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I recently had an awakening on the scope of infinity. This is sort of how it played out in my mind. Pretend you are a bird flying about looking down. You see all the humans in their caves (homes). Each human has a story, a different place they were born, different environments, different situations, different conformities, different minds, different lives, going different places, experiencing their own local viewpoint, totally completely individual like never before. Each human is so unique in their own way. Even a human that conforms to a group of some kind is still very uniquely them in their own individual ways. Now take that same concept for humans, and now apply it to every single species on the planet. Every cat, every dog, every animal, every insect. They too, have their own upbringings, experiences. Like a house cat versus a street cat for example. All those different types of lives. Every animal ever. Every human ever. Completely local and unique. Now take that same concept and apply it to inanimate objects. Each comes from a different place, ends up in a different place. Each house is unique. Apartment 12 is not apartment 13. Each country, every civilization is unique. Each block on the pyramids is not the other block. One may have crack formations that none of the others do. Every tree. Every leaf. Every scratch on a plank of wood. Every rock. Every note played on a guitar. Never the same. You get the point. Totally unique viewpoint/creation. Now we go another layer further. Lets say someone takes a drug. Their mind takes them somewhere that no one else has experienced in the same way. Perhaps not even a drug but just a nightly dream in some other dimension. Completely unique perspective and experience. Now apply the same layering to every star, every planet, every alien, every light being, every speck of dust, every creature in some dimension somewhere. Every thought of a flying purple elephant. And all the experiences that each of these forms of consciousness are experiencing. Just new, new, new, new, new, uniqueness. Creations, perspectives, all being imagined out of the woodwork by source. Now apply to every single one of these figments of the past, present, and future. The perspective of "timelines" and viewpoints of experience in those timelines. All of it. Even though time itself is imaginary, think of the things in each of those time periods and the same infinity spirals. Now apply it to all the things a human being cannot conceive of. Infinity creates infinite threads on an infinite tapestry, each thread being a completely new perspective. And this goes on for infinity and came from infinity. It's truly mind bending. I want to point out while all of this might sound obvious, the big part of this insight was in feeling it and truly being in touch with that everlasting spout of creation, imagining all of these things into perspective forever. And on top of that (cherry on top), "perspective" itself being your local reality viewpoint. Every "thing" experiences a different reality. Contemplate that. Then of course, it all collapses back into one. Infinite parts and oneness. Together as an infinite paradox. Once you realize all of this and truly "know" it, you see how most humans are completely and utterly insane. Slaves to their own perspective hallucinations.

To add to that, the people running the show are typically the ones you never know about.

Usually, you can't. Unless you're like the King or Queen somewhere in some time and own the law. But even they deal with crap. Also the more powerful someone is doesn't mean they are untouchable they still have hens pecking at their back everywhere they go and everything they say. The bigger you get and the more people know who you are the more polarizing you become with more haters. Lets just take an example randomly of Tate, he became one of the most famous people on the planet, and now he's locked away. But we all know that he did some very shady shit.

@Monster Energy Every streak I've ever been on (even if it's like 3-5 days (not necessarily a streak)) I'll have women legit staring at me wherever I go and you can "feel" the looks on you. It's so strange. Like you can literally feel their desire.

Remember, Tates the type of guy to say "tears rolled down my face but I did not cry." He's just so tough. Just like all the chumps doing pushups outside the jail he's at, bowing to their savior.

i think traveling is important. But mainly for seeing different forms of consciousness (like cities) across the globe. and also, how your mind interacts with different locations. Consciousness in general loves to create and explore. New places, new people, new experiences. New lifestyles. New lives. But no matter where you go, you're still sitting in the same spot for eternity.... its still cool to experience nonetheless

yeah i'd say happiness is primarily a choice. but a lot of it can stem from not having your ego's need fulfilled. like freedom/money/sex/goals. It's not that those things make you directly happy, but lacking them can cause unhappiness and frustration for your survival/life needs. I also think you need something to work on or towards or to cultivate certain experiences that bring you a sense of fulfilment. Whether thats a lifestyle change, traveling/experiencing new things, working on a goal/skill, could be anything really. But most of all humans are trying to work on money/sex/freedom/social/lifestyle. If you don't have any of those handled, your ego can keep bringing it up and be thinking too much about them. But once they are handled you realize they don't actually bring happiness themselves, they just make your lifestyle/survival better. Thats why happiness is still a choice, kind of like a letting go. but its very difficult to let go if survival isn't handled and you don't have anything to work towards or experience. Being a human requires an ego, and egos need satiation at some point. At least for the vast majority of people...

