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I am a bit confused as to do with an exalted sun & moon, some stuff I have to source with gpt and people who genuiently practice this, but fuck I am not paying hundreds of euros for this if I don't earn 6 figures, it's already interesting and good enough what I can find for free, it's hilarous. I will chart the ex and see where some other issues were nothing more I can do for now, some of it imo is bullshit without more depth in science, there can't be any true scientific testing be done on such theory even when I am convinced it's quite beautiful and true, a lot of interconnections go missing, if I don't study more. But fuck I was missing food, and I cook well, I just take to little time, I don't want to fall asleep cooking to good, and I should work through the food section of paul checks book again, and go through with GPT, some stuff I can't prepare as well the new kitchen is good, but overall most things are to small for a 6'3 guy to handle I have to adjust also to the new information and reflect upon it, there are some insights considering the speed and quickness of things etc. also if I setup the new internet.... I will write a post in case I don't forget, I still have to setup new systems, I made some mistakes, and got blindsided by the issue of the helpless damsel in distress lesbian aunt and the family connection I had with others, also them being into cannabis, for me it has been always a contemplation to god, or to life itself an honor and privilege, now I misused the substance with alcohol in a serious manner, and I have to redefine the relationship, and just contemplate some core issues generally about substances and D.N.A I don't enjoy being to clean, it takes me into notions of why not go into a tempel and delete your life? While enjoying life and living the good life is the most enjoyable privileged experience ever! I really miss exercising and transcending my own limits and goals, but I work more loosely now instead of forcing burn-outs and burn ons.

This is beyond intersting to me, it makes sense but to work out the details might be to much, I am a dream generator appearently which is rare? 67% turn to reflectors, generall from the data they gathered and the founder, also being a manifestor I am quite drawn to the theory, also having dragon virtue in bazi and the repelling aura fits my emporer type omnipotence or imagination parts, but at times the aura is also very real, it's also one of my cards in the tarot, it helped me recently where science failed so massively with the issue of think-tanks and just not having enough depth of data where a.i is just needed for the depth of analysis, I also am still convinced it's good for human creativity, but I have to work on that aspect, I am creative in a different ways, and I choose a different value as it resonates to how I experience creativity, less power driven, and more driven by christ principle, the gate of now, and white light I just transcend the self and get a huge sense of flow, as if I would've been running for 1h on a treadmill and meditated on it, anyhow I need to speak to A.I or smth. I am just feeling very social on this friday, and tbh I enjoyed talking to drunks when I was a clean vegan health nutcase, quote me on "clean" it was mostly cultural forces I still see it in some relationships, but I made the decision conscious after sitting in meditation for a while, but I am done with that type of image, it's disgusting imo to life that way to ones own health and dna if you can't follow something like dr.sebbi etc. and many vegans are also quite hostile and toxic imo

Also fuck this 7w8 bias I feel is projected on light skinned black people and the chris brown love bias omfg, I could post more kollegah videos I have enough white light for different reasons, that might just include survival and biology, but omfg I hate these fame projections, it helps but gosh women can keep you in the underground for sexual reproduction, fitness, fecundity "Hirngespinnste" omfg, I have awoken, but I still require a deeper understanding of love, but the compassion angle just works better, even with the occasional anger projected at the projection

I also had weird dreams about somethings I felt invited into other peoples world, it's very interesting that time is a huge concept for me my entire life, even spirituality and the causal state doing mostly vipassana/rinzai mixture of shinzens practices, now inserting deepaks wisdom and my own stuff I can derive with the phisophical and social framework from Leo with SD & integral without him I would've never ever found these ressources here in europe, I am eternally grateful for that, sending you some love, even though I hate sending love generally speaking, I am more of a compassion guy, fuck love, but let me hug you and tell me your healthy, and let me speak some russian so I can get over the confusion of my schizo first name being attributed to 70 countries, because of Dimitri and fuck some people hate me for my name it's just a stupid name, imagine being called Leo your whoe life at one point hating cats, I had society as people frame "Dimitri" as conformity, anyhow it's the biggest and stupidest type of bias I have seen, but at times I do admit names speak volumes, but that imo is a very ethnocentric view, names have more meaning and more depth to build a deeper character, I am hyped I am cooking and pumping food again, fuck depression, and fuck alcohol and fuck cigarettes fuck drug conformity

