22 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 06:30 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:30 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: No work for today Average Focus: ~ / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 0 minutes, including 0 minutes of Deep Work (objective 0 minutes) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

I can see three main reason behind my fear of people: Toxic dad: My dad had a pretty bad influence on me while growing up. He lived almost all days of his life with anger and hate. As a kid I had no rights, the smallest disagreement would be seen negatively. He was very aggressive with people and was himself afraid of people. He always insisted that all curtains in the house should stay close because people would watch us from the outside. Sometimes he would take a stick and beat it on some scrap metal because he thought the neighbours were spying on us, other times he was also asking us to shut up and stay quiet because the neighbours would try to listen to our conversations. He was angry when me and my sister were playing with the ball in the garden because he was afraid that people would look at us. I had no right to get out of the house by myself until 13/14 because he was afraid that someone would try to kidnap me or kill me. Overall, things are much better today, but he still wants the curtains to stay close and can ask us to not speak loudly sometimes. But of course like all narcissists, he can do whatever he wants. The INTP Personality: I took the 16 Personalities test countless times now and I always get the same result. I'm an INTP and INTPs are naturally pretty weird and awkward socially. They are also pretty rare, naturally shy and not interested in what most people are usually interested in. Understanding myself and learning to deal with people was a struggle while growing up because I always felt different/abnormal as I had had no interest in "normal activities", but would rather spend my time in my mind with creative ideas. A natural awareness: I consider that I have a natural awareness that most people don't have. I had existential questions since I was a kid and had trouble to understand why people are so interested in shallow stuff. All these shallow small stuff always looked ridiculous for me.

Huge stage orange success & progress ideological indoctrination.

Isn't it that there is a minimum common reality? After all if a group of people can communicate, coordinate and live together by using tools like language and social norms, it means that they perceive reality similarly. At least if they are part of the same culture and are a minimum functioning. In this case science is true for them if they at least adhere to the same cultural standards. But relative from group to groups.

Healthy & Respectful Blue

Healthy red? In a sense maybe... he is terrifying everyone to bring back order to the school.

21 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 05:52 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 11:20 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ❌ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: 09:49 AM - 10:34 AM I did some research about Google developer tools Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 45 minutes 03:12 PM - 06:06 PM I improved the text of some articles and also had a pretty long call with a client. Things are looking great Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 2 hours 54 minutes Deep Work Sessions: 10:55 AM - 12:28 AM I did some content optimization for SEO Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 33 minutes 01:23 PM - 02:48 PM I optimized a few SEO articles Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 25 minutes @Raphael Please go to sleep at reasonable hours. Aside from that, great job Average Focus: 3.5 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 6 hours 37 minutes, including 2 hours 58 minutes of Deep Work (objective at least 6 hours) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

@Preety_India He is a great source of inspiration for practicing spiral dynamics stage red/orange

20 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 06:02 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:35 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: 10:04 AM - 10:53 AM I did a little of SEO configuration Focus: 4/5 Duration: 49 minutes 11:09 AM - 12:44 AM I continued the SEO optimization. I got interrupted in the middle Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 35 minutes 02:10 PM - 03:10 PM I worked on some keyword research Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 03:25 PM - 04:29 PM I analyzed some keywords and did some SEO optimization Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 4 minutes Average Focus: 3.62 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 4 hours 28 minutes, including 0 minutes of Deep Work (objective at least 6 hours) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

Red/Orange About Creating a successful business I'm going to create the best business in the world. This business will be the biggest on the planet, it will be my own empire. Millions of people will work for me like slaves, and they will submit, respect me, and see how great I am. If these motherfuckers complain in the future, I'll fire them one by one. If they don't like me, they don't have to work for me, they only have to take personal responsibility for their choices. And even if they take personal responsibility, they would all be losers because nobody can be as competent as me.

How does this industry work?

@Lyubov China did it very well and this the most populous country on the planet. The issue with the US is the libetarian ideology and how Trump handled the situation. What he say have a lot of influence as people look at him and trust him as the authority. He basically did unconscious covid denial marketing for unconscious people who need more conscious covid prevention marketing.

19 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 07:01 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:25 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: 10:44 AM - 10:58 AM I had a call Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 14 minutes 11:06 AM - 11:53 AM I did some research Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 47 minutes Deep Work Sessions: 09:17 AM - 10:43 AM I worked on some design issues Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 26 minutes 12:04 AM - 01:17 AM I continued my work on the WordPress website Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 13 minutes 02:02 PM - 03:42 PM I did a few design changes and searched for keywords Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 40 minutes 03:48 PM - 04:49 PM I completed the keyword research, analyzed them, and kept the best ones Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 1 minute @Raphael Good job! Average Focus: 3.5 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 6 hours 21 minutes, including 5 hours 20 minutes of Deep Work (objective at least 6 hours) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

18 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 05:45 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 11:45 PM (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ❌ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: 08:57 AM - 09:24 AM I had a call Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 27 minutes 10:40 AM - 12:00 AM I did an SEO analysis and sent it to a potential client Focus: 3/5 Duration: 1 hour 20 minutes Deep Work Sessions: 12:08 AM - 12:36 AM I fixed a small issue Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 28 minutes Average Focus: 3.33 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 2 hours 25 minutes, including 28 minutes of Deep Work (objective 0 minutes) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

Bernie Sanders said that free health care for all is a human right. Why is it? I didn't understand at the beginning, so after thinking by myself I came to the conclusion that the function of government is to create a fair society for all citizens that covers all their basic needs. It's not fair that some people are disadvantaged because they don't have the money to pay for medicine and doctors when they have health issues. Are there some other components that I'm missing here? I would like to know your thoughts on this.

17 November 2020 Wake Up Time: 06:38 AM (objective 5:30 AM - 6:00 AM) In Bed Time: 09:50 (objective 9:00 PM - 9:30 PM) ✅ 45 minutes of Doing Nothing Before Going To Sleep Work Sessions: 04:32 PM - 04:50 PM I started to verify a website state Focus: 3/5 Duration: 28 minutes Deep Work Sessions: 08:50 AM - 10:18 AM I did some changes on the header and worked on the responsive design of the home page, but damn... this network is so slow it's like hell on earth. Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 28 minutes 10:39 AM - 12:04 AM I worked on the responsive design of the home page Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 25 minutes 12:11 AM - 12:55 AM I completed the design of the home page Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 44 minutes 01:51 PM - 03:07 PM I continued the design work, I got a new message from another potential client Focus: 3.5/5 Duration: 1 hour 16 minutes 03:20 PM - 04:31 PM I worked on improving the design Focus: 3/5 Duration: 1 hour 11 minutes @Raphael Great work Raph! Average Focus: 3.33 / 5 (objective at least 4 / 5) Total Work Duration: 6 hours 32 minutes, including 6 hours 4 minutes of Deep Work (objective at least 6 hours) Total Reading Time: 0 minutes (objective 0 minutes, I'm not reading anything currently)

Allow you to feel the pain and sadness, let it go through you, let it shock your body until it gets to your bones. You will feel the pain whether you allow it or resist, but you will go through it faster by allowing it.

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