JoshB

I did Acid my first time in high school sophomore year. It was a small alternative school less then 120 kids total. It was all online before covid time for our school. So I soent the entire day on my laptop. I couldnt stop laughing all day. Good times If i take low doses of anything 1 tab 2 grams light puff. I have 100% chance of nothing weird happening and its just a guaranteed boost.

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Save Gotham It was you along

"some men just want to watch the world burn"

True Moral Superiority

I can conversate fully on shrooms, thc, and dmt. It's only when I do extreme doses (breakthrough or heroic range) I stop being able to function socially because the consciousness is so high and foreign. At the peak of those doses I really become conscious of how consciousness is constructing other, so the possibility of even talking to someone starts breaking down.

I feel like people touching and grabbing you makes it worse. I also feel like these people aren't experienced enough in "lower" tier psychedelics. And don't really have a baseline where they raised their consciousness high enough to realize they are not the mind. Not crazy levels but just enough to disidentify with thought.

Is this just the ego refusing to let go as it's being ripped away? I've had full ego death where my body completely disappeared (as well as the entire universe) and it's just pure Consciousness.

I had my best non dmt trip on mushrooms and my worst.

You do not speak from direct experience even leo calls you out clearly for denying Truth. Thank God you got demoddded which is tale sign

I'm convinced you absorbed almost 0 of the video

Delusional

@Sugarcoat are you open to being in a state of consciousness where there are no other humans? You go to call someone, no one picks up. You go outside no one's there. You realize there are no other humans in existence and there never was. Thats what God entails. You are so afraid of being alone its corrupting your understanding of reality.

From my pov which is absolute infinity none of you are real so Idrc if you awaken

No I am showing the absolute ontological nature of existence being your mind i am not speaking tongues or analogy There is no interpretation there is only direct realization of your mind as the substance of all of existence.

If you are dreaming me at night does my dream character you are imagining have a mind outside of your dream?

Dont forget your Mom's are my mind lol.

Yes God means everything. I mean in the traditional sense.

In a dream at night what is cat made out of? Your mind What is a house made out of? Your mind What is another mind made out of? Your mind What is universe made of? Your mind Its so simple but it's WAY TOO RADICAL for the ego to accept because you come face to face as the only thing that exists. I am explaining directly. The problem is you don't want to be alone. So you convolute everything i say to avoid the realization of being alone.

Look at a nightly dream. Youre walking down the street passing people in your dream. What is substance of the entire dream scape? YOUR MIND. There is nothing in a dream that isnt your mind. Even the "external" world in the dream and the other people are all made out of your mind Youre getting lost in mind layering it on top of itself and its not making sense.

The universe doesnt contain beings because the universe is a Being.

Dont wait on Leo, he cant validate this for you. Really think about this waiting on leos input still holds him as outside of you. Because you are Leo means that leo cant point to some insight to validate your experience. At least in the domain we are talking about. Really open your mind that you could cease to imagine everyone. Who are you gonna ask then?

Well it means the end of other and thats the final foundation thats keeping the ego alive. If you had no sense of other you couldnt have a finite human sense of self