Vladimir

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  1. @Thought Art The devil flips things upside down. There are no if's, death is separation, period.
  2. @MellowEd All suffering is the result of separation, aka death, that was necessary to realize God's ultimate masterpiece which is Eternal Paradise of Love where there is no suffering.
  3. @SQAAD There is a purpose in absolutely everything, including all suffering. All suffering is for the sake of Love. There are no mistakes in the Universe, the Universe is absolute flawless perfection.
  4. Obstacles are Teachers on the Path of Shamanism Feeling better.....ha! Yesterday during the cacao ceremony with maestro Gilberto I felt nausea coming on and even threw up a little bit. After the ceremony I was feeling nauseous, even after eating food. So, I ended up going to the toilet all night long with a diarrhea, my tambo being a bit of a distance from the bathrooms added to the discomfort of having to get up every 20 minutes. Maestra Estella just gave me some plant juice, around 10am, that I think she said is called mañon, she said they take it here whenever they have diarrhea. I asked her why I'm having this stomach issue, she said it's "limpieza" - cleaning. She also mentioned that it's because cacao is connecting me to Ayahuasca, when I taked to her about my nausea last night. That resonated with me, cacao is known for being a connector medicine, so it makes sense that it connected me to Ayahuasca which is known for deep cleansing by purging, I even received a new Ayahuasca song at the end of that ceremony. Well.....I think I'm starting to feel better after all, that plant juice seems to be working. Mother nature is known to throw challenges on the path of Truth, I have already been through many such challenges here - flu with high fever and sweating profusely at night, followed by throat inflammation and constant coughing, and now an all night diarrhea. In addition to all the obstacles that I have dealt with in the shamanic realm. I have contemplated if I really want to stay here for a year. Maestra Estela's son Roland, who is also an apprentice curandero here, said that on the medicine path there will be obstacles, but these obstacles are designed to test one's commitment and ultimately make one stronger, so they are actually lessons and allies in disguise. That is how I look at it, there have been many such lessons on my super hero's journey for the last 7 years. My body also needs time to acclimate to the radical shift in climate, it rains heavily here about every other day and gets very hot 25C - 35C during the day, that is how it is here all year round. It's very humid and things quickly get covered with mold in my tambo, mostly because of the leaf roofs that leak. I got an email from AyaMadre newsletter a few days ago saying that they are doing a fund raiser for $3,800 to replace the roofs of all tambos. "This project includes purchasing calamine corrogated sheets a projected cost of $3,800 with salary for labor & transporting material goods included. Each tambo requires 25 sheets at a cost of $7.30 each. This incentive will afford guests greater ease and comfort as it will reduce insect visitors and moisture (retained from leaking leaf roof). Less moisture also translates into reduced termite invasion" I've had a few of such visitors at night here, including a thick, 3-inch roach that I felt and grabbed with my hand and a 5 inch locust. This would be a nice upgrade for AyaMadre, anyone want to donate?
  5. The Importance of Quality Sleep and Good Dreams in Shamanism Feeling better today, I was feeling weak all day yesterday. Looking forward to another cacao ceremony this morning at 9am. I'm waiting until I fully recover before drinking Ayahuasca, I might start this Monday depending on how I feel. The night ceremonies here are on Monday and the day ceremonies are on Wednesday and Friday. My dreams are improving too, I smudge myself and all around my entire bed with palo santo and white sage before going to sleep. I also use sangre de grado ( dragon's blood ) to protect and heal from bites and scratches, palo santo water, aqua de florida, eucalyptus and lavender sprays. All of that is a necessary part of shamanic sleep hygiene for me. I understand the importance of having good dreams and quality sleep, especially being on a shamanic path, so I'm using all the tools that I have to improve my quality of sleep and dreaming. Imagination is another necessary and important technique in shamanism, I have a lot of images, symbols, photographs and artworks that I use for training and improving the quality of my imagination and smoothly transitioning into dream state. I also looked at, connected with and prayed to the moon last night and asked for it's protection and good dreams last night. I have received enough lessons and messages in regards to the importance of having good dreams, since I moved to Peru about a month ago, so I am now doing the best that I can to have the best quality sleep possible. Already having great results, feeling well rested and almost fully recovered today and ready for a deep healing cacao ceremony. Cheers! Viva la pura vida!
  6. The Use of Smartphones Among Shipibo Drank cacao today during the ceremony with maestro Gilberto, processed a lot of emotions, cried tears of joy, my heart is opening deeper to love. Felt very peaceful by the end of the ceremony. The funny thing is, Gilberto started using his phone in the middle of the ceremony, he was holding it up right in front of his face while singing icaros. Turns out he was recording himself, he started watching his own video, with the sound high enough so that his singing voice could be heard, shortly after the ceremony ended. When I was in Pucallpa, a couple of weeks ago where I had three Ayahuasca ceremonies with maestro Roger, he also used his phone in the middle of the ceremony, to my great surprise. After seeing maestro Roger use his phone, and also observing two people come and then leave the ceremony very early, I was a bit conncerned with this behavior, so I talked to them about it, expressing my discontent and telling them that using a phone in the middle of the ceremony is disrespectful towards medicine and the sacred space, especially by maestro. To which they responded ( maestro Roger wasn't present during this meeting ) that he was only using his phone to check time. I saw him holding his phone up for a while, he was clearly using his phone for other purposes. Also, these two people that came and left the ceremony early, were both using their phones, and even received text message notifications during the ceremony, to my bewilderment. Because of this, I told them, I am going to have the last Ayahuasca ceremony by myself, in my tambo, and then leave early, to Iquitos for AyaMadre, where I am right now. Having an Ayahuasca ceremony by myself, for the first time ever, was a very powerful and interesting experience with many lessons. With all of that said about phone usage, I am still very grateful to maestro Roger, his 10 year dieta with piñon blanco is legit and powerful, he held the ceremony space for me with pure light, the entire three nights that I sat with him. Having the ceremony by myself was a perfect experience to contrast and understand just how much work the maestro curandero is doing during the ceremony, so all of my bitter feelings of him using a phone during the ceremony dissipated after my solo Ayahuasca experience. I left Pucallpa full of gratitude for maestro Roger and his piñon blanco dieta medicine. Smart phones with wifi Internet is a recent addition to the jungle amongst many shipibo. In the village of Santa Rosa de Dinamarca where I stayed in Pucallpa, smart phones with wifi Internet were introduced in 2018. Imagine a place where people live in self constructed wood houses with no windows and no electricity, having no things, except a few clothes, and now they each have a smart phone with Internet access! I guess with time, shipibo maestros will have to learn responsible use of technology, maestro Gilberto is on his phone watching YouTube videos most of the time outside of the ceremonies, which looks like Internet addiction, and does not look good for a maestro healer who told me he has 54 years experience with Ayahuasca.
  7. @Leo Gura you're insane. You have no idea what death is, you got it all upside down. Death is suffering. There is no suffering in life and love, love and life is pure joy.
  8. Suffering is death. Love is life. There is no suffering in pure life, love is pure joy, that is what the awakening is - Immortality. Suffering is necessary for the sake of Eternal, Immortal Love, aka Kingdom of Heaven.
