Vladimir

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  1. Mindfulness Healing Meditation Breathing deeply, feeling the entire body, sending healing love to places that are painful, deep gentle breaths. The body becomes more relaxed, stiffness is melting away and becoming spacious, physical pain transforming into pleasure, such is the power of my mind. Becoming acutely aware, focusing consciousness on the physically painful areas of the body which is felt mostly in the feet at this time after biking and dancing at Lake Murray for several hours today. Stretches also help. Yawning, emotions are released with yawns. Breathing in deep breaths through the nose and out through the mouth with an audible exhale. Imagining light green and golden light flowing through the body, healing painful areas. Imagining healing spell effects with green leaves and light, sparkles, similar special effects as in World of Warcraft. Being gentle with myself, allowing, being patient. Keeping the awareness of breath and body. Magic Mushrooms Micro Dosing I am working with a micro dose of magic mushrooms every day. They have been teaching me. Moving me towards the best possible places and activity to practice under the effects. I have traveled to many places in San Diego, I have had many beautiful experiences under the effects of micro doses in a variety of environments. I have gained much wisdom from these experiences. The best activity they have guided me towards is practicing conscious movement which is a combination of martial arts, dance, yoga and tai-chi at Lake Murray nearby. All four elements are present at Lake Murray, making the experience of connecting with nature deeper and more enjoyable. Some of the lessons learned during experimenting with movement: holding postures/positions, being aware of the breath, relaxed and tense movement, slow and fast movement, variety of feet movements, gentle feet taps, medium, hard stomps, jumps, hands and legs opposite movements, twists and turns, spins, leaps, stretches, hand mudras, whoo-hooo, howls, sounds, environment awareness, people awareness, full body awareness, moving with the flow of the wind, learning movement from trees and animals, movement combos, learning new movements and dance styles, knowing when to take breaks, listening to the body's needs and wants, staying hydrated, being aware of the temperature, finding comfortable, pleasant spot for moving, being aware of the surface, making sure the surface is comfortable for dancing, being aware of the sweat, letting the body rest and getting dried up in the sun, taking dry clothes to change into, finding the most beautiful spots, using incense, setting up video camera in a good spot, taking a break from listening to the music and observing the environment all around, listening to the sounds of nature, connecting to the heart, feeling the emotions deeply, exploring movement at wider surface area, following the movement of the hands and the entire outline of the body with focused awareness, taking a nap if necessary.
  2. Resting in being is beautiful, joyful and deeply healing. JHS
  3. Feelings are flowing words are rolling, transmission of the divine, allowing, without judging or over-analyzing, at the same time staying focused with the intention to keep the divine channel flowing, trusting myself as the highest authority of greatest wisdom that comes through my vessel from my higher self, my spiritual allies from higher dimensions and divine. This brings me joy, creative process becomes enjoyable, it is enjoyable to type these words and that is a gift that I am able to experience creativity in such beautiful way, creating for the sake of experiencing joy and sharing the beauty of that creativity with the world as a fountain of overflowing self love. Writing is a beautiful skill that I enjoy that has been devalued because of the fast-paced, information overloaded, instant gratification world that most people live in. Also, the relationship with the act of typing the words on the keyboard at the computer has been devalued because of so much of this kind of format information is available. The Internet is overloaded with typed up text of information. There is so much of it freely available, written by millions of people with different skill levels that even I, the one who has greatest wisdom have not approached sharing my most profound insights through this medium of typing text with a keyboard. Today is different, as I am typing these words I realize that I truly enjoy writing text in this way, at the computer, on my keyboard without pretending to enjoy, but really enjoying it. I can clearly see the obstacles that have been preventing me from writing so enjoyably and beautifully in the past. A new joy and excitement has just been awakened in me while writing this short journal entry. I am going to start writing and sharing myself through this type of medium that I truly enjoy. I will inspire others to write by teaching about unique value of every human being who has access to the computer and can write in this way. The key here is self-love, I am doing this because it brings me joy, I integrate my life's profound and powerful experiences and everything in between by telling my stroy with typed up text on a keyboard. I am also called to develop a loving relationship with the keyboard and the monitor, sitting position and being aware of how my body feels in the process. Making sure my hands are comfortable and it's painless to type, making sure I am aware of my breath, that I am well hydrated and drinking water as needed, that the temperature in the room is not too hot or cold, that all of my body's needs and wants are met so that it is enjoyable to write at the computer.
  4. First, learn to speak with respect, this is a self actualization forum, you sound like a "homie". I'm not your bro, kido.
