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the last couple of weeks i've been experiencing pretty incredible activity around my chest area. it absolutley fucking has something to do with the heart chakra, no question about it. the last couple of years, ive felt a blockage, almost like a knot in my chest. but lately its like the knot started opening. i feel incredible warm tingly energetic sensations flowing from my chest throughout my entire body, and also out into everything else. i've literally never felt this energetic before. its popping the fuck off. never felt so connected, social and empathic before. VERY authentic, i fucking love it. total acceptance of whatever arises however im not all the way there. its like its not on 100% of the time. i notice that when im around other people, my chest area / heart chakra blasts the fuck open. dont know why. im also having physical reactions, like gentle tensions around my chest area. this had me worried a bit, but from what i can read its pretty normal. So my question is; how tf do i blast open this little guy open? i was randomly drinking cacao (i drink basically pure cacao), and felt an incredible euphoric spike in my chest. looked it up, and turns out cacao is used for opening the heart chakra. damn im excited this stuff is actually happening lol. never experienced any chakra activity before, its very real i can confirm so yea how do i blast open my heart chakra completely, is my question??

@Leo Gura sounds epic. correlates almost completely with sadhguru and oshos definition of mukti / liberation

when u say formless, does this mean that it is literally nothing at all?

id like to know what you mean by something, because it should be the most intuitiv fact of existence that it by its very nature is something

can you clarify what you mean by this question?

@Salvijus ive literally had SUCH A FUCKING URGE to do something outrageous. i feel so good that i just dont give a shit what people think, and i can do what want to do, completely disassociated from social expectations. i think im gonna do something outrageous tomorrow. lmao. @Princess Arabia ty man, ill be checking those out

@Hojo mate ill fucking do that during my meditation later. lets go.

@Hojo i literally feel like my heart just want to implode and blast complete love

i know i wrote the word blast a million times. but i kinda like it. lol

spot on. although i would say in the ultimate sense, apperances are also dream

I havent smoked weed for the better part of 2 years, however i used to be a regular smoker years back. For me personally, when i combine weed and alcohol, i get this EXTREMELY "high vibe" buzz, and i connect extremely well with other people. I always thought that what happened was that it increased my social skills dramatically, however im not so sure anymore; Last weekend, I was drinking alcohol,and i had the chance to smoke some weed, and for some reason i did it. I got back into this extremely high vibe buzz, that i had not experienced for years. and i noticed something very interesting. what happened was not an increase in socialization skills; it was an extreme increase in my vibration. literally no matter what i said to people, i would always get a positive response. i literally tested this, consciously saying stuff that would for sure not make me popular normally, and people just loved every single bit of it lol. i could basically walk up to random people and harass them (i didnt obviously), and their respons would still be positive. it was like no matter what i did, i was so in tune with the universe that everything just worked out well. i literally felt completely protected by the universe. i was totally creating it all on the fly, attracting what was alligned with my frequency (holy shit i sound like some new age freak, which i really dont intend to, but i cant deny what happened). this has completely changed my view on basically everything. i'm nearly 100% sure that our minds construct reality in accordance to what vibration/frequency we find ourselves in. just wanted to share gl hf

nothing beats mdma in terms of physical pleasure

i dont know if hes a solipsist. he says the Mukti / liberation / nirvana is a one time thing and afterwards theres no going back. this cant be reconciled with solipsism, since liberation would then only ever happen to 1 person and then never again, and there has been numerous records of so called liberated beings

was thinking excactly the same. time spent on anything that is not NOW is wasted

stop trying and things will happen. lol. irony of the universe

hahahahahah. i will be pulling that move tonight. and afterwards i'll erupt "i...am....EVERYWHERE!!!!!!!!!!"

thats huge, will look forward to that

u really want free girls tho? imagine how much more you appreciate a nice meal after 10 days of starvation, compared to stuffing the belly for cheap satisfaction day in and day out contrasts make life juicy

this sounds so appealing. transcending material reality and merging with the entirety of existence into pure formless infinity

