Jordan of the Shire

Is anyone using Grok Bot? Is it making obsolete the workflows that were used before? I feel like I can get so much done now that I would procrastinate the f*ck out of before. ---- An observation I have - I feel my mind becoming more cold, rational, and logical as a result of interfacing with the AI a lot. Which is interesting. I'm exploring how interfacing with AI affects me on a metaphysical level. How are people feeling while using AI more and more? Any noticable difference in how you experience yourself or how your brain functions? What about energetically ... what do you notice?

I have a 30 year horizon on my mirror now. It's simple, not too specific, yet prepares perspective. I hadn't thought of this before, so was living day to day, month to month ... getting lost in the forest for the trees.

When I saw a teenager I was laying in a field, after party, I was drunk. I used to walk home after nights out, and, I would lay in the field by my house and watch the sky. When I was watching this one night. I saw this really cool triangular formation in the sky. 3 bright red glowing orbs. They, if i remember correctly, were rotating in a circle. They hung their for awhile, and then vanished. It was pretty cool. There was another time when on a balcony, a friend and myself saw this glowing orb in the sky. The craziest thing was is that, similar to if you're looking at something and close one eye, the vision will change to what one eye sees. So you can look behind and around a corner at the same time. Or look at a mirror and also see whats behind it depending on how you're positioning your eyes. So anyways, this orb in the sky was strange in itself, but, even cooler was, if you took 1 or two steps to the left, the orb would vanish. It had this capacity to disappear depending on where we stood on the balcony. It was the craziest thing. Super cool. The orb would only meet the eyes at a certain angle.

@Davino Do you have a system for tracking which autonomous axis you're working on and understanding where you're at on it? If not, what is the intuition you have that guides your understanding? Interested in hearing how you manage allowance for imbalance while working on different domains.

I think we all struggle with, I wish I was different. The core feeling is, I am not enough, isn't it? Seems like we need to change ourselves to get love. It's tough. Tough thing to come to terms with. To find 'our people' , the tribe we belong too, who get us, who we feel we get. It seems like a persistent theme in all peoples lives. Feel yah brother

Awesome stuff! Loving this podcast.

This conversation has allowed me to release a block which i've been holding. I see. This is / has been, a useful investigation for me, thank you.

@Natasha Tori Maru This is a great prompt for investigation in daily life! And I'll speak to it a little here now. I love how authenticity is explored as a gradient, given nuance to suggest that there are different authenticity frames - such as a metaphysical, social and relational. I also like the idea of exploring what authenticity really is. I've never liked the term because of how vague it is. What it means to be authentic. I love the definition you propose. A level of self awareness to know your values and core beliefs and acting in congruence with that, despite pulling and pushing forces outside of you ... or as you had experienced a level of dissonance yourself , forces within you. I think this is a great definition. ----- I'll share a recent development. I have recently allowed myself to function with a mask in social situations that are new. This has helped in cordial communication. It's been a burden off my shoulders because I can let my eyes contract, I can put a smile on, and I can "court" (Robert Greene court). This isn't my ideal posture , but it helps in not letting initial drives get in the way. Such as judgements, attraction, aversion, etc. This sets a reference point or baseline for how authenticity can develop over time without being a sacrifice to ones authenticity. ---- I think authenticity will become more as your build a friendship or relationship. More experiences for the inner self to come out. The quote i've heard is, "someone can hide who they are for the first 6 months". When it comes to showing up with people - I try to embody energetically what it is I want to convey ... it isn't fully about verbal communication for me , though it helps. The qualities of metta, mudita, humor, and authenticity do play a role. For instance , in recently reviewing a video done by Leo on the Law of Transference. I can lead the emotional / energetic state of things , which means I can be more authentic about what I feel because it actually has a benefit impact, if I want to woo a woman, or discern the role I am to play in a given situation. The inward experience doesn't need to be hidden. I can express it. So there are some hang ups when it comes to being authentic. Such as being authentic skillfully to get what you want, or being authentic despite what other people want. My intellectual elaboration here is exhausted haha. --- I also like this prompt because it assumes the person has authenticity to be discovered, which can make people more interesting. What is the authenti-city of this person

