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And I was happy to see her looking happy and healthy

I had a lot of fun with you I’ve never thought in a million years that I’d be able to introduce my nana to someone I love. i could see that she was happy and relieved to know someone is looking after me and is taking care of me. I always use to dread the idea of not being able to one day introduce my nana to my future children (if I ever had any) though this was more than enough. she gave my twin sister and I big hugs and kisses its been such a long time since I’ve seen her but she was happy to see I was taking care of myself

Did you miss me chat? I’ve missed yall

For now it’s like twice or maybe three times a week. Slowly, but surely getting better.

I started running note I’m the worse runner in the world but I am happy to be challenging myself

You are the light in my darkness. You rock my world. I can''t think of anything else that I'd rather be doing, as I'm in a trance; stargazing into the love that is you.

My song (idk how to upload to YouTube, but I did it) https://suno.com/song/1a2dcbe0-f3cf-4c16-acb8-0875ba946c4e?sh=2KzDEM8lvoUDFsRC

You’re so funny

I went on a run this morning. Not because someone forced me to, not because I MUST, but because I wanted to. I run towards my goals. My dreams. My love. My happiness. My inspiration. That’s it. :))

Joy was having an existential crisis while playing this song. Meanwhile, I came to realize that I really love this song

It makes me sad when you are experiencing paranoia like you did today. Please take care of yourself.😿💔

Yimpa patience. Easy tiger 🐯

My favorite thing to watch is Mr. Kentyyyy

I am reading a book :3

Yimpa and I have an inside joke where if we say anything offensive or inappropriate we give ourselves pretend warning points

Police officer does drugs that he confiscated:

Stop the abuse!

Why the long face? (this is a joke) https://www.tiktok.com/@beans0934/video/7477963720182893870?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7477987556051781162

With what’s going on in the world I cannot help, but feel afraid. Though I know I can’t allow my fear to paralyze me. No matter what happens I will be brave. Knowing the suffering that the Palestinians have faced. I know I must be brave. I cannot allow their deaths to be in vain. I cannot allow myself to be drowned by fear and anxiety. I want to persevere. I want us all to thrive, I want us all to be alive. I want peace. Putin doesn’t scare me Trump doesn’t scare me, because at the end of the day we are all humans and we cannot escape reality. No matter how inferior we feel. No matter how the dictator tries to stay in power. They will never be satisfied. They will fight their entire lives trying to control. And I truly believe these dictators will be proven wrong. And if sharks can go through five mass extinctions. I think we will be okay. I just hope, and pray it doesn’t get worse. I don’t care about what happens to me, but the people I love. I can’t help but to feel such a sense of urgency. We don’t know what’s going to happen, but from here on out. I’m wishing everyone luck, safety, and good fortune. 3-2-2025 10:35 pm

i love you yimpa

Will be trying medical cannabis with joy we will be at a concert tonight I am excited

I feel a bit queasy this morning I came down stairs to find Joy asleep on the couch, they’ve mentioned last night being a nightmare. I am unaware of the context since they didn’t want to wake me up or cause me to panic, but my poor baby is able to rest now. I am laying beside them here for emotional support. Immediately as I’ve cuddle close to joy my nausea completely disappears. Maybe I was experiencing some of Joy’s anxiety. we shall see

It’s insane to think I’ll be 80 in 58 years. Praying in those years. The world will be better by then

Joy and I danced today with fellow members who also had disabilities. Very inclusive and very nice being able to forget the world for a moment. And as a community just dance and be free. now we’re eating subway and might have some boba later :)) we’re trying to be healthier in our diets so far I’ve lost 58 pounds so I think I’m doing pretty good! I still have a long way to go with my journey! Our journey to better health is in the future !

Yayyyy recoveryyy