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Barna replied to aurum's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Sambodhi No, simple golden-white light without form. -
Everything is a joke! Everything! Me writing this post to you, and everybody is trying to get enlightened, and everything else what exists is a BIG joke! :)) Everything! You won't believe it! Everything is a joke! =))
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Barna replied to Nickinicki343's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Just follow your feelings. Does stepping on grass feels the same as stepping on the foot of your dog? Does cutting a potato in half feels the same as cutting the neck of a chicken? Personally, I have nothing against eating meat, I just don't want to support with my money the killing of the animals, therefore I don't buy meat. -
Martin, I don't know how to be grateful enough to you for this video that you shared, so I call on the universe to be grateful through me on my behalf, for the benefit of all, as I am now. So it is.
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Barna replied to Leo Gura's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura This is the goal of my life. Everything else I do are just means to get there. -
Barna replied to Leo Gura's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Here is a hard one: How can I love every moment of my life more and more until I reach an ecstatic level being? -
Barna replied to Barna's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Right, I hope not! :)) -
So after my 5meo experiences the effects of weed completely changed. Last night I was smoking with my friends and when I started "tripping" they told me that I say strange things and I act strange every time I'm smoking weed, but I didn't remember the previous "weed-trips". So last night I started taking notes. Most lines don't have logical relationship with each other. The only intended relationship between the lines is that they are in the chronological order of appearing to me. But before you read the notes I should explain the meditation I learned on the trip, and I should explain my state of mind while tripping. This is the meditation: Close your eyes and ask yourself: What is the last thing that you remember right now? Concentrate on the gap between the last thing that you remember and the present moment. The state of mind: "There is no remembering in the gap. The gap is the present moment, and that is infinity itself. I don't feel fully the present moment because I insist on remembering the past. I think that if I forget the past completely, that is death itself, that is dying to the present moment. But if I live in the gap, I live in infinity. It seems like the whole world is made up to make us forget that it isn't death to forget, it is infinity. And we keep reminding ourselves that the fear of facing the forgetting is too big. But it's okay, it's all Love, we don't have to face this fear if we don't want to. " I did let go of my memories and I entered the gap. And in the gap I realized that my memories are not gone if I forget them, they are part of the infinite nature of the present moment. Here are the lines I noted down while tripping: Today while doing the gap meditation: The present moment is like a burning point on the line of time. The future and past is originated from this present moment. Like the two rays of the supernova (pulsar) is originated from the supernova itself. There are a few lines that I didn't explain because I don't know if those are relevant for you, and I don't want to make this post any longer. If you have any questions I will be happy to answer.
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Barna replied to Barna's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
This is some bizarre shit right here :)) -
Barna replied to Barna's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@cetus56 On my first bad trip on weed I could have swore that I was stuck in an infinite time loop. The same ten seconds repeated over and over again. It felt like hell. I thought my life will never continue, I thought that I will never break out of those 10 seconds. And I forgot everything that wasn't present in that 10 seconds. That was the first time when I was really afraid of forgetting everything. I entered this loop by thinking that I predicted the future. I was with friends and they showed me a song on youtube and I just asked: - So what is so interesting about this singer? - The interesting thing about the singer is that he was the first openly gay singer in the world. But how did you know that there was something interesting about the singer?! - Because I've seen it in the future... And then I entered the loop... -
Barna replied to Barna's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@SeviThe future never happens, it is always now when it arrives. We only know that the future happened when we already have a memory of it. I find no meaning on paying attention to the future because it is even more illusory than the past. At least when you're meditating. But maybe I will have a clearer understanding next time when I smoke. -
Barna replied to aurum's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@aurum Thank you! I had a few experiences while waking up from dreams. I saw bright light and I heard a very loud ringing, the ringing was so loud and intense that it hurt my brain and ears, it lasted every time just approx a half a minute. But somehow it felt good. It was similar to 5meo, but the 5meo experience didn't hurt. One time I was able to consciously recreate this experience 4 times in one nap. Thank you @Dodoster, in those days when this happened a listened a lot to exactly this video that you shared: -
Every post where you don't mention 5meo is off-topic. Every post where I didn't mention 5meo was off-topic. So #5meo and you can ask Leo about his sexual life because I'm sure that you can make up a reason why is it related...
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It's inside and outside of logic and nowhere in the same time.
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Best definition I've ever seen.
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@Seed, off-topic. @Snick-The ThinkTank, you are curious. Okay. You have a lot of questions. Okay. I could give you all the answers and make you believe that you completely understand it. Okay... So what? What is the goal of your questioning? What will you do with all your understandings? Will you run around feeling good about yourself because you think you understand everything? It cannot be understood. Even those who've experienced it don't understand it. A sober mind cannot comprehend it. It cannot be reduced to words. So how do you want to get an answer? How? And for those of you who are looking for Truth: If a human can experience Truth, then the 5meo experience is Truth itself, because it includes everything that can be experienced. If a human cannot experience Truth, then why are we even talking about it?
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@Seed I don't think that it's accurate. But I feel perfection in that state. I don't think about the state, I simply enjoy how that feels like. So I'm trying to live my life according to the Oneness that I experienced on 5meo. Not because it is true, but because it is the best experience of my life, so I'm trying to live close to that state.
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I think that Truth is besides the point. Let's say that you know the truth and you can summarize into one sentence. So what? "All is one". So what? It doesn't matter. You can run around repeating the same truth over and over again, it doesn't matter. What matters is how you live your life, and how you FEEL in your body. What matters is Truth in action. This is called Goodness. @Seed May you be blessed. I love you. How can I help you?
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Now we are getting somewhere. So you mentioned things that are redundant. Can you state what is important? Or at least not redundant? This conversation btw is really off-topic. Do you want to continue it on a new thread?
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@Dingus you are an intelligent man. May you be blessed.
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Is this your belief about the Truth? I was just trying to point out the ridiculousness of the idea of Absolute Truth. You are searching for the absolute because you think that there is something else than the present moment. The present moment is always individual, always relative. Have you ever experienced something objectively?
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@Seed The Absolute Truth is individual for each perspective, simply because the objective world doesn't exist. For whom would it exist? See? If you live your life as a person then this is your absolute truth. If you live your life as a manifestation of God then this is your absolute truth. The question is: which truth feels better to live by?
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Barna replied to Colin's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I bought the Sleephones (recommended by hemi sync). This headphone is like a comfy earband, so I can lie on my side comfortably. But I don't use it because it's not so clear as my cellphone's headphones, and I don't want to lie on my side because that way I fall asleep really fast. -
@Snick-The ThinkTank you will not "really" die. In the worst case you will fight for your life for 10 minutes. Grab your balls and take it like a man! (side note: you don't even have to literally grab your balls)