Yea that is an unfortunate consequence of the lack of epistemological and egoic development. Reinterpretation of mystical states through the lens of conditioning. I can see how epistemology is an antidote for this. This is interesting because I see high spiritual intelligence as a potential block to spiritual experiences. What do you think on that topic? @Leo Gura @Davino This is a particular thing I find keeps me from exploring deeper on the intellectual plane. But a good metric is if it leads to insight and truth. Okay, yea, I do feel like some of the work I've done with spiral dynamics theory, and early philosophical inquiry has helped me not fall into some traps. Such as the above mentioned. Also, I was thinking on a walk just now that, some of my mentors had really sophisticated epistemological processes, which may have been passed onto me without me having to do the cognitive heavy lifting of creating those roads, which could skew my view of the importance of epistemology ... And Leo, I checked you out probably 7 years ago. Your videos laid some foundation for my thinking. Ken Wilber yea ... (represent 8 hour world of warcraft sessions while listening to actualized.org videos) I chuckle now a days laughing at all the times @Leo Gura would say, this is not something to listen to while playing video games. I think the skill point analogy is great. I see what you're saying. Yea ... there is ... Yea - this does inform some next steps for me. I think to me it is more about understanding how to work around the complexities of the world and people in a skillful way - in the different roles i serve in. Discernment is really valuable. Okay - yea I get that. I don't have that same drive so it's a bit foreign to me, and perhaps i then create biases for my particular style and get caught up in not quite seeing clearly the distinctions and values between. Interesting.

@Leo Gura @Davino Couldn't you achieve high levels of awakening, jhanas, deep metaphysical territory without complex epistemological investigation? It seems like I can still experience life, bliss, peace, without needing to go into things on an epistemic level. And it's not that I'm ignorant, but that I'm training a specific skill. How valuable is epistemic wisdom if you don't really need it? I don't think it's necessary to sort through all the different forms of duality and relativity. I find that through the practice, I get to know the things in my experience. What I'm finding is that certain things are less interesting. LIke getting lost in videos, or entertainment. Finding it more entertaining to absorb into the perceive functions that are happening in body and mind, releasing. Or other people, or the environment. This seems to be a profound practice in itself. I think it is useful to investigate the truth of things, but mentally it seems like a bit of a masturbatory exercise, correct me if I'm wrong. And i'll follow that up with, what is the line between masturbatory epistemology and true epistemology. Also, depending on your role in the world, I think deep epistemology is helpful to know. I would say then, that this can depend on what actions you want to take, what role you want to play, and how you want to affect the world. I'm also not solid in my views, they are subject to change, but interested to see how people respond to this.

😂 That is really funny

Thanks for this description

Wutz so funny???

There is another teaching around the pāramīs. These are the perfections that build merit. Merit supports both life circumstances and the capacity for transcendence. The state of a life is not only luck or personality; previous and present wholesome action is a condition. You improve a pāramī by knowing what it is and applying it at a level you yourself choose. Take generosity. A simple training is giving to someone who asks on the street. Don’t judge what they will do with it. Don’t dictate. If you walk away and see it go to drink, don’t let spite arise. Don’t tell anyone. Don’t compare arms or stories or who “should be working.” Give for the sake of giving. A workable householder measure is: of ten, one goes out. Then joy may arise. Let it arise. Know it with awareness. Do not land on “I am a good person.” Awareness knows joy. Awareness is not the joy. This can be practiced as a lokuttara dhamma—beyond the worldly eye—without waiting to be a saint. It is easier to see the separation of awareness and mind when the body is not contracted. The pāramī is built by releasing the inner no, by not identifying with the meritorious act, and by actually giving. That field is responded to in ways the worldly eye does not track. It also makes loving-kindness less theoretical. The other pāramīs work the same way: virtue, patience, energy, truthfulness, and the rest. You pick one. You set the level. No one assigns it as a moral badge. As it builds, life is still life, but it stops feeling like a permanent uphill argument with the world. (I wrote the initial draft but used AI to clean up my wording a bit, and to make this easier to read. So it's not my tone per say, but it is legible and gives a gist which could serve as a good place to start.)

Yea totally. Keep going is the goat advice. Keep going (I realize that might sound sarcastic, it's not!)

