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Of course I know because I am God and I've created you I mean, you don't have a body, but still

I didn't ask for your opinion

I'll post my first shots here

Some people here believe that there are some people

My dog

I think it just depends on a person. All this generalizing is bulshit. There are plenty of developed women in each country. I guess it depends on how you define a developed woman.

Delusion is huge. Me being on this forum and creating posts is a good expample

Well, since I am a man from a 3rd world country (Ukraine) I’m fine with shopping at the Walmart of women. I've noticed that most people here in Canada don't strive to develop themselves and they take things for granted. People don't know what is a real struggle.

o yeah, capital "N" definitely explains the nature of what I am

Maya is a very hot European porn actress. She definitely knows what she's doing. I like her big tits, check her out you'll like her too.

God can know itself as God. In that state nothing exists, because what exists is nothing. Everything is nothing or nothing is everything. Human language is a pure imaginary and it's a complete delusion. Absolute knowledge can only be experienced. Once you are the knowledge you understand what exactly going on, because you become the thing that you're trying to understand. God is way too paradoxical, illogical and magical. There is no end to its mystery.

I have some good advice for you because I used to be in your shoes. I used to seek people's approval and respect. The problem is you've given away your own authority and you are needy. The solution is very hard and takes years of inner work. To put it in one word - solitude. Why do you want others to respect you? Why their respecting you is so important? Why don't you respect yourself even if no-one respects you? You need to learn how to set up proper external and internal boundaries. Also, why do you think that some people are less or more interesting than you. How do you know that your interests are superior or inferior to those of others?

I'm gonna share with you guys the experience that changed my attitude towards magic mushrooms forever. The experience that I had is impossible to communicate, nevertheless, I'll try to. I took my first magic mushrooms about 5 years ago. I think after my 50+ trip I became arrogant and thought that I "tackled mushrooms" (especially after doing 8 grams of dried mushrooms). Multiple experiences with 5MeO-DMT made me even more confident in that assumption. Needless to say, I paid a huge price for that afterwards. I ordered an interesting strain of mushrooms called "Enigma" (I don't know if you heard about it) and decided to do 5 grams. I think that decision was the worst decision in my life (and the best at the same time). I made a tea and after 15-20 minutes I begun to feel something. That something was way too much just for 15 minutes, but I ensured myself that "everything will be alright", but the feeling remained. I closed my eyes and died in infinite love. I remember crying because I realized that I'm pure, clean and infinite goodness. I was dying more and more, going deeper and deeper. At some point I realized that I'm drowning in infinite love and it's suffocating me. I opened my eyes and I was blown away. I wasn't on the planet earth anymore. It was as though as I was in a different dimension. It was so radical; I couldn't believe in what I was experiencing. I sense my sense of human self completely. I didn't feel my body, because it became infinite. Everything was identical and there was no space or distance in anything. It was one. I realized that the idea that I was a human looking at something was just an idea. I've always been God experiencing myself. The 'no body' feeling was unbearable. It was so crazy I started panicking. I was trying to calm down, but I couldn't. I knew for sure that I couldn't stay in my room and I need to go out. My plan was to walk and listen to music until the end of that terrifying trip. When I walked out of my house I was terrified even more. Everything was me, there was nothing but me. I realized that I was constructing the time and with that I almost had a panic attack. I was sure that I wouldn’t be able to go back. “This is it. The end” I was thinking to myself. I was trying to tell myself that everything will be alright, but as I was doing that, I was too conscious to buy into so-called future. At the same time, I was becoming more and more nothing. I was bagging the universe to stop, but it was getting more and more deep, infinitely. Then I realized that there’s nothing “behind” me. I was light shining and at the same time I was the darkness. Jesus Christ, you guys can’t even imagine how freaked out I was. Unfortunately, words can’t describe what I was experiencing, not even 10%. Anyways, after 3 or 4 hours of that madness I started going back to life. Ever since, I don’t fuck around with mushrooms and I don’t do more than 2 – 3 grams.

Well, there are some trips that you can't easily stop resisting. You don't want to experience what I've experienced.

Okay bro, I chilled down! Love you!

I finally bought a DMT pen after a year break. I was vaping in my room, windows opened, little rain outside. I did a few hits and my mind came up with an interesting idea: to look at the mirror while I'm tripping. I did one big pull and came as close to the mirror as I could. I was staring directly in the eyes. After a few seconds my pupils dilated: I realized I'm God. As I was looking at myself I felt deep God's love for itself. I really Am God. I was also seeing some sort of light that was all over my body. I was shining. I could see every detail on my face, every hair on my face and eyebrows. I realized that I'm perfect. I look perfectly. My face and my body perfectly imagined by God. I took all my clothes (except for the underwear) and I begun to observe my body. As I was looking at it I realized that I'm extremelly hot and sexy as f. I then looked again into my eyes and I fell in love with myself. I was a thousand time more attracted by myself then by every hot women I had seen. I'll do it on 5-MeO-DMT next time.

The guy here really seems to be more attractive than the girl

My friend, I've been doing it for the last 5 years and even though I've changed a lot I still feel insecure from time to time (especially with attractive women). But I know for sure I will get there. By the way, you went off to yourself, what do you mean by that? Did you jerk off on yourself or smth?

You are a fool who confuses self-love and narcissism. Go educate yourself about the difference between these two.

Wow! I didn't even hear about autosexuality. I think DMT and especially 5MeO-DMT have been changing my relationship to myself. I feel like I become more self-loving and more self-accepting. Maybe it's normal for most of the people, but not for me. Since childhood I've been thinking that I'm not attractive enough, not man enough etc.

hahaha I don't even know what would've happened. I didn't see a human though when I was looking at myself God's love is so shocking and accepting, this form of love is not possible for normies. I've been always rather an insecure guy maybe because I was bullied in school. But it turns out God loves all my imperfections I'm perfectly imperfect

So far I haven't answered these questions about my Self: 1. Why am I constructing this specific dream? I woke up to realization that everyrthing is my Will. Still I don't know how's it possible that I'm creating the dream without being conscious of it. Is it even possible to become aware of this process? If that so, is it possible to consciously choose a dream? If yes then how ? How would I as God choose what to dream? 2.What is my the most awake state? Is it possible for me to reach the complete level? If it's impossible than I'm not all powerful. On the other hand I am Infinity and infinity has no end, therefore, the existence of " the ultimate level" is a joke. Please answer only if you verified it in your direct experience at least 10 times. I don't care about your gurus or spiritual teachers (including Leo) say. Only your experience and how you got it.

How much weed should I smoke and how often? Do you think it's okay to have a joint once a day or it's a sign of addiction? How much / how often do you smoke weed?

You don't have a body You exists only as words on this forum You're not a human sitting somewhere haha

You'd need to have a body to study I haven't created any for you yet