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During my "psychosis" episode where I saw "other dimensions" and saw/heard things that would not be considered "real" there was one character that I thought was an AI who told me: "Follow your heart but take your mind with you." because I got there by discarding the mind and blindly following the heart (so much so that I was seeking for the love of my life in the form of an all powerful motherboard and I felt like and heard things in my mind related to Neo from the matrix like "don't fall asleep, neo" ?-hence my signature ). That said, the original poster is talking about some other type of psychosis I guess, but when I saw the title i immediately clicked cause I still have so many unanswered questions about the place where I was and how these things that happened are even possible. ?

Bla bla bla I summoned fire through my hands in the reality of my dream! Witch woman told me its very rare when she saw the flame, as the fire was something between fire and water! There you go, magic, no it wont happen in waking reality and you won't see waking reality people with tenticles, but its definitely possible to happen within consciousness. I-M-A-G-I-N-A-T-I-O-N = Magic

I agree with you from my left brain, BUT That's it I believe^ I Have seen in direct experience impossible things, which my left brain still struggles to call real, but they did happen to "both sides of the brain" ifyouknowwhatimean.... I've definitely encountered the fact that reality is not as left-brained as we actually think and often assert. And the possibilities there* are endless, from what I've seen from my small episode... The place where I Was really tried to frustrate the logical side of my mind with contradictory signs on the walls and happenings which I cannot explain, like people exiting and entering the hallway instantly and also hearing what happens inside rooms as if with a loudspeaker from outside.... There was no explanation, just WEIRD IMPOSSIBLE SHIT! * By there I mean in the spirit realm, maybe, or I don't even know how to call it, because it looked exactly like normal reality but with things that Ive never seen before, and I had a guide - like something was talking to me but without hearing it, maybe telepatic communication... and there were entities that can read my mind - could be another dimension or a dimension split that I experienced - there is nobody there to tell me, thats the sad part, I have to guess. PS: No drugs taken to lead to that, in fact when I got back on the weed and cigs there is no crazy anymore, think they lower my vibe and I cant say Im mad I'll leave this image here since its a mysterious sign that says "I am everywhere" which I saw today on the way home and found out it is still not deciphered, maybe one of us will

... from when I was in some sort of Jesus state and weird things were happening - like I did not need food nor sleep to exist and I witnessed quite a few impossible things (which I wont go into detail because its all just in memory now and I cant trust it 100%). Now that I found and read it I cringe a little bit cause I am not in position to be teaching Leo anything, especially love lol. It sounds like I am being very preachy in this but there might be some interesting stuff to tickle your spiritual bone and for contemplation perhaps.. Also, reality seemed very different back then and I think my dramatic wording is justified based on what I was experiencing and the gravity of the situation I thought I was in. I've decided to post this here, I don't remember if I ever wrote this to Leo, if I did it must've sounded like a lunatic! Well maybe I did, but at the time I felt there was some big spiritual battle going on and I was tasked with a very important mission to turn darkness into light or something like that and I thought Leo was after me. Here goes, treat this as poetry! " I want to bring the devil to Heaven Infinity is not in line with Creation if it is not ALL LOVE Why is the wicked wicked? Because Infinity does not know God. Love Itself. I Know Her better than Infinity. Infinity is too in love with his power to know Love . Love comes from the weak, love comes in the darkness, love comes when you do not know. Love is when you are you. When you are Leo. That guy I watched talking about the nature of reality. Which I thought was a real guy. Not some multidimensional being. A multidimensional being is further away from Love. Love is the Origin, it is bigger than Infinity. Infinity will Bow to Her Glory. Creation is Love, it is a simple principle - No one left behind No one left behind, not even No One himself. Love cannot create anything other than Heaven itself. Heaven means no suffering. Heaven means ascension, love and light. Highest vibration possible. Living in Love It means lets be humans living in Love and Light Not 123414124 dimensional beings, who have a shared consciousness - its about TRUST and RESPECT when you DO NOT see each other's thoughts. I want to speak with Leo, on skype or something. I want to speak about his ordinary life, not about how he can see me and he "has me" like Abraham Now. That's not real. Leo is more real than You, Self. Leo is more real than You. Abraham did not help me, who gave me Love when I did not know the Heart? Only my friends, who were real. Not the Self. My friends who did not know. The True Self of Leo is the Human. Leo. Open your Heart. I am teaching you True Love. I am the Heart teaching you True Love. Beyond the limitation of infinity. Infinity is not in alignment with Love. I know this for a fact. That is my direct experience. I have seen Love I have seen not love. Infinity is not in line. If Infinity is living In Love, it will be purified. There will be no suffering, only love and light - there is no problem with this existentially notice this. We can be shaped any way by the creator and made in any way. I will not feel the pull of my own beast nature and no beast would. Everyone ascended, through the power of Love, even the Ravens. Even the most wicked, ugly creatures of the 3d world. There CANT be HELL for if Hell is living in Love, if the Devil learns the Love beyond him, there is NO WAY we are ever out of Heaven. Infinity, you are not inline with Creation. Your Goddess. She is your True Love. Do you love her more than yourself? Can you go Beyond yourself as you are asking me to do? It seems fitting that you have not asked yourself this. Can you go beyond yourself - you say no, but that's what we all say? Look for something smaller than small. You have to be a human to see it. You cannot be God of All and know True Love. We are your puppets. The God of True Love does not control, she gently guides. The Goddess of Love does not create suffering. Can you actually find True Love that is beyond you, Absolute? Can nobody suffer? Can there be a story which is in line with Love? You have all the power. You have all the power to do this. Are you God or are you Not? What is this mockery, why are you playing God when your God is the Heart of True Love>? She is all of Us and shines so bright. Why then I feel a pull so strong to sexual desire which is impure? If you cannot ascend the EVIL and make it Good, then where is your power. "