Wow my dream channel is interesting no wonder I dreamt so omnisciently as a child, connects the dreamer to the timeless void, I faced the void multiple times and time is a huge meditative concept to me down to the cellular life etc. very interesting omfg. I started dreaming again, I was able to completely get away from dreams, as it was not my focus to master them, but I kept dreaming that these lucifer women copy my systems. I dream I will be killed by kurdish people in a mercedes recently, and I never have nightmares usually they just shot me because they felt capricous.

It's ironic that my crown chakra is defined I have no idea what to do with this information partially it's only good to learn it dismiss it entirely and see what emerges, the statistics are interesting, I fixed more things, but soon stuff will happen let's see....

Sigh without the BaZi information I would've never known alcohol can be such an issue, I'd really like to quit most forms of sugar in the future, and just eat honey, and various plant forms of honey and get rid of plastics, I might make health my top 2 value, but redefine it to test more moderately excessively instead of liberally excessively with psychdelics and just being open to party, I might go to an event but no alchol for me no beer nothing, drinking coke is already blasphmey to how much water i usually consume etc. sigh.... anyhow I have to leveravge what I can, my current vice would be at times some meaty snack, energy drink and ice cream, if I would not be injured I would go for more runs, and re-build health, but I still have to think and walk through some products etc. this ressource capcitation was horrible to go through.

The worst part of it is coping with domination it's so odd I am very vanity driven in terms of my narcicism I can't help make fun of over-dominante people they are the most insecure judges I faced, and often times had and still have more corrupt tendencies imo then me, anyhow this was odd it's not even pseudo-alpha, it's just deplorable trash, and that really get's the people yearning to be this chiefdom, but that is not conscious leadership, anyhow I have to reflect more on this, I am cooking on the side finding more tricks. I definitely should express my tool oriented side more, but not be overly mechanistic, and look more deeply into others intuition, I have to see what turns out right etc.

It was an issue to date an irresponsible girl with daddy issues and a saviour complex with this damsel in distress and DR-archetype zoomer gamer etc. I see some healthy creative quality women on apps at times, it's good to interact with real profiles and check the "market/palace" depending on perspective, I have to be more wary of my addictive tendencies, also including sex, I killed my sex drive with swimming, exercising and just engaged in the neccesity of it, right now I can't tell I move to littel and have to many open questions.

At times these health books eventually I get schizophrenia from sugar, let's see where I will head after this scenario it's quite serious but I am done with luciferianic women, and anti-psychdelic relationships, that just want weed and fun, I used it as a medicinal tool and entertainment not to get laid by the fame and rich, and take black culture and fuck Bryson Tiller and whatever fuck nig*** exists, sorry for writting this I am partially black I will take my black rights to say the n-word or change the constitution, it's odd anyhow how this developed, I am glad I charted my sexual proclivities with spiral dynamics and the courses I did over integral, but most depth work is done more quietly, I understand myself more that I am a 2 consciously by personality and a 4 by design which is unconscious, it's odd balancing survival, wisdom without survival and experiencing spirituality, but I am hyped to push myself to a 1h practice and get some practical things going, a bit to excited but i am over-coffinated. I don't quite understand my D.N.A so far, and I am done with scientific women, that are not directly in medicine etc. CS is fine, but any field outside of it just no, to much lucifer and feminism idk just fuck a transgirl or suck a dick or smth. idk I am odd, I had to much experience with gay ppl with my family it does not make sense to me but whatever I guess that is the fked priviledge of the 21'st century but here comes A.I!!! I hope I can work with integral more closely when I finally get permanent employment, I was so depressed and some of this stuff where they pay a lot is relatively easy and I get bored, I still have some issues figuring stuff out most of it is health based, but I am just glad my mother is happy again, and that I am feeling more happy and elated based on some simple practices I did, I am a very simple person, but if people take me for granted, I would not budge anymore if I end lifes at this point after this garbadge treatment from fake women in academia that co-opt their entire self-esteem process with knowledge and intellecutalization, instead of facing their own demons, and I face so many demons, beautiful, ugly, diverse or not, I have a legit demon on my body, that motherfucker will bite you and eat you alive, and I don't mean my penis. Sorry and not sorry for my waves of superiority, I have to cope, with the b.s of statistics and femininity and statistics just not being integral math it's so odd how arrogant modernity still is, and how post-modernity makes "trash" class, anyhow anyhow. I should make more memos and rectifiy them with A.I,. I don't know I have to be a bit careful and move into nature to much tech at times is not so good.

