Beans

^^ joy cleaned it up though. of course I helped. Just a happy accident no need to shame yourself baby. I thought it was a little humorous to witness that. Not in a mocking manner or way. Though it just reminded me of my baby nephew and niece. No one enjoys an accidental wetting. Though it’s nice to get clean and comfortable again with someone who’s safe. just a little baby ^^ you’ll be alright my love. No one is upset with you, and we can always clean up together

Nothing lasts forever. Emotions come and goes. Well, everything comes and goes! I think for me personally, I accept whatever comes up. I don’t think it’s possible for a human to live in permanent anything forever. Except death, you’re all going down

How do you even qualify a proper awakening? (I love Steve-O!)

I deleted the app and it’s not in the app store i think trump is full of shit and it’s not coming back especially if it’s not back on the App Store. I feel like they’re just playing with emotions at this point.

My great grandfather had cancer. A terrible disease I’d wouldn’t even wish on my worse enemy. From the bottom of my heart, I’m wishing you strength, love and compassion. Your journey will be extremely difficult, but hold onto the things that matter the most to you. And ensure you have a good support system by your side. Don’t expect perfection, especially when going through chemo. You may find yourself more easily irritated and snapping at the people you love. Have patience with yourself and keep in mind that we as humans are flawed. And you are allowed to be angry, allowed to be scared, allowed to be depressed. I invite you to feel all these emotions genuinely and as raw as possible. please keep us updated on your journey wishing you the best - Beans

He looks like he has chlamydia

This is factual

I don’t like Rat God. why does he look like that if he’s a Rat God. I feel like I would only see Rat God if I was in purgatory

As someone who was also kicked out of my family home (multiple times, while being under legal age ) I can relate to your experience, however the biggest difference is that I would sacrifice my health just to get out of being homeless. Regardless if it’s working in a toxic environment, both literally or just spiritually. Sometimes in life we are forced to do things we don’t want to do. And as much as it sucks that we have to do those kind of things. It’s either that or the greater suffering of being on the streets freezing to death on a cold night, or never knowing when your next meal is. You get to decide which metaphorical blade you want to cut yourself with, because ultimately it’s going to hurt either way. My family is abusive. All the boxes checked, emotionally, financially, physically, I’ve even been sexually abused by other family members just to have my immediate family members not believe me or just straight up protect the pedophile. It took years for me to finally realize this isn’t normal. It took me longer to finally be able to get out of their grasp. It took me forever to finally get my own car, it took me forever to teach myself essential how to drive, it’s currently taking a toll on me on how to maintain my car maintenance. I didn’t know how to do anything so when people gave me advice and when it’s actually useful and good advice. I took it. I’ve worked all sorts of jobs, all sorts of hours. Regardless of it being graveyard shifts, 12 hour shifts. It was all difficult and very painful. Even moments when I had to leave my fur baby with someone I trusted because I didn’t want her to experience what I was going through. And you know I could take the abuse, but being forced to leave my fur baby of eight strong beautiful years. Was the most traumatic thing for myself. praying you find what you’re looking for. Sometimes it’s necessary to bite the bullet friend. Good luck

I dedicated this song to my beautiful partner whom I love very dearly @ https://music.apple.com/us/album/not-a-lot-just-forever/1526437437?i=1526437723 Through your eyes I see A smile you bring to me To your joy, I tether @Yimpa

https://music.apple.com/us/album/painkillers/1332144279?i=1332144502 Very lovely morning Try not to kill yourself today Think of all that you'd be missing Prescription made Painkillers Count your blessings early before the lot will hit the gates Winnings for the lucky living just takes Painkillers Living just comes with a bit of heartache Heartache comes with a bit of young faith Faith stays young till your heart get broken Hope grows up to become someday I never hurt no one and no one will ever hurt me I believe I believe I believe I believe Faith plays dumb till the doubts all leave I believe I believe I believe I believe Manna won't fall till the people all speak I believe I believe I believe I believe Canaan ain't far for the souls who barter their pain for sweet relief My queen won't feed on milk and honey She impartial to the summer sun She's a lone fire burning in the sand And a cold, lonely night without one She cocks her pistols 'fore she pops her collar Oh she's all but lethal pulling off that laser gun She's rips the halos off of angels for the fun of it If all she ever does is smile at you, run What'd ya need these for? Round here the cries die young Fly momma, fly to where you come Speak momma, round here the quiet die young Very lovely morning Don't kill yourself today Think of all that you'd be missing And don't you ever pay mind to that line in your way that says you'll ruin it You'll ruin this for everybody won't you Very lovely morning Try not to kill yourself today Think of all the things you'll be missing Prescription made Painkillers

nerds lol jk

Solipsism is BS. ._.