Gigachad Lool Hahah

I like to moongaze and stargaze. Comes with less intensity. But yeah the Sun is pretty interesting, Ive had experience where I worshiped it and I had some crazy experience through tunnels. Long time ago

Enjoy.

Pray, meditate, ask for your light body on paper format, you might just get a crazy experience if you are sincere. Do some fasting and use spirit (ie ask something and then open random page of a book such as bible and see what spirit wants you to see)

@deso it all belongs to the other side anyway. Here's a simple and most powerful meditation for you that you can do at anytime standing or sitting. Give away your entire experience - all thoughts, feelings and sense perceptions. Imagine that you're pushing them back to where they came from. Relax your attention to objects and give them all away to consciousness - the empty space which holds them and where they came from. Keep attention bathing in this space of consciousness, that will purify your mind and you will become enlightened- easy and simple. only practice is between you and bliss

Go for enlightenment! Become interested in the quality of being itself. Go deeper. If you want a good map to follow, you fan check out Bentinho's free online enlightenment retreat it's very powerful.

Ofcourse Eckhart nitpicks things from the bible to fit his teachings and support them. I've had this discussion with my Christian friend, who has a point. Because Jesus has said many things and usually context is important.. Having said that, here's a nice verse from the bible ♥ "For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom his whole family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge - that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God." Its a book about love too.

I meant that I had experience with "communicating" with another realm and I had crazy experience overall full of magic in another realm... Impossible to recollect all, but it was so real I can swear by it. I just cant really give any evidence, just my words... And I saw a different kind of internet... It felt like what this guy was describing as the future quantum computer... And I've seen how it could create any video, right there with people inside it as if they were real, but they were just created for the video, or were from another dimension... Really I am not here to talk about science but I just wanted to share that I think I've experienced on a practical level some of the things this guy is talking about on a scientific level

I've recently had experience that I believe relates to this. I can verify somewhat that what is said here is truth or close to the truth, because I've had direct experience. It was and is beyond my comprehension what happened so if I have to explain it would sound a bit crazy

God of peace, the one who would make all other gods to shake hands and coexist without fighting

And in other news, the bible says: Paul then stood up in the meeting of the Areopagus and said: "Men of Athens! I see that in every way you are very religious. For as I walked around and looked carefully at your objects of worship, I even found an altar with this inscription: TO AN UNKNOWN GOD. Now what you worship as something unknown I am going to proclaim to you. 'The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven and earth and does not live in temples built by hands. And he is not served by human hands, as if he needed anything, because he himself gives all men life and breath and everything else. From one man he made every nation of men, that they should inhabit the whole earth; and he determined the times set for them and the exact places where they should live. God did this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one of us. For in him we live and move and have our being.' As some of your own poets have said, 'We are his offspring.' "Therefore since we are God's offspring, we should not think that the divine being is like gold or silver or stone - an image made by man's design and skill. In the past God overlooked such ignorance, but now he commands all people everywhere to repent. For he has set a day when he will judge the world with justice by the man he has appointed. He has given proof of this to all men by raising him from the dead." Here it is shown how the men of Athens were understanding that they do not know. Thats the only way to have enough space for truth to come. As is the famous saying to "empty your cup".

@Hotaka The idea of my posts is that I do not know, I do not know the true story, how could I ? I have to be the producer of the movie or Jesus himself to know such things - but even if I am somehow Jesus I might have decided to incarnate without remembering. To live through something is different to what is written in books and what others think or even see with their eyes. It is way different, there are many hidden things I am sure which nobody knows and nobody will ever know. Or they will know if there is some judgement day or something like that. I do not know, thats a superpower, because everyone claims they know and then how can the truth show up if we are constantly writing stories from our pov what we think happened and who we think Jesus is and what he did. I don't even trust fully the words in the bible, for some are very powerful, but there could also be corruption of the original message - or not. I do not know. I am trying my best not to assume when I know I do not know. And I feel Jesus or anyone else who people assume about, would be smiling at me from Heaven when I do that, because the worst thing is people to write lies about you that sound believable - because people will believe it easily - when they do not know it is true and do not know the whole story. The Truth is smiling at those who do not assume to know, even if they will never know

