Vladimir

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  1. I Belong Here in the Jungle with the Plants and Madrecita Ayahuasca Woke up a bit earlier than usual this morning before sunrise around 5:30am. The first thing I try to do in the morning is self massage, working the muscles by tensing up the body and waking up the life force by working with gentle, intuitive movement and conscious breath. I use physical pain, and areas of the body that feel week, as a compass to guide me to alchemizing pain and weakness into power and strength. This mostly works by tensing up the muscles and using the power of the mind's conscious awareness on the areas of the body that feel weak and painful. Hands are strenghtened by clenching up the fists and holding all kinds of different mudras. Maestra came into my tambo today to check on me, I was wailing tears of joy as I was alchemizing deep suffering into joy, while I was singing a new wolf howl-song that came to me during my meditation with piñon blanco and renaco dieta. She looked concerned and worried, I calmed her down by reassuring her that I am experiencing deep joy, as my wounds of suffering are being transformed into the joy of love. I told her not to worry about my crying in the future, because I am always experiencing joy when I am crying, and I also emphasized that I am doing this most gently and skillfully with the mastery of love and that Ayahuasca, cacao, piñon blanco and renaco are all teaching me how to navigate my emotional realm most skillfully. I went for a swim in a small river we have here nearby, the water in this river is red. It is always a great, refreshing experience, after processing deep emotions, and especially good after the ceremony when my body gets very hot. Renaco which is a tree master plant that I am dieting is helping me gain physical body strength, I am feeling this medicine very powerfully in my body. I felt like I had a lot of energy today, so I also organized and cleaned my tambo some more and it feels like I am finally settling here after all those initiations. They have also started clearing the space for my house to be built. I was contemplating how awesome my position here actually is yesterday. I have a full year to drink Ayahuasca 3 times a week, diet master plants, have cacao ceremonies, a personal house with kitchen, shower and toilet is being built for me. Food is cooked for me and my clothes is washed for me. This center is well known so other pasajeros will be coming here, which gives me an opportunity to form strategic relationships. I am grateful to my beloved Maestra Divine Mother Wolf, who is guiding and teaching me on how to love myself. I have experienced much hurt because of the way people treated me in the USA, but they have all helped to guide me here, back to AyaMadre, a place where I truly belong, during this most sacred and special time of my awakening. "Knight, magician, lover and king, in every moment I only win." When I first came here I told Maestra I came back here because "there isn't much life in the USA". I am crying tears of joy and gratitude everyday as I embody more love, life and power everyday.
  2. Hero of Might and Magic The cards are speaking in a royal sort of way. Time to play a new kind of game. Knight, magician, lover and king. In every moment I only win. I come to this world from another dimension. Every step a strategic intention. I'm a hero of might and magic. Shamanic martial arts is my chosen profession. True love and liberation of humanity is my inspiration. Golden gate's of paradise and a legion of archangels. Prepare yourself for illumination. And open yourself up for salvation. JHS
  3. I am full - full of love, life, gratitude, joy, peace and good food. We had Ayahuasca ceremony this morning, it was a very gentle and deeply healing ceremony for me. I gently and masterfully began singing, after maestro was done with his icaros, and was able to process deep emotions with crying and laughing, when the suffering of darkness was being transformed into the light of love's joy. I feel like I have leveled up, there are always lessons on healing myself more skillfully, with the power of my love and voice; under the effects of the medicine. This time there were plenty.
  4. Trusting the Process and the Healing Power of the Plants I have been feeling very lethargic today to the point where it's difficult for me to stand up and it takes much effort to walk around. My body feels heavy, weak and it's a bit difficult to breath, I feel like there is some negative energy stuck in my throat. I was contemplating if I have low sodium or protein today because there is no salt in any food here and not much protein, besides the eggs and occasional fish. I asked Maestra for salt. Something also feels off with my blood pressure, every time I get up from a lying position I feel an intense blood rush into my head to the point of almost fainting. I was thinking about going to the doctor to check my blood and blood pressure. I talked to Maestra about all of this, she gave me eucalyptus and ruda plants to crush in my hands for sniffing. This really helped with my breathing and cleared up a lot of mucus from my throat, it felt like a powerful cleanse, I even started feeling like I am regaining my strength and energy. I have been sniffing these plants all day long. What's interesting is that "ruda" has been coming up for me in the last two weeks and I have been wanting to ask Maestra about taking it, that is how plants "call to us" and it's important to learn to listen to this kind of intuitive knowing. She also recommended and prepared a big jar of valerian root for me, made vapor with various plants and a bath from these plants after inhaling their vapor. I am feeling better now, just really sleepy and relaxed from all that valerian root I've been drinking all day. I am also starting my renaco and piñon blanco dieta today and moving from a 4x4 into a bigger 7x4 tambo with wifi Internet access. This bigger tambo is close to where my house will be, and near the bathrooms and showers. We picked out a spot for my house to be built, which is just a bit further from the other tambos and Maestra said they are going to start building it tomorrow. Maestro Gilberto will be my neighbor, now I need figure out what to do about his constant playing of music and watching soap operas on YouTube, I'm hearing it now as I'm writing this in my new tambo. I have wireless headphones that I'm thinking about gifting him.