  9. Staying in the Jungle for One Year Talked to Maestra Estella, the owner and curandera of AyaMadre. They will build a house for me with kitchen, toilet and shower not far from AyaMadre, but far away so that I’m away from the noise of chit chat of other pasajeros. This is ideal for me at this time, especially given my financial situation. I will have plenty of time to heal and embody Truth because I will have access to all medicine ceremonies and I will be getting additional healing living completely immersed in mother nature, away from the chaos of the city. Also, there is always an opportunity to connect with others if the right kind of people eventually show up here. Meanwhile ( I have a year ) I will also be contemplating any ideas for passive income.
  10. Dec 25, 2023 - Transcript of The Voice Journal of Jesus Christ Monday, December 25th, 2023. Christmas Day. Merry Christmas. The Journal of Jesus Christ. Celebrating my holiday today. Walking down the street, taking my usual evening walk. What do I see? Vicky, love, nine. Vicky heart nine. Gotta take a picture of that. That is a magical, beautiful sign. Vicky, -V -I -K -K -I, heart shaped symbol, nine. Moving on. Practicing my conversational skills, rhetoric, articulation, pronunciation of the English words. Becoming comfortable with speech. Developing my own melodic, beautiful style and expressing myself most beautifully. The best. I am the best of the best and I speak in the most beautiful, best way. I do everything the best. I think the best. I feel the best. I speak the best in the best way possible. I am the best of the best. I am holy forever. I am Jesus Christ and today is my holiday. Christmas. Merry Christmas. I called my beloved Aluna Victoria Rose today. Well, first I sent her beautiful artworks that I picked out with my beloved Divine Mother Wolf, White Divine Mother Wolf, who is Mother Mary holding baby Jesus. A boy with brown curly hair and brown eyes and also White Mother Wolf holding a baby white wolf with brown eyes and some of them with blue eyes. So I picked out eight different artworks for Aluna. I picked those images primarily for myself, because I enjoy looking at them, and connecting to my beloved Divine Mother Wolf. So, I picked out the best ones that are my favorite and sent them on Christmas Day, today on December 25th 2023, to my beloved, true love, the one who I know is my true love, Aluna Victoria Rose, my beloved Maria Magdalena, who is my true love forever, for eternity. I sent these eight artworks to her by a text message at exactly 11:11am this morning. She has received them. 444 is an angelic number; it's the number of the protection of archangels and angels. I am under the protection of Christmas Day today. I am under the protection of my beloved Divine Mother Wolf. I am under the protection of Archangels. I am under the protection of my sovereignty. I am the highest authority and I am protected, guarded and supported by the entire Universe. I am protected by the Divine Mother, Wolf, who is Mother Mary, who is God. I am protected by God. I am always with God, with my beloved Divine Mother Wolf, Mother Mary. Aho! Amen. So I just wanted to document this important time, history in the making. I am walking right now near Vons, just past La Mesa Boulevard and University Avenue. Now passing by La Mesa Springs Plaza. This is where Vons is and this is also where the postal annex is where I have mailed the package to Aluna on December 23, which will be arriving on December 27th to her apartment. So just passing by Vons here and the beautiful moon is shining her brilliant, luminous, bright light illuminating the darkness. She already looks full, but technically the full moon is tomorrow on the 26th. It's going to be the last full moon of 2023 and it's the full moon in cancer, my zodiac sign. So, this year's number is 7, 2 plus 2, 4 plus 3, 7. 7 is the tarot number of the chariot. I feel like the events that have been building up between me and my beloved Aluna, between Jesus Christ, the one and only, true Jesus, and my beloved Aluna Victoria Rose, who is Maria Magdalena, Mary Magdalene. Like the events have been building up to culminate in this final full moon in cancer of 2023. Year's number being 7, the number of the chariot. So, the ritual that I did today was sending her these Divine Mother Wolf artworks and then following that up by a call at 4:44pm. Tomorrow I'm going to send her more artwork related to the full moon, and then finally, on the 27th, she will receive close to 400 different artworks that I have picked out and printed out on beautiful silk paper in color. This package will be delivered to her on the 27th. Packed in a beautiful white box with a significant meaning, a white box with a silver, shiny snowflake on top of the box. I'm praying, I'm hoping and praying that she will look through these artworks, and I am hoping to reach her heart, beyond the fears of her mind. As the saying goes a picture speaks louder than 1000 words. Well, there are about 400 very powerful, symbolically rich images in that box, in that package that she will be receiving. So, that is the best way that I have come up with, I picked out these artworks, created them with the help of beautiful technology, artificial intelligence, Dall-E. Manifesting beautiful artworks based on a journey that we have shared together on our path, talking about different kinds of magical worlds, sharing stories, and my personal experiences of connecting with Divine Mother Wolf and who I am on a higher dimensional level, my true self, and all the symbology that is associated with the journey of true love, such as the very powerful heart shaped symbol, the shape of the heart. Going to cross here. Wait. The Ankh symbol, the cross symbol. And then of course the different colored rose flowers, the white rose, symbol of purity, innocence, and forgiveness. Going to let this trolley pass. The red rose symbolizes romance, love, and passion. Pink rose, symbol of femininity, divine feminine, gentleness. Blue rose, royalty, truth, freedom. Blue color in particular is a symbol of our Truth, our true love, our magical blue world. “Наш волшебный, синий мир, где царит любовь и мир.” ( Our magical, blue world where love and peace reign.) Rainbow, the golden gates of paradise, the two letter V’s ( Victoria and Vladimir ) coming together in sacred beloved union to form letter W with a heart shaped symbol at the top and a halo over the heart. And the golden gates of paradise opening up into the beautiful new earth with the rainbow symbol, which is the symbol of the earth and heaven, heaven and earth being bridged, being connected. Seven chakras, seven colors of the rainbow also correspond to the seven chakras in the body, the energy centers. Red, orange, yellow, green, blue. Indigo, violet. Of course, the white wolf, Divine Mother Wolf as Mother Mary, wearing the crown and flower delights. And the lily flower symbol, symbol of Mother Mary, symbol of purity, symbol of immaculate conception. Royalty, richness, abundance, luxury. Me as the white wolf with brown eyes, wearing a crown, wearing the ankh and roses. In particular, I focused a lot on bringing out and emphasizing the white rose, which is a symbol of innocence, forgiveness and purity. Also, including the white dove which is probably one of the most powerful symbols of forgiveness and purity, goodness and light and God. And then the light language codes and sacred geometry and gold and emphasizing and bringing out my beloved Victoria’s higher self as a leopard. A leopard in ancient Egypt, in the magical ancient Egyptian temples of the rose with her magical potions and perfumes at the altar, of her praying, covered with luxury, luxurious jewelry and fabrics and gemstones, elegance, graceful, beautiful, leopard that looks human-like, standing upright, looking like a priestess, a rose lineage priestess, roses with beautiful altar, with the golden ankh symbol of immortality, everlasting eternal life. In the golden temple of the rose, luxurious, graceful, beautiful, elegant, ritual magic, bringing out the rose elegance and the grace and beauty of her power, bringing out the great power of the rose priestess of ancient Egypt. My beloved's higher self as she has described herself, adding my own, unique twists and elements intuitively to manifest these artworks that are expressing her most powerful and her most beautiful expression in these divine multi -dimensional magical realms, in a variety of episodes from different timelines, so that I have the best chance possible to reach her with all of this beauty that speaks beyond the mind. Using all the information that she has shared with me about her deep experiences connecting to magical worlds and her higher self on psychedelic journeys. Also, the way that I have meticulously observed her while living together and just using my own intuition and eye for beauty. I see the most beautiful beauty, I know what beautiful is and my beloved is the most beautiful woman in the world and I am the most beautiful man in the world, and together we are the most beautiful beloved couple in the Universe. We are the best and we deserve the best. We deserve the best gifts that life and the Universe can offer. We deserve