Beans

I am reading a book :3

Police officer does drugs that he confiscated:

Stop the abuse!

Why the long face? (this is a joke) https://www.tiktok.com/@beans0934/video/7477963720182893870?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7477987556051781162

Such a silly goose 🙂‍↔️

This is a disturbing mentality. Addicts have their mind literally high jacked from them, because of drugs. And the way it morphs them is not their control. Yes they become extremely dangerous, and concerning, but regardless they are human beings. Who need help.

Christ I remember my first time eating mushrooms. I vividly remember gagging from the taste and quickly forcing myself to swallow while quickly drinking water to push it down. absolutely disgusting taste. As I waited for it to finally hit me I became annoyed at how long it was taking and quickly grabbed a joint and began smoking. Now I have a pretty high tolerance with smoking pot. So It was the usual smoking routine. Of course the pot didn’t hit me until maybe 10-15 minutes later when I decided to begin cleaning my apartment. It wasn’t until I was in the bathroom of my apartment washing my hands, that I looked up and began to feel not just the effects of my pot, but as well as the mushroom. I instantly felt a difference in my routine. while high on mushrooms I realized that nothing had to be perfect. So I rearranged my fridge after cleaning and organizing it. And placed my fruit amongst several different spots. I just sat and stared. I felt better. I felt as I’ve broken a chain. Free from this fixation on having to do things one way, when I can decide on how I want something. It was a very peaceful high. A very self reflecting experience.

I sleep very deeply and peacefully I can sleep a lot or little depends on my situation

As someone who also gone through extreme abuse with family. I hope that one day you’re able to detach yourself from their abuse. And find peace in your own presence. I use to harm myself as well. I thought death was the only way out of it. I was mortified at the idea of one day I will be alone without the ones I love and trust. I was mortified of how lonely I’d feel. And how scared I was. Though gradually I grew courage. Even if I was shaking like a leaf. I eventually learned I could survive. And so can you. Do not give up. A close friend told me once to be a brave chicken. Meaning even if you are scared and shaking, be brave. You’ve survived the worse days already. If you can survive that then you can survive therapy. We believe in you, and hope for your peace and healing.

I find nothing “feminine” about having periods. I only see it as an inconvenience. And an embarrassment. However, with the right partner it can be less uncomfortable and less embarrassing. especially when they’re attentive and caring. i grew up very tom-boy like so I’ve never really cared or really understood the whole “becoming a woman” aspect I’ve never really heavily identified as a woman as a child gender didn’t exist to me i just wanted to play periods made it more difficult for me to play like how I use to Also just the weird sexualization I got as I grew Which disturbed me greatly

Checkmate!

He doesn’t even look fat. Literally looks like a normal kid

Yimpa, behave yourself.

Even if people did cause problems. As joy’s partner I would advocate for their trans rights as well as human rights. A bathroom is just a bathroom. Just like single unisex bathrooms. Trans women are women at the end of the day regardless if they’re passing or not.

I’ve missed TikTok so much! 😭❤️‼️ https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT2AQhTj8/

Yimpa has definitely came a long way. Spiritually, Physically, and Mentally. doesn’t mean our work is done, but it’s important not over look how much work they’ve put in. And often times they forget to acknowledge it. Though that’s why I believe we’re together to remind each other to celebrate these little victories.

From what Yimpa has told me personally they as of now don’t see themselves switching gender, but rather being both fluid in gender and choosing nonbinary when feeling for it. Yimpa for the most part is nonbinary from what I understand.

^^ joy cleaned it up though. of course I helped. Just a happy accident no need to shame yourself baby. I thought it was a little humorous to witness that. Not in a mocking manner or way. Though it just reminded me of my baby nephew and niece. No one enjoys an accidental wetting. Though it’s nice to get clean and comfortable again with someone who’s safe. just a little baby ^^ you’ll be alright my love. No one is upset with you, and we can always clean up together

Nothing lasts forever. Emotions come and goes. Well, everything comes and goes! I think for me personally, I accept whatever comes up. I don’t think it’s possible for a human to live in permanent anything forever. Except death, you’re all going down

How do you even qualify a proper awakening? (I love Steve-O!)

I deleted the app and it’s not in the app store i think trump is full of shit and it’s not coming back especially if it’s not back on the App Store. I feel like they’re just playing with emotions at this point.

My great grandfather had cancer. A terrible disease I’d wouldn’t even wish on my worse enemy. From the bottom of my heart, I’m wishing you strength, love and compassion. Your journey will be extremely difficult, but hold onto the things that matter the most to you. And ensure you have a good support system by your side. Don’t expect perfection, especially when going through chemo. You may find yourself more easily irritated and snapping at the people you love. Have patience with yourself and keep in mind that we as humans are flawed. And you are allowed to be angry, allowed to be scared, allowed to be depressed. I invite you to feel all these emotions genuinely and as raw as possible. please keep us updated on your journey wishing you the best - Beans