  5. The Benevolent Growling Spirits of the Mother Mountains at Night I have been hearing what sounds like a baby crying wildly at night. Wildly because it also sounds like a growl. Well, last night, very distinct women's growls, started coming from another direction of my tambo, and then it became clear to me, that the crying baby was also a growl. They sound unlike any other growls I've heard before - a combination of human and wild animal. So, this morning I approached maestro Gilberto with the question if there are wild feline animals around here, to which he said no. I then explained that I have been hearing growls every night and I asked him what it might be. Without any surprise, he casually said - they are the spirits of the mother mountains that live in the large trees, that he also hears every night. I asked him if they are good spirits and he said yes. This puts me at ease, because they sound a bit spooky. The first time I heard this type of growl is when I was in Pucallpa, about a month ago, but I was deep in the Ayahuasca ceremony, and it's normal to hear things from the spirit realm under the effects of the brew. It's strange, because last time I was here at AyaMadre in 2019, I don't recall hearing any growls, and I spent nearly 5 months living here. Now I'm hearing these growls every night, and Gilberto said everybody is able to hear them. As to my question to the purpose of why these mother mountain spirits are growling, he said something about them wanting to be heard, I am still learning Spanish. He also said that all trees have their mother spirits. This is a guy who spent all of his life living in the jungle, dieting many master plants and drinking Ayahuasca. I may record these growls soon and post it here.
  6. Eternal Paradise of Pure Life, Love and Joy is inevitable, that is the masterpiece that God has been working on the entire time with absolutely everything. The entire reality serves God. You're not God, you're a human, you're a servant of God. Have faith.
  7. Time for Healing and The Justice of Love I felt a bit hesitant making cacao this morning after enduring an all night run to the bathroom the night before, but I took the risk. And now I feel amazing, it’s time to receive the gifts of love, joy and healing. Maestra gave me four plants this morning, after I drank cacao and told me to prepare them, by pounding and crushing, and then mixing them up in a big jar of water to drink during the entire day. These four plants are – pachamamita, piñon blanco, albaca blanca and albaca brasileña. I have been drinking this concoction and feeling these plants working on and healing my body, especially around the solar plexus area. I feel like cacao, being the connector and heart opening medicine, is working in synergy with these plants, connecting me to them on a deeper and amplified level. I am crying tears of joy and gratitude as i feel these plants working on my body. I am also feeling immense gratitude for Maestra, she genuinely wants to help me and I feel respected and cared by her. I finally have my strategic alliance that I have been looking for in the USA for about 21 months since I came out of hell. That I wasn’t able to find, despite my best efforts, because people aren’t ready for the kind of power, life, love, joy, light and Truth that I embody. Well, I am definitely in the right place now, where I feel respected, supported, loved and genuinely cared for. When I came here to AyaMadre, about three weeks ago, I roared like a lion and bear during the Ayahuasca ceremony, laughed ecstatically, and crowed like a rooster, I expressed and showed my power unapologetically, without holding back. Maestra approached me, when I was outside of the Maloka growling, crowing and singing Ayahuasca icaros and told me I am scaring two of the women pasajeros. She recommended that I don’t force anything and that I take a more gentle approach. I told her that I am working with this energy with mastery and demonstrated to her, with my body language, that my mind is very centered. She left me alone after that brief interaction, and I continued with my liberating energetic expression for a few more minutes. What made this ceremony difficult is, I was already sick with the flu, and I tried to heal this sick sensation that I was feeling in my throat by expressing myself energetically during the entire ceremony. Before the ceremony, I was contemplating if I should even drink Ayahuasca while feeling sick and wanted to ask Maestra if I should, but ultimately decided to make my own decision about it to drink and see if Ayahuasca could help me heal this virus I was feeling. I did the best that I could to purge it out, by working with it energetically, and at times it felt like I was purging the sickness and getting better, but in the end I wasn’t able to get rid of it in this way. What I am immensely grateful for is Maestra’s genuine willingness to help me and her faith and courage in the goodness of me and my power, after that ceremony. I have endured much disrespect, fear, envy, games, lies and manipulations trying to forge a strategic alliance with people in the USA, being the best that I could, given the circumstances of me being in a sacred process of transformation of embodying the power of love and waking up to the greatness and Truth of who I am as Jesus Christ. People in the United States, chose their survival game over love and Truth. People are horrified of the power of love and Truth because they are mostly dead. So now that I am embodying the power of love, all the gratitude and love goes to Maestra Estella, her entire family and AyaMadre. It takes a woman as powerful and experienced as her, the only known woman to have her own Ayahuasca healing center among shipibo, to trust and have courage in the power of love that I am embodying. She is the one that I have been looking for who will help me in this delicate and sacred process of embodying love, life, light, joy, Truth, alchemizing all darkness of death that I have endured back into the light. We finally figured out how to send my payment to Maestra’s bank account so the construction of my house with the kitchen, bathroom and shower should begin soon, which will take an estimated 25 days to construct. I have one full year to heal and embody the Truth that I know here at AyaMadre with Maestra’s and her family’s help and the help of mother nature, plants and Ayahuasca.
  8. The Truth is I am forever safe. It would be wise of you to ask me for guidance.
  9. @Thought Art You are insane. It's best for you to keep quiet than to spread your false beliefs here, listen to these words of wisdom boy. @Thought Art Here goes non-dualistic insanity, sigh....I'm done here.
