No1Here2c

Either way, thanks for making me wonder. Nothing else quite like it.

You make me wonder if we are exactly alike. Are you even there? How do you know my complete internal workings? You know exactly what to say in order to trigger empathy in me. But I wonder if that too is simply an Illusion? Where is the basis in reality? On some digital screen display? Pulling on my internal mechanisms through some specific targeted attack? Trojan horse words are they? And what now truly drives mine? Is it a place of pure intention? Or have I subversive implications? I don't believe in you. You are from my last night's dream or some odd place like that. There isn't anyone there. Not in the sense I would initially assume or imagine. It's simply, far too accurate. How do I believe such a thing? Only someone who has my exact psychological blueprint or makeup could put out words in such resonation. I question whether they come from an earnest place or a place of attempt at catalyzing a response in several differing forms. Cognitive, emotional, & behavioral response triggering. That's what this is, surely it's obvious. Or have I gone mad? Have I always been? Yeah probably. It's hard to even comment of specific accurate points that have been made, as they all say it better than I ever could. Any words I add amount to reductions in its quality. Dilution of its purity. A static to the signal. Perhaps there are no comments being looked for? Are you a real human being? Like really real? Or just not real but kind of through my personal imagination? Imaginary friend is better than none... I do not necessarily feel myself to live from high degrees of awareness in daily waking life. I think if I did maybe things would be a lot easier for me. Perhaps some rare days I am in a slightly elevated state, but most of the time I live from a slumber unbeknownst to myself, as is the nature of sleep. I do know, as a fact of awareness, that the consciousness embewed herein has occasional access to some incredible states of understanding, Insight, expansiveness, perceptual fluidity, interwoven connectivity, heightened degrees of intelligence, spiritual & mystical states, linguistic & interpretational capacities, dream adventures, voyages into the complete unknown & transcendental, divine miracle, reverential visionry, and more that it seems adding words here does not assist to describe. Consciousness itself here has a recognition of Beauty & Imagination which is either lost or hidden amongst most of humanity. This is not to say I dont have my challenges & derelictions. The domain of survival is precisely as a war zone for me. An everyday battle from which i'm never sure i'll return. Deathly battlegrounds. Between human relations, financial instability, concerns of long term health given the inavoidable toxins laced through modern 'luxuries', the capitalist system based upon corruption which I have faint dreams to be equalized. Inhumane treatment of not only our own kind but also the kind of other species. It truly puts me on edge everyday. Conscious of it or not I am in constant crisis mode. More often than not, of existential variety. It is as if I have found myself lost amidst a chaos of nobodies choosing. Nobodies ability to arrest. I have no clue, how even have I gotten here? Seems I must be dreaming. The system has gone out of control and the only way for it to stop is for it to tear itself apart & rip itself to shreds from the inside out. I feel to be at my constant breaking point. I am not upset about this. I love to walk the the brink of sanity. The most thrilling thing you will ever find. The precipice of death looms overhead, a feared but almost welcome scythe to harvest when time comes ripe. Again, I wonder if you are a real human being. It seems I resonate just a little too much with the words you have cast out like a lure, to catch my attention and reel me in. A conspired trick in order to gather more of my internal blueprint? I wouldn't doubt it. Yes I would. Not at this point. Of course I must. It appears the only logical explanation at this point. Have I gone mad in this world? Or has the world itself been tipped over the edge of sanity? I being pulled along with it? Does Naivety ever learn it's lesson do I wonder. What do you think? Must be both freeing and frightening to put one's own thoughts & emotions on the line. It feels to go deeper, as if the entirety of one's being is being placed at risk of sudden dispersal or destruction. Do I continue on? Are more words here ever going to convey the feelings within? Is there even existant a recipient I would like to receive them? I question it all. And I dont know why. I love to question. Why? Why do the very thing that will untether the only anchor left for me? So that I may drift free? To capsize along the endless sea? Follow along You & I shall see.