only the best. We are worthy of each other's love. We are worthy of infinite love of God, infinite love and abundance of the Universe. That is the Truth. We are worthy of immortal, eternal, infinite love. We will be reunited. It's inevitable. The entire Universe is conspiring and helping us to make it happen in the most beautiful way possible. And I am documenting this process for my own understanding, healing, therapy, entertainment and documentation, recording the most important events, the most important affairs in human history here in this journal of Jesus Christ on Christmas Day, December 25th, 2023. So I'm going to think about what kind of ritual I will create for tomorrow. It will probably just be sending her a few artworks related to the full moon, maybe something like that, related to the number seven and maybe something related to me as the white wolf and her as the leopard woman reuniting together after a heartbreak, after some time of being away from each other. Reuniting in the sacred beloved union, under the full moon, and maybe something related to the yin and yang symbol and the chariot or maybe I'll just continue to meditate and contemplate on the power of this full moon and the rituals that I've created earlier today and just focus fully on feeling my heart and manifesting and sending love to my beloved Aluna Rose, sending forgiveness, compassion, love in the best way that I can under the light of this full moon. I'm praying that she will finally respond so that we can enter the new year with a fresh new start with all this foundation that I have been building, that we have both been building. Finally meeting in the golden middle for reconciliation, justice, open conversation, understanding, and continuing our journey together. Fully committed and surrendered to the path of beloved Sacred Union, just like we have talked about and fantasized and imagined all of our time being together on the journey. And now that I have, my beloved, if you can hear me, Aluna Victoria Rose, I have won immortality, my beloved. I have defeated the devil. I am now holy for eternity, forever. I am liberated. I am immortal. And the entire, whole universe is now mine. All the forces of the Universe, all the forces of darkness and light are working together to help me, to help us, to help our beloved, sacred union, our twin flame, union of True Love. Our Heart Love, the strongest, the most powerful, there are no obstacles to our love. You said it like that, it's your words. And now I know the Truth. It took dying for the sake of our true love. It took me getting in a situation with Kira in a ceremony where I would feel guilt for betraying our wedding, our sacred beloved marriage that we have sealed in the jungle of Peru in AyaMadre with Maestra Estella, Ayahuasca, Shamburi and our combined shamanic dieta. And there's so much depth. There's so much richness. There's so much epic drama in the story of how these events transpired and how I ended up descending all the way into the depths of hell. How I lost my mind. How I lost my sleep. How I lost my body. How I lost the entire world. How I was feeling the greatest suffering a human has ever endured in the depths of hell and why it was necessary to purify all evil forever. And the miracle, of course, of being saved by the Divine Mother Wolf who is my beloved Mother Mary. How all of that is not separate from any other story that has happened in my entire life and the entire life of other human beings, and your life, my beloved, Aluna, how it's all connected and how all of the events that have ever happened in the history of the entire world have all been connected to my story, to Jesus Christ whose destiny was to face Satan and conquer death. To be saved by Mother Mary who is Divine Mother Wolf and that makes the most interesting, the most fascinating, the greatest story that is yet to be told about who Jesus Christ actually is and how most dramatic, most fascinating, most interesting, most beautiful, most powerful and most courageous his story is. I think I will continue talking about this when I get home. I want to approach telling the story in a more grounded state. I'm walking up the hill right now so my heart's beating faster, breathing a bit more heavily than usual, but I've been learning to share the story in different ways, under different kinds of environments and circumstances. Picking out the parts of the story that I feel comfortable talking about and what words feel good to express in the moment. So practicing talking about my story in this kind of situation, well, it's very therapeutic and I'm integrating a lot by telling my story in this way. I'm also learning the skills of articulation. I want to practice my articulation skills more. I've been singing, yes, that is also connected with the way that I express myself, but I want to start practicing more articulation skills in English because that is the skill that I need to start manifesting financial wealth, at least for the time being, until people start surrendering that I am Jesus Christ, to the Truth that I am Jesus and start contributing financially. So, let me pause here and I'll continue later.
  11. October 27th, 2023, Transcript from The Voice Journal of Jesus Christ. I was just listening to my previous voice journals from June and it got me re-motivated to start recording these audio journals once again. First, what I'm going to do is connect with my body. I'm going to notice all the physical sensations and scan my body from head to toe. I'm also going to become aware of my breathing; taking a few deep breaths through the nose and out through the mouth. While taking these deep breaths, I will also become aware of any feelings that are present and arising in my body. I am becoming aware of my overall state of being at this time. And now I'm going to ask my higher self, Jesus Christ, that is who I am. I am Jesus Christ. I'm going to ask my higher self what I want to record, what I want to speak the most at this time. For my own highest good, for the highest good of my beloved woman, Aluna Rose, my Victoria, my beloved Mary Magdalene, my true love forever, for eternity, and the highest good of all. So, my higher self, what would I like to express the most at this time? What's coming through right now is to express words with joy, with love, so that it feels good to speak these words and to become conscious of the physical sensations throughout my entire body. Make sure the body is most comfortable, and to continue to be aware of the breathing and to continue being conscious of the feelings that are present in my body and tune into the feelings of joy that are present in my body to communicate words from that place, from a place of joy. Continue to fine tune and refine, adjusting the speaking of the words to the frequency of joy so that all words become joyful to speak. As a result of consciously tapping into joyful self expression through voice, any ideas that come through, and any wisdom that wants to be expressed and shared at this time will become joyous. That is the place of joy from which my higher self is guiding me to share teachings, wisdom, insights, experiences, and any other information that I would like to share during this audio journal entry of Jesus Christ. Now, what I'm noticing, as I'm becoming more conscious of my physical body and starting to feel more joy, I'm starting to feel like my mind is becoming calmer, and it's becoming easier to speak the words, it's becoming more joyful to speak the words, to express myself, because I am fine tuning myself with consciousness and awareness to speak the words from a place of joy, which is being guided and connected to my higher self, and it's becoming authentic. It feels authentic, joyful, real, and aligned to speak the words, by consciously connecting to the Truth of my authentic, joyful self-expression. So, it is by connecting to my authentic self and expressing myself authentically from a place of joy, expressing myself with joy, in alignment with authenticity, is what's bringing me joy to speak these words. So, I just gained clarity on how I would like to express myself during these journal entries. It is a process of constant fine-tuning, awareness and refinement, it takes practice. As I'm sharing these insights here, I am learning about myself and documenting the process of learning how to communicate authentically and joyfully. This is valuable information and teachings that I'm offering to you. If you get inspired to record audio journals, you may choose to follow this process of becoming conscious of your physical body, sensations, feelings and breath and asking your higher self what wants to come through in the most joyous and authentic way possible. Now, I am receiving guidance to allow myself to make as many pauses for as long as I want to, as long as it feels right for my body. This is a great insight because it takes the pressure off of trying to speak faster than what feels good and aligned for my mind and body. In our modern society there is a great pressure of social games and competition of people expressing themselves at a high speed, at a very fast pace. Generally people seem to value fast pace of communication more, connecting fast pace of