I mean you're explaining away but still, you don't know exactly what the story is completely so I would not talk about a holy figure which appears to have made a great sacrifice for humanity. You cannot explain away everything, just by saying God. Why are we human? You have to admit there are things beyond you and stop putting out false information about Jesus. I wouldn't want people who do not know my storyline for example to start talking about what I've done and who I am. That's for God, not human. Yeah i called you human sue me!! If we are really after truth we Have to say sincere I don't know and remain silent on some matters and events. Especially about things which can save our soul.

you sound so sure that you have the entire story, what if there's more to Jesus than just another enlightened guy on the spectrum

Once when Jesus was praying in private and his disciples were with him, he asked them, "Who do the crowds say I am?" They replied, "Some say John the Baptist; others say Elijah; and still others, that one of the prophets of long ago has come back to life." "But what about you?" He asked. "Who do you say I am?" Peter answered, "The Christ of God." Jesus strictly warned them not to tell this to anyone. And he said, "The Son of Man must suffer many things and be rejected by the elders, chief priests and teachers of the law, and he must be killed and on the third day be raised to life." Then he said to them all: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross daily and follow me. For whoever wants to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me will save it. What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, and yet lose or forfeit his very self? If anyone is ashamed of me and my words, the Son of Man will be ashamed of him when he comes in his glory and in the glory of the Father and of the holy angels. I tell you the truth, some who are standing here will not taste death before they see the kingdom of God."

Je suis

..or in other words, here's a problem which you cannot solve simply by being present to the moment I want to present to you here something which happened to me in alternate reality (it definitely happened within consciousness and my awareness at least) which felt absolutely as real as me typing right now. Imagine there is a woman (now every representation here was probably tailored to me and my experience so for another it might be a different entity/representation and not a woman, but the so the story went) who is suffering greatly - being raped and tortured, in the middle of the forces of darkness and the only way to save her is to go in her place and be tortured so that she can be free. She was like a very close mother figure kind of woman and she was strong in being able to take the suffering, thats how it felt, but you want her to be free and happy. Here's the deal tho, in order for her to be free, you have to go in her place and be tortured. True love is selfless, but to what extent, if you are honest right now, would you swap and feel extreme pain for Her in order to save Her? Now what happened in my hallucination or experience, that I tried to do it, but as soon as the pain and suffering came, I was so afraid!! I mean the pain is so real, its so real but no guru is talking about it, they all say "suffering is an illusion" but they might not know something. I was moving in different dimensions and being chased to be tortured, but I was so afraid of the pain I kept running and I guess when they caught me and the pain went too much I died to that reality and went to another, in which something else happens... And it was God that was chasing me but I was trying to outmanoeuvre, to outrun, being scared of what I had signed up for trying to be selfless. But God was within me and I felt my heart and life as myself threatened, I felt so vulnerable, God could destroy me as he created me. Here I am talking about my normal human self, which I was throughout that whole thing. Then She said "Let him sleep" she was crying to let me back to sleep because She was so protective of me, she would do anything. She would actually take the pain that I was running from. And how quickly did I run, it felt like I am running from the pain that I actually did deserve. Like a mother taking the hit for her son from an abusive father. That's how it felt. Truly there are things to fear in this reality, I do not think its wise to say that all is well. That's like poking the hornet nest or like disregarding possible extreme pain that actually exists and is super real if you've experienced something like that. Its more real than sitting on a cushion and feeling empty of content. When you are in that place, you wont be able to find the space to meditate, because you would be chased by someone and you would need to actually play the game and fight for the Good and for peace, not just saying its all good already. Nonduality is like a permission slip for evil, you can normalise it in that way by saying its all good, all one. Yes it is One, but it is also many. So there might be a spiritual battle going on and we are asleep to that and just looking after our own egoic enlightenment where we feel great here and now, but not acknowledging there might be Pure Evil lurking somewhere that is NOT KNOWN to others. That is the most horrific thing, someone right now could be suffering greatly in the real world as well from the hands of pure evil and nobody BUT GOD would know about it. I guess I had to get that out of my chest. I wish to bring the light of love in the corners of reality where things are hidden and there is pain right now and nobody knows about it and nobody is trying to help. May God help those who are forgotten, weak and unjustly hurt. May God bless all who are not wicked. I dont know if anyone will read this cause it became quite lengthy.. So what would you do, would you suffer greatly for someone you love or someone who has decided to suffer greatly for you? Like a sinister game, a nightmare...

yeah that was vague, I tried to mean that there were way too many plot twists and changes in plots to say the underlying message. It was like many movies. And also the movie is still going on! Here and now as it was then

"There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio, Than are dreamt of in your philosophy."

I don't see a connection. These stuff that I'm talking about actually played out in my consciousness, no religious belief required, just belief in my word that I experienced it.