My entire life as I know it, is like a line traveling through time in one direction on a flat plane, existing inside of all possible 3 dimensional space. & even that does not really portray the accurate picture. How many directions can this line actually go in? Infinite pathways available? The problem here is that this line can only diverge so far from the 'straight path' before I am no longer myself and my life doesnt resemble anything that presently exists in immediate awareness... That is not to say consciousness dissappears, but all currently recognizable features within it most certainly will. Ego is as the 'gravitational force' that attempts to retain an equilibrium center against the line's natural 'desire' to scatter into every direction at once. Ego holds the line in its current shape & form. The nature of 'the line' itself is to try & not to be a strict rigid line, ego exists to hold it together. The line under ordinary states has a relatively fixed range of thickness, existing between a scale of 1 & 2 when the actual available diameter is between zero & Infinite. Finite numbers could not capture the whole scope. The line can go negative, it can be all fractions, or complex equations, it can have imaginary variables. This line is capable of literally anything. Additionally, this current line which I call my life, is as fixed to a set of 1 or two colors, where there exist an infinite quantity to choose from. Any & each tone with differing degrees of intensity, vividness, & transparency. This line can be cast into shades of color we humans have not access to give our current perceptual faculties. Human visual capabilities are mournfully restricted. Five senses are a play toy to god. God can have infinite. & it can have them all at once if it so pleased. Along the unfolding path of life, as this line, is encountered a few glitches, & easter eggs along the way. Mystical experience, Psychonautic voyage, Dream adventures, Heightened states, & other Altered/non-ordinary states of consciousness. These things are the experiential proof that this line is capable of quite literally anything. The line is not even bound or restricted to the three dimensional planes. + TIme is only a temporary anchor for the ego's magnetic force. All of these restrictions can be completely recontextualized in the matter of an instant, if your line as you currently know & understand it were to encounter one of these glitches of easter eggs. If you want a relatively comprehensive, working understanding of what consciousness is truly capable of, seek out glitches & easter eggs. The human being is simply a dock where you may rest your bow. Take a Journey. Go on a Voyage.

Nothing is not a thing to be caught up in. Nothing cannot get caught up. Nothing is Limitless Freedom. By typing these words you disprove the claim. And the occurrence is?

If you are here typing this you are caught up in somethingness. Consciously or not.

That is why you should

Take your hand, grasp an object. Where does that occur? Not where do you think it occurs Not where you imagine it to occur Where does it actually occur?

It is that within which all grasping occurs

Now you are starting to grasp. Dont get caught up grasping though!

Only they dont feel to be illusion. They feel as truly solid barriers. The rigidity of mind can be altered in the snap of a second under the right influence. Consciousness can come to recognize itself this way

You dont need to. you could if you would like. you probably 'should' because the mind is caught up in somethingness. The compound itself is only a key in order to Free the mind of its own artifactual streaks. So that the limited mind too can melt into formlessness. Merge the mind experientially with the open expanse. Dissolve all the structures of the mind such that you may see how illusory they truly are within the field of consciousness. Ultimately to dissolve 'the mind' itself as it is understood. As the entrire mind is itself a structure, which must be dissolved. It will. In due time, willingly or not.

We must set up imaginary distinctions so that they may all be collapsed into union.

Only from a perspective of distinction. The container is 'different' in Nature than the structure. The Nature of the container is Limitlessness. Ultimately that distinction too collapses. But how else do we get you to see it?

Within, without, upon, underneath. It is the 'container' of all structure. Including all of this you see before you

I said you are bound up. Here's a serving for ya. Twisted stuff this is.

Paramount. Within which all within's & which's occur.

It is not a place. It contains all places.

That's your first mistake

Like Falling in Love. Except Love is Nothing.

It doesnt go anywhere. it is not a place or a thing which can. Places, things, where's, are all contained within it.

Talk about repeations

Notice the distinction you are imagining in your conscious experience.

Layers & layers to it. Absolutely.

You are bound up like houdini.

Escape straight of this illusion.