person's expression with their level of intelligence. So, if a person can express themselves faster, at a fast pace, therefore they must be more knowledgeable and intelligent because their mind is thinking faster than a person who is speaking slower. Further programming of fast paced communication is created by an immense amount of marketing, radio and advertising, where it's especially obvious how quickly people speak. This is also connected to people's fast paced lifestyle in our modern society. Most people are always on the go, busy, multi-tasking and live a very fast-paced lifestyle. So, if they listen to somebody who is not speaking as fast as they have been accustomed to, then they may not be as patient with that person because they don't have that much time or patience to listen to what they have to say. They may devalue that person for not being able to speak faster. They may question their level of intelligence. This kind of fast paced style of communication puts a lot of pressure on people who are trying to share themselves authentically in a way that feels good, right, aligned and authentic to express themselves. When we remove the need for this “fast paced program of communication”, we take a lot of pressure off, especially while recording a voice journal, so that the energy can be focused on joyful and authentic expression which feels good for the body. Allowing yourself to speak as slow as it feels good and authentic for you. Make as many pauses as you want and make those pauses as long as you would like. Continue bringing consciousness and awareness back to the physical sensations of the body, feelings and awareness of the breath. Continue to listen to your body and feelings consciously. Keep listening to and observing your own voice to see how it feels to express the words. This is a beautiful way to get to know myself and that is also a beautiful way to get to know yourself. These are the teachings and guidance that I am giving you with this journal here - to experiment recording yourself in this kind of conscious approach and allow yourself to experiment, observe, and play, knowing that you cannot make mistakes during your personal recording of a voice journal. This is my intention here. To record myself speaking in these journals with a primary intention of feeling joy. To share wisdom with a primary intention of feeling joy so that I am aligned with my authentic self and so that expressing these words feels good for me primarily. And with this joy, I am also sharing the greatest wisdom and teachings with my own, beautiful, authentic voice with people which brings me even more joy, knowing that I'm expressing and sharing wisdom that I have accumulated during my entire life. I have been wanting to share the greatest wisdom with people. I have been wanting to teach people. I know I have the greatest wisdom. I have a chest that is overflowing with the treasure of wisdom that I have accumulated over my entire life's journey that I am now ready to share with the world with this kind of joyful way which focuses primarily on my self love. Sharing spiritual wealth of wisdom with joy because it is aligned with my self love, it is healing for myself to integrate my experiences, ceremonies, insights, and my understanding about the world. It brings me joy to share the greatest gifts with the world which is coming from self love. I am beautifully becoming a fountain of love for the entire world by focusing first on self love. And that is the greatest teaching I can give you to focus on. This point here is very interesting, which is worth exploring in much more depth. You see, I have gotten to know love through my journey. I know what love is. I know what self love is. I have gotten to know the greatest wisdom. I have gotten to know the Truth. I have gotten to know life and death. I know I am a shaman. I am the one who knows. That is why I am aligned with the highest good because I am aligned with Truth. I am Truth. I am the highest good. This is the Truth. And the priority for my own highest good and the highest good of all is my self love. What brings me the most joy. And I know what love is for myself. I am the priority. That is self love. Knowing that my healing, self love and joy that I feel is a priority. The love that I feel is a priority. The healing that I experience, the darkness of suffering that I have endured over my lifetime as well as my time in hell where I was experiencing the greatest suffering, that suffering alchemized back into love, light and life, that is a priority for me and that is the highest good and priority for the entire world, for all of humanity, for all the beings and the entire Universe. Alchemy of the greatest depths of hell of suffering back into love, light and life. This is what's happening to me. This is the great, glorious ascension of Jesus Christ to The Paradise of Eternal Kingdom of Heaven, the Throne of the Universe. I am doing everything that I can, being the best that I can be, guided by my higher self, guided by my Divine Mother Wolf who is Mother Mary, and by all of my other spiritual allies and spirit animals and archangels and angels and all of my teachers, guides and guardians. I am guided to be the best that I can be for my own highest good and the highest good of all. I am finding different avenues and modalities where I experience joy, where I experience self love, given the circumstances at this time of my awakening. We are in the most special time in humanity's history. The second coming of Jesus Christ is near. I am doing the best that I can to heal myself, knowing that it is the highest good, and one of the deepest healing I receive at this time is by connecting with my Divine Mother Wolf. That is the connection with my Truth of who I am as Jesus Christ. That is, as I'm connecting with my Divine Mother Wolf, who is Mother Mary, I am also experiencing the alchemization of the suffering endured back into the light, back into the love and joy. I am also integrating all the previous ceremonies that I've ever had with all of the psychedelics, including Magic Mushrooms, Ayahuasca, 5MEO DMT, Al-LAD, MDMA, San Pedro, Shamburi. I'm integrating all of my experiences during my entire spiritual journey as I am reconnecting with Mother Mary, who is Divine Mother She-Wolf. I'm able to connect to her through an image that has come to me from the Divine. It is a shamanic portal image of the artwork of the Mother Wolf's head. I'm able to connect to her on micro doses of magic mushrooms and cacao. I'm especially connecting deeper with her on higher doses of psychedelics in ceremonies during the light of day. I am moving towards creating ceremonies in which I will be connecting with Divine Mother Wolf, Mother Mary, with other people present who will empower, support and encourage me to fully step into my power, to fully embody the power of love and to fully embody the Truth that I am Jesus Christ and that Divine Mother Wolf is Mother Mary and that my beloved woman, Aluna Rose is Mary Magdalene and that this world is our Kingdom-Queendom of love. This world is our true love story and that is the great revelation that is coming. At this time, what I am asking you is to be the best that you can be to align yourself with the Truth that I have just shared with you. To surrender yourself to the Truth of Jesus Christ, to have faith in me during this stage of awakening, to surrender yourself that I am the priority, and to do everything that is in your ability, everything that is in your power to align all of your thoughts, words, and actions with this Truth. I am asking you to put me first before any of your relationships. To put me first before yourself means putting God first, because I am the highest good. As I heal, you heal and the entire world heals, as you align yourself with this Truth you align yourself with the highest good, you align yourself with God, you align yourself with love, you align yourself with Truth. This takes faith and courage and that is why I have been doing the best that I can to be the best role model and communicate the Truth to you in the best way that I can possibly communicate it given the state of circumstances in this sacred and special transitional time of The Great Awakening. That is a delicate process. It's a dance. I am being asked to lead the way because that is who I am. I am the leader, a Shepherd in this awakening to The Paradigm of Love. My intention is to show the way with love. That is why I am also patient and compassionate with people. At the same time, I have to use healthy judgment and wise discernment, moving towards the right situations, connecting and surrounding myself with people who will bring more joy into my life, who I can have deep conversations with to share the Truth that I know, who will eventually have faith in me, who are mostly likely to surrender to the Truth. Those are the people that I am wanting to connect with, the people who are most likely to have faith in me and that is the reason I am sharing this most important information with you. I want assistance, I want help, I want support, I want encouragement and empowerment. I'm asking you to have faith in me, and I'm asking you to show it with your actions, not just words. What