The Holy Pineapple conformity - In 17th century Europe when wealthy elites who couldn't quite afford to buy outright, but used to rent rarely imported pineapples for the evening. Not to eat but to carry under their arm as a showcase or a centerpiece for the dining table at parties. They hired armed bodyguards to walk with them down the street to protect the pineapple. Luxury fruit brokers charged an hourly rate for the rental. Some people would hurriedly get the pineapple and take it to the theatre or a cafe for everyone to see and then quickly get it back to not get charged for the 2nd hour. High status women who could not get one would wear pineapple shaped earrings and jewelry. King Charles II actually commissioned a painting of him receiving a pineapple to look like a holy object.

The rizz isnt what you say verbally, its your energy, presence, playfulness, determination. That will go way further than any lines. Lines dont work by themselves for rizz, only how the line is embodied by the place its coming from. Body language + the energy vibe in your body/mind > lines

@Carl-Richard i literally had a dream once where i was eating lunch with steve vai outside in a tropical location lol

@Majed take it one step further. You're not even you. If there is no one else but only you , then there is no you either. God is shapeshifting all of it for infinity including "you". Since you are god, its all one field, splitting itself off into infinite parts, infinite realities, infinite beings, infinite everything, either being experienced through your "god unit" or not being experienced through your "god unit". Think about "reflections of consciousness" like the actual direct experience thats being hallucinated. That hallucination is being hallucinated for infinity in all "subset units of mind" whether thats a dinosaur or a mailbox or a snowflake in a different dimension, etc. you get the idea... When you go to sleep at night and have your dream experiences, the only main difference is a shift in energy pattern and perspective from this dream here. On the other side you have free range and more direct control over hallucination of the perspective. Personally i believe the other side is closer to true creative reality potential than this one here. This one here is so riddled with survival and ego backlash and duality. Not to say that there's not duality on the other side, there is, but its lessened and its not as "stiff" because you don't have to survive a "physical" machine like you do here. (not really even physical here though...just imaginary) And even on top of that, on the other side its actually still "other sides" plural. "you" will always be experiencing infinite realities for eternity.

@Hojo yeah lol sometimes i lay flat out on my back (around the pool)

@Wilhelm44 lol thanks. I am very thankful for being able to have them in my life. Its just so random how it happened out of nowhere. It all started when i was on (4-ho-met) outside alone in the back, somewhere between 12 am- 4am . did that each week for 4 weeks. but then have had wayyyy more experiences after that, that was just the start. havent even taken it again since then , its been nearly a year and its just straight up nightly interaction of them coming by and saying hi , and i'll see beams too a lot of times.

Here are some examples: - cold plunges or ice baths for social media - Hot women taking basically nude pics of themselves in a Dubai scenery or on a boat, or some exotic location. And perhaps calling themselves an IG model - Buying any basic object like a brick or a glass with the label "supreme" on it and paying premium for it. - People in the 1700's that wore those white wigs - People who go to high end cocktail bars and pay a premium for a drink with a perfectly etched ice cube also known as "designer ice cubes" - Fashion shows with the most ridiculous looking outfits. People in general that wear blankets and whatnot as a fashion statement. - Executives that adopt a no food diet and instead replace with a nutrient shit powder in attempt to be healthy - Pretending to love bitter, overpriced IPAs that taste like literal shit to fit in at a local brewery amongst hipsters. - Demolishing a perfectly functional, historic kitchen to install the exact same sterile gray cabinets as everyone else on HGTV - People that dedicate their youtube channels to shit talking and gossip, using thumbnails of the target person crying or embarrassed face using AI etc.

its not good or bad. just is. But since you made this post its obviously affecting you of some importance. Just curious though, how many women do you actually talk to and meet on a regular basis? To get laid consistently you have to make a habit out of playing the numbers game either online or in person (both is best). I wouldn't be so quick to place yourself into a box of "no girl wants me". You have to socialize and reinvent yourself and the way you think about yourself. If you automatically resort to giving up then thats exactly what you'll get. You need to think of yourself as no woman is out of your league. If you really want to get laid, youd find a way. you probably don't care enough to become a version of yourself to get the job done. If you literally go out everyday and approach 3-5 women for 6 months and aim to move things forward whilst being detached from outcome. you'll get laid. the laws of probability will get you laid just by sheer volume (assuming you're not being a complete weirdo and behaving normal). As for game, good game is good game because the girl already likes you. You don't want to fall into the trap of "i hope she likes me", instead you screen for sexually available high interest women and then move things forward by leading. A lot of men don't get laid because they dont have a daily habit of socializing/meeting women. solve that first and you'll naturally get better and more comfortable. Don't let the discomfort block you from doing what you want. Rejection is normal. Do what you want in life, go after it, just do it. develop that attitude.