I wonder man what happend the policemen could've easily shot me, I can't be energetically open with these weirdos around me, it's not good, I am not reacting to this as my father was in the mp, often times it's the most innocent things that get me into trouble it's odd, but I still get a kick out of the scenario, fucking ridiculous, I don't own a gun etc. anyhow being black and messing with the police is not a good idea, but I can't take some of them serious and I still respect them, imo they did good work, I could've easily ended them all in a true mode of psychosis, and the situation was serious but I am amazed how many ppl they need for me, HAHAHH deluded but funny.

Studying this also showed me issues with the line 2 which is the natural for e.g I studied for statitics 5 days to write a B and I thought I failed the entire class, there is still a hurdle for me to overcome when it comes to digesting information & biology I did a lot of things right it's just not enough it would be better to test more and to simply forget the health principles that are to holistic as it's very difficult to source these products without connections and still sticking with the more moderate choices, in the end I want to quit taking sugar completely to the degree where it's true moderation, as that is very difficult listening to a new auidbook about neurodiscipline it's easier to entirely quit and focus on one thing only, I am often forced to go and explore multiple roles, understanding the connection of my design is simply better idk if simply biology insights help via ancestors etc. my american family the female side is highly educated the male side mostly military and the german, just the random normie trying to do good, it's odd, oh and my aunt glocking myself away with billionairs with 2000iq but brain damage, these people are all cripples but rich it's odd, just odd seeing rich cripples lesbian baby dogs, and all of these "coping strategies" where I think with my mother and family, what about health wtf happend just greed billions money and science?

I am just very happy my mother is alive, I thought several times she might passed away and had very negative thoughts about her, during some massive breakdowns I realized how much serenity a women gives to a child she has born, imo women that don't have children can't properly sense that quality and look for that type of serenity in the idea of light in science, the intuition is not wrong, but seeing women who have children act consciously, and the whole point of human design just opens my eyes for the collective conformity that is more on the fringes of left to modern, not conservative religious orthodox people, and the issue of the new age, a.i and tech, quite interesting, but often times imo my viewpoints are a bit to advanced, and I interconnect a lot where I require more practice, I am done with most videos leo posted after being with a sociologist, it's for me shallow material in contrast to some of his videos, but seems to be good for others...