I get this, it's hard. Every morning I wake up and have to *reload*. The upbringing conditioning is so engrained. The physiological and the mental have so many forms that aren't conducive to peace. So it takes practice to come to peace. But it can be done. And it doesn't seem to be a one and done kinda thing. More of a, ah i'm at peace this moment, I got there. Then there's the next thing that comes up. Such is life.

It's a good answer. This contemplation lets me understand what nobody can tell me, so that's good too. Because if someone tells me what desire is, I might be content to believe them. Then it's not wisdom. It's belief. To quote sahdguru, "hello? isn't it?" haha

What is the goal of time spent on the forum? Who's currently active, what do they want from the forum, what is the main consideration in their life, what challenges are they dealing with, what would they like to change, how do they see it changing. What practical methods through the content here are they applying already? What comes up as cringe in the forum, what structures, qualities, come off as needing refinement? Getting feedback from the users will help structure the forum with more direction, and provide a baseline for growth over time. I think an important thing here is to be honest where people are spiritually. We are not all enlightened to the highest degree, creating peanut butter and jam sandwiches out of thin air, and farting out bliss (debatably) I think neo-advaita is similar to , experience everything as god now, today , here is the conceptual truth, now - force the thought into actuality. To genuinely experience this ... I think people ought to be honest about the boundaries of their actual perception and state of mind with their selves. And I also think the standard may be too high. The concepts here are like top level when a newby ought to start with ... can i feel my feet. How clear is the perception of my own body, let alone, the whole dang universe. If the forum, or this work is about helping people actualize, then I think there is a process for this, and a shotgun approach, hoping for the best can be improved. I think a little stage yellow organization and systemization here could help. Perhaps an anonymous form, or a thread with a deliberate and curated form for review could help. An important caveat is that the feedback should be received non-judgementally, and discussion should be civil, and I think discussion on the actual feedback should take place between moderators based on their interpretation of the information, rather than an in forum debate. This process could take a couple weeks.

@Natasha Tori Maru Hey, just want you to know, I hear what you're saying. I think it's awesome how you went from being a intellectual circuit board to a 8 cylinder engine ... in other words , capable of feeling and intuiting the kind of internal blocks that were not being resolved by purely intellectual work. I think it's amazing that you got to experience the mare change from seeing you as a warning, to seeing you as a pleasant surprise - and the journey you went through to get there. Seeing the tensions, the emotions, the fears, and learning how to express them openly is such a beautiful thing. Thanks for sharing ❤️

@Natasha Tori Maru What was your equine therapy experience like? What about your connection to horses + dogs is unusual?

Yea they are majestic I can see why equine therapy works. Cool that you have a unique connection to them. I'm sure that feels really nice.

Hey brother, This is an epistemological forum. Understanding why you have thoughts and perceptions like that is as, if not more important, than having a thought or perception. The underlying machinations of our internal psychology and the development of oneself to its most actualized potential seems to be the point of the forum. Actualized.org right? So ... yes, I am sincere. Why do you think the way you do ... and perhaps more importantly. What makes your thoughts so important? Having conceptual ideas is great, but the real juice in behind them. It actually doesn't matter what we think, because it's not actually reality. Are you perceiving reality, or painting a picture over it. This an issue with thought. One step further. The perceptual gates, sight, taste, hearing, sight, smelling, touching, act to receive stimuli. It goes through a perceptual filter, drawn from our conditioning, which then becomes deluded. The awareness is separate from these perceptual gates and it is one of the reasons that agency, autonomy, and liberation is possible. So I'd be careful about giving away your power to someone else. Because with training, your assumptions drawn may be realigned through the actualization of deeper qualities. Careful about disseminating the world through spirals. What happens is you will experience an observation, and then thought will sprout, and it will spin, and then you have a worldview. Eeek. You've gone too far. Stop where the thought begins, continue to observe. Clearly. Clarity will arise when you're at peace. hehehe

interesting how you respond to this post. Rather than consider the forest, you look at what seems essential, a moral objection, and tackle it from this perspective, which seems like efficient angle to progress this talk.

I know some elder woman and being around them is lovely, their energy is unique. It is something that younger women may not be able to replicate. What makes you think that?

I worked at a horse breeding barn when I was 16 doing some framing. First time I saw two mustangs go at it, I was in awe. Core memory