If two cars are driving next to each other at excactly the same speed, both cars would appear to stand completely still from both of their perspectives. If one of the cars were to stop however, change would be observed from both ends. Since reality is ever changing, it likewise follows that there has to be something that is unchanging, for reality to be ever changing. and that unchanging reality is the infinite nothingness behind your back, behind every experience. Consciousness, awareness, nothingness, call it what you want. If this nothingness/consciousness were NOT unchanging, existence would stand completely still, since there would be no contrast between changing and unchanging. Just like the two cars driving at the same speed, appearing to stand still

this is an extremely good self inquiry question another good one is; try to find the beginning or the end of a current moment

wow never thought of that. wild. edit; however how would that account for new arising experiences? new arising experiences are outside the boundaries of memory; and if new experiences happen, that would mean change is not caused by memory. just brainstorming here

nurturing plants is underrated as fuck

These insights derive from 3 years of intense spiritual practice (meditation, mindfulness 24/7 and psychedelics). 1. Everything is one. there is a universal consciousness which connects everything, which i've been able to empirically verify for myself. 2. Theres absolutley no free will (at least in the psychophysical sense). You are just as much in control of your own body as you are of everyone elses body - this for me also was a component in the realization of the oneness of existence. 3. theres no self. you are empty inside. no entity stirring the wheel. 4. Non-conceptual reality is truth. this is a liberating insight. You realize that you can never ever have an idea that is completely alligned with the truth of reality. So when you're worrying what others might think of you, what might happen tomorrow, know that your thoughts can not ever be the actual truth. Truth is whatever arises and nothing else. Even if your thoughts were to come to fruition, the situation itself WILL NOT BE THE THOUGHT. A thought is true in virtue of it existing as a thought, and nothing else. All objects that point to other objects will never be anything more than pointers. This also means that vocabulary is completely inadequate in terms of describing reality. You cannot use a guitar to describe a bed. 5. NOTHING in existence is inherently good or bad. everything just is excactly what it is. even if my mother were to die tomorrow, it would not be ontologically / existentially / objectively bad. it would only be bad in power of the concepts and meanings my mind would apply the scenario. Even physical pain first becomes bad when it is labelled. Notice that the body itself actually does not give a fuck if pain is inflicted upon it, it is the mind that tells the body what it likes and what it doesnt. (even through some sensations obviously are more comfortable than others) 6. Existence is extremely likely eternal, even from a materialistic POV, since eternity is the case no matter how you look at it. Eternity is before you were born. Eternity is right now. Eternity is when you're gone. this moment is proof that eternity equals existence. 7. Consciousness is 100% transcendent of physicality, due to it not being subject to change or decay. I don't know why this argument isnt brought up more often, since it in my opinion is hard evidence that consciousness transcends the limits of the physical, since EVERYTHING known in the physical universe is subject to change or decay. and consciousness IS NOT. it has been completely the same from the moment you were born till now, unlike your other senses, and body for that matter, which is decaying and changing every moment. 8. You are most likely God due to several factors; if everything is one, theres definitively no seperation between you and anything else, here under God. Another strong argument is this; we find ourselves in a seemingly intelligently designed creation, without knowing how it got here. There exists an experience in which you become an infinitely intelligent creator, one with the entire creation. coincidence? 9. Solipsism is most likely true. However its not negative at all. do not waste time conceptualizing solipsism, since it only leads to suffering 10. Love is the fabric of existence 11. Philosophizing is extremely unlikely to lead to awakening, and more likely to create more conceptual layers, which basically is the antithesis of spiritual evolution. 12. Life is a miracle beyond comprehension. the only thing to do is realize it more and more. there it is. was bored and needed some form of expression. hope some of you can use some of this

what the fuck that was epic. LOL. ur post was so much better than mine