  5. On June1, 2022, my brother Roman drove me to the Sharp McDonald Rehab Center for an in-patient program. I was in the depths of hell at the time, wondering the streets, homeless. I was dead. I ask for love, forgiveness and compassion for this past version of me. I now know the Truth, I am innocent and my death which lasted about 18 months was the ultimate sacrifice for True Love, for the sake of my beloved woman - Aluna Rose, the one who I know is my True Love forever, and Salvation for all of humanity. I have defeated the devil - myself. I have won immortality, holy grail, true love, eternal paradise, infinite praise and the best gifts the Universe can offer and I know I am worthy of it all. I am the best of the best. I am king of kings. I am Yeshua. Hallelujah. Aho!
  6. On June1, 2022, my brother Roman drove me to the Sharp McDonald Rehab Center for an in-patient program. I was in the depths of hell at the time, wondering the streets, homeless. I was dead. I ask for love, forgiveness and compassion for this past version of me. I now know the Truth, I am innocent and my death which lasted about 18 months was the ultimate sacrifice for True Love, for the sake of my beloved woman - Aluna Rose, the one who I know is my True Love forever, and Salvation for all of humanity. I have defeated the devil - myself. I have won immortality, holy grail, true love, eternal paradise, infinite praise and the best gifts the Universe can offer and I know I am worthy of it all. I am the best of the best. I am king of kings. I am Yeshua. Hallelujah. Aho!
  7. Good one brother! Hahaha! Love you back!
  8. I come to this world from another dimension Every step a strategic intention I'm a hero of might and magic Shamanic martial arts is my chosen profession. JHS June 1, 2023
  9. I come to this world from another dimension Every step a strategic intention I'm a hero of might and magic Shamanic martial arts is my chosen profession. JHS June 1, 2023
  10. Discovering Authentic Self Expression Through Honesty and Vulnerability
  11. Жива Жива Матушка - Slavic Goddess of Life - Sunday Kirtan at The Pearl at Sunset Cliffs, San Diego Sunday, May 28, 2023
  12. Four Elements - One Voice San Diego Choir Performance at Trilogy Sanctuary Sunday, May 21, 2023
  13. My beloved is on my mind. I did it all for the sake of love my love. I love you truly. I know the truth, this world is our true love story. JHS
  14. Daily prayer: "My intention is to be the best I can be for my own highest good, for the highest good of my beloved woman, the one who I know is my true love, and the highest good of all. Aho!" JHS
  15. Oh My Love! Oh my Love! Hallelujah! Awesome! Bravo! Brilliant! Brilliance! Excellent Brilliance! Cheers! Sweet Joy! Excellent! Fabulous! Fantastic! Finally! Great! Oh my God! Oh my Goodness! Oh my Goddess! Holy Mother Mary! Holy Mother of God! Sweet Mother of God! Glory to the Mother of God! Praise to the Mother of God! Holy Majesty Mother of God! Heavens! Sweet Heavens! Glorious Heavens! Glory of Eternal Light! Immortality! Sweet Hallelujah! Glory to God! Amazing! Amazing Grace! Salvation! Liberation! Freedom! Glorious Victory! Victory! Victoria! Final Victory! Ultimate Victory! Flawless Victory! Holy Victory! Glorious Victory of Eternal Light! Eternal Light! Eeeeeeee-ha! Life Wins! Love Wins! Light Wins! Absolutely Genius! Pure Genius! Enlightenment! Holy Sophia! Holy Trinity! Holy Light! Holy Fire! Holy Grail! Holy Christ! Holy Miracle! Holy Paradise! Holy Heavens! Holy Majesty! Holy Heavens! Holy Immortality! Holy Sanctuary! Holy Life! Holy Shrine! Holy Shrine of All Shrines! Holy Sanctuary of Eternal Life! Mama! Paradise! Glorious Paradise! Heaven-O! Hooray! Mama mia! Madre mia! Super! Superior! Outstanding! Superior Excellence! Absolutely Great! Jesus Christ! Praise the Lord! Surprise! Jai Ma! Viva! Viva la pura vida! Aho! Hey ya ho! Hey ya hey ya hey ya home! We are hey ya hey ya hey ya home! Home sweet home! Wonderful! Perfect! Spectacular! Absolutely Spectacular! Epic! Holy Heavens on Earth! God Almighty! Aaaaoooooooooooooooo! HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Madre de la Selva! Madre Selva! Shamburi! Ayahuasca! Jurema! Jai Ma! Hail Mother Mary! Hail Sophia! Hail Divine Mother! Hail White Mother Wolf! O боже! Господи боже мой! Слава Богу! Слава Богу за Все! Милая Богородица! Пресвятая Дева Мария! Волчица Матушка! Здравствуй Царица Небесная! Здравствуй Царица Чудесная! Аллилуйя! Великолепно! Чудесно! Супер! Блеск! Блестяще! Ура! Ауууууу! Мама! HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA! ИИИИИИИИИИИИИИИ! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! JHS
