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They come to me With a long desire, With a longing heart. And when they come to me, They look into the abyss and become afraid. They had come to achieve something, And suddenly they realize they have to lose everything. They had come here to attain something, and suddenly they realize that the only way to attain themselves is to lose all, to be nothing. A fear grips their heart. They start thinking of escaping. Bhagwan Shree Rajneesh-Osho

Hi everyone,Two months ago, I had several profound experiences with 5-MeO-DMT, using doses of 15-20mg. Initially, I experienced some anxiety before the sessions, but I managed it quite well. My body responded very positively, and despite the intensely profound nature of the experiences, I wouldn't describe them as frightening. In fact, I felt ready to go through the experience again just 10 minutes later without any fear. However, I've encountered a problem now: knowing what to expect as soon as I vape the substance triggers a fear response, and I start shaking. The techniques that helped me before, like Qigong and mindfulness meditation, no longer seem effective. The moment I take the vaporizer, my only thought is "Shit, I am not ready for this..." Are there any tips from experienced users?

I don't harbor a specific or intellectual fear towards the experience. It's more about the sheer intensity of it all—there's an overwhelming amount of energy involved, accompanied by profound moments of astonishment and exhilaration. It's an experience filled with unexpected revelations and a rollercoaster of emotions that's hard to articulate. However, there's a nuanced fear related to the journey towards discovering my authentic self, especially after having built an entire life and family around what feels like an inauthentic version of me now. The prospect of embracing my true self holds the promise of greater joy and fulfillment for me personally. Yet, I'm acutely aware that this transformation might come at a cost to those around me, as they adjust to the changes it entails. This path of self-discovery and its impact on others is reminiscent of the journey undertaken by Martin Ball. It's a complex balance between personal evolution and the potential repercussions on my loved ones.

Your video was effective. I felt very calm afterwards, but as soon as I took the vaporizer in my hands, my anxiety returned as if I had done nothing. It was easy in the beginning. I would still vape despite the anxiety if I knew it wouldn't lead to a bad trip... The come-up phase isn't really my issue, as I've been able to relax fully into these experiences from the start, I suppose. It's just the anxiety before vaping. And if I knew there was no potential for a bad trip if I went ahead, it wouldn't be a problem. Yeah, that was my attitude when I first vaped 100 mg of synthetic 5-MeO in several rounds. Now, I feel like my life is a joke, and that the scale of this extends far beyond just losing my life. I'll do my best. I'm concerned if pre-trip anxiety could lead to a negative experience, or if I might naturally let go of these fears when the trip starts, considering my previously positive experiences.

@thierry Your profile picture gives off the vibe that you've just had an amazing trip

Why do bad trips occur with 5-MeO-DMT, and at what doses have they happened to you? I've used it around seven times so far. Interestingly, only the low doses led to unpleasant experiences for me. However, doses of 15mg and 20mg were overwhelmingly confusing. They weren't good or bad, just pure bewilderment.

Oh, i believe you. I will try it soon.

It's amazing how they can recreate these visuals.

Noob question: What do you mean by that? How do you know that one psychedelic suits you better than other?

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Is it possible that your headaches are caused by the vape juice? I vaped up to 50 mg of 5-MeO using e-mesh in smaller doses over a period of 2 hours and never had a headache.

I guess this doesn't apply when vaping pure synthetic 5-MeO on e-mesh, right?

Thanks, I will try this

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I wrote a letter to my loved ones in case something happens during my trips. It helps me feel more at ease and ready for whatever comes my way. When I feel anxious before a trip, I watch this video to shift my emotional state from negative to positive: I've been taking cold showers for a few years now. I don't think it makes a difference during my 5-MeO trips, though.

I've had this problem for a few months, and I always have a big and a relatively healthy breakfast. I'll give this a try.

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Very interesting; I will give it a try. Thanks.