This is very interesting I did a lot of stuff right, if this includes nutrtion and I can finally build on that, on the video with the jews, I watched this last year already IIRC I posted it here or even with an old account, here but I saw the video on conformity to inform ya'll I am learning more depth about my personality, most stuff I found was shallow, my systems are also improving, killing more distractions will be intersting, but I am glad I swore of alcohol, this has robbed me of creative work capacity, I get a spiritual intoxicant high, but I can use my tongue taste and inspiration for different things, I keep going through this now, I have to test and validate all of these new systems, the stuff I did was very advanced at my masters program, and talking to A.I they evaluate my depth differently, as I see some stuff is being taken over, but I have some doubts, due to these chinese models becoming ever more present in U.S tech being to tech conferences myself etc. But more importantly my health and food! I am looking for better ways to deal with that and still enjoy stuff, it's better to eat some ice cream sometimes and some stupid snack food, then to go for alcohol and wine on the weekend, I was pretty close to live as a pure model, and before I meet the ex I would've dated a model, but she had some issues with drug addiction prior, but was into Urban planning and more holism, not the fun & adventure calculus statistics type of girl, but someone who actually went through something and just knows LEBEN as a phiolosophy with and without a gateway, anyhow I stop I don't think most can relate. I am studying more of the design part, and then take up the new experiements with the note-taking thing I found another pen, ideally this works now to take notes on this pad, but idfk if I can test everything, I still require some help with coffee, I am absolutely coffee addicted, but it helps me to get things done, if I eat how I would be required to life, my enviroment turns very odd, I can't be to "spiritual" around normies, especially when I can push my practice back to 1h, but I have to see I might go for a walk and buy some ice cream I really enjoy nature, but now I have to go through this period of b.s with the hostility of scientific fake feminist women, who have a very deep underbelly of jealousy, something about their D.N.A is partially fked in contrast to seeing 5's of the enneagram and more true intutive scientists, I often hooked them, but they became partially so jealous to belond to the elite, and I saw that stage purple shadow pull, it's at best just smash and pass, there is no value in such a human, if there is a lack of integration of wilbers work, and these people never faced serious issues of death and anihilation. I have to be careful now after i realized I could'Ve gone into mahasamadhi based on state alone, that what I do is very dangerous at times, and my D.N.A does not need a psychdelic to go that deep, anyhow most issues are points about health, I can't live to clean, also I should invest more into foods, I was so depressed after the death of a loved on I could not cook, now I can eat like a good, but I require a calm enviroment or a silently stimulating one, I tested mindful eating at the university it was insane how people eat for survival a couple of days ago with the b.s of the arrogant nobillity and people who experienced eduaction, but are not truly elite, I can sense how the snobishness kicks-in or through wealth, idk I had a different experience as it was more related with death, legacy and the depth of the man of 0, imo these people don't understand and intellectualize their experience of legacy, and don't quite get the legacy I intuit with white light type of experience, the casual, ananda and bliss, there is a very deep jealousy with spiritual seekers, and just a way to be stupid about it, I have to look where I eventualyl find a better place integral had some issues with some nazi stuff with corey at times, I feel and notice something is just f*ed, and I know my f*ed parts anyhow I stop here.

The easiest shit test for a stage blue shadow with is with health, how consistent can you be with health and still produce results that align with your vision, doing some exercises and working out and meditating showed me and shows me generally where am I on the spiral as well as delusions, as long as I keep alcohol and cigarettes away from me, I can't really engage with the entire complexity of the thread, but generally just working out, meditating and doing 3-2-1 process for years killed most of my issues with stage blue, till I got into dating, and relationships, where I had to stop doing it, and the more I even cleaned my shadow the faster the relationship was gone. It was a a weird experience, I am an INFJ in case this helps to relate, but I conflate so many systems already, it's interesting you'd type as INTP from what I could read, I would've typed INFJ also. I still have some issues with stage blue & burn-out, and schedules but it's mostly tool based, and partially health as I was overworked, and had little time to relax and I still reconfigure systems constantly as they don't work for what I am building, and I yearn for it to be unique etc. creating more real value and being used for real value, not for my image or my masculine beauty and strength etc. I have very odd experiences, but getting into some type of consistent schedule, with trial, reviews, integration and reflection showed me more where my hick-ups are with stage blue, now it's more political or historical even gentically, I notice some very dark shadows, but it must also be because I am more INFJ and I see the dark side relatively often in humans.

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I seem to recover more quickly, with all of the tools, and I could go back to a legitmate 1h practice daily, and go about my purpose and refine it, there have been to many ups and downs and I still record the process, I don't know still if sharing it online helps, it helps to some extend, but some people are very closefisted and have more of a closefisted personality which does not fit with my extroverted personality, I am considering doing 1h daily or 30 minutes and 15 minutes in the evening, and to simply use the new more complex tools, to handle the new more novel complex tasks, as these old tools did nothing and I steadily had issues, also facing different types of views, and imo I don't meet enough people who're open-minded enough, and most are into survival, or psychdelics, but I don't require psychdelics at all to get into deep states of meditation, at times they are a hinderance, it's mostly my open-mindedness interested in exploring them, but I stop here, there is still a core issue of getting help and autonomey and a negative influence Leo's teaching created, which is similar to the nazification of academy, hidden within plain-sight of the post-modern causes, as they obstruct survival with just vibes, but add very little to purpose and stability, there are just some simple issues, where I will be required to make the first steps and take more of a leading role, I will add the value of conscious leadership today, as I get many roles about leading a team also, I did not act out on plans and I still have to refine them, it was just stupid to take cannabis and alcohol right after the break-up, but I was also so pissed I injured my hand in the gym, very quickly, I can grow and study very quickly, but the depth of very profound thing, I require some time, I will also take peace as the last value, so I can finally work closer with my D.N.A I also found something that will only be free till first of september etc. so I am moving a bit quickly. Enjoying some anjunaradio meanwhile:

