musicalwatch

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  1. I watched Leo's video on "Developing Introspection" while tripping on mushrooms. It was insane. He was able to control my body and I saw my face in his. But then I also witnessed him as being a pirate with hair and something like a gnome. What would be a good video to watch if I took a heroic dose?
  2. Haha I don;t even have a bedsheet. Just straight piss on the matress ))
  3. I also pissed my bed by the way while listening to Alan Watts. I can't remember much except for increased heartbeat and the feeling like I am going to die now. Then letting go. Idk. It was badass but I am not doing it again for a while
  4. @YimpaHis mask and the whole energy in this video. He wasn't as kind as in the others. Topic itself didn't interest me either. Basically, "you are not interested in philosophy" was a clue to switch to something else.
  5. Oh man. I am still in it but it was great! I started watching "Intro to Serious Philosophy" but got really scared so i ran away to Alan Watts and put his lectures on autoplay. But then I ended up with your video "Understanding the Liberal mind". You didnt want me to go but I had to clean my room and take a shower. THanks everyone! Hope you all have an awesome day
  6. 3+ hours too. It is going to be great
  7. Thank you, Leo. I will do it tomorrow
  8. Well, you get to watch Vladimir Epifancev. An alternative to Leo but exactly the same message about solipsism. Enjoy.
  9. You could try to become a freelance English-Russian interpreter with Lionbridge. It is telephonic work-from-home pick your own hours kinda deal. 0.60 a minute when I was working it. Problemi, konechno, zaebeshsya slushat' ))
  10. hahaha don't become a hacker, bro ))) Most people want to create useful stuff. Hacking is usually tied to terrorist groups and shit like that. I am 32 years old and still trying to get into software development. Have a degree in Mathematics/CS but just got my immigration documents a few months ago. Your situation can't be worse than mine. WITCH companies will always hire you regardless. Body shops for programmers but at least can get the foot in the door. 1. Wipro 2. Infosys 3. Tata Consultancy Services 4. Cognizant 5. HCL Good luck
  11. Even something like sleep paralysis gets easier with time. It was truly a terrifying experience the first time I had it- no entities, just absolute terror and inability to move for a while. I was also hit with a knife and almost got killed the next day. WTF Then I had a couple of them again but nothing "crazy" happened. Got to literally have a conversation with one Internet spiritual guru I am watching(not Leo) during the paralysis. He cursed me out lol Life is weird.
  12. Well.... I've done it 4 times. First woman was unattractive and tried to pity talk me about how poor I am, etc. I got tired of talking and told her to suck me off. It was bad, I didn't get aroused at all and left Second looked nothing like the pictures and about 30 years older. I went with it, and it was bad, no arousal whatsoever. Third one was fun but probably messed up on drugs. I had to initiate to have sex with her, otherwise she would just keep telling some stories. Then she told me "Hey! It is called making love, not clubbing someone to death!!!". I apologized and kept going. Then she told me "Pick up the condom and toss it in the toilet" Fourth one was sweet, and was just a girl struggling with money while going to college or so she said. BUT I jerked off before seeing her, she could immediately tell. It was dumb I don't recommend it
  13. Hell yeah. That's exactly me. You look like the guy I know, Ben
  14. I am probably on Autistic spectrum- my brother is and my nephew too on my father's side. I haven't diagnosed it yet and I don't want to. Yet, his comment jabbed me a little and inspired me to get better. I have a suspicion that mental illnesses don't even exist. Just fools. Don't want to say that out loud/
  15. Nobi-Van-Zhabroni. That is a Jedai's name
  16. I look at my hand at the restaurant where I work at when it is slow and boring. It is just me there on the shift, and a bartender/waiter up front. Chef probably watches on cameras how I look at my hand and just sit there. They all know that I am crazy and don't care nut he still told me "We need to have a talk tomorrow. 6 or 7 hours late for your shift wasn't the issue. You are working tomorrow at 2PM" He will probably kick my ass or yell at me or something
  17. Oi nevermind. It was my 14th post count and now it is going to be the 15th
  18. Jello/ *Hello etc. Just wanted to post this comment so I can hit number 13 for my comment count. Since I am a Devil, etc lol You know? An unlucky terrible terrible number
  19. I am saying that I probably can't do it without my family anymore. YOu know? Immigrant, 15 years in the States surviving and shit all by myself. Poor me. Need family again I think or not lol We will see
  20. Welcome, brother. And please do not watch any of Leo's videos/ They will fuck you up so hard, that you will be squealing like a bitch, you heard me?> Never watch this video
  21. Hey guys. I have recently started working as a telephonic interpreter. Russian-English, English-Russian. Work is extremely stressful but very rewarding too. I don't know whether I can make any money with it but the experience is all that matters. That whole interpretation business is so chaotic and seemingly unorganized right now with a lot of shady scammy companies, etc. Have any one of you tried something like this? I would love to hear stories! Thank you
  22. Sign language is so cool.
  23. Translation might as well get replaced soon but not interpreting- oral real-time translation and also a culture broker. The machines won't be smart enough to feel all the nuances and emotions from human speech. At least for now
  24. Leo's first enlightenment video was my moment. Shit was crazy, I still remember this day- came at my hotel room after a shift at Chinese restaurant as a server. Turned it on and got completely destroyed. It stroke me to the core. I immediately thought "Look at this bold motherfucker. What a piece of shit, what a demon. I will stop watching his shit" And then a week after, he released a video explaining all my feelings called "Thoughts after learning about enlightenment" or something like that. It is insane, completely nuts