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emil1234 replied to emil1234's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@gettoefl i guess this stuff is different for everybody. tahts the thing, half the time you're not even sure you're doing it correctly just gotta do what seems the most effective to you i guess -
emil1234 replied to Davino's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Breakingthewall knew there was some epic backstory -
emil1234 replied to Davino's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Breakingthewall whats the story behind your profil picture ive been wondering -
emil1234 replied to Davino's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
while i agree that its inherent for the mind to fill in gaps, some stories tend to enforce more imagination than others. if i tell you to imagine infinite goodness, eternal love beauty and bliss, you will have all sorts of ideas of what that would be like. if i tell you to imagine absolute Nothingness on the other hand, well.. i agree -
emil1234 replied to Davino's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
this is why many spiritual traditions, especially buddhism, almost exclusively use negative terms (anatman, anicca,nirvana etc), in order to not have people imagining stuff about spirituality, thus hindering their awakening. i believe it is also why many teachers refuse to talk about metaphysical stuff in general whilst i absolutley love leo and his teachings, I must admit that gaining intellectual understanding of all of this metaphysical stuff has been a huge hinderance on my own journey, because it made me conjure up images and expectations about awakening. -
imo the "visuals" of absolute pure perception of reality on 5meo beats any classic psychedelic visuals
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emil1234 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
so theres no experience happening right now? that seems to me the only absolute undebatable truth. that there is an experience happening -
emil1234 replied to James123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
wtf do u mean. people overdramatize the implications of no-self so much. experiences still happen even through theres no seperate entity experiencing them existence is obviously still here even through "you" are not. -
i did a cacao ceremony like a month ago and yea, its basically like a natural mdma trip i absolutley loved it
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imo the 5 meo energy has always been there, its the most natural thing ever. 5meo is like a rememberance
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I'm getting mixed signals. I used melatonin daily (6mg), and im unsure as to how long prior to 5meo i need to discontinue the melatonin. the facilitator told me that i didnt need to worry about it, however searching the internet, it appears there are potential interactions between the two drugs, since melatonin affects serotonin transmitters. The first time i did 5meo, i discontinued melatonin 2 days prior, and it went perfectly. Its however worth noting that discontineuing melatonin is fucking annoying for me, becuase i basically cant sleep when i dont use it do any of u 5meo users also use melatonin? and if so, how do u manage the possible interaction?
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@shree only thing i would be missing would be NN dmt breakthrough
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emil1234 replied to emil1234's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
agreed. resisting insanity is a huge blockage. i only recently overcame this obstacle myself. if you've experienced true insanity, like on a psychedelic trip for example, you know its probably one of the most dreadful thing in existence. ever since my badtrip i feared insanity way more than death. -
emil1234 replied to emil1234's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
funny, the rolling around is what i find the must credible about the video. its just child like play -
emil1234 replied to Davino's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
yes it makes me cry thinking about it -
emil1234 replied to Butters's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
really, yet another curse placed upon you? damn bro. you collecting them curses -
emil1234 replied to Ramanujan's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Someone here so u're saying that you will exist as your specific human persona forever? -
main insight?
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emil1234 replied to Ramanujan's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
wtf is this bro. literally handwritten anxiety -
emil1234 replied to Ramanujan's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
wow thats actually an insane post. mini awakening evoked screenshotted however i would say: this present moment contains change. and the only thing that is guranteed to happen as a fact of change, is death. so while the thought of death is imaginary, it is for certain a fact that will come to happen, given the nature of change and life -
emil1234 replied to Ramanujan's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
high quality as always from leo. however i always found that his use of the word imaginary is somewhat two fold and requires a little bit of clarification. He says EVERYTHING is imaginary. however he also appears to use the term in a secondary sense, like here; "you imagine death", referring to something that literally does not exist,thus imaginary in the traditional sense. but all that exists is also imaginary. it seems like he refers to god level imagination and small mind imagination, however he uses the same term for both of them, and they are qualitatively different. A distinction would be nice imo -
I recently had my first 5meo trip, and I'm planning on starting using 5meo regularly as a self development / realization tool. I do have a couple of questions tho. 1. How often do you guys trip? i know that with traditional psychedelics like LSD and mushrooms, its advicable to wait 1-2months in between trips. However DMT and 5meo dmt seem way more innocent to me, i might very well be deluding myself here, which is why i ask; but the short acting trips, seem way more harmless than a 12 hour LSD trip. whats ur guys say here, how often is it advicable to trip on 5meo, while still keeping it responsible and safe? Like what if i wanted to push it to maybe once a week, but on a lower threshold dosis? im asking because in my experience, 1 hour after ingesting both NN dmt and 5meo dmt, i feel like im completely back to normal. whats ur guys say here, how often is it advicable to trip, while still keeping it responsible and safe? Like what if i wanted to push it to maybe once a week, but on a lower threshold dosis? 2. Is it managable to solo trip, if you're vaporizing through a pibe? I know from personal experience, that when smoking NN-DMT, managing to get the third hit of the pibe is near impossible solo, cus ur tripping so hard at that point. However with 5meo, my facilitator told me that a single big hit will do the job. Hence, is it doable to solo vaporize from a pibe, even on large doses? 3. Whats your dose scalings? (speaking synthetic vaporized 5-meo here), im seeing a bit varying information on google. Some say anything above 15mg is an extremely high dose, others say you need to go above 30 mg 4. how many times in a row is it actually safe to smoke 5meo? When i did it, i did 2 trips in a row, but how far can this actually be pushed? and does the dosing have anything to say in this matter?
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HAHAHAH LOL. take a sip every time leo mentions fox news
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loved the video. one of ur best ones yet imo.