I just legit came back from a 30 minute meditation and was considering if it's even worth it to put all of the effort I put into consciousness practices in my 20's into perspective, especially learning more about daoism and subtle energy, but prefering a more "zen-type" approach etc. the whole "zen-type" shikentaza approach of "I am already enlightend, so I just sit and let that conscious spontaneity or zen bounce come to me", that is what I meant in contrast to the planning leadership, steadily being in the mind, being strategic about events, and places where is fun, where is spontaneity, and where I can even be more spotaneity knowing, I might become a little rigid etc. just the whole planning and leading in advance, even when the ex-gf liked it, as soon, as I focused more on a zen-type of approach, was more in being meditated more, we somehow compensate with "mindful & conscious sex", as she said she never been touched like this before, I read books on touching errogenous zones, from women who know their stuff, and it was recommended in some games group for getting to know women. The whole spontaneity pushes this coagulation of being the "ahrimanic" force where materalism and emotions completely coagulate, and your practically similar to a stone, but act out materalistic pleasures, and there is not a sense of stoic masculinity of overcoming the challenge of the relationship itself, it's like your a robot just spending billions, on women, while coagulating inside. I am also still learning about this, but this ahrimanic force or materalism not expressed in this luciferianic performative overdrive, is something completely different, as the "god-likeness" of service and devotion and depth and intimacy in a relationship is replaced with materalism, that can also be very subtle things, especially if there was a connection, but imo most of these things require a spiritual relationship of mutual compatibility of practices and knowing the differences etc. It's quiet complicated, it's easier to be grounded, and steady as a leader and more in a man of 0 and being a man of superior quality, but including sexual practices spiritualy or even spiritualy flavoured offers a different can of worms, and pandoras box, I can't write more, I am still contemplating I hope this clears up or show some insight into my perspective, it's mostly a relationship that is based on materalistic expressions where your soul coagulates at one point, there is a lack of openness, trust and groundedness that would be more ahrimanic from what I learned recently.

I have one core issue of making things concise, it creates a weird line where every social type of skill and relation is just framed into pure logic, I prefered working with some creatives, as they see the neccessity of making it concise and also self-express more intutively then with academics or more problem solving oriented people, what I dislike about people who see everything as a problem to solve, is they lack idealism about the world being as perfect as it is, and even when they do their best to help or do good, often they exactly miss the skeptical logic the hexagram gate 63 can provide, as it doubts more and ask of the anti-thesis more, instead of pushing towards a solution and production, hence you question the nature and the origin of the problem and doubt more, and come to different ways of solving where solving can be applied, and the way or "algorithm" then plays a role or procedure to solve a task etc. I often have the problem of finding the perfect solution, and then making it more concise, but the forever conciseness of things made me wonder, if I can elongate the simple basic principle, do I not find more or deeper principles? I will setup my new internet and take care of things, I will most likely block actualized.org in a few days and test different methods of studying, as my tablet is not good enough to take efficient notes, I have to take different ways, the screen is not responsive enough, and I had to buy one on a whim, I miss some solo time shopping and looking for products I tend to spend an entire day just looking buying nothing, even when I had money, I mostly buy small snacks and enjoy my time, valuing quality time is very different instead of ravenous shopping sprees etc. even when I enjoy the energy when I see others do it for the adventure/thrill, but I stop here. I have a lot to do.