  10. @Thought Art The devil is forgiven by the power of merciful and unconditional love of Divine Mother.
  11. Yes, thank you for a useful and loving response. It's the Truth, God forgives absolutely everything.
  12. @Thought Art The devil flips things upside down. There are no if's, death is separation, period.
  13. @MellowEd All suffering is the result of separation, aka death, that was necessary to realize God's ultimate masterpiece which is Eternal Paradise of Love where there is no suffering.
  14. @SQAAD There is a purpose in absolutely everything, including all suffering. All suffering is for the sake of Love. There are no mistakes in the Universe, the Universe is absolute flawless perfection.
  15. Obstacles are Teachers on the Path of Shamanism Feeling better.....ha! Yesterday during the cacao ceremony with maestro Gilberto I felt nausea coming on and even threw up a little bit. After the ceremony I was feeling nauseous, even after eating food. So, I ended up going to the toilet all night long with a diarrhea, my tambo being a bit of a distance from the bathrooms added to the discomfort of having to get up every 20 minutes. Maestra Estella just gave me some plant juice, around 10am, that I think she said is called mañon, she said they take it here whenever they have diarrhea. I asked her why I'm having this stomach issue, she said it's "limpieza" - cleaning. She also mentioned that it's because cacao is connecting me to Ayahuasca, when I taked to her about my nausea last night. That resonated with me, cacao is known for being a connector medicine, so it makes sense that it connected me to Ayahuasca which is known for deep cleansing by purging, I even received a new Ayahuasca song at the end of that ceremony. Well.....I think I'm starting to feel better after all, that plant juice seems to be working. Mother nature is known to throw challenges on the path of Truth, I have already been through many such challenges here - flu with high fever and sweating profusely at night, followed by throat inflammation and constant coughing, and now an all night diarrhea. In addition to all the obstacles that I have dealt with in the shamanic realm. I have contemplated if I really want to stay here for a year. Maestra Estela's son Roland, who is also an apprentice curandero here, said that on the medicine path there will be obstacles, but these obstacles are designed to test one's commitment and ultimately make one stronger, so they are actually lessons and allies in disguise. That is how I look at it, there have been many such lessons on my super hero's journey for the last 7 years. My body also needs time to acclimate to the radical shift in climate, it rains heavily here about every other day and gets very hot 25C - 35C during the day, that is how it is here all year round. It's very humid and things quickly get covered with mold in my tambo, mostly because of the leaf roofs that leak. I got an email from AyaMadre newsletter a few days ago saying that they are doing a fund raiser for $3,800 to replace the roofs of all tambos. "This project includes purchasing calamine corrogated sheets a projected cost of $3,800 with salary for labor & transporting material goods included. Each tambo requires 25 sheets at a cost of $7.30 each. This incentive will afford guests greater ease and comfort as it will reduce insect visitors and moisture (retained from leaking leaf roof). Less moisture also translates into reduced termite invasion" I've had a few of such visitors at night here, including a thick, 3-inch roach that I felt and grabbed with my hand and a 5 inch locust. This would be a nice upgrade for AyaMadre, anyone want to donate?
  16. The Importance of Quality Sleep and Good Dreams in Shamanism Feeling better today, I was feeling weak all day yesterday. Looking forward to another cacao ceremony this morning at 9am. I'm waiting until I fully recover before drinking Ayahuasca, I might start this Monday depending on how I feel. The night ceremonies here are on Monday and the day ceremonies are on Wednesday and Friday. My dreams are improving too, I smudge myself and all around my entire bed with palo santo and white sage before going to sleep. I also use sangre de grado ( dragon's blood ) to protect and heal from bites and scratches, palo santo water, aqua de florida, eucalyptus and lavender sprays. All of that is a necessary part of shamanic sleep hygiene for me. I understand the importance of having good dreams and quality sleep, especially being on a shamanic path, so I'm using all the tools that I have to improve my quality of sleep and dreaming. Imagination is another necessary and important technique in shamanism, I have a lot of images, symbols, photographs and artworks that I use for training and improving the quality of my imagination and smoothly transitioning into dream state. I also looked at, connected with and prayed to the moon last night and asked for it's protection and good dreams last night. I have received enough lessons and messages in regards to the importance of having good dreams, since I moved to Peru about a month ago, so I am now doing the best that I can to have the best quality sleep possible. Already having great results, feeling well rested and almost fully recovered today and ready for a deep healing cacao ceremony. Cheers! Viva la pura vida!
