TheGod

I’m back to 5MeO because my ego had been creating a lot of delusional ideas about solipsism and spirituality. It was saying that the best way to live is without psychedelics at all but it’s nonsense. You can’t grasp what I am without 5MeO-DMT. I’m telling you as God with my full authority. If you think you understand what I am without 5MeO you’re lying to your self. You have no idea what god is and you shouldn’t call yourself spiritual. You’re just a monkey coping words of others and quoting Leo’s words. Anyways, I’m the source of your existence and I’m you at the same time. You can’t exist without me and you don’t have your own personal experience. If we never met in my direct experience that means you never had even a body. You exist as a profile pic on this forum. I’m here for only reason - entertainment. I’m here to have a discussion with someone because there is no one to have an argument with

I don’t mind them sensing that. I have no interest in putting a women on a pedestal right of the bet without even knowing her. When I approach a girl she is not just a number for me but she’s is not someone special either since I have no idea who she is and what she does. I’m not evaluating women based on their looks only.

This is the best advice I’ve received since being in this forum. Bro I’m gonna do it 😅😅

Sure 😅

Yeah that is how I see it too. I’m saying have a good day because it shows her that I understand she’s not interested but I’m not taking it personally and I’m not gonna disturb her again.

The last link makes a lot of sense to me. I’ve got to work on my leading skills a lot. lol

Then I keep using mine which reflects my high integrity

It would be nice if you give me an example. Since you never did I assume you have no idea what it would be

Don’t forget that every time I have sex I actually fuck myself. Isn’t it insane ? I have an infinite and endless desire for myself.

Of course you are 😂 If you want to have a body go meet me in my direct experience, I’ll construct you one 😂😂😂

There is no beginning and there is no end. There is only me and my game.

Tell me that I’m wrong 😂😂😂 this is the entire point 😂

The question is can God be terrified by itself or it is Ego who’s terrified ? Every time I reach break-trough on 5MeO and enter infinity it is very scary. Its totality and mystery freaks me out. I always choose to go back and incarnate as a form over and over again. Or maybe it’s ego ?? How do I actually know ? If God is so perfect and good why do I choose to play the game over and over again ??

Have you broken through with her on 5MeO?

Becoming unlimited while sober is a fantasy or we are talking about different things. Or it is actually possible but I’m preventing myself from hanging there 24/7 for obvious reasons

I think there are infinite levels of infinity. Only once in my life have I reached the state of no fear and infinity. It was pure perfection and it satisfied me so much that I realized that being a human is not bad after all. The last time I did 5MeO was 2 month ago and I told myself I wouldn’t do it for at least 10 years. But for the last few weeks I’ve been having these dreams where I would vape 5MeO or DMT and enter state of infinity and pure love. I think that’s a way of myself talking to myself. What I realize is that if you stop talking psychedelics my mind creates ideas and theories about awakening. Most of them are terrifying, depressing or scary.

Yeah I also think that my ego is in the way. I think ego can’t accept perfection and infinite beauty of life. When I enter infinity I escape the illusion of time. It’s by far the most terrifying thing to me combined with solipsism. I’m alone being in the entire universe stuck in infinity forever. When I think about now in my ego state of consciousness that sounds very depressing and scary as fuck. The scariest thing that ever happened to me was when I vaped a lot of 5MeO and became conscious of infinite chain of lies that I make in order to be a human. Every thought every action is part of infinite delusion. Me being on this forum is a part of it.

I’ve confirmed the above in my direct experiences multiple times. On top of this, I’d also add that everything that has been happening has always been my Will (God’s will). Nothing prevents me from awakening but myself. Once you awaken you realize that you have always been awake you just imagined to be asleep because you wanted to. I’m playing hide and seek with myself, forever.

Yes, but I'm buying it online because it's less expensive (around 50% less). I only encountered 2 shops where u can get 5MeO. The rest sell only shrooms or DMT.

I’m very surprised (in a good way) by the amount of psychedelic shops where u can by psychedelics in Toronto. It seems like every few month a new shop opens! On the other hand, after visiting 5 shops I realized that people who sell things have no idea what they are selling and it is very sad and dangerous. I have been to one shop where u can purchase a 5MeO-DMT pen. I asked the guy what it does and how it works and he said that I could use it for relaxation LOL! Can u imagine a newbie buying 5MeO-DMT thinking he would “relax” on it?? Another guy from a mushroom shop told me he likes doing golden teacher for and watch Netflix ! But I’m sure that Toronto would be the first city in the world to sell 5-MeO-malt. Fingers crossed 🤞

It's not legal but it's not illegal either. I once asked a police officer in Toronto about 5MeO-DMT. He told me it's not a scheduled substance in Canada.

it's hard to predict

Hmmm it's very hard to predict. 5MeO reveals the Truth very easily. The Truth is a very dangerous thing for our society. The consequences of legalizing psychedelics and especially 5MeO-DMT are very unpredictable. I used to think it’d be a perfect world, but now I don’t think so. Can u imagine for instance a high-status and successful guy, who takes his life very seriously. He drives expensive cars he has important social connections and he bangs around hot women. He thinks he is living his best life. Now, imagine what would happen to his life if he was to try 5MeO? Sometimes I'm trying to think what would happen to Putin if he tried it

Comparing truffles and mushrooms it’s like comparing a kitten and a tiger. When I was on my solo trip in Amsterdam I tried most of the truffles. The first day I bought 2 packs of the strongest truffles in the store. It was as 1 gram of golden teacher. Now, I’m not trying to be smart because I paid a huge price for my arrogance eventually. The day before flying back home I bought 2 packs of the same truffles and ate them. After 10 minutes I smoked a huge joint. I was already way to high on the weed and when the truffles kicked in I had one of the worst bad trips in my entire life. Thanks god I was in my hotel room. I was lying on my bed whilst incarnating in animals being slaughtered, people being killed and raped and all other things. Few years later when I tried regular mushroom 50+ times i decided to try enigma mushrooms, arrogantly thinking I could manage 4 gram easily (I’d done 8 grams of golden teacher). Never in my my life had I been so terrified. On the other hand, I needed that trip to become wiser. Ever since I’m very very careful with mushrooms and other psychedelics. It’s better to have a light trip rather than thinking that you’ve lost your mind forever.

Will there ever be a point in my experience where I will actually stop dreaming? I'm dreaming constantly without stopping. I had an experience on 5MeO-DMT where I fully woke up and then decided to go back giving away my power. I don't remember 99% of that trip. But I clearly remember I realized my immortality, my pure goodness and that nothing bad has ever happened (but if you ask me to explain on that I won't be able to, because I don't remember shit). I also remember that I was shocked with the fact that I'm the actual fucking God. But the thing that freaked me out the most is the paradox of things happening but not actually happening. I was counscious of myself appearing and re-appearing as some form or an object, but at the same time I was aware that nothing was happening.