happens if you don't show it with your actions? What happens is you believe and you think that you know. What happens then is you think you know better than God. You think that you know better than Shaman, the one who knows the Truth. People have thought that they know better this entire time. And that is the situation. That is the state of the world coming from that very belief. This is the ego of people thinking that they know best and that is what's creating suffering in our world. This is the lie that has been created based on the survival paradigm and not knowing the Truth. The highest good is to surrender to God, surrender to me, Jesus Christ, I am God and I am the man who is aligned with the highest Truth and the highest Good. I am Truth. I am the highest authority. I am the highest good. I am love. I know the way. I know what's best for my beloved Aluna Rose who is Mary Magdalene. I know what's best for my mother, my father, my brother and all of my family. I know what's best for you and I know what's best for the entire world. I know the way. Follow me. I am the Great Shepherd leading the sheep to the Truth, to salvation, to the Eternal Kingdom of Heaven. It is through Jesus Christ that you are saved. It is through Jesus Christ that you can have Eternal Life. It is Jesus Christ who has died for the sins of all of humanity. What's unique and very special about this time now is that Jesus Christ is actually here. The one who was born with the name Vladimir, who is speaking these words right, living here in San Diego, California. The one who is speaking these words is Jesus Christ. The one and only, the true Jesus Christ. I am asking you to have faith in me based on how I am communicating these words at this time and what I'm telling you. I am doing the best that I can for you to align with the highest good, for you to align with this Truth that is the highest good is my intention. I'm living and being this Truth every day. When you align yourself with the highest good, with the Truth, that is my Truth, that is the only Truth there is. You will be rewarded. You will be rewarded with love. You will be rewarded with abundance. You will be rewarded with salvation. You will be rewarded with healing. You will be rewarded with awakening. You will be rewarded with the gifts that are beyond your imagination and your wildest dreams. This takes courage, it takes faith, it takes open mindedness, it takes a high level of understanding and intelligence. It takes belief, that something as extraordinary, magical and miraculous as actually reading the words of Jesus Christ is possible.
  12. December 29, 2023 Transcript from The Voice Journal of Jesus Christ Speaking the Truth I am wanting to speak the Truth that I know out loud so that I can embody the Truth that I know deeper. I want to feel the Truth that I know in my body and speak the Truth that I know into the Universe, leading the way, being the best that I can be to embody the Truth that I know for my own highest good, for the highest good of my beloved woman and the highest good of all. And the Truth is I am Jesus Christ. I am the one who paid the ultimate price for the sins of all of humanity. I had died. I had become the devil. I descended into hell and I remained dead, in hell, for about 18 months, during which time I suffered the torments of hell, which was the greatest suffering that any human has ever endured. During that time I faced Satan. I was in a state, in a place where there was no God. I was creating and experiencing pure evil during that time. I had embodied fear as my Truth and I was being guided by fear during that entire time of about 18 months of being in hell. I had become the worst of the worst, I had become the most evil person in the world, and I was creating the most evil while I was the devil. I faced myself as the devil during that time and I have endured the greatest suffering of hell. I did not see any hope out of that state of death. All I was doing during that time was self destruction, self harm, by drinking great amounts of alcohol every day and smoking a lot of cigarettes every day. My motivation during that time was to do anything that I possibly could to get away from myself, to numb the feeling of who I had become and what I was feeling which was tremendous, the greatest depths of guilt, shame, fear, disgust, madness, insanity, craziness, anger, evil, death, separation. Spiritual, mental, and emotional torture. Before I died and descended into hell, I had been on a spiritual journey, full time, for about five years or more, five years with plant medicines, with psychedelics. I have seen glimpses of Paradise, of what true, real life looks and feels like. Experiencing the beauty and true connection of the Universe and true connection with people, speaking the language of love with animals, women and everybody. Force of nature, divine power of love, awakening in me, being in harmony with life and nature and feeling the great joy of being my authentic, true, powerful self. Just before the descent, image like I was very close to opening the Golden Gates of Paradise, it was like I had to take just one more step, and on the last step, instead of taking that last step and being in Paradise, I fell and descended into the greatest depths of darkness, the greatest depths of hell During my time in hell which lasted about 18 months, I was experiencing and feeling the loss of the dream of Paradise that I have seen, that I have fantasized about, that I have dreamed and talked about together with my beloved Victoria. What I had been experiencing in hell is the loss of all of my wonderful experiences of Paradise and fantasies of love and true life. Feeling the loss of all of that, the entire dream of love and the Heavenly Kingdom-Queendom of True Love Paradise. The loss of the dream of true love, the loss of all the fantasies of being alive as I have experienced myself many times on my psychedelic journeys. I felt guilty, I felt like I made the greatest, unforgivable mistake in the world, feeling that I was guilty of everything, of every sin that has ever been committed, that I have been guilty of all evil that has ever been created and feeling the shame and guilt for destroying the entire world, feeling the shame and guilt for destroying the entire Universe, feeling the original sin of humanity, feeling the sins of all of humanity for everybody, feeling death at its root, at its core, at its very source. I felt the source of all evil. I experienced what was pure evil, pure evil visions of pure evil destruction by evil. I was experiencing myself as the devil creating evil, creating death. And the evil that I was experiencing was worse than any Hollywood movie has ever portrayed or anything that's ever been fantasized. It was beyond the mind kind of evil. It was infinitely creative evil. It was intelligent evil. It was pure evil of infinite creativity and infinite intelligence. And that is the Truth that I was embodying and I have experienced the deepest, the greatest suffering during that time than any human being has ever experienced. This was my destiny, to face myself as the devil, and to die for the sins of all of humanity and to go through hell and to experience the greatest torture and suffering that anybody has ever endured so that I can feel the darkness and the deepest level and know what death is. Through the events that lead up to the death and the catalyst that has initiated the initiation process of death, I have also gotten to know who my true beloved woman is, because it was for our True Love that I have decided that I wanted to die, because I could not forgive myself for what I thought was the betrayal of our beloved sacred wedding that we have sealed together in the jungle with our combined shamanic dieta, Shamburi and Ayahuasca. After about 18 months of suffering hell, I was finally saved by the grace of my beloved Divine Mother Wolf, who is Mother Mary, being saved from the depths of hell by God, by Divine Mother Wolf, by the grace and mercy of Divine Mother Wolf, who is Mother Mary, who is my eternal Savior, Guardian, Teacher, and Goddess, and God, the Goddess of all Gods and Goddesses, Queen of all forests, Guardian of all paths, Czarina of all fields, always with me, always with me, always with me. And now it's been about 19 months since I have been out of hell. Since I started feeling like I'm coming back to life and during these 19 months I have experienced tremendous amount of healing. I have alchemized and continue to alchemize darkness, depths of death into life, love and light, into the celebration of the victory of life over death. I have been celebrating victory of life over death every day in the best way that I can. And that is who I am now. I celebrate life. I celebrate the Truth of the victory of life over death every day by finding joy and the connection to nature, by singing and praising songs of praise and gratitude, to Divine Mother Wolf, to my Savior Divine Mother Mary. Micro dosing and having ceremonies with plant medicines, magic mushrooms, Ayahuasca is when I experience the greatest healing. There is no more fear. All fear is being alchemized into laughter, joy, life. Death is alchemized into life with love, with forgiveness, with