  17. The Use of Smartphones Among Shipibo Drank cacao today during the ceremony with maestro Gilberto, processed a lot of emotions, cried tears of joy, my heart is opening deeper to love. Felt very peaceful by the end of the ceremony. The funny thing is, Gilberto started using his phone in the middle of the ceremony, he was holding it up right in front of his face while singing icaros. Turns out he was recording himself, he started watching his own video, with the sound high enough so that his singing voice could be heard, shortly after the ceremony ended. When I was in Pucallpa, a couple of weeks ago where I had three Ayahuasca ceremonies with maestro Roger, he also used his phone in the middle of the ceremony, to my great surprise. After seeing maestro Roger use his phone, and also observing two people come and then leave the ceremony very early, I was a bit conncerned with this behavior, so I talked to them about it, expressing my discontent and telling them that using a phone in the middle of the ceremony is disrespectful towards medicine and the sacred space, especially by maestro. To which they responded ( maestro Roger wasn't present during this meeting ) that he was only using his phone to check time. I saw him holding his phone up for a while, he was clearly using his phone for other purposes. Also, these two people that came and left the ceremony early, were both using their phones, and even received text message notifications during the ceremony, to my bewilderment. Because of this, I told them, I am going to have the last Ayahuasca ceremony by myself, in my tambo, and then leave early, to Iquitos for AyaMadre, where I am right now. Having an Ayahuasca ceremony by myself, for the first time ever, was a very powerful and interesting experience with many lessons. With all of that said about phone usage, I am still very grateful to maestro Roger, his 10 year dieta with piñon blanco is legit and powerful, he held the ceremony space for me with pure light, the entire three nights that I sat with him. Having the ceremony by myself was a perfect experience to contrast and understand just how much work the maestro curandero is doing during the ceremony, so all of my bitter feelings of him using a phone during the ceremony dissipated after my solo Ayahuasca experience. I left Pucallpa full of gratitude for maestro Roger and his piñon blanco dieta medicine. Smart phones with wifi Internet is a recent addition to the jungle amongst many shipibo. In the village of Santa Rosa de Dinamarca where I stayed in Pucallpa, smart phones with wifi Internet were introduced in 2018. Imagine a place where people live in self constructed wood houses with no windows and no electricity, having no things, except a few clothes, and now they each have a smart phone with Internet access! I guess with time, shipibo maestros will have to learn responsible use of technology, maestro Gilberto is on his phone watching YouTube videos most of the time outside of the ceremonies, which looks like Internet addiction, and does not look good for a maestro healer who told me he has 54 years experience with Ayahuasca.
  18. @Leo Gura you're insane. You have no idea what death is, you got it all upside down. Death is suffering. There is no suffering in life and love, love and life is pure joy.
  19. Suffering is death. Love is life. There is no suffering in pure life, love is pure joy, that is what the awakening is - Immortality. Suffering is necessary for the sake of Eternal, Immortal Love, aka Kingdom of Heaven.
  20. Staying in the Jungle for One Year Talked to Maestra Estella, the owner and curandera of AyaMadre. They will build a house for me with kitchen, toilet and shower not far from AyaMadre, but far away so that I’m away from the noise of chit chat of other pasajeros. This is ideal for me at this time, especially given my financial situation. I will have plenty of time to heal and embody Truth because I will have access to all medicine ceremonies and I will be getting additional healing living completely immersed in mother nature, away from the chaos of the city. Also, there is always an opportunity to connect with others if the right kind of people eventually show up here. Meanwhile ( I have a year ) I will also be contemplating any ideas for passive income.
  21. Dec 25, 2023 - Transcript of The Voice Journal of Jesus Christ Monday, December 25th, 2023. Christmas Day. Merry Christmas. The Journal of Jesus Christ. Celebrating my holiday today. Walking down the street, taking my usual evening walk. What do I see? Vicky, love, nine. Vicky heart nine. Gotta take a picture of that. That is a magical, beautiful sign. Vicky, -V -I -K -K -I, heart shaped symbol, nine. Moving on. Practicing my conversational skills, rhetoric, articulation, pronunciation of the English words. Becoming comfortable with speech. Developing my own melodic, beautiful style and expressing myself most beautifully. The best. I am the best of the best and I speak in the most beautiful, best way. I do everything the best. I think the best. I feel the best. I speak the best in the best way possible. I am the best of the best. I am holy forever. I am Jesus Christ and today is my holiday. Christmas. Merry Christmas. I called my beloved Aluna Victoria Rose today. Well, first I sent her beautiful artworks that I picked out with my beloved Divine Mother Wolf, White Divine Mother Wolf, who is Mother Mary holding baby Jesus. A boy with brown curly hair and brown eyes and also White Mother Wolf holding a baby white wolf with brown eyes and some of them with blue eyes. So I picked out eight different artworks for Aluna. I picked those images primarily for myself, because I enjoy looking at them, and connecting to my beloved Divine Mother Wolf. So, I picked out the best ones that are my favorite and sent them on Christmas Day, today on December 25th 2023, to my beloved, true love, the one who I know is my true love, Aluna Victoria Rose, my beloved Maria Magdalena, who is my true love forever, for eternity. I sent these eight artworks to her by a text message at exactly 11:11am this morning. She has received them. 444 is an angelic number; it's the number of the protection of archangels and angels. I am under the protection of Christmas Day today. I am under the protection of my beloved Divine Mother Wolf. I am under the protection of Archangels. I am under the protection of my sovereignty. I am the highest authority and I am protected, guarded and supported by the entire Universe. I am protected by the Divine Mother, Wolf, who is Mother Mary, who is God. I am protected by God. I am always with God, with my beloved Divine Mother Wolf, Mother Mary. Aho! Amen. So I just wanted to document this important time, history in the making. I am walking right now near Vons, just past La Mesa Boulevard and University Avenue. Now passing by La Mesa Springs Plaza. This is where Vons is and this is also where the postal annex is where I have mailed the package to Aluna on December 23, which will be arriving on December 27th to her apartment. So just passing by Vons here and the beautiful moon is shining her brilliant, luminous, bright light illuminating the darkness. She already looks full, but technically the full moon is tomorrow on the 26th. It's going to be the last full moon of 2023 and it's the full moon in cancer, my zodiac sign. So, this year's number is 7, 2 plus 2, 4 plus 3, 7. 