Mayonnaise

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  1. People that never take the stickers off hats and think they are being cool by keeping the stickers on for that very reason
  2. People who wear grills or get diamond implants in their teeth
  3. Flavored oxygen bars
  4. Paying to eat dinner in complete darkness. Paying 1,000 dollars to eat steak wrapped in gold foil
  5. @Leo Gura It really is. Part of me is envious of those who idealize that
  6. Pouring champagne on your rolex in the club and videoing it for social media. thinking that that is cool. Rolexes and "luxury" champagnes in general. Nightclub and night life hierarchies (whos at the table, who cuts the line xyz). The onlookers pedestalize and feel inferior, the women chimps flock to the big bad alpha chimp at the table. Thinking any of this is cool in any way is conformity. Also to add to that, the way some go about showcasing status. certain behaviors. very conforming. Like pouring champagne on your rolex and sharing on the internet. If you want to get laid, invite a girl to your vip table and pour a whole bottle of champagne on your rolex in right front of her face and say "I'm better than all these fucking peasants!"
  7. @OBEler good question. they just come out of nowhere. like they have their own light, and when its bright enough i can see them. some of them get so bright its insane to watch. others are very very dim almost faint. most are of normal brightness then fade their light. some will literally flash at me blinking. some dont even appear as orbs but ill see big pop sparks in the sky in random spots. and when i wave to it it will spark at me again. and not to mention the beams i've seen (dont know if they are related exactly but probably considering i've seen a still orb turn into a beam .) imagine standing outside in complete darkness and out of nowhere a bright golden beam of light flying right over your head (not super high up) and vanishing then seeing a spark right where it vanished. other times a bluish silvery beam flying right over my head in literal perfect parallel square in line with my head while staring up right above me. as for the video, i usually never take my phone outside with me because i honestly dont have any reason to record since its a daily normalcy for me. but at some point maybe i will. so i think they are probably always up there even when not making themselves visible. Maybe they hang out in the etheric plane? (the vibrational frequency between the physical world and the astral dimension where the mind transitions to during sleep). when you project out of your body you are typically in the etheric dimension where you can see your body on the bed, like a ghost in the world. sometimes astral stuff can bleed through though which is the next shift up. so maybe they inhabit the next frequency up from the "physical world" (not really physical but ygm) and can transition between them like us and everything else (since everything is multi dimensional). perhaps they are just more native to those other frequencies... no idea though. just a thought. they can be pretty random interactions too when im not expecting it. I woke up the other day at like 4 am from whatever i was doing in the astral dimension and then went outside to go for a drive and as im walking to my car in the driveway im just thinking like holy shit this world is just hallucinatory just like wherever i just was, and then boom a giant beam of light just zooms right by and i laughed. they play around with me too, sometimes when one flashes at me ill literally start skipping around laughing and more will just start showing up and flashing at me and some beams. its kind of hilarious actually lol. actually since im on the topic of dimensions i'd like to point out that the mind actually splits into fragments when you sleep and multiple realities are experienced simultaneously. so you can have multiple "dreams" going on at the same time but most people typically bring back the memory of one when they re transition back into this "dream" here. but its all god at the end of the day just doing its thing of hallucinating infinite pockets of reality. we are essentially just the same things as these orbs/beams/ other beings manifesting in different forms
  8. @Wilhelm44 not really. at least nothing i can feel. its mostly visual interaction
  9. So I made a post a while back and just wanted to share some more and expand a bit on that. So, it all started back in September 25. Since then I've literally had an ongoing connection pretty much every single night (assuming it's clear out but even with heavy clouds many times), where I go outside in my backyard and orbs and beams of light come by and interact with me. I'll go outside and stare up at the sky and within minutes (sometimes they've been there waiting for me) orbs will come along and glide past me in the sky. I wave at all them, they flash their light at me (brighten/dim). It's blatant personal interaction at this point. I've seen golden beams of light come out of nowhere near me , silvery beams, flying directly parallel with my head while staring right up, right above me (like not that high up). I've seen some of the orbs turn into fast beams of light. Even on some nights where there are no orbs i will see sparks and flashes of light in the sky right where I'm looking. I'll wave and then another spark flash. It's still them. There could be somewhere between 5-20 of them each night. some nights the interaction gets wild with orb after orb "coming out of the woodwork" everywhere i turn my head. Sometimes when i'm in the car i'll see a beam of light flying by overhead right in front of where i'm looking. I think it is literally the coolest thing ever and I'm honestly very thankful I get to have experiences like this. They are essentially my friends at this point. They have also followed me to a different state in a