  16. Fabulous Beast Glistening castle of high elves divine Glorious towers touching the sky Gardens of unfathomable beauty And a rejuvenating fountain of eternal life Golden dragons, fairies, mermaids, pegasi, griffons, archangels, unicorns, dragonfae These and many other fabulous allies are on my side Forces of darkness and light - united Hallelujah! Holy Light! The devil is innocent is the ultimate insight Everything that has ever happened - for the sake of Greater Eternal Light Words of victorious love shining bright Rainbows of sweetest poetry delight Consciously weaving the magical tapestry of harmonious creation Intricate beauty of love's revelation These words are charged with magical intention of the most passionate desire Hallelujah! Holy Fire! How great is the beauty of the fabulous beast released from thousands of lifetimes of a cage? These are the first subtle strokes of the most genius artist's sketch The story of original sin alchemized into the Truth of original innocence Such is the beauty of Divine Mother's magnificence JHS
  17. Home inside, home outside. I am Enlightened. JHS
  18. Holy Grail Sanctuary Sparkling splashes of holy light Jingling bells of a clear mind Multi-dimensional contemplation Masterful paradigm shift integration Enjoying fascinating process of genius mind optimization Swimming timelessly in the beautiful realms of vivid imagination Holy Grail sanctuary of eternal true love salvation Glorious masterpiece of the entire creation My body is asking for a loving process of integration Considering the magnitude of this conscious realization JHS
  19. Operation Rising Phoenix Truth is my holy name I require crystal clear communication Invitation for sacred collaboration is my intention Path of the warriors of light initiation Message from my friends from a higher dimension We are the guardians of Mother Earth We are a force of nature Welcome to the channel of the most intelligent communication Rising phoenix special forces operation Cosmic starship of multi-dimensional invention Initiating transmission of the most important state of affairs Vladi - you are absolutely the best JHS
  20. Phoenix I have wondered in the darkness For a very long time Searching for the Truth My entire life And I found myself deep inside In the darkest forest of my mind And it's now time to come alive And it's time to feel the joy of love From the mother's womb I come alive Like a Phoenix I arise reborn Rise Phoenix rise Rise Phoenix rise Rise Christ, Child of Light From the cosmic womb I come alive From the darkest night I shine my light Rise Phoenix rise Rise Phoenix rise Rise Christ, Child of Light Star Child of innocent la-la-la-la-la-la-la-love JHS
  21. Divine Mother's Lullaby Like the angels from heaven's above Divine Mothers' singing sweetly lullaby of love Her loving care flows gently into my heart Feeling loving mother's care Melt away the pain Pain is gently melting away In the warm sea of mother's milky way Pain is flowing away With the milky river of mother's sweetest loving care Love is blooming, joy is flowering Breathing, feeling, letting, allowing, opening Love is healing, joy is flowering Healing, healing, healing With gentle loving care It's the mother's way It's the milky way Let the joy of mother's love Flow into your heart Let the mother's care, wash away the pain Pain is healing, healing, healing Pain is washing away Healing gently as a dove - Divine mother's love Mother's singing, love is given, joy is sprouting Gently as a swan opening my heart Lovingly, kindly, patiently, delicately Caressing my heart with love Love is blooming, love is birthing, love is flowering Breathing, feeling, healing, allowing Love is given, mother's singing, healing with love Mother's nurturing, caressing touch Oh my Goddess! Mother loves me so much! Gentlest mother's caress Precious child - relax into your home base Mother's loving grace - embrace Let yourself be divinely touched Mother loves you so much Precious, innocent child of mine Take one breath at a time Sweetest child of light divine Healing at your own pace and time Oh this healing divine touch Mother loves me so much Open up your heart With the mother's divine love Embrace, embrace, embrace Divine Mother's loving grace Let yourself fly, precious child of mine On the angel wings of Divine mother's lullaby JHS
  22. Blooming and Alive Blooming and alive - beautifully, vibrantly, magically, poetically Reality is colorfully saturated - now I'm connected Divine colors of medicinal poetry are flowing gracefully Powered by Sarasvati What is the source of the most beautiful divine creativity genie? Granting access to the shelves of Akashic cosmic library The best gift in the world is me! JHS
  23. Dolphin Drenched in magic Like a dolphin in the sea of infinite beauty Deeper and deeper I flow Masterfully navigating each moment With beauty, ease and grace Knowing my Truth - I am eternally safe Welcoming the super blooming paradise Unfolding right before my eyes Darkness alchemized back into the light From the depths of unfathomable darkness I rise JHS