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It sounds like Ralston is completely wrong and is denying any sense of reality being love He isn't just playing semantics to avoid confusion his understanding of Truth and Reality are corrupted Your personal love is a flower in the infinite garden that is LOVE

Absolute / Being / Truth

If so, without any spoilers how would you rate it and is it worth playing? I was thinking about downloading it from nexus.

Precisely you see through the illusion of the moon being the source of the light. The idea of the moon / ego dies I added more examples because the end of selfhood is merely just a facet of realizing the sun

Its metaphorical Deconstruct the illusion The ego dies when you realize it was never there to begin with Language is limiting here And yes I agree with you You "destroy" "it" with awareness

Could you post your mod list?

For me its just about collapsing thought into being. @Natasha Tori Maru I will say I also compulse over being as focused as possible. Keeping my mind as sharp and intelligent as possible

Yes it can be EXTREMELY intrusive for better or worse But once you disidenitify with the self and thought. It becomes a God power God becomes obsessed with awakening. And will stop at nothing to achieve it.

So when it comes to pyschdelics in a sense im obsessed with killing the ego, becoming concious, and total understanding of reality.

So you have OCD (Obessive Compulsive) Then there's OCD without the C just (Obsessive) It manifests purely through thought. For example you could Obsess over a metaphysical fact about reality or why a guitar chord sounds the way it does. You're not obsessed with doing actions, youre obsessed with understanding, results, thought patterns and conclusions. The compulsion is your obsessive fixation. It also doesnt need to be a string or slew of thoughts. You could just have a the same thought giving weight.

@Natasha Tori Maru What were you trying to ask me earlier?

It still radically recontextualizes the relative interaction drastically Making relative claims about relative claims lol There also isn't a relative me deciding reality for you. There is only an absolute You determining reality.

No internet, no computer, no time, no space, no perception, no other between you and who you talk to online Leo is in my room whenever I "watch" him

You can become concious there is no such thing as real life

Pure delusion Love is the very substance of Truth itself

@Joseph Maynor I don't know I AM JOSepH

@Natasha Tori Maru I Will stop at nothing for my art and craft to be perfect whether thats conciousness, being, music, art, video games, body building, aesthetics, relationships.

No Good for you

Im not quite sure what you're asking. If you rephrase I could answer. But my deepest compulsion and desire is realizing im completely alone / solipsism at the deepest level. I became God concious at 19 and the entire reality and sense of other completely vanished.

Id say all of these issues are 2nd order to the first order issue of misunderstanding conciousness. If you get conciousness right you get everything else right.

One is emotional and one is your sense of reality

This feels more like validation then ocd. A desire for approval instead psychological certainty.

Most people in general dont realize Truth.