7 is the tarot number of the chariot. I feel like the events that have been building up between me and my beloved Aluna, between Jesus Christ, the one and only, true Jesus, and my beloved Aluna Victoria Rose, who is Maria Magdalena, Mary Magdalene. Like the events have been building up to culminate in this final full moon in cancer of 2023. Year's number being 7, the number of the chariot. So, the ritual that I did today was sending her these Divine Mother Wolf artworks and then following that up by a call at 4:44pm. Tomorrow I'm going to send her more artwork related to the full moon, and then finally, on the 27th, she will receive close to 400 different artworks that I have picked out and printed out on beautiful silk paper in color. This package will be delivered to her on the 27th. Packed in a beautiful white box with a significant meaning, a white box with a silver, shiny snowflake on top of the box. I'm praying, I'm hoping and praying that she will look through these artworks, and I am hoping to reach her heart, beyond the fears of her mind. As the saying goes a picture speaks louder than 1000 words. Well, there are about 400 very powerful, symbolically rich images in that box, in that package that she will be receiving. So, that is the best way that I have come up with, I picked out these artworks, created them with the help of beautiful technology, artificial intelligence, Dall-E. Manifesting beautiful artworks based on a journey that we have shared together on our path, talking about different kinds of magical worlds, sharing stories, and my personal experiences of connecting with Divine Mother Wolf and who I am on a higher dimensional level, my true self, and all the symbology that is associated with the journey of true love, such as the very powerful heart shaped symbol, the shape of the heart. Going to cross here. Wait. The Ankh symbol, the cross symbol. And then of course the different colored rose flowers, the white rose, symbol of purity, innocence, and forgiveness. Going to let this trolley pass. The red rose symbolizes romance, love, and passion. Pink rose, symbol of femininity, divine feminine, gentleness. Blue rose, royalty, truth, freedom. Blue color in particular is a symbol of our Truth, our true love, our magical blue world. “Наш волшебный, синий мир, где царит любовь и мир.” ( Our magical, blue world where love and peace reign.) Rainbow, the golden gates of paradise, the two letter V’s ( Victoria and Vladimir ) coming together in sacred beloved union to form letter W with a heart shaped symbol at the top and a halo over the heart. And the golden gates of paradise opening up into the beautiful new earth with the rainbow symbol, which is the symbol of the earth and heaven, heaven and earth being bridged, being connected. Seven chakras, seven colors of the rainbow also correspond to the seven chakras in the body, the energy centers. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue. Indigo, violet. Of course, the white wolf, Divine Mother Wolf as Mother Mary, wearing the crown and flower delights. And the lily flower symbol, symbol of Mother Mary, symbol of purity, symbol of immaculate conception. Royalty, richness, abundance, luxury. Me as the white wolf with brown eyes, wearing a crown, wearing the ankh and roses. In particular, I focused a lot on bringing out and emphasizing the white rose, which is a symbol of innocence, forgiveness and purity. Also, including the white dove which is probably one of the most powerful symbols of forgiveness and purity, goodness and light and God. And then the light language codes and sacred geometry and gold and emphasizing and bringing out my beloved Victoria’s higher self as a leopard. A leopard in ancient Egypt, in the magical ancient Egyptian temples of the rose with her magical potions and perfumes at the altar, of her praying, covered with luxury, luxurious jewelry and fabrics and gemstones, elegance, graceful, beautiful, leopard that looks human-like, standing upright, looking like a priestess, a rose lineage priestess, roses with beautiful altar, with the golden ankh symbol of immortality, everlasting eternal life. In the golden temple of the rose, luxurious, graceful, beautiful, elegant, ritual magic, bringing out the rose elegance and the grace and beauty of her power, bringing out the great power of the rose priestess of ancient Egypt. My beloved's higher self as she has described herself, adding my own, unique twists and elements intuitively to manifest these artworks that are expressing her most powerful and her most beautiful expression in these divine multi -dimensional magical realms, in a variety of episodes from different timelines, so that I have the best chance possible to reach her with all of this beauty that speaks beyond the mind. Using all the information that she has shared with me about her deep experiences connecting to magical worlds and her higher self on psychedelic journeys. Also, the way that I have meticulously observed her while living together and just using my own intuition and eye for beauty. I see the most beautiful beauty, I know what beautiful is and my beloved is the most beautiful woman in the world and I am the most beautiful man in the world, and together we are the most beautiful beloved couple in the Universe. We are the best and we deserve the best. We deserve the best gifts that life and the Universe can offer. We deserve only the best. We are worthy of each other's love. We are worthy of infinite love of God, infinite love and abundance of the Universe. That is the Truth. We are worthy of immortal, eternal, infinite love. We will be reunited. It's inevitable. The entire Universe is conspiring and helping us to make it happen in the most beautiful way possible. And I am documenting this process for my own understanding, healing, therapy, entertainment and documentation, recording the most important events, the most important affairs in human history here in this journal of Jesus Christ on Christmas Day, December 25th, 2023. So I'm going to think about what kind of ritual I will create for tomorrow. It will probably just be sending her a few artworks related to the full moon, maybe