remote location, and back home of course. What are they exactly? well I don't know. I can't use my human language programming to try and define something I most likely will not fully understand with a human mind, but if i had to guess I think they are intelligent beings with thought forms/mind types that are probably very advanced that are most likely interdimensional and can come in and out of 3d vibration and higher vibrational states of consciousness. (well humans do that too! haha. all things do that) They are very playful with me and sometimes when i cast out a mental intention like for them to go really fast, I'll see some beams of light flying fast lol. The fact I am experiencing this is my personal form of consciousness mind creating that experience within my hallucination of reality. I honestly don't really even find it out of the ordinary because the fact we are even here, experiencing this dream here is mind blowing in and of itself. Once you've awakened and see god you know its all you anyways. But just wanted to share. So yeah essentially I literally have non human intelligent friends in the form of light balls and beams/streaks of light that come by and interact with me, I feel that they are my friends. Because once you've had experiences like this 100s of times and nearly every day, you can't deny that they are communicating with you personally. I always look forward to my nightly ritual contact with them and I love them. Sometimes I think about humans in the past like 100s or 1000s of years ago having experiences like this, because I'm sure they've been around for quite some time haha. There are probably millions/billions etc of them. (i dont actually know that i'm just making assumptions) But i try to imagine what a human being in an older past would've thought, how their minds would interpret them using their programming in those times. Are they connected to "physical" humanoid alien beings? well I dont know about that, there's always a potentiality for that i guess. But the spectrum of what 99% of humans are aware of and experiences is very narrow compared to the full spectrum of infinity. Like I said, I personally don't really even find it out of the ordinary, at least not anymore with a daily schedule of this. When this first started, this entire ongoing contact, I had taken a psychedelic called 4-ho-met (metocin). In that month of september i took it once a week for 4 weeks over the month and each time i was mostly outside at night alone. I've seen some other interesting things around that time like translucent black crafts and other styles of beams etc. But thats just when all this started. I have not taken any psychedelic since then and I've had most of my contact experiences after. The way I felt at the start was shocked and in awe but now its completely normal to me. I have some theories revolving around the possibility that when in those states of consciousness on the drug, I could've casted out a different type of mental energy that they picked up on and came to observe and interact. I dont know if thats legit or not because i'll never actually know, but it only started then, not on any past psychedelic use before that. It's just mind boggling to hallucinate being a human here and having friends that are not human and highly intelligent that come by and say whatsup to me on a daily basis. Pretty out of the ordinary to most humans. But when you think about how reality itself is an infinite hallucination and how your mind is creating all of it for "you" to experience, it really doesn't seem that crazy. But because 99% of humans are not awakened and don't see reality and god in themselves, the development of their human creation/understanding is not on the same playing field so to speak. I know i'm not the only one with these experiences though. It may be rare but there are many others who also have the same or similar experiences. The type of mind I have is extremely creative, imaginative and highly analytical, not sure if that plays a role in any of this but it could. Sometimes i picture looking at myself from outside of myself standing on the ground interacting with these beings at night as if i was watching it from another point of view. When you see it from that pov it seems magical. another thread in the tapestry of infinity. If anyone reading this has some experiences they'd like to share or have any questions feel free.
  10. @Nick_98 Thats a trap friend. You don't "fall into delusion" from actualized teachings. It's actually in reverse. You already live in delusion by hallucinating being a human. Once you become conscious that YOU created actualized.org yourself. That you literally created everything yourself, including yourself. The dream is you. You are all of it. Pretending you are not. Reflections/figments of consciousness for eternity. direct experience. should shed some light. Remember, survival will do everything it can to subtly trap you to keep you "sane". The insanity you might feel from losing your grip, is literally what happens when you unravel how you are doing all of it yourself. But thats backwards because you are already insane by playing human and all the things a human needs to adopt in order to survive. Just in your own unique way. You are just unraveling it. Survival is sneaky and locks you in. this type of work is like a key that unlocks the truth in you hidden beneath the layers of survival, language, rationalizations, etc. But of course to continue being a human being, you need some ground to keep yourself a stable functioning human in this social machine to survive, so be careful/mindful and keep yourself in check. But just understand what the mind has been doing.
  11. If Jesus was a jewish rabbi, then how come so many people that follow faith in christ are antisemitic? is that an example of cherry picking certain things from a religion and ignoring others to suit themselves?