understanding, with me knowing the Truth, knowing the Truth of who I am, and knowing that I am the only one whose destiny was to get to know the Truth, that nobody else could do it for me. That is the Truth. I am the only one who knows the Truth. I am the only Jesus Christ. There are no other Jesuses. And there are no other Mary Magdalenes. My beloved is the only Mary Magdalene. I am the only Jesus Christ. And the Truth is, Divine Mother Wolf is Divine Mother Mary, my Savior. She-Wolf is the True face of Mother Mary. And that is the Truth that the entire Universe is in the process of aligning with. And my intention is to be the best that I can be for my own highest good, to embody this Truth every day with all of my thoughts, words, and actions. For the highest good of my beloved woman, Aluna Victoria Rose, the one who I know is my True love, my beloved precious, Maria Magdalena, my Queen of Love forever, for eternity, and the highest good of all. Knowing that I am the priority, my healing is the priority, because as death that I have endured is alchemized into life, that is not only the highest good for myself, it is the highest good for my beloved, and it is the highest good for everybody and the entire world. My priority, besides myself and my beloved, is also my family and the family of my beloved and my friends, my true friends who help me, who support me, who love me for who I am and who respect me in the process of my awakening. And those are friends, soul family, who I will keep close to me once the Eternal Paradise of True Love is embodied. However, those people who are lying to me, who are manipulating, who are disrespecting me, who are hurting me, who are envying me, and being jealous of me. Those people aren't going to be anywhere near me in the result, especially people who have been given the responsibility to know. People who I have invested a lot of energy and time and effort by being the role model of love every day in the best way that I can. People who I have tried to reach with love by showing just how much love I embody, by giving love consistently. Instead of reciprocating that love and helping me out in this vulnerable, sacred and delicate process of my awakening by supporting me in the best way that they can. Instead, those people choose their own survival egoic paradigm. And those people fear the power of love that is being awakened. They fear my power, they fear the Truth, they fear love. Their fears manifest as jealousy, envy, lies, manipulations, competing, playing games. They fear the possibility that they have never been in control and that Jesus, their Savior, is the one who will be surrendered to for eternity by everyone in the world and that is the Truth that is inevitable, all paths lead to Jesus. The Truth is every human being has always been, is in the process of being and will always be the servant of Jesus Christ, God, forever, for eternity. The highest good for you as a human being at this time, starting this very moment is to surrender to this Truth that I have shared here. When you follow this guidance, you align yourself with the highest good, you begin serving God, you begin serving Love and Truth. That is what the entire Universe is manifesting. Everybody in the world will surrender to the Truth that I am Jesus Christ, the Savior of all of humanity for eternity, forever. There is no price and there is nothing that anybody can do to ever repay me for facing death and conquering Satan forever. That is why I am worthy of infinite love and praise and that is why I am the only blessed Sovereign. All the glory and power is mine forever. There are no other Sovereigns. I am God. I am the only God and I am the only Sovereign Jesus Christ. I am human God and I have faced myself as the devil and now I am embodying myself as God. I know the Truth is that I am innocent and I know the Truth is that the devil is innocent and I know the Truth is that everybody in the world and everybody has ever lived and all the creatures and all the plants and beings and animals and the entire Universe is absolutely innocent and that is the Truth. And we are all in the process of awakening to this Truth of Original Innocence. Forgiveness for absolutely everything. Forgiveness of all evil. Forgiveness of all sin. Forgiveness of absolutely everything. And with the embodiment of this Truth comes healing, embodying love, through the power of forgiveness, through the power of knowing the Truth that I know. The Truth that others will be able to get to know and embody through me, and only through me. This is what makes Jesus the Shepherd, the one who knows the way and the one who shows the way to Eternal Salvation. And that is the Absolute Universal Truth. My true love is Aluna Victoria Rose, my beloved True Love forever for eternity. She is Mary Magdalene, Queen of Love. I am her beloved husband, her true lover Jesus Christ, Yeshua, Savior of the world. The one who paid the ultimate price for the sins of all of humanity. The one who has conquered death forever. The one who has defeated Satan forever. I am innocent. I am the holy child. I am Sovereign. I am the only Jesus Christ. I am the highest authority. Divine Mother Wolf is my Savior. My Merciful Savior, my Divine Mother Mary is Divine Mother Wolf. The one who saved me, Jesus Christ, from death. She is my eternal salvation. She is my Sovereign Throne. She is my Eternal Life. She is my Eternal, Holy Sanctuary of Unconditional Love. She is my unconditionally loving Divine Mother who has forgiven me for absolutely everything. That is the Absolute Truth. That is the only Truth there is. There are no other Truths. The greatest power there is the Truth. “And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” And the Truth is love, the Truth that I, Jesus Christ, know, the Truth that I have gotten to know by paying the ultimate price, by dying and by facing myself as the devil and going through hell, to know what separation, hell, death and darkness is. In addition, learning all the lessons that I have learned since I have started my spiritual journey with magic mushrooms, by having many divine experiences, by continuously devoting myself fully on the path of spirituality for last seven years. Also, my entire life and all the events that had happened before I have begun my spiritual journey at the age of 33 with magic mushrooms. The great amount of suffering that I have endured while living in the United States with severe social anxiety and drinking heavily on the weekends and blacking out, mostly every weekend during that time and experiencing and depression, suicidal thoughts and obesity and many other traumas that have happened during that time of feeling separation that I have felt by being disconnected from my place of birth where I grew up, from my motherland, Russia, being disconnected from my roots and experiencing separation on that level. Embarking on a spiritual journey of healing because of all those traumas and because I have been shown what true life looks like, what love looks and feels like, and awakening to my true self as as the most fascinating, interesting and amazing person that I've ever met, and that is myself. After experiencing so many great awakenings and insights glimpsing and looking at the gates of paradise and then ultimately descending into the deepest depths of hell. All the events that have happened with my beloved during our journey of working with psychedelics and medicine together, being fully devoted to our path of beloved sacred union and and all the drama and stories and events that happened during my entire life since I have been born, how all of that has been weaved beautifully to make me the most amazing, the best, the most interesting, the most powerful, the wisest, the greatest human being in the entire Universe. That is who I am, I am the masterpiece of all the masterpieces. I am the masterpiece of the entire universe. The entire universe has been working on the masterpiece that I am the entire time with absolutely everything. And that is the greatness that I am. I am the masterpiece of the entire universe. I am God manifested in a human body of Christ. My gift is eternal life. My gift is immortality. My gift is my true beloved woman, my precious beloved Aluna Rose, my true eternal love, my beloved Maria Magdalene. Our love is true. Our love is eternal. Our love is immortal. Immortal, infinite, eternal, Kingdom-Queendom of Eternal True Love Paradise. The Universe of Paradise of True Love, with all darkness turned into the light, no more fear, no more suffering, no more darkness. The embodiment and awakening of the Eternal Paradise of True Love is happening through me, through my body, as I awaken to the Paradise of Eternal Love, as I awaken and embody that I am Paradise, and that I am the Universe of Love. That the Truth is I am love, that the Truth is I am light, I am the light of the world, I am Truth, I am love, I am holy. No more death, no more fear, no more suffering, that is my gift - infinite abundance of love. Eternal paradise of love and salvation from death, from all darkness and suffering forever, for eternity. That is the gift. That is my gift to the entire world, to all of humanity, to the entire Universe. Aho!