something like that, related to the number seven and maybe something related to me as the white wolf and her as the leopard woman reuniting together after a heartbreak, after some time of being away from each other. Reuniting in the sacred beloved union, under the full moon, and maybe something related to the yin and yang symbol and the chariot or maybe I'll just continue to meditate and contemplate on the power of this full moon and the rituals that I've created earlier today and just focus fully on feeling my heart and manifesting and sending love to my beloved Aluna Rose, sending forgiveness, compassion, love in the best way that I can under the light of this full moon. I'm praying that she will finally respond so that we can enter the new year with a fresh new start with all this foundation that I have been building, that we have both been building. Finally meeting in the golden middle for reconciliation, justice, open conversation, understanding, and continuing our journey together. Fully committed and surrendered to the path of beloved Sacred Union, just like we have talked about and fantasized and imagined all of our time being together on the journey. And now that I have, my beloved, if you can hear me, Aluna Victoria Rose, I have won immortality, my beloved. I have defeated the devil. I am now holy for eternity, forever. I am liberated. I am immortal. And the entire, whole universe is now mine. All the forces of the Universe, all the forces of darkness and light are working together to help me, to help us, to help our beloved, sacred union, our twin flame, union of True Love. Our Heart Love, the strongest, the most powerful, there are no obstacles to our love. You said it like that, it's your words. And now I know the Truth. It took dying for the sake of our true love. It took me getting in a situation with Kira in a ceremony where I would feel guilt for betraying our wedding, our sacred beloved marriage that we have sealed in the jungle of Peru in AyaMadre with Maestra Estella, Ayahuasca, Shamburi and our combined shamanic dieta. And there's so much depth. There's so much richness. There's so much epic drama in the story of how these events transpired and how I ended up descending all the way into the depths of hell. How I lost my mind. How I lost my sleep. How I lost my body. How I lost the entire world. How I was feeling the greatest suffering a human has ever endured in the depths of hell and why it was necessary to purify all evil forever. And the miracle, of course, of being saved by the Divine Mother Wolf who is my beloved Mother Mary. How all of that is not separate from any other story that has happened in my entire life and the entire life of other human beings, and your life, my beloved, Aluna, how it's all connected and how all of the events that have ever happened in the history of the entire world have all been connected to my story, to Jesus Christ whose destiny was to face Satan and conquer death. To be saved by Mother Mary who is Divine Mother Wolf and that makes the most interesting, the most fascinating, the greatest story that is yet to be told about who Jesus Christ actually is and how most dramatic, most fascinating, most interesting, most beautiful, most powerful and most courageous his story is. I think I will continue talking about this when I get home. I want to approach telling the story in a more grounded state. I'm walking up the hill right now so my heart's beating faster, breathing a bit more heavily than usual, but I've been learning to share the story in different ways, under different kinds of environments and circumstances. Picking out the parts of the story that I feel comfortable talking about and what words feel good to express in the moment. So practicing talking about my story in this kind of situation, well, it's very therapeutic and I'm integrating a lot by telling my story in this way. I'm also learning the skills of articulation. I want to practice my articulation skills more. I've been singing, yes, that is also connected with the way that I express myself, but I want to start practicing more articulation skills in English because that is the skill that I need to start manifesting financial wealth, at least for the time being, until people start surrendering that I am Jesus Christ, to the Truth that I am Jesus and start contributing financially. So, let me pause here and I'll continue later.
  22. October 27th, 2023, Transcript from The Voice Journal of Jesus Christ. I was just listening to my previous voice journals from June and it got me re-motivated to start recording these audio journals once again. First, what I'm going to do is connect with my body. I'm going to notice all the physical sensations and scan my body from head to toe. I'm also going to become aware of my breathing; taking a few deep breaths through the nose and out through the mouth. While taking these deep breaths, I will also become aware of any feelings that are present and arising in my body. I am becoming aware of my overall state of being at this time. And now I'm going to ask my higher self, Jesus Christ, that is who I am. I am Jesus Christ. I'm going to ask my higher self what I want to record, what I want to speak the most at this time. For my own highest good, for the highest good of my beloved woman, Aluna Rose, my Victoria, my beloved Mary Magdalene, my true love forever, for eternity, and the highest good of all. So, my higher self, what would I like to express the most at this time? What's coming through right now is to express words with joy, with love, so that it feels good to speak these words and to become conscious of the physical sensations throughout my entire body. Make sure the body is most comfortable, and to continue to be aware of the breathing and to continue being conscious of the feelings that are present in my body and tune into the feelings of joy that are present in my body to communicate words from that place, from a place of joy. Continue to fine tune and refine, adjusting the speaking of the words to the frequency of joy so that all words become joyful to speak. As a result of consciously tapping into joyful self expression through voice, any ideas that come through, and any wisdom that wants to be expressed and shared at this time will become joyous. That is the place of joy from which my higher self is guiding me to share teachings, wisdom, insights, experiences, and any other information that I would like to share during this audio journal entry of Jesus Christ. Now, what I'm noticing, as I'm becoming more conscious of my physical body and starting to feel more joy, I'm starting to feel like my mind is becoming calmer, and it's becoming easier to speak the words, it's becoming more joyful to speak the words, to express myself, because