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Three years ago, I realized that I’m not my thoughts or emotions. I’m the one observing them, and the one observing everything is always whole. Getting out of this addiction was probably the hardest mental battle I’ve ever been through. I could feel how empty I became every time I masturbated. It felt like the life was slowly leaving my body. Sometimes I felt like a 70-year-old man in a 20-year-old body. I knew I had to get out of it, because otherwise I felt like it would eventually kill me. The emptiness was something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. It took many attempts and many years. I relapsed a lot. But eventually I stopped trying to run from what was underneath the addiction. I had to face myself instead of escaping every time I felt something uncomfortable. That was the biggest change for me.

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That’s true. That’s why it’s important to learn how to consciously process and manage your emotions, so you can heal the wounds you never dealt with while you were addicted. When you become present, you have to face your demons because you can no longer escape into porn. You have to face yourself in order to truly free yourself from the addiction.

Good for you

You want me to be more precise, but you’re correcting me for something I never actually said. I never claimed porn is more physically dangerous than drugs. Maybe read what I wrote instead of arguing with a point I didn’t make.

I’m not saying porn is more physically dangerous than drugs. I’m saying it can be harder to escape because it’s always there. You can’t exactly remove sex from your life and call it a day. It’s everywhere, and that makes the battle a little more complicated. Obviously, it depends on the person and the drug. But just because porn won’t kill you the way certain drugs can doesn’t mean breaking the addiction is a walk in the park.

Thank you! By the way, I really love your posts. You seem very conscious and self-aware in the way you write. We need more people like you. You go really deep in your posts, which makes them genuinely insightful and enlightening.

Almost 3 years

Yeah, I get it. You found your wake-up call. Mine just looked different. And no, I’m not getting into pickup. I’m not interested in replacing one addiction with another and calling it self-improvement. If I need women, porn, weed, or anything else just to make life feel interesting, then I’m still letting something else control me. And no, my parents aren’t funding my lifestyle. I just got tired of wasting my time and pretending I was fine with it. Eventually you either take control of your life, or you keep finding excuses for why you haven’t.

Thank you, it means a lot.

It’s a miracle to break free from this pattern. Many people might choose to end their lives because the mental struggle can be incredibly intense.

I did it 15 times in one day once. I felt compelled to do it rather than doing it out of my own free will. I could feel the life being drained out of me each time I masturbated.

You were never actually addicted. Addiction means that you feel compelled to do something even when you genuinely don’t want to. The reason you didn’t feel any different after 75 days is because you were never truly addicted to porn in the first place. If you had actually been addicted, 75 days would have made you feel like you had been reborn. You didn’t feel that way because you already had a lot of energy as your baseline, and you already felt a strong sense of wholeness without needing external experiences.

You’re very blessed not to be a slave to this crap.

By addiction, I really mean that you feel in your soul that you have to watch porn. Otherwise, something feels wrong. You treat porn like water for survival. You feel like you need it to survive. It’s a horrible experience. Two hours every day for 10 years. Masturbating more than four times a day.

What consciousness world are you in? Talk to a girl under 30 and see what happens.

I need to know, do you fucking understand me?

Spoiler alert they don’t give you an answer.

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You are not addicted to porn, sex, money, status, wealth, validation, attention, power, control, revenge, admiration, social media, likes, drama, or other people’s approval. These things only trigger a deeper sense of infinite energy or consciousness. That is what you are really seeking, not the object itself. You are addicted to infinite energy because you are infinite energy. You don’t need any of that to feel whole. If you do, it owns you. No external thing is the source. They are only triggers to the real source. If you cannot see that, you will always be a slave to the external.

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It is obvious that none of you understand what is being said. The Bible is the Word of God, but God is a sadist. He wanted the Bible to be so illogical that many people would struggle to see that it is truly His Word. But the Bible is the Word of God. We need to come up with a plan to stop this God, which may be impossible, but we have to do something. So it doesn’t matter that you have booked a meditation session for next week. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life

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