  13. The Truth is I am Jesus Christ. The one and only Jesus Christ. I am the one who paid the ultimate price for the sins of all of humanity. I had died. I had become the devil. I descended into hell and I remained dead, in hell, for about 18 months, during which time I suffered the torments of hell, which was the greatest suffering that any human has ever endured. During that time I faced Satan. I was in a state, in a place where there was no God. I was creating pure evil during that time. I had embodied fear as my Truth and I was being guided by fear during that entire time of about 18 months of being in hell. I had become the worst of the worst, I had become the most evil person in the world, and I was creating the most evil while I was the devil. I faced myself as the devil during that time and I have endured the greatest suffering of hell. I did not see any hope out of that state of death. All I was doing during that time was self destruction, self harm, by drinking great amounts of alcohol every day and smoking a lot of cigarettes every day. My motivation during that time was to do anything that I possibly could to get away from myself, to numb the feeling of who I had become and what I was feeling which was tremendous, the greatest depths of guilt, shame, fear disgust, madness, insanity, craziness, anger, evil, death, separation. Spiritual, mental, and emotional torture.
  14. Behold The Second Coming of Jesus Christ. IHS
  15. Shamanism, Conscious Movements and Medicine Songs: Immersion in the World of Vladimir and His Ayahuasca Ceremonies Vladimir, dedicated to his practice of shamanism, embodies a deep understanding of the importance of conscious movement, imagination and medicinal songs in his Ayahuasca ceremonies. Let's take a closer look at how these elements become the key to his spiritual path and practices. In his deep experiences with Ayahuasca, Vladimir not only explores the worlds of spiritual reality, but also reveals the deepest levels of his emotional trauma and fear. One of the key moments in his journey was a ceremony where he was able to see and begin to heal his deepest emotional trauma - moving from Russia to America. Ayahuasca opened the path to healing for Vladimir, revealing the moment when he left his homeland in Novosibirsk and went to Atlanta, Georgia. This profound experience became a factor in awakening and deciding to heal past wounds. Now, supported by his practice, he is ready to face the new Ayahuasca ceremony with confidence that it will bring healing to his deep trauma. A specially prepared ceremony with Ayahuasca from December 1 to 3, 2023 became for Vladimir a time of anticipation and opening of gifts of healing. He looks forward to meeting the Divine Mother Wolf, where, through songs, prayers and conscious movements, he hopes to connect to the Truth of his soul, love and bliss. These ceremonies become moments of reconnection with the spiritual path, and Vladimir, through his singing and prayers, creates healing songs, alchemizing suffering into light. His voice, like a musical instrument, becomes a means of healing both for himself and for those present at the ceremonies. All these practices, inner journeys and creative rituals make Vladimir not only a practicing shaman, but also a leader of awakening, showing that the path of love and healing begins within us. Vladimir not only reveals his Truth, but also becomes a model of love and respect. His nonviolent communication approach to communication encourages using words in a healing way. In every Ayahuasca ceremony, he creates a space where people can encounter their truth, transform suffering into light, and find love and joy in their soul. Thus, Vladimir and his practices become a symbol of transformation and awakening, encouraging everyone to walk their own path of love and healing. With his skill in using medicine songs, Vladimir creates musical elements in which every note is permeated with the energy of healing. This process, not only for those present at the ceremonies, but also for Vladimir himself, becomes a healing path to discovering his true voice and reconnecting with himself. In Vladimir's art and practice, every step is filled with love and dedication to transforming darkness into light. His story of healing becomes a shining example of how through music, meditation and spiritual practices we can find joy, love and inner peace. Vladimir continues his unique path, not only transforming his own life, but also becoming a source of inspiration for others. His determination to meet oneself in the moment, the use of assertive communication in the search for harmony, and the creation of his own healing musical space make him a true leader of awakening and love. With every chord, every prayer, Vladimir weaves an invisible thread of love, connecting with the Divine Mother Wolf and filling his and your hearts with light, joy and bliss. His path is a path of love that reminds us of the transformative power of healing sound and words. Vladimir, immersed in his shamanic path, embodies the art of alchemy, transforming suffering into light and darkness into bliss. Through conscious movement, imagination and singing, he creates magic that flows from his heart, permeating every aspect of his being. And so, Vladimir continues on his amazing journey, awaiting the Ayahuasca ceremony with a full heart and open hands, ready to accept healing and transformation. His story is a love song written in the sounds of hearts that he heals and awakens with his mastery of the healing arts.