I am fine tuning myself with consciousness and awareness to speak the words from a place of joy, which is being guided and connected to my higher self, and it's becoming authentic. It feels authentic, joyful, real, and aligned to speak the words, by consciously connecting to the Truth of my authentic, joyful self-expression. So, it is by connecting to my authentic self and expressing myself authentically from a place of joy, expressing myself with joy, in alignment with authenticity, is what's bringing me joy to speak these words. So, I just gained clarity on how I would like to express myself during these journal entries. It is a process of constant fine-tuning, awareness and refinement, it takes practice. As I'm sharing these insights here, I am learning about myself and documenting the process of learning how to communicate authentically and joyfully. This is valuable information and teachings that I'm offering to you. If you get inspired to record audio journals, you may choose to follow this process of becoming conscious of your physical body, sensations, feelings and breath and asking your higher self what wants to come through in the most joyous and authentic way possible. Now, I am receiving guidance to allow myself to make as many pauses for as long as I want to, as long as it feels right for my body. This is a great insight because it takes the pressure off of trying to speak faster than what feels good and aligned for my mind and body. In our modern society there is a great pressure of social games and competition of people expressing themselves at a high speed, at a very fast pace. Generally people seem to value fast pace of communication more, connecting fast pace of person's expression with their level of intelligence. So, if a person can express themselves faster, at a fast pace, therefore they must be more knowledgeable and intelligent because their mind is thinking faster than a person who is speaking slower. Further programming of fast paced communication is created by an immense amount of marketing, radio and advertising, where it's especially obvious how quickly people speak. This is also connected to people's fast paced lifestyle in our modern society. Most people are always on the go, busy, multi-tasking and live a very fast-paced lifestyle. So, if they listen to somebody who is not speaking as fast as they have been accustomed to, then they may not be as patient with that person because they don't have that much time or patience to listen to what they have to say. They may devalue that person for not being able to speak faster. They may question their level of intelligence. This kind of fast paced style of communication puts a lot of pressure on people who are trying to share themselves authentically in a way that feels good, right, aligned and authentic to express themselves. When we remove the need for this “fast paced program of communication”, we take a lot of pressure off, especially while recording a voice journal, so that the energy can be focused on joyful and authentic expression which feels good for the body. Allowing yourself to speak as slow as it feels good and authentic for you. Make as many pauses as you want and make those pauses as long as you would like. Continue bringing consciousness and awareness back to the physical sensations of the body, feelings and awareness of the breath. Continue to listen to your body and feelings consciously. Keep listening to and observing your own voice to see how it feels to express the words. This is a beautiful way to get to know myself and that is also a beautiful way to get to know yourself. These are the teachings and guidance that I am giving you with this journal here - to experiment recording yourself in this kind of conscious approach and allow yourself to experiment, observe, and play, knowing that you cannot make mistakes during your personal recording of a voice journal. This is my intention here. To record myself speaking in these journals with a primary intention of feeling joy. To share wisdom with a primary intention of feeling joy so that I am aligned with my authentic self and so that expressing these words feels good for me primarily. And with this joy, I am also sharing the greatest wisdom and teachings with my own, beautiful, authentic voice with people which brings me even more joy, knowing that I'm expressing and sharing wisdom that I have accumulated during my entire life. I have been wanting to share the greatest wisdom with people. I have been wanting to teach people. I know I have the greatest wisdom. I have a chest that is overflowing with the treasure of wisdom that I have accumulated over my entire life's journey that I am now ready to share with the world with this kind of joyful way which focuses primarily on my self love. Sharing spiritual wealth of wisdom with joy because it is aligned with my self love, it is healing for myself to integrate my experiences, ceremonies, insights, and my understanding about the world. It brings me joy to share the greatest gifts with the world which is coming from self love. I am beautifully becoming a fountain of love for the entire world by focusing first on self love. And that is the greatest teaching I can give you to focus on. This point here is very interesting, which is worth exploring in much more depth. You see, I have gotten to know love through my journey. I know what love is. I know what self love is. I have gotten to know the greatest wisdom. I have gotten to know the Truth. I have gotten to know life and death. I know I am a shaman. I am the one who knows. That is why I am aligned with the highest good because I am aligned with Truth. I am Truth. I am the highest good. This is the Truth. And the priority for my own highest good and the highest good of all is my self love. What brings me the most joy. And I know what love is for myself. I am the priority. That is self love. Knowing that my healing, self love and joy that I feel is a priority. The love that I feel is a priority. The healing that I experience, the darkness of suffering that I have endured over my lifetime as well as my time in hell where I was experiencing the greatest suffering, that suffering alchemized back into love, light and life, that is a priority for me and that is the highest good and priority for the entire world, for all of humanity, for all the beings and the entire Universe. Alchemy of the greatest depths of hell of suffering back into love, light and life. This is what's happening to me. This is the great, glorious ascension of Jesus Christ to The Paradise of Eternal Kingdom of Heaven, the Throne of the Universe. I am doing everything that I can, being the best that I can be, guided by my higher self, guided by my Divine Mother Wolf who is Mother Mary, and by