Willy Phallicus

There's nothing anyone can do to save the terminally stupid from themselves. Can anyone help the Palestinian cause? No because they're retarded islames.

Thanks for dreaming me up and giving me the opportunity to also be God.

"I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the Lord do all these things."

The goal is not to spare yourself the horror or save yourself from the suffering, nor is it to be redeemed so as to return to perfect nirvanic bliss. The goal is to make the suffering of existence productive. To use it to give substance to the fluff that is you in order to forge your soul and liberate your spirit - so while the Pater (pattern/demiurgos) is cruel and tyrannical, it is not evil. If its not evil then we owe it to ourselves to find out what the suffering is all about. Being fucked is not without its value because some truths only emerge when you got nowhere to run and nowhere to hide. You can swim or you can sink into an eternal fucked up hell where all the intellectual pourquoi's rapidly devolve into tortured lamentations of WHY, WHY, WHY GOD IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME WHY, WHY, WHY ,WHY, WHY. The horror is the reason why, the existential terror is the reason why. If there was no threat of hell I would have blown my fucking head off long ago. On the other hand however, if something far larger and more grand than little ol human me decided that this clusterfuck should exist then maybe its not just an accidental absurdity. Maybe its a gift given in good faith through good will by a living transcendence of pure freedom and infinitely exquisite and boundless joy that holds a promise too marvelous to be imagined and it might be worth sticking around to see it through.

I dont really disagree but what I like about shrooms is they don't let you off the hook like some other substances. You are more or less forced to confront your petty delusions/trauma and sometimes it aint pretty when you have to look at what an asshole you have been for your whole life. The good news is you can then get rid of your asshole self after that. Its just you baby. Thanks for dreaming me up and giving me an opportunity to become real.

Just to reiterate solipsism - or all of reality being the creation of a lone, infinite mind - isn't a belief. Belief is identifying with the 3D and the five senses. You think the world is real and stuff is actually happening. You are really convinced of this - what a preposterous and irrational belief.

True. What you need is might. Too bad screaming genocide every five minutes isn't fighting or getting things right. Be that as it may there is no one in a position to lecture israel on the nation stealing game and what that entails without being a hypocrite. Also true. Too bad our ancestors didn't war against civilization and make sure this shit show didn't manifest but here we are. Now we are all at the mercy of the dominant minority but I guess if things could be better than they would be. Ironically, choosing a side is the thing that feeds and perpetuates the evil instead of alleviating it but like you said people have to awaken but no one is really ready to have that convo.

No one gets out of here alive. But we still live forever. I think thats called a win win or something.

Pain and suffering is not without value. Its telling you something. It may be a reminder that its possible to overcome all obstacles. It also suggests that while the matrix is an absolute shit show that doesn't portend that its architect is malicious or evil.

The masters offering help tell you to go inside, where the kingdom of heaven is. You're already familiar with the external now acquaint yourself with what gave rise to it. I can attest its great advice and wonderful help because they're not joking. The big answers have nothing to do with the external world of man. The map is not the territory.

People will have faith in anything. Except themselves. A good hero's journey to salvation and redemption story usually has lots of suffering and loss so the savior has what it takes to do the savior'ing when its time and makes the whole ride worth it. The more repression, the more immersion, the more epic your quest, the greater your insights and rewards, the better the story.

Let's not get it twisted. Solipsism isn't a belief system. People just don't believe solipsism. I cant get mad at them cuz they're doin the lords work.

Sure wish there was a country out there that didnt have its borders established through war and mass death so they could lecture israel so we dont have these rocks being flung around the glass house.

Sorry to hear that. Shrooms are my favorite way to trip. Always sad when you go through all the prep to have it not work.

Its actually very simple. If you're looking to the external you're doing it all wrong. "Spiritual work" or whatever you want to call it is a deeply personal and solo journey to what is on the inside. Even among so called spiritual people the percentage of them that actually "get there" is pitifully small. Many are chosen, few are called. Like everyone else, they still look to the third dimension and five senses to validate them. You dont need to go beyond this forum to find proof of that although it exists in spades if you do. So yeah all other plot lines in the space like psychedelics vs meditation or jesus vs buddha vs gnosticism vs your guru vs my guru is all meaningless noise buzzing over the heart of the matter.

No one is awake because we're all still living the dream.

There is nothing to reconcile. The whole universe emerged from absolute nothing. Because this reality is the creation of an infinite scalar nothing this reality is nonlinear. All properties are emergent but they are at the same time preexistent and self created. There is no way to say it - it can only be "sensed". It's why the mundane conception of karma is invalid - every thing happens before it does and everything happens simultaneously - there is no sequence (think ouroboros). In a nonlinear reality predetermination vs freewill is meaningless. The totality is beyond time and space - everything within context and sequence is only at best quasi real - a very convincing dream. There is no such thing as the future. All of it. There is nothing outside Gods will. If the planet gets nuked to extinction next week, so what? Just make a new planet. Duh. If you think God has any qualms about obliterating humans or entire galaxies and anything in between think again. He can blow everything to smithereens and human could go the way of the dinosaur and maybe something better comes along to take their place or God rolls it back and tells the human redemption story instead. Maybe Christ doesn't have to be crucified. Maybe it ends up being a zombie apocalypse movie. But sure, nuclear winter is certainly on the table. How about nuclear devastation with zombies, Terminators and a moon base? I can't really say, there is no limit to the imagination. God is obviously a big fan of telling himself wild stories where other minds exist and the stakes are high. It doesn't matter - in the best way possible. Existence is meaningless - but it doesn't have to be boring. It is the blessing and curse of infinite existence. Nothing matters but since you can convince yourself otherwise with your limitless power it's not a deal breaker for you. Winning the lottery is great, winning the lottery forever isn't, hence the contrast. And of course you sprinkle in the whole 'finding out youre God and it was just you all along' thing into the story so you can remember the old news but it in a way that makes it feel like the first time. Its the one thing that never gets old - remembering who and what you truly are. God gave himself infinite funds, made sure he didn't get hurt in the wreck and told himself the wreck a mistake because he wanted to have the 'unfathomably rich person who is immune to injury who walks away from car accidents thinking it was a mistake' experience.

Not.

When you hit the appropriate depth of awareness you remember that you made life suck on purpose - your experience is perfect because its exactly what you were going for. The experience you are having is precisely the experience God wants to have. God doesn't make mistakes.

"Oh fuck Im alone I imagined all that."

Tired.

The baby is born awake. Then its drugged, educated and conditioned into convincing itself the emperor is indeed wearing some mighty fine clothes and the cave shadows are all there is.

Yeah when you have your own thoughts and opinions you run the risk of aggravating some hate mongering cult. You gotta pick a side to let everyone know whose team your on. A) palestine or B) israel. I want option C. Fuck em both.

Its been well over a hundred times but Ive only ever had the one awakening experience. I just couldn't make sense of it in the early going.

For myself, the insanity part is on the way up until I breakthrough to the Godhead and get beyond the ego. After that its pretty chill, although I say and experience things that other people would find insane. You said it feels insane to look at another person and realize they are you. Have you ever tried having a conversation with someone when in that state?