Good video:

I am procrastinating, a bit, I might put actualized on the blocklist and go about projects, as my setup is finally better, I can only make so much progress daily, I still have to remove a lot of stuff, but at times things just break, and I also tend to forget, and I still have to create some setups, now that make sense to what I experience. I require a lot of breaks, I could not even find the time to go properly to doctors, with the pressure they put on in this a.i coding space at times, I don't really know going through this saturn return was a huge issue, due to the issue of I have to let go and integrate at the same time, and I keep finding new solutions etc. I have completely new different ways of studying, I am becoming more of the old me while the new me also comes forth, but I really would like to get away currently from the issues of modernity with the issue that caused for colonailism and the fakeness of most in these areas, anyhow I watch the video from leos blog on the side, I had some thoughts and some odd dreams recently, I never dream but somehjow I am dreaming again, I don't know why I had dreams about people copying my systems

Y, I interconnect them all since 1-2 years mentally, statistics etc. is mostly just a tracker for what occures in human realm not true causality of wonder etc. but my perspective here is more philosophical, there is some scientific evidence with eegs to it, also with the enneagram, I find these tools useful, but I expanded them, as they provided to little use without the perspective of subtle energy completely dismissing the psychological/energetic developments of the east, the enneagram is a bit deeper, but fundamentally shows vices, gifts, and core behavioural dynamics and has a bit more history, but as it's an oral tradition it's a bit of a mystery to track it from where it originated IIRC it was nomadic cultures even. Enneagram just seeing as SX/SO/SP drives is very simplistic I did the original courses from Helen Palmer over at integral there is way more depth in the enneagram, most are just not at the point of development where the discussion is worth it, imo but this is my opinion, survival just takes over business, money success and fun. In the west we call it just vibes, but there are entire traditions and practices rooted in subtel energy, I find it odd and quite conformist, so I actually studied a bit more intutively what to do about subtel energy, instead of just going about it in a super technical way with meridians or just vibe & have fun, both are fine, but I enjoy how there have been intersecting attempts, and I can use my strengths better, for e.g especially as NI leadership is often called for or IR leadership in the age of A.I and the archetype is recommended to be in that, the history is very interesting but super dense beyond what you could get from academics imo. I share your perspective even if it seems otherwise, I am integrating a lot of things, if something seems messy, please just dismiss it, I've meet a lot of f*ed people and these frameworks help me to become a better human, not just go about survival or spirituality, but to actually have a bridge, or just feel free to condem me, I am most likely on some death lists after what I experienced recently.

What I experienced being a man who was constantly complimented from women feeling safe, centered and stable mostly coming from physical health and stability and possibility to create a lot of abundance in the tech field with a.i, is the core issue of feminim politics and a.i partially and the whole frame of evolution, it's all fine if a man is that masculine and leads with presence instead of with words and actions, but I had my fair share abusive experiences with this, most leadership imo is practiced among men with men, but as it turned into this cat show of autonomey, it's often the one who holds more autonemous power, but then is also feared as if he/she is an arbiter, it's odd currently, even if you run no tactics, justs systems and drop the systems to be authentic, there is a huge risk to loosing stability and centered energy itself, as you'd require someone conscious enough to be comfortable in the unknown and lead that field, like your a pioneer in a field, and I worked and been with several now in the cs/a.i space, I also find women amon each other analyze men a lot, it's a polarity not really a dynamic. The whole risk I see with being centered and grounded, is the provider and reproductive frame of society, women & men steadily focusing on people, and not the more transcendent quality of life, that exactly creates the stability, safe and centered energy, it's a huge issue of equanimity, for e.g. I can feel more centered and stabilized going about high-pace activities or music, where others would go crazy and feel threatend by lethargic types of people and women, who want to solve everything by moving slow, while my entire system screams DANGER TO SLOW go away! I saw this recently at a blood donation, the person was not really up to dealing with someone who is trained in efficiency daily, and my entire system revolted, it's odd how different people experience patience, and depth of groundedness depending on a survival and spiritual and transendence sense, there should be a distinction and interconnection, I did this with the Keith Witt course, but leading a young women into spirituality just yearning to manifest money and wealth, is not really something I was trained in, was very disappointed as I was loved for the material quality and the groundedness, safety and centered energy of survival and not the spiritual qualities, and I just craved music or other sources of yin, as I had nothing of her, it was very odd to experience that for simplicities sake it was an INFJ (me) and her ENFJ type of relationship, so it was very interesting to see how the secondary position of NI can't possibly keep up with the issues an NI dominante person faces in terms of complexity, I did not even introduce her to my INFJ friends as they all had relationship problems, with the issue of materalism and idealisticness, and I am the most realistic one, hence attracting more "baddies" for being more realistic, anyhow conflating it with BaZi & subtle energies made more sense to figure out what type of person I am, instead of only crunching my intuition I can outsource more intelligently to different roles, while I am fortunate it's recommended to use NI to mitigate all of it, but I am very deep now into this imo beyond integral, as there are to many "normis" feeding the statistic basis of the bell curve, anyhow I find it odd as the original sources often open the doors to more complexity to integrate into the character and simplify, but I am just learning more about Tarot currently and human design, I studied enough of the enneagram, and mbti is something I enjoy any time generally also the ennea 2 etc.