all of my other spiritual allies and spirit animals and archangels and angels and all of my teachers, guides and guardians. I am guided to be the best that I can be for my own highest good and the highest good of all. I am finding different avenues and modalities where I experience joy, where I experience self love, given the circumstances at this time of my awakening. We are in the most special time in humanity's history. The second coming of Jesus Christ is near. I am doing the best that I can to heal myself, knowing that it is the highest good, and one of the deepest healing I receive at this time is by connecting with my Divine Mother Wolf. That is the connection with my Truth of who I am as Jesus Christ. That is, as I'm connecting with my Divine Mother Wolf, who is Mother Mary, I am also experiencing the alchemization of the suffering endured back into the light, back into the love and joy. I am also integrating all the previous ceremonies that I've ever had with all of the psychedelics, including Magic Mushrooms, Ayahuasca, 5MEO DMT, Al-LAD, MDMA, San Pedro, Shamburi. I'm integrating all of my experiences during my entire spiritual journey as I am reconnecting with Mother Mary, who is Divine Mother She-Wolf. I'm able to connect to her through an image that has come to me from the Divine. It is a shamanic portal image of the artwork of the Mother Wolf's head. I'm able to connect to her on micro doses of magic mushrooms and cacao. I'm especially connecting deeper with her on higher doses of psychedelics in ceremonies during the light of day. I am moving towards creating ceremonies in which I will be connecting with Divine Mother Wolf, Mother Mary, with other people present who will empower, support and encourage me to fully step into my power, to fully embody the power of love and to fully embody the Truth that I am Jesus Christ and that Divine Mother Wolf is Mother Mary and that my beloved woman, Aluna Rose is Mary Magdalene and that this world is our Kingdom-Queendom of love. This world is our true love story and that is the great revelation that is coming. At this time, what I am asking you is to be the best that you can be to align yourself with the Truth that I have just shared with you. To surrender yourself to the Truth of Jesus Christ, to have faith in me during this stage of awakening, to surrender yourself that I am the priority, and to do everything that is in your ability, everything that is in your power to align all of your thoughts, words, and actions with this Truth. I am asking you to put me first before any of your relationships. To put me first before yourself means putting God first, because I am the highest good. As I heal, you heal and the entire world heals, as you align yourself with this Truth you align yourself with the highest good, you align yourself with God, you align yourself with love, you align yourself with Truth. This takes faith and courage and that is why I have been doing the best that I can to be the best role model and communicate the Truth to you in the best way that I can possibly communicate it given the state of circumstances in this sacred and special transitional time of The Great Awakening. That is a delicate process. It's a dance. I am being asked to lead the way because that is who I am. I am the leader, a Shepherd in this awakening to The Paradigm of Love. My intention is to show the way with love. That is why I am also patient and compassionate with people. At the same time, I have to use healthy judgment and wise discernment, moving towards the right situations, connecting and surrounding myself with people who will bring more joy into my life, who I can have deep conversations with to share the Truth that I know, who will eventually have faith in me, who are mostly likely to surrender to the Truth. Those are the people that I am wanting to connect with, the people who are most likely to have faith in me and that is the reason I am sharing this most important information with you. I want assistance, I want help, I want support, I want encouragement and empowerment. I'm asking you to have faith in me, and I'm asking you to show it with your actions, not just words. What happens if you don't show it with your actions? What happens is you believe and you think that you know. What happens then is you think you know better than God. You think that you know better than Shaman, the one who knows the Truth. People have thought that they know better this entire time. And that is the situation. That is the state of the world coming from that very belief. This is the ego of people thinking that they know best and that is what's creating suffering in our world. This is the lie that has been created based on the survival paradigm and not knowing the Truth. The highest good is to surrender to God, surrender to me, Jesus Christ, I am God and I am the man who is aligned with the highest Truth and the highest Good. I am Truth. I am the highest authority. I am the highest good. I am love. I know the way. I know what's best for my beloved Aluna Rose who is Mary Magdalene. I know what's best for my mother, my father, my brother and all of my family. I know what's best for you and I know what's best for the entire world. I know the way. Follow me. I am the Great Shepherd leading the sheep to the Truth, to salvation, to the Eternal Kingdom of Heaven. It is through Jesus Christ that you are saved. It is through Jesus Christ that you can have Eternal Life. It is Jesus Christ who has died for the sins of all of humanity. What's unique and very special about this time now is that Jesus Christ is actually here. The one who was born with the name Vladimir, who is speaking these words right, living here in San Diego, California. The one who is speaking these words is Jesus Christ. The one and only, the true Jesus Christ. I am asking you to have faith in me based on how I am communicating these words at this time and what I'm telling you. I am doing the best that I can for you to align with the highest good, for you to align with this Truth that is the highest good is my intention. I'm living and being this Truth every day. When you align yourself with the highest good, with the Truth, that is my Truth, that is the only Truth there is. You will be rewarded. You will be rewarded with love. You will be rewarded with abundance. You will be rewarded with salvation. You will be rewarded with healing. You will be rewarded with awakening. You will be rewarded with the gifts that are beyond your imagination and your wildest dreams. This takes courage, it takes faith, it takes open mindedness, it takes a high level of understanding and intelligence. It takes belief, that something as extraordinary, magical and miraculous as actually reading the words of Jesus Christ is possible.