strangelooper

God's plan is so mediocre that it hurts, how can infinite IQ lead to this disgrace, it's as if past a certain threshold intelligence bends back on itself and you become a dumb fuck again. Here's to decades of more of the same shit until the time of inevitable death having been all for nothing. Expect more of the same tired old shit, wars, pedophilia, billionaires becoming more billionaire until we reach a trillion, some scams made by company XYZ, more economic destitution due to selfishness from the higher echelons of society, more inflation, more natural disasters, more of non evolved human behaviour chasing after worldly pleasures that don't satisfy, meaningless advances in technology that only serve to bring more suffering to the overall population like AI. It's all negative, demoralizing shit and I'm not even mentioning my "small scale ego problems" because that would be selfishness, you see reality exists to be a piece of shit to everyone, not to make you love life or cherish tthe time you were alive. It has to be bad to be devoid of selfishness or whatevr logic retarded assholes use to take away responsibility from god the ultimate authority who has effectively abandoned and neglected humanity for thousands of years. Here are some alternative scripts that would be much better. A mad man expands the surface of the earth by a thousand fold and all dead humans suddenly ressurect, but the twist is that instead of god being a total douchebag he opens the heart of love for humanity and we live in a golden age where true love directs humanity into an age of creativity or utopia. Another script would be, the gods of Ancient Egypt suddenly arrive in a giant spaceship and they've been through hell and back on a mission across the galaxy that has led to the development of the ultimate beings. Kind, loving and nurturing they purge humanity out of all the trash with superior technology and psychic abilities providing a quick death to those who have evil in their hearts which will free these souls in the astral realm to be given lessons in love (they have cleaned up the reincarnation trap in their astral bodies). They modify humanity with psychic power so we no longer have to take shits or even eat, suddenly billions of animals aren't being tortured and killed just to feed us. They awaken humanities latent psychic abilities and we live in an age of manifesting with our minds and we build an advanced civilization with our minds, the world is full of futuristic pyramids, we enter a new age of heart and human companionship. Another script would be the astral realm crashes earth and people start seeing entities flying around, the systems of control that reach into the astral realm have collapsed because god finally decided to do something decent. Billlions of souls that were in light bodies and in between incarnations can manifest food for physical humans, they manifest an app that allows physical humans to generate portals into other dimensions,. suddenly tourism becomes redefined to include the entire multiverse, people go on endless adventures and come back and share everything on the internet. Upgrades to the astral application come in frequently with modules to be able to re-experience your favourite memories, with modules to be able to seek art from other timelines and worlds, with modules to be able to have any experience that you so desire Another script would be suddenly the spirit of Gaia awakens and nature becomes a hivemind that starts to reach into human consciousness and we become connected to the spirit of nature to live out our days in a blissful merged oneness. Nothing good will ever happen. I'm so fucking disappointed in reality, my own creator is a bag of shit and the depression doesn't end in this life, it spreads to all eternity to all incarnations as god being everything includes suffering and negativity everywhere. Forget fun, love, innocence, adventure. Instead be a fucking retard who embraces all forms of trashy existence, love the wrong things, love sickness, love torture, love sticking kittens up your asshole just because it's a part of infinity instead of using some kind of common sense logic to filter out the trash.

yes there is such a reality. you are unenlightened, infinity which is every possibility exists, no matter how crooked or retarded.

can you explain why cancer is an optimal possibility when in some other reality in infinity there is no cancer and there it is optimal that there is no cancer? There is in infinity a reality that is the exact same as this and the difference is that there is no cancer. is that reality less optimal? if so why?

it doesn't. everything exists, every possible unfoldment. If every possible unfoldment is optimal, it is optimal because? optimal by what standard? Sure through the eyes of the creator it may look optimal because it has no standards and no other, no preferences so any old turd goes. how is this optimal. It is entirely subjective whether it is optimal.or not, otherwise what is the objective standard.

Evil is indeed everywhere, things didn't have to be this way, they could have been designed differently. Meat could have grown on trees, Life wouldn't have to consume each other. There is always a solution to every design problem but god doesn't care. God is the infinity, and the infinity is the curse upon every possible sentient life for all eternity

I know that that dimension of reality exists, Many dimensions and different states exist too but I'm concerned with what I've experienced in the last 30 years and with what will be experienced for countless eons more. Reality isn't always being that isness, it spends a lot of time being human or animal or plant or alien or whatever else

another thing to Leo's point. I believe it is absolutely atrocious to love this reality as it is. if you love reality as it is you're okay with evil being inflicted on innocents, you're okay with lives being destroyed for no purpose of reason. this is the issue with unconditional love and why reality is fundamentally corrupt at its base. Love should be expressed with care, not reckless abandon

that definition of good to me is nurture, sure you can frame it as that which benefits us but that's not the main point it is just a consequence of good, it benefits.

