No1Here2c

Sleepy Hollow

So guys it turns out after all my research that McDonald's is a cult. McDonald's uses mind control techniques. The alluring scent, coupons, rewards, low unbeatable prices. I mean if that doesn't reek of cult im not sure what does. They're definitely a cult. Like seriously this time. A definite cult.

Imagine the screams of Joy when a million gummy worms rain down upon a city

& this is the kind of attitude humanity needs. Thank you for being in existence. Solve our problems & disagreements with milky ways & malt balls. God knows we have enough of them lying around, & more are always in the making. Soon it will be Hershey who owns the battlefield.

What is the exact difference between anger & frustration? Why do they feel so closely linked in my experience? What exactly is hate? Is hate a form of anger or frustration? What is malice? Is malice distinct from or same as hate? anger? or frustration? What is the ultimate root of all these? Are these compounding & exponential? Or do they typically resolve themselves? What are the exact fine distinctions and nuanced relationships between these? What is the subtle, or not so subtle, experiential difference between these forms? Is all malevolence driven by these? Or is malevolence relative to ego perspective, in having something to defend/attack? Better question to frame, is all malicious intent driven by these forms? Does ego often cover up malicious intent as righteousness or 'good doing'? I can intuit that there is good reason ego doesnt like to look here What is the reason for ego to avoid this internal investigation? How do these forms express externally? How do these forms express internally? Why do these 'negative' emotions feel distinctly unlovable? What exactly is negative about these? What is negativity itself? A form of ego defense? What purpose does negativity serve in defending the ego? Is negativity a gross abstraction? If so, why do specific associated emotions arise in its name? What is the exactly ego defense purpose of these specific emotions? Why are these emotions largely unconscious? completely uncomfortable, and reacted to without question? This must serve a survival role? What is the exact survival role of these emotions? Why are these emotions much harder to master & control than other variety of internal feeling? Like explosive wildfire which alights anything it touches? Lingering far long after the designated source dissipates from direct experience? The smoldering kindles so easy to reignite, set ablaze as a raging inferno? But seriously what is the source? What is the purpose? Why these forms exist at all? Does hate seem to reflect back upon itself such that it cannot even be effectively investigated? What is the cognitive/emotional firewall within awareness that does not allow for proper investigation here? Ego functioning as intended? So as not to set itself ablaze? I cannot seem to locate a direct source I can claim ego, I can Intuitively feel self is the source, but I cannot find in direct conscious awareness a root cause. These emotions seem to always linger subconsciously. It is not until something triggers them that they rise to the surface, & then I can claim that that something is the source. But really the source is inside somewhere, ego has a sleight of hand way of placing blame externally. What is the exact internal origin?

All of the reactions I find in my direct experience regarding anger appear to arise directly as a function of ego, hurt, and defensiveness. How could I find any other source? I doubt you know the way, it seems you have no explanation.

In theory, but how do you describe that? Seems doubtful anybody could communicate such a thing.

How you feel could be clear signs that you are not the social type and may have find peace, joy, and personal understanding in solitude.

Start with empathy towards yourself. If you do not wish to bring poison into your body & mind do not violate those values. This is the basis of self respect. Empathy begins with oneself & upon full expression so too does it end there. That does not mean you must stop caring for the people you love. But become aware that certain situaltion become toxic and destructive without your least recognition until the damage has already insinuated.

Please use your words with more care and tact around these parts.

No need to suppress anything. Allowance of emotion is how it passes through us. I think for some individuals, a healthy outlet is hard to find. In which case I feel it necessary to minimize anger. Not via suppression, but via conscious awareness of what may cause it to appear, and how to avoid these situations. If a situation is inevitable and unavoidable, utilizing the most healthy, conscious outlet possible can minimize the ravages that could come as a result of these types of emotions. There is also an aspect of increasing ones own internal tolerance for anger, which requires definite awareness and internal groundedness. Through awareness of our own internal mechanisms we can subtlety 'control' how we react, and in doing so begin to raise our emotion bandwidth.

@JoshB Just keep working toward accurate understanding, perspective, and Actual Truth. This has nothing to do with your minds imagery, thoughts, or beliefs. Actual Truth. This right here. Reality as it actually sits. Do not get lost in fantasy or delusion. Now move this conversation to another thread please

Organization is an important thing with these. I also agree a highlight or check mark ✔️ Of some sort, is a crucial feature.

My intuition is that categories, sooner rather than later, will not only help to keep everything organized, but also save you a huge pain in the ass later. I understand that categories are hard to create and maintain, especially with clips that may have overlaps, I just forsee a huge chaotic mess later on if they are not dealt with to some degree now. Even just rough categories will do to start. Worry about the fine distinctions later, if ever.

The real deal come of within

@Basman Don't assume sex/gender based upon no clues at all.

Nice one @Joseph Maynor What exactly is this argument meant prove?

So you imply you are no longer being abused? That means any suffering you feel in regard to this is of your own creation. You have now become your own abuser.

The blindspots of our own are the hardest to spot.

@JoshB If you can see that than you have seen passed victimhood to at least a certain degree. You probably need more practice in the art. If victimhood continues to arise in pervasive amounts, than it is probably a clear sign that your active circumstances must be changed.

@Joseph Maynor What is your best argument for anger being sourced outside of egoself?

Excellent question. You seem well on your way.

@JoshB Take a read carefully of what everybody is saying here. You seem to be misinterpreting everything to suit your own worldview. Seriously sit down, read, and fully understand what exactly is being said.

Im saying you ARE the source of the reaction & the emotion.