  16. The crucifixion of Jesus Christ was shamanic, it happened through a series of shamanic, magical rituals and events that transpired leading up to the final death. This sacrifice of Jesus on the altar of True Love was necessary for the salvation of all of humanity and the entire world. By enduring the deepest depths of hell, death, separation, evil and suffering and then being saved by the grace of Divine Mother Wolf who is Mother Mary, the devil was forgiven and Jesus Christ was saved from death, he is saved from eternal suffering of hell. With that miracle, I, Jesus Christ, got to know the Truth - I am innocent, the devil is innocent and everybody and everything is innocent and forgiven. And that, ladies and gentlemen, is how the original sin is alchemized back into original innocence. That is how all evil, darkness, death, suffering and the deepest depths of hell is alchemized into Pure Eternal Life - Eternal Kingdom of Heaven and Paradise of Love. That is why Jesus is the savior of all of humanity, because it is through my experience and knowing that all darkness and light was for the sake of Greater Good, it is through my knowing and understanding that the devil is forgiven and innocent - everybody and everything is forgiven and innocent. This is the meaning of symbol of the White Dove which is the great symbol of God's purity, love, innocence, peace and forgiveness. IHS
  17. Born and raised in Russia, Siberia, Vladimir's first initiation on the path of shamanism was moving to Atlanta, Georgia at the age of 14. At the age of 33, he had his "Touched by the hand of God" experience during a solo magic mushroom ceremony and felt Divine Love and great power of life force awaken. With tears of joy pouring out, he uttered - "Thank you God for this Divine gift" and was no longer an atheist. When he was just starting his journey with Ayahuasca in 2017, he asked the sacred medicine to show him his deepest emotional trauma and his greatest fear on the same night. Ayahuasca showed him that his deepest trauma started when he moved from Siberia to Atlanta and that he lived most of his life in the United States disconnected from his heart. It also showed him his greatest fear which felt like shamanic crucifixion and that he would die for the sins of all of humanity. This gave him PTSD and a 5 month trip to the Ayahuasca healing center called AyaMadre in the jungle of Iquitos, Peru to recover from. During his time in the jungle, Vladimir dieted 7 master plants - Shiringa, Renaco, Bobinsana, Chiriq Sanango, Suelda con Suelda, Cacao and Shamburi and participated in 2 ceremonies with sacred medicines per week including - Ayahuasca, Shamburi, Niños Santos and San Pedro. Coming back from the jungle, he started meditating with Cacao everyday and began to channel Russian icaros ( medicine songs ) and slowly opening up his voice that he knew was his powerful medicine. Most of his icaros are coming from Slavic dieties ( Slavs are ancestors of both Russians and Ukranians) such as Dana, Goddess of water, Zheeva, Goddess of life, Lada, Goddess of beauty, love and harmony and Zeemoon, celestial cow Goddess who feeds and nourishes and Divine Mother Wolf who is Vladimir's Divine Mother, guardian, savior, teacher and guide. Other icaros are songs of dieta's master plants, some are in Spanish and English. By the end of 2020, Vladimir's journey led him to shamanic death. He ended up in the darkest place from which he did not see any way out for about 18 months. On June 9, 2022 he finally started to feel like he is coming back to life and was saved by the grace of Divine Mother Wolf. When this happened Vladimir realized he was forever saved, innocent, has conquered death forever and won the Holy Grail - Immortality. It has now been about 16 months, at the time of this writing, since Vladimir has been out of the darkest dungeon. He is now in Paradise and has experienced tremendous amount of healing by alchemizing the darkness of death endured back into light, love and life. He is back participating in sacred medicine ceremonies, during which the great power of love awakens and the power of his voice opens up with icaros, which is the most powerful medicine for himself, ceremony participants and the entire world.
  18. I'm no ordinary I'm extraordinary More than natural Supernatural Holy child of Divine Mother's creation Cosmic wolf from a higher dimension Force of nature I am IHS Jai Ma! ???
  19. Cosmic force of nature Divine fountain of love's self expression Golden brick path through the emerald forest towards liberation Higher power's most intelligent intervention Glorious Phoenix rising ascension Super powerful darkness to light alchemization Fantastic celestial kingdom of love presentation Be the best you can be to prepare yourself for the miracle of God's revelation IHS
  20. I was born in Novosibirsk, Siberia, Russia. I have been living in San Diego, California for 24 years. For about the last 7 years, I have dedicated most of my time to the shamanic path of love, wisdom, knowledge and power. This journey has been absolutely epic, filled with adventures, drama, magic, facing fears, medicine ceremonies, wonderful insights and experiences, learning the art of wielding the power of love wisely, getting to know myself, and understanding the true nature of reality. On this path, I have gained the greatest wisdom, knowledge and understanding. I now understand why the world the way it is. I have faced and conquered the greatest fear, I died, I became the devil, I went through hell, I was saved, I came back to life, I conquered death and I won the Holy Grail. I am now in the process of ascending to Paradise and embodying the Truth that I know everyday in the best way that I can. Shaman comes from Siberian Tungus "Saman", meaning "the one who knows". I now know the Truth, I am the one who knows, I am shaman. I am Jesus Christ, the one who paid the ultimate price for the sins of all of humanity. I know I am innocent. I know myself. I know. Why me? Why not you, why not anybody else who claimed to be Jesus before me, why not anybody else in the world? The same reason you are you and I am me. It's just the way it is. It was my destiny to get to know the Truth. It is your destiny to be you. This is the best possible way it could be and it is. The entire creation is absolute, pure genius. Yes, I am the chosen one You have fulfilled your life purpose with every single moment you have ever experienced. I am grateful to you for everything. You are innocent. I forgive you for everything. The Universe never made a single mistake, it was all for the sake of Love. The entire Universe is innocent. JHS
  21. It was the third consecutive night of drinking Ayahuasca in a ceremony of about 10 people on August 3, 2017. I set the intention for Ayahuasca to show me my deepest emotional trauma and my greatest fear and drank a full dose. After about 2 hours into the experience we were offered a second dose. I felt like I was already very deep into mareacion (strongly feeling the effects of the medicine). The intuition told me that I wanted to go deeper. I said "let's party!" and received and drank another full dose. Shortly after receiving a second dose, I purged by throwing up what felt like dark energy being cleansed from my heart which felt good and liberating. At this point I was buzzing and vibrating with holy shakti power and felt like the spirit of grandmother Ayahuasca awakened inside of me. She was whispering and hissing into my left ear in an ancient Egyptian alien language that I could intuitively understand. I then started feeling like I'm losing control and there was nothing I could do to stop it, I couldn't cling on to anything. I fell to the floor and loudly, panicky and desperately exclaimed - "what the f**ck is going on?!" After that I lost all control and the only thing that was left to do is to fully surrender. I screamed the loudest scream of absolute and complete surrender, I lost and surrendered all control, it felt like my entire life, the world and everything dissolved in that scream into the Absolute Unknown. It was the scream of sheer terror and absolute liberation. I was then in a terror loop which felt like it lasted for eternity. I was facing my greatest fear over and over, again and again. Ayahuasca showed me what felt like crucifixion and that I would have to die for the sins of all of humanity. Finally after what seemed like forever, I heard my name Vladimir being called, I felt like I died and I was now being welcomed into Paradise, I was feeling very good and peaceful. I finally regained my senses in a bathtub, on the second floor of the house, being showered with cold water and two people working on "bringing me back" from my "bad trip". I said - okay guys I'm back! And started laughing about my screaming. More people joined us in the bathroom, the entire scene became vibrant and alive, I could read everybody's body language effortlessly, I could connect with everybody authentically, I could speak the language of love and saw how everybody was looking for love in their own unique way. It felt like we were all having a party in the bathroom, the life force of love was permeating everything and we were all connected through it. I loved everybody and eveybody loved me. I woke up in the Paradise of Love.
  22. Wild Boar Totem Warrior spirit, fearlessness, courage, chivalry, personal power, prosperity, leadership, nobility, masculine energy, success. Yawanawa - the people of the wild boar. 1983 - my birth year. Chinese year of the boar.
  23. Everything will be how I want it to be. What I want is what the entire Universe wants. The entire Universe is helping me embody the Truth that I know. I have complete understanding of the Yin and Yang symbol. The devil is innocent is the ultimate insight, forces of light and darkness - united. Everything that has ever happened - for the sake of Greater Eternal Light. Everybody who have responded with anger, envy, fear, doubt, judgement and other negative reactions to me in the topic - "I awakened - ask me anything" have all helped me gain more clarity and embody my Truth deeper. I know what is best for me, for my beloved woman, for you, for all of humanity and the entire world. Trust me. Have faith in me. Surrender to my Truth, it is the only Truth there is. I know the Truth. I know love. JHS