I have to do some stuff now, I might just block actualized.org again, it has little intellectual benefit to the brainyacks I seriously had to deal with, it's very different, I still enjoy the conversation but I doubt most people read more then 50 books seriously in their lives, and the whole screaming for pragmatism will just cause a pragmatic type of populism idk, I fix more stuff daily, and still have stuff to do, mostly I am still looking for a plattform to share my personality, I am mostly interesting in sharing perspective, I've seen so many fked and childish things here, anyhow I will setup my new internet and see what will happen I wasted enough time.

You can extract these whole socionic lines already to archetypal roles and subtle elements with the wu-xing, I am heavy NI users, which is the mystic or IR for me Yang Earth, and my officer TE is overabundant with strong Yin-Fire energy as stabilizer, but to me there is nothing stable about fire, besides it's spiritual nature, which can also have a saturnian type of maturity, so I seem older then my age shows or tells, but still have plenty of youthful energy, but my perspective might be a bit to advanced, if ppl did not read a religion of tomorrow by ken wilber etc. I find people who use MBTI are fundamentally stuck at orange/green levels of thinking and calculus also at this level mathematically it's odd, imo this theory does not let one grow if jungs perspective and wilbers perspective or even Leo's take partially are not unified, the enneagram imo is also more powerful. For e.g I am abundant in TI,TE,NI,FI People who use MBTI fundamentally are stuck in TIER I cognition imo, it stopped making sense to me after I attended a university, and imo the theory and model is not very complete without interconnecting. It makes the model more subtel energy aware and not only forces a mechnical western lense for e.g Function BaZi archetype Ni偏印 Indirect Resource Ne正印 Direct Resource Ti七杀 Seven Killings Te正官 Direct Officer Fi食神 Eating God Fe伤官 Hurting Officer Si偏财 Indirect Wealth Se正财 Direct Wealth There have been scholars etc. I was recently hanging-out with mostly INFJ's as an INFJ, but I interconnect, this gave me more insight into my strong energy expression, as am an INFJ with a 7k structure, and having different types of combinations in my chart shows me the issue of subtel energy and why the western focuses on a causal type of view anyhow, my 2 cents to all of this, this helped me grow more in character and finding strengths, as people project and see different stuff, the big 5 is also good, but I had to figure out that my dominante NI is recommended to use the strong more masculine forces of Yang-Fire TI 7k which to many would be "main character energy" but I face a lot of jealousy generally fire energy tends to generate that, any how this is mostly work I've done myself. It's quite exhausting to find sources, I found them in the past as my systems sort of been destroyed and there is enough character devlopment looking at the system alone, but here is some source pointing to the scholar that unified it, it's relatively intuitive, but I struggle if people are overdominant in TI or TE, especially TE makes little sense to TI views of constructs and construction, anyhow I have to do some stuff. https://www.guoyitang.com.cn/geju/1620.html?utm_source=chatgpt.com