Thank you for this post. God is Great!

Some people aren’t able to adapt to social situations the same as others. there is nonverbal communication, sign language, etc.

That wasn’t an explanation that was a generalization

@Carl-Richard Communications is not a game. neither does communication have rules. Even without perfect grammar. Sentences can still be understood and interpreted. do you really think people come onto this forum for work? Or to be critiquing/graded for the way they communicate? When I was mentioning grammar. Keep in mind the context which is Kendrick Lamar’s music. And the way he speaks; a lot of people refuse to interpret it, because of the way he expresses himself. Those generalizations is exactly what I talk about when people equate intelligence to grammar. It’s just a structure. Nothing more. This deep rooted belief that, just because you speak different somehow makes people “lazy” or a “ delinquent” is just absolute insanity. These generalizations are harmful. And often times undermines people because of those assumptions. It’s how i communicate. Not to mention about your ableism. That’s so insulting and disrespectful to those who struggle with disabilities. Get off your high horse.

I (consciousness) only want you to see me. I don’t care about how others see me. I only want to see you.

I remember in college my teacher bringing up the topic about proper grammar we spoke about the difference of proper grammar and living with broken English. I think in the west we have these standards to proper sentences, spelling, grammar. And use that as a standard to measure “intelligence” where English is looked at objectively. Cultures and the way people express themselves are a whole other ball park of perspective. That even if it looks different that doesn’t necessarily mean there was an absence of intelligence. the way people express themselves differs in each individual. The way we communicate and express ourselves comes in so many facets and shapes. I think people should be allowed to express themselves with or without proper grammar. this is quite literally other planets living I say planets in our realities and perspective. Live within us. And I don’t believe in having it in one way, because to me that feels like a limitation to how we express ourselves. I am purposely thinking of those who aren’t native to English speaking.

._. it’s not that deep tbh

Kendrick Lamar is known as a conscious rapper. In his album to pimp a butterfly he speaks about conscious suffering. another album I’d suggest Mr.Morale and the big steppers. This is a more in depth version of spirituality and suffering. The album Good kid, mad city is also good Another album I’d suggest is Damn Kendrick Lamar creates stories within his albums. might be biased, because I enjoy his work, but I’ve found truth in his music, I’ve found my own connection with spirituality being intertwined with music. And his delivery speaks to me. GNX is still being digested for me. Kendrick’s mind is interesting to me. No body expected this album. Kendrick always has an idea and direction of how and where an album will be directed to me this is an inside to kdot’s (Kendrick Lamar’s) thoughts. And how they feel. it was interesting digesting that perspective and hearing their anger and frustration. kendrick is a conscious philosopher

This is fascinating to me, because I’ve always wondered what goes through people’s mind or really wondered why people become addicted or how this happens. Your story is really interesting to me. my dad suffered with serious alcoholism when I was a child. He couldn’t acknowledge it was a problem for a very long time. i have a habit of saying what’s on my mind. In result as a teenager I told my dad they were an alcoholic because of how heavy and often they drank only to be met with hostility and anger. My dad is extremely old school and did end up cold turkeying it. (WHICH CAN KILL YOU) They had a gastric bypass and so they become drunk easier they don’t drink as much, but even then. I’ve heard him say that he could feel his body/mind saying “ooooh don’t you remember that you love this?” Meaning loving the feeling alcohol gives him. addiction is like a ghost and i can’t help but worry for him i don’t hold any resentment towards him. i just hope he heals from whatever is haunting him

I hope kids will learn their rights as an individual you shouldn’t be forced to practice a religion but unfortunately America doesn’t see children as individuals or people. they see children as lesser or servants, etc. you’re not suppose to back talk, you’re not supposed to say you don’t want to. to me this is gross and I feel bad for the kids. school should be a safe place. And it’s increasingly becoming more of a hostile place. with school shootings and then alongside shoving the Bible down children’s throats. :// I doubt this is going to benefit them. And depression and anxiety in children might even sky rocket. Not to mention suicide from lgbtqia. I know not all teachers are the same however. my teacher for an example was a very safe place to be queer, and I was able to forget about the problems that was going on at home. And just be a kid. it wasn’t until high school did I encounter a teacher like her, but if the teachers can’t be a good example I’m praying that the kids have good friends to lean and depend on. community is everything.