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Tbh im epistemological noob, so question: if you directly experience god or whatever, could it be that you are experiencing another illusion? like in I cannot be certain that my eyes really see what’s true, you know.

Txh for the advice. But it looks like you’re demonizing and judging russia

Thank you guys very much!!

Interesting. People who grow up in criminal neighbourhoods suck it with their mom’s tit from very early on. So it’s bless to you in some point that became aware of it later.

Hello, for all my life (I`m 18) I`ve been gamer and stayed in front of screen at least for 6 hours a day. On weekends it is around 12 hours a day. And my eyesight for all this time was literally perfect, 100%. But few months ago I got my first job as a salesman. So I had to speak with people in google meet for 8 hours a day. From that point on I started noticing that my eyesight started depleting. A month ago I was at ophthalmologist and she said that now my eyesight is 0.9 (90%). So, what`s the deal? How is it that I`m for almost 13 years played games for more hours than I do now and had perfect eyesight and then it just dropped in one month to 0.9? And how to recover my eyesight to normal again? Thanks.

Men also do it, but usually way rarely. About other animals I don`t know.

Thanks everyone. Before this I viewed shit-test as something different from simple teasing. You changed my view

Tbh my life didn`t really change after 2022 war. I visit mostly youtube. And now just with VPN. So if you think I lost something - I didn`t. But it`s me. Some people really need paypal, but it doesn`t work here. Like, I can`t buy Leo`s booklist, but it`s ok. Russia is a scary place to live if you some social justice warrior or celebrity. But I`m Mr.NoOne, so government doesn`t care much about pawns. Maybe that`s I`m blind, but I want to escape this country, but at the same time don`t have much reasons for it besides that I can get drafted to war. Maybe you help me?)

Yes, I don`t need VPN to visit actualized. Youtube, facebook, instagram, X, almost all google services and all those "foreign" websites are blocked. So I can`t access them without good VPN. And here we have local messengers like Telegram, VK and Max. The last one basically spies on you 24/7, more than any googles and apples out there, if you have it on your phone.

Thank you guys for all the feedback! For now I will calm down

Lol, do you speak Russian? And how is that related to my question?

VPN. Today I use VPN 99% of time time in the internet, as well as all Russian citizens.

Of course there is no absolute meaning in life. But that`s life`s beauty - that you have to choose the meaning of your life. And yes, there is more than just survival. Rewatch Leo`s Survival series especially 3 part.

In last few years I started noticing that I make up different scenarios in my head and try to live them. In example, recently I made up a short story in my mind (not like a writer, but like a movie from first person) that I lied to someone. And it seems the purpose of me making up such story was to see how I would get out of this situation. I make up those stories at least few times a day. When I`m less mindful, the number is higher. And I wouldn`t call it just daydreaming. It`s like when I`m tying shoelaces, I do this. When I`m washing dishes, I do this. Basically, I do this at mindless-autopilot-like task. So, who has the same thing? Is that some mental issue or what? Thanks.

Do you meet those elder people who train every day in the morning at the park? Do they look sexy? Do you have a blush when you meet people who have never missed a single workout in the last 50 years?

Thanks bro

Thanks, guys. @Rishabh R Got ya. Will see, will see

Guys is it okay that I almost don’t experience negative emotions? Of course I’m meditating. But does meditation have such huge impact?

Thanks, bro. I heard you. But it look like you have way more serious mental health problems than I do. I wish you healing.

I don`t remember when it exactly started, but I think it happened where I started meditating. Before meditating I experienced negative emotions like a "normal" human being. But oftentimes I suppressed those negative emotions. To be clear, I now do experience positive emotions, but not negative ones.

Thanks, will try it. But is there any permanent solutions?

Boy, I`m 18 now and you perfectly described my situation now)

Are people oftentimes so confident in their choices in life at early age because they just do group-think and also they were indoctrinated into one narrative lifestyle from an very early age? Is that what you`re saying here?

When I got this problem with my back, it was true. But now it`s not.

Thanks, guys!