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I've been vaping 5-MeO-DMT for the last 3 days. Here's what I realized: 1. Understanding. Any attempts to understand what I as God Am in a default state of consciousness is self-deception. Human mind is incapable of understanding God. All ideas that you have even if you were in the God mode are just ideas. True understanding is being self-aware Understanding. 2. What is a break-trough on 5-MeO-DMT. As I was vaping it I could control the depth of my experience to some degree or level. After you do one more step there's no more control. I'm God but I can't control infinity, it's a paradox. When you enter infinity, it feels unbelievable and terrifying. Your true form which is nothingness becomes infinitely more nothing. You can see every part of your experience with such a precision. Every small detail is infinitely perfect and designed by your Will, the Will of God. This infinity is actually Love, it's pure Magic. 3. God can't be understood by 5MeO-DMT only. Since I'm Infinity I can't be understood completely by just one psychedelic. In order to understand myself I need to do different psychedelics and combine them. Not all of the psychedelics are actually designed for understanding though. Most of them are designed for self-deception. From my experience lSD, mushrooms and even DMT are very deceptive. I was standing there looking at the stars on 5-MeO-DMT, believe me, you've never seen the stars if you haven't looked at them on 5MeO : )

This is false, I can and I did choose that. This is false, I am imagining you right now Complete nonsense You exist only as a profile on this forum

What could happen in the worst case scenario? Is the danger even real? Fore me it would be to stuck in infinity forever. But at the same time this inner interest is so strong. I don't now what's sourcing it.

By this time, I had around 10 solid break-through trips on 5MeO where I discovered that I want to be in a human state of consciousness. This is God's true desire at the present time. God equally loves to wake up and to dream up human life. God's design is impermanence; therefore, he can't be constantly in one state of consciousness. Unless it reaches the rock-bottom which is infinity. Infinity is infinite and paradoxically God don't have control over it (at least I discovered zero control). Infinity is bottomless. You can't even imagine how fucking radical that is. It's literally terrifying. This terror has nothing to do with basic human fear. It's Universal terror. The only way God can control infinity is by playing as a human. But the Game itself is the illusion. Nothing ever happens. It’s all just an infinite dream that I am dreaming. And I’m fucking love it. When (if) I become bored with the game I will wake up.

A Powerful Breakthrough on 5MeO-DMT I had stayed away from 5MeO for 6 months and last week I order a new pen. I was feeling very ambivalent about it because my Ego was creating a lot of negative thoughts regarding experiences on 5MeO-DMT that I’d had. Nevertheless, today it arrived and I’ve had a very powerful breakthrough that literally terrified the shit out of me. I was walking around the city when I crossed the line. I became infinite, absolutely conscious and whole. I realized that I’m the only conscious being in existence and I discovered a few paradoxes: 1. I’m God and You’re God, but at the same time there is a difference between You and Me. If we were to trip tomorrow together, I would imagine tripping with you. It wouldn’t be like you would imagine tripping with me, because I’m the source of your existence, I’m the creator and you’re my creation. 2. The Self is actually no Self. I’m magical being that has no self but at the same time I appear as something all the time. I exist as two simultaneously. 3. There is no meaning to anything, but this no meaning is actually good. This one was a hard pill to swallow for my ego, which is why it was constructing negative interpretation around the fact that there is no meaning to anything whatsoever. Interestingly enough no meaning is infinitely good thing. You might be wondering why? Well, because that’s the absolute fact. You can’t get it by using logic or whatever. This is just the way it is. I crossed the line when I had my first 5MeO-DMT trip. There is no way out of it. The only thing that is to do is to become more and more conscious. Forever. There is no ultimate awakening, it’s a never-ending process. I’m infinity, I have no limits.

Life is self-deception.

These realizations can't be applied in real life. Once you're not in the God state you are back in your default ego state. This idea that you can apply something from God states in your daily life is nonsense. God has nothing to do with survival and life is pure survival. I'm gonna share with you how I tried to implement my realizations yesterday. I was vaping 5-MeO-DMT on a bench and some guy came over and sit next to me. He's asking me: "Hey, what is your name and where are you from?". I'm replying: "I'm God, I came from nowhere and I've always been here. I've just created you". You should've seen his face.

Thanks man! No I haven't tried it yet, but I'm going to try some day (when I find where to get it).

My Will.

I've got no clue

You're my the most favorite character in this dream after women with big boobs

Hi guys, I want to know if my assumption is valid or not. The assumption is - there is no God realized and at the same time hot and attractive women. Have you met any? I haven't.

What are the best methods to get back to the dream of human life?? I want to lower my level of consciousness so that I can experience the illusion as I used to. All my attempts to do that were unsuccessful because I'm god damn conscious that I'm trying to lover my consciousness... What should I do?

I think that a good advice. Never in my life did I see an awakened and hot girl at the same time

hahhaha you caught me my man

5MeO-Dmt

People who are trying to raise their level of consciousness are just playing spiritual games. If you wake up so deeply as I did you would want to go back to normal life.

So here I Am, God. I've verified a plenty of times that I am the only consciouss being but I still couldn't happen when I die in this realiity actaully??

Sounds good. Will I be able to control my dreams though?

What am I gonna be doing as infitiny?

I don't even know what to expect to be honest. I have a few scenarios: 1. I'm gonna be in this human form forever 2. I will create a new reality and I will forget about this dream forever

Since I'm the only conscious being I cant actually rely on anyone. The only way for me to understand what happens when my body dies is when I actually die. Every so-called day I see myself in the mirror (my body) and I'm ageing. If I wasn't gonna die why the fuck would I be ageing?

I'm curious to know if there is anyone who tried so called "heroic" portion of shrooms? If you did, how was your experience? Was it a bad trip?

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Guys, what do you think would happen to Putin if he did some 5MeO all the way to a God realization? Why do you think so?