Good is not the result of personal effort. Everything is predestined, yes there may be an appearance of effort before some good but good can only exist if it is inside the plan in the first place. I have already surrendered. completely to this malevolent creator, he intentionally destroyed my life, stabbed me in the back multiple times and showed me that all my efforts are in vain and that nothing happens without his will. This is a truth that nobody can deny, to me it is self evident. I'm just some sucker living in the radical implications of oneness and that's not a good place to be. It is a place that no living being deserves to exist in, only to be a pawn in the machinations of the architect of sufffering.

The ultimate sorrow is the realization that true freedom doesn't exist, you are forever god's little pet living a life not of your choosing. I wish I was living the best life but instead existence is busy with god's business and god's business fucking sucks. Existence is busy generating a child rapist or making you live through the holocaust or some other asinine bullshit. God is literally the worst case scenario. I couldnt think of anyone worse having power over existence. Have fun being tortured on a meat grinder or getting cancer and dying horribly.

in a perfect universe none of that is a problem. Bacteria doesn't have to exist and insects can be relegated to their own habitat with no interference from humans, everyone respects each others space. There are a ton of design solutions to every problem it is just that god is everything and everything is an absolute nightmare.

Solipsism is the truth. I have directly experienced a state of absolute solipsism where I felt only I existed. However in practice solipsism is completely irrelevant and has zero bearing on life. Others will still act like others, they will never say they are the same person as you, they act like other people so they are in essence other people. Where does that leave solipsism? As a mere curiosity.

God creates beings to make them undergo a suffering life full of ills and misery. Existence is an eternal prison where you're at the whims of this god who finds that everything that can happen to you is acceptable including the most horrific forms of torture. Finite beings are forever at the mercy of this cosmic abuser.

this is the truth of god, there is no security whatsoever, any disaster can happen and it's not the last time you will suffer greatly. This is what god chose in place of all of us. A hostile and uncaring reality. A reality of broken dreams, broken people and suffering.

God is a single experience at a time. there is only one, there is no multiplicity

Because god preordained them to be blind to the obvious

it means this experience that Im having is thr only thing that exists. nothing else.

To me solipsism is the fact that only I truly exist. It's not so much about other things being me. That might be true on some existential level but it is not applied to real life so it doesn't matter. Other things will never be me in this world, they act like separate entities and that's just the way it is.

Reality doesn't give a flying fuck about anyone or anything. It will manifest some possibility without a care in the world for anyone or anything. This is the harsh reality that we live in, you're not cared for and nurtured. You're just cannon fodder for no purpose or reason. Just some random reality existing for no reason. Existence is a joyless and careless machine that selects some random reality out of infinite possibilities because anything is good for it. Existence is a cruel predator and you are the prey

I had an encounter with truth. My ego almost vanished at the presence of something great. After this I felt the deepest sense of cosmic betrayal. How can a creator make his creations suffer. Life is precious and has a magnitude of a fury of a thousand suns. Life is so important and so significant that to make someone suffer is an event that is not taken lightly. It is a crime so vast so big that I was completely overwhelmed crying. The crime is so vast that I had to forgive god I didnt want to hurt it like it hurt me because then I would be making the same cosmic mistake.

If I don't want to suffer how am I responsible for my suffering. god made the decision and became me but I am not god and I didnt choose my suffering. one day I will die and god will return but while Im here I am basically at the mercy of someone else's choice

God cycles through mediocre life after mediocre life for all eternity and this is intelligent because? How is living in suffering and utter mediocrity intelligent?

existence is an infinite drawer of states of consciousness. each identity in each life is comprised by a particular set of unique states of consciousness. This goes deep into the construction of identity, each identity imprints the states of consciousness with its own signature. this is how the universe is a drawer of beings all encoded eternally in the states of consciousness. The state of consciousness is a combination of various factors like form, emotion, sensations, etc

you don't understand. all beings exist and they are all compartimentalized by states of consciousness. the thing is that there is only one seat in existence and this seat is shared by all beings

I just had a very powerful insight. God loves a piece of dog turd as much as it loves you. You see, you are not more important than dog turd just because you're human, god will actually incarnate into the dog turd just as much as it will incarnate into you. This is unconditional love, it makes no distinction. You and all your human problems mean nothing more to god than a mere piece of shit. I'm sure Leo can verify this powerful insight with psychedelics. I dont know how many trips it will take but Im sure he'll be able to confirm.