Willy Phallicus

One of us needs to wake up. Yknow, like really wake up. I'm holding back and hoping it is one of you. If yall are going to leave it to me to fulfill the prophecy and save the world I know for certain most won't like it. Im talking old wrath of God type stuff and you will be judged. Ill actually pulling for you because I wouldn't mind sharing the universe with Batman and hot strippers. I hope you do better with the economy and quality of life but you might have killed two birds with one stone there with the strippers. Remains to be seen.

Stop telling yourself the story that you're blocked and actually do the inside the work which will eventually lead to you giving yourself the happiness you deserve and desire since nothing and no one in the external can do that for you. Which some psychedelic experiences should have revealed to you at one point or another or so I would think. I can only speak from my experience but when the psychedelic got wind that I was using it as an escape it simply reminded me where the real freedom was which was my free will choice to feel however I wanted in the only moment I have access too - right now. That doesn't mean there won't be anger, sadness, grief, elation, impatience felt at times it just means those states are no longer dominate your overall internal state of being to your personal detriment.

If you got the numbers the thing to do would not be to go to the capital and protest, the thing to do would be go on strike and shut the system down. But that would cost people their jobs and houses and since people aren't really serious about it they won't go that far. They won't make any real sacrifice and the politicians know that these protesters are clowns like that so fuck them. All the grifting shills will never advocate that - because once people understand how effective that would be then any and all prospect for the violent revolution that the politicians and media are working so hard to foment would be lost.

Its called Nature and Nature is an effing c--t.

"in the world but not of it"

People think finding truth is adding things onto them when its the opposite. If you want to get beyond human constructions you start eliminating each and every one of them. This is a solitary and personal process that has jack shit to do with the external world of man.

Ego "death" psychedelic trips just reveal to you that what you take as everyday mundane reality is actually the miracle you've been seeking your entire life. Eyes to see and all that jazz. You dont need psychedelics either but they sure are an effective short cut if you're brave enough. Remembering that what you take for being your mind is actually the only mind in existence (the kingdom is within) takes some serious intestinal fortitude to acknowledge and carry with you at all times. The Truth has never failed anyone, it is the people that failed Truth.

God is lonely and bored. Right now he isn't. Mission accomplished.

That's the standard accusation. The hypocritical irony with this of course is that it's an ego that's making that call.

If you assume every girl is looking to extort you or at least thinking about it then you're gonna pick that exact girl out of any crowd 4 out of 5 times. As long as you aren't trying to impress her by spending obscene amounts of money just be smart about it without being cheap either.

I dont hate Jews or nothin but it would appear they run the earth and 99% of the planets population are landless peasants so I could see why some people might be upset with ownership.

Being born into this world was a no win situation from jump street so its best to be proactive under these circumstances and understand this is as good as it gets. Just relax and enjoy the show.

Ego has a big problem with solipsism for obvious reasons. The entirety of its identity is based on the external, apparently separate material world. Once you defeat choronzon and the veil is rent it's a choice to go back into fluff and bullshit and denial. Know Thyself is a completely optional free will choice. They aint my rules but "To know but not do is to not know". I Am or I Am not. Ask Neo. You either believe in yourself or you don't. So if you think solipsism as applied to God is somehow beyond the capabilities of God then the atheists have a better grasp of God than you do.

Oh its just as awesome as anything else, I agree.

Yes. The astral plane is just another imaginary plane to get lost in. Since you referenced the bible im just throwing it out there that it contains enough truth to prevent you from barking up the wrong tree all time like you do when you start giving meaning to astral planes.

Being Nemra will get old after about 70 or 80 years and then you won't want to be Nemra anymore.

Probably the best book ever written about reality. Just don't make a religion out of it.

What I really mean is you have to forgive your trespasses and those who trespassed against you so to speak. Thats virtually impossible from the egoic lense and the ego doesn't like giving up control. Sounds like youll be alright though. If you've experienced ego death already you'll know how to let go. Shrooms keep you on the hook until that point and it plays for keeps. It will tell you the most horrific shit to break you if necessary.

Solopsism is the perfect blasphemy. It helps to get you to what it really means - Absolute Sovereignty.

That was the case on every subsequent trip. Nothing in the way anymore. Ego fucks off early because it learned its lesson. I would trip with the expressed intent of getting there ASAP so I could maximize the amount of time I had in the space. Worked out well enough for the time I indulged in them.

Row, row, row your boat gently down the stream merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily Life is but a dream.

There's no Willy Phallicus. No ego calling the shots. Dad woke up from his sunday morning nap and decided to see what the kid was up too and dominates the room when he enters into it. I can do better than that. I can point to it. Its whatever you are experiencing right now. Thats the miracle. You're that miracle. Reality isn't veiled, its your perception. As William Blake so eloquently put it, "If the doors of perception were cleansed everything would appear to man as it is, infinite." Because theres a difference (except there isnt - the paradox that cant be resolved from the human perspective) between Self with a capital S and self with a little one. Its not one or the other its both - you can look through either end of the telescope you choose. When Jesus takes the wheel you have no doubts about what you're experiencing. You're both creator and creation wrapped up in one splendid shiny bow. Then you go back to ego because the game is more interesting to play that way. The stakes become real again. Conversations and sex aren't awkward. Food is something you look forward too, you have people you can love and hate etc etc But conversing, with a loved one, post ego death, reveals unto the observer the mechanics of how everything is working "behind the scenes" so to speak but is really in front of your face every waking moment. The idea of no separation goes from guesswork to lived experience and it all clicks for you.

You don't have to pretend humanity isn't its own bitter enemy that is constantly seeking its own destruction. Its okay to acknowledge that. Rule numero uno, judge not lest ye be judged. Don't turn that into an identity to operate from. Otherwise you're no better than what you rail against. You have to like, be conscious and shit.

Psilocybin is not a free pass to infinity. You need to have your shit together going in or be open to working through any open wounds with the mushroom before it lets jesus dry your tears. You have to earn it. Any kind of resistance (which is futile as youre not given the option) and you could potentially be in for a real bad time if you havent come to grips with what a piece of shit you are, assuming thats the case. Shrooms were always a party drug for me in the earlier times of my life. Never did anything more than an eighth and always had a good time although the specifics have faded with time. Then one day many years later, never knowing who Terrance Mckenna was or anything Alan Watts was on about I randomly stumbled upon 7g of extremely potent shrooms and figured what the fuck. The only I advice I got going in from the person handing them to me was, "well, you don't want to end up in the fetal position". Needless to say, I ended up in the fetal position sobbing like a mutant until I begged for death and that's when the heavens parted I remembered that "this" was all a bad fucking dream and it was me torturing myself the whole time so I could wake up from it and appreciate how the divine conquered infinite existence. So in the end the risk was worth the reward.

Me too, despite the promise of the infinite. I'm deeply attached to this character and God is quite fond of him as well. The only thing Id be losing is my asshole self but the idea still wounds the human part of me. There's many other things I would like to experience as this character. The good news is this is guaranteed. Its going to be taken from you one way or another no matter what you do so you might as well align with the forces that forge and liberate your soul instead of the ones put there to take it from you. You don't want to step into the abyss of eternity as a perpetual victim with a bitch heart. When the christians say believe in jesus for eternal life they did, at the very least, got it half right. Jesus' main message was we are all Christ (or Christs if you prefer). Its a special thing to actually experience it for yourself. Then, well, you know. Death may be the end of you and your organism but the end of you is where you begin.