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I mean charisma university. Emotional mastery is not such good course. They have two

Yes I have. Pretty cool but don't spend 600$ just pay 100 and watch every video in that one month. Very cool course but it doesn't work if you have social anxiety.

Because I lose a lot of information. And how can I become good at reading? What do you recommend?

I started self development with Leo's videos. About 2-3 years ago. But today I am still isolated I don't have even one friend, no career no hobby many bad habits. I am just courier and totally guilty with my past. It feels like I slept and now I awake. I have big pain inside me. Tell me something🥹 I lost everyone with my unserious attitude school friends, family, friends, relatives. I broke my image with asking people money and gambling and also silly social media posts to receive attention from others.

I am going to buy scooter it's so time saving thing but on the other hand I am afraid because one accident can change my life. What do you think?

I realized that I live in my fantasy world. In my childhood I was super active but than I became soo fucking shy. And I think I lost reality there. I have maladaptive daydreaming and as in my daydreams I am trying to impress other or something. I am very awkwardly different from everyone but point also is that I am not successful even in any topic. Without money totally alone. It seems like I am trying last 3 years to change my life. Make meditation yoga read book. I also approach girls so many girls I approached but I feel that I am very cringe and strange for them. How to return reality guysss???????

@Sugarcoatchallenge your fear to being cringe. What do you mean exactly. Okay I will be cringe and then I will not be?

And honestly I don't even read 5books about philosophy and where can i start and most important answer what does it mean to be philosopher read many books about it or contemplate most of the time. Thank you❤️

Friends I live in Georgia. It's a country with 3 million people and low stage of development. And what s your thoughts does it worth to make blogs can I make normal earnings? (And also Leo said as I remember that blogging doesn't work anymore and what's your thoughts?)

I exactly know that they made their best. But they live unconscious life and I don't feel good around them, also as Leo said family is not right value. So I am avoiding to communicate with them. But I am afraid that it is not right and I will regret it. What do you think?

@Tenebroso everything will be great brother. Healing just need time. We deserve happiness❤️

@Applegarden8 Brother our parents have also big impact by ussr's product. Partly they were USSR product too.

@Hojo i am really sorry about your story. I feel how frustrating it is. My parents are great relative to yours but still hard to communicate with them. I should be grateful more of them. One question for you: how is your life changing with self development?

I see epidemy of ADHD. And because of this Im little bit afraid that I have. Do you know any internet source to test this?

Recently i was run out of money and i bring my sister's bike in a pawn shop. I took some money and gambled. (I didn't have bad intentions i thought i win some money for me and return this bike) Of course i lost. Then i had full concentration to return this bike and then i stole Gold ring of my sister.( Of course i thought i would win enought to return these 2 things plus little money for me) I lost also this. This process continued about 1month. During this 1month i smoked tons of cigarettes, drink alcohols, ate shitty food and now she found out and gave me one chance. Also she will pay to return these things. But i harm her so much and i harm myself and my organism too. During this one month i was totally out of self development. Now i awoke. But its very hard to return in normal life. Forgive me myself this shit😔😔😔

Now i am in the airport, little bit tired and not in a good mood. I know the power of talking with strangers. What's your recommendations, should i leave my comfort zone? Because i think myself decepts me because i am also little bit feared to do this.(It's not first time but still uncomfortable to talk with strangers)

Before I was fidgeting and unable to sit still but now I solved this problem through meditation.

It's 50\50.😁 I have impatience, problems completing the given task, easily distracted. But some of these symptoms has almost everyone!!!this is reason why I am not sure.

@Fadl yup my sister sometimes blames me and feel shame. But everything is better...

"Make a goal to become rejected". Great advice..

@Elton Bro you have 1000posts. And I have only 200. How can I help you??

@integration journey Nope... My approaches is so bad... But I don't care I practice everyday and time will make me perfect.

@LordFall yep yep after I posted this I have so fucking many progress and I am trying to enjoy the process..

As if they are diferrent creatures. I see beautiful woman as something poweful and fearful. Idk why is that but i want to change it... I want to see women as normal people...

@1337 Nope I am not addicted but i was