  12. Wouldn't mapping out examples of conformity in this forum post also be conforming? everybody listing off examples of conformity to conform to being non conformist. Just don't want to fall into the trap of thinking you're non conformist while also "conforming" to being non conformist. What about actualized in general? isn't that conformity to mind development of seeing human traps in general, but wouldn't that be a paradox? considering doing this work is also conforming to breaking out of typical conformist nature. A cat can't conform because it doesn't have concept of human language. I think human language itself is one of the biggest traps of all, because just trying to reason and form understanding, so then it can be used to rationalize and conform to the idea of being awakened. You get to a point where language essentially collapses because it can't define past what a human mind is capable of understanding and explaining in human language. And that's essentially what happens when you try to define god. you hit a ceiling and human language doesn't work anymore. only direct understanding/experience of infinite consciousness. you're only defining what you can understand and reason with in language. But if the goal of this work is to ascend beyond normal human consciousness, then shouldn't you ascend beyond language? Because if you don't it keeps you in the loop of human rationalization and creating understanding. We are just little pockets of God trying to explain to ourselves in language to form a ground to experience reality and understand it. But whatever ground you form is just imaginary and self created. Obviously you can't get away from language after all if you're god being a human...
  13. How long do you guys think it will take for the middle east to move from Red/Blue (and some purple) , into Orange? The propagation of Blue's religious dogma and the fear/lack of resources causing Red due to war, etc. and Blue's dogma will of course need to cease control I wonder if its possible in the next 50 years... I guess you could consider UAE/Dubai as toxic orange, except its cloaked in Blue and backed by dogma in the government/dictatorship there But I'm really referring to Iran, Israel, Iraq, Afghanistan, Syria, etc. Many parts of Africa as well, which is very red/purple, but for the sake of this post we can mostly discuss the Blue/red/purple side of the middle east countries. Seems its just been in a giant feedback loop of blue dominating and creating groups of red/purple due to the conformity because of fear and violence and need to control, lack of resources . People justifying "God's will" to selfishly act out their need to dominate and cherry pick whatever serves their survival the most. Since everything over there is about land, oil, and religious conformity. I wonder what its going to take for not just most of the population, but also the governments of these countries to reach higher developmental stages. We are all aware of the up rising in Iran thats pushed back against red/blue, ending in much violence. But I'm wondering about the government in control, not just the population. When are the people/regime in control there going to cease their blue/red ways and ascend? And as for Israel, same thing. I'd say 80-90% blue, 10-20% orange there. Zionism isn't helping, we all know that. So as for the clashes against islam/zionism and all the subsets of these big religions, whats it gonna take for people to realize their self deception and take off the lens of conformity? How developed does it need to get? When can/will the governments subside their need to project their views onto the other? when will they subside their need for more land? Even in America, I cringe when I see religious people reveling in their blind conformity and self deception. Have any of these people even here in a predominantly toxic orange society even questioned their own mind? or is their identity just so intertwined with these man made beliefs that they are too scared for their mind to die? What's it going to take for people to wake up? Obviously here, there is no threat of death if you don't conform to religious ideals, just castigation from your posse/group/family. We can also talk about America, or really anywhere in the world and their state of development, because thinking about all of them, not just the middle east can shed light on the contrasts amongst them all. We can also discuss the blind conformity echo chambers across social media of developmental stages. Which it appears as social media is predominately Orange, with blueish hive minds and specks of red throughout. (Red in this case being like fighting and whatnot). I really want to understand the psychology behind the minds of people that bash others for content, whether its our side/vs theirs, including news media. All ideas are welcome, this topic has been on my mind lately and I'd like to hear others views. Share whatever you feel.
  14. @Alysssa 100% there is. i have personal direct forms of communication . from 2025 sept-jan 2026 iwas seeing orbs, beams, streaks of light, crafts, all sorts of stuff near daily. even followed me to a remote location in a different state then back home again. And when i say personal. i mean like standing outside mentally calling out for something to come by and show itself and seeing a huge beam of light flying directly line with my head straight above me. looking like it came out of a different dimension, into this one, and then right back out again. stuff like that... lol. there are so many other forms of god out there, but im not surprised honestly, its insane im even typing this to you right now and that my surroundings are even existing . 99% of people take all this for granted , its a magical dream world, just like the ones you have when you go to sleep , just of a different vibrational frequency.