JustinS

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  1. Get "high" (on marijuana if this is permissible to your superego, or on ginseng, which is legal everywhere and recommended by many holistic physicians) and then go the a health spa. Enjoy a good swim, a massage and a sauna. Repeat every week, forever. - From Prometheus Rising by Robert Anton Wilson
  2. When someone asks me who they are or what God is, I smile inside and whisper to the Light: "There you go again pretending." - Adyashanti
  3. @ZX_man This too shall pass. Keep your meditation practice.
  4. From my experience when returning to the party scene you will actually enjoy it more, although you will also suffer more. Both sides seem very sensitive. Stillness and partying. I can learn a lot from both sides, but it starts with stillness.
  5. Try out a float tank in your city. I think most cities have them now. Get a full body massage. Begin to fall in love with that place of total stillness and relaxation, then maybe you can have a more healthy positive relationship with meditation.
  6. Put on some headphones, lie down, and dissolve:
  7. Ok I just did a few minutes of these exercises and my eyes were rolling back and couldn't stop yawning. Intensely relaxing and almost orgasmic.
  8. @Vytas :') thank you! ? Beautiful touching talk!
  9. Many videos are now uploaded on YouTube with MAPS Some that I'm watching now: Juicy talk with Gabor, highly recommended.
  10. Just did some more research and people are saying that it's a cult, that they have nasty $$$ intentions.
  11. @MsNobody Quite pricey indeed! Glad I could help! Here's a look inside:
  12. Yopo!
  13. @Miguel Oliveira ehh eventually you will own up to your "weirdness" and oddness and will begin to fall in love with it. Whoever may come into your life is simply done by grace and if not, that's done by grace as well. The hero's journey.
  14. https://www.meetup.com/NotYourOrdinaryMindfulness/events/237603127/?joinFrom=event&success=profileUpdatedEventWelcome Just throwing it out there if anyone's interested. Been a fan of Shinzen for some time and would love the chance to sit with him. Price lowest is $60. Hope to see you there.
  15. http://www.dmtsite.com/5-meo-dmt/experience/descriptions.html (with perhaps 15 mg, smoked) "I took a hit from the pipe with five-methoxy in it, and after the 8 to 10 seconds it took to carry the chemical to my brain I remember starting to fall over from my sitting position. My normal physical perceptions dissolved away from my awareness. My ears started to ring and I started to float off. I was acutely aware of a certain resonation of my aural perception, an electrical buzzing that fluctuated in synch with my visual perception. What I saw can only be described as a fantastically subtle multicolored phosphene, completely filling every area visually available. I say it in this way because I was simultaneously losing contact with my body, I could not tell if my eyes were open or shut, although I initially had the feeling that they were darting back and forth, from side to side. These feelings and sensations built up in intensity very quickly, a matter of seconds: I can remember this feeling of building intensity up to a point, and then I was not there in my body or in time. In the 10 to 15 minutes that my body was under the influence of the drug my mind was completely referenceless, there was no way for my consciousness to limit or gauge the stimuli my being was barraged with. I remember switching to a perception where the endless and intricate phosphene was love and the energy of light. I called upon those forces within my being to realign and submit, to let go of all the cogent fears and just exist ... and that innate decision saved me a lot of psychic damage. What is most outstanding about the way it feels is an inability to judge in any way, by any method of the mind ... it is unconquerable, as deep and profound as a totally unconditional love that is life. What a trip, huh?" (with 15 mg, smoked) "At about 60 seconds after I smoked this free base, I beheld every thought that was going on everywhere in the universe and all possible realities while I was wracked out with this horrible ruthless love. It scared the hell out of me. When I could see again (15 minutes later) it was almost as if there was an echo of a thought in my head saying that I was given an extremely rare look at the true consciousness of it all. I've never been hit this hard since then. A definite ++++." (with 25mg, smoked) “I placed 25 mg of 5-methoxy-DMT in a stainless steel one-quarter teaspoon and vaporized it over a cigarette lighter collecting the smoke in an upside-down funnel. All smoke was inhaled; the taste was mild—none of the plastic taste of DMT. About 10 seconds or so after inhaling the last of the smoke, it began with a fast-rising sense of excitement and wonder, with an undertone of “Now you’ve done it,” but dominated by a sense of, “WOW, This Is IT!” There was a tremendous sense of speed and acceleration. In perhaps 10 more seconds these feelings built to an intensity I had never experienced before. The entire universe imploded through my consciousness. It’s as if the mind is capable of experiencing a very large number of objects, situations and feelings, but normally perceives them only one at a time. I felt that my mind was perceiving them all at once. There was no distance, no possibility of examining the experience. This was simply the most intense experience possible; a singularity, a white-out (as opposed to a black out). I have little memory of the state itself. I have no memory, for example, of whether my eyes were opened or closed. After some seconds or minutes, it started to fade and came to resemble a merely intense psychedelic state. Here I had the feeling, a visualization of being part of the universe of beings, all active in our daily, interwoven tasks, still moving at an incredible rate, and with a longing for a single group/organism awareness and transcendence. In a few more minutes it faded to an alert (+one) state with an additional sense of awe and wonder, relief, and a strong feeling of gratitude toward the universe in general, for the experience.” ~ Alexander and Ann Shulgin. TIHKAL: The Continuation (1997)
  16. @Soulbass I'm sure to some extend but I've heard from others not too much nutrients are lost. Most of the nutrients from the vegetables are heated out and into the liquid.
  17. So good! Maybe next little less lemon.
  18. "Reality is always kind." "All war ends with oneself." "Simply see Reality as it is, not how you want it to be."
  19. Just made some and waiting for it to start boiling. Excited and hungry!
  20. @Random User How do you feel the morning of when you drink heavy the night before? Be mindful of that. When on this path as you become more and more mindful and in tune with how you deeply feel emotionally and physically with your mind and body you will slowly bit by bit ween off of whatever the things that may cause you to feel ill. If you're not so much in tune already with your mind/body, try microdosing on a psychedelic and sharpen your awareness and see, feel, and touch this body/ temple you carry with you 24/7 365 days/ year and you may see how out of touch you've been. This might help also, best of luck!
  21. @EmilyCook26 Oh good riddance! Now the show can began!