Eskilon

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  1. This video is really really good. @Leo Gura you should post it on your blog.
  2. That`s awesome to hear. Yeah, so much is being missed in general life skills, society runs on specialization without considering the downsides and alternatives to it. It is a really powerful question. You might no be able to resolve it for some time, but it really helps to decide what you really want to do with your time.
  3. Cant buy that with 200 million, LOL.
  4. Why? Your current job is not your life purpose?
  5. @Carl-Richard It's rare to find a truly flexible mind, even on this forum. Even here, people say "that's bullshit" instead of "I don't know".
  6. True skepticism is not "meh we can't know anything so what is the difference", you don't even know if you can't know, if you are being truly honest with yourself. So the skeptic who says that is just a bullshitter. You also cant do away with skepticism, while being human. What you call Pragmatism and the logic behind it, was inventend only because of a certain degree of skepticism. Every belief system is born out of skepctism, out of doubts and questions. How much skepticism is baked into this belief system? Now that`s a powerful question.
  7. This is false. Ultimate skepticism is real sensemaking.
  8. If one is to be really skeptical, one cannot think in terms of one being more likely than the other. From a completely blank state, both are equally probable. Jesus may be as uneral as an unicorn, from your perspective. So is Leo turning into a Grey alien.
  9. 😭😭😭 The double-standards. People will literally be skeptical of the existence of Buddha here, but if Leo said that he can turn into a fart, they will contemplate for weeks whether or not it is true Still waiting for "How to turn into an alien + LIVE DEMO" video😭 I am open minded to the possibility though, what do I have to lose? To judge that he can or cannot do it is pointless, you dont know and it doesnt affect you in any way.
  10. I see. It`s good that you are aware that you have potential to be a devil if the situation present itself.
  11. That`s commendable. I too would travel to more places, especially to try new psychedelics
  12. You are trolling. Cant be on this forum and do that
  13. That`s cool. Will you examine Leo`s Brain?
  14. Interesting, which field?
  15. Yes, I know. But I guess it depends on how fat your ego was prior to it too. For example if you were really attached to your self image, and to meaning. That awakening would crush you to your bones. But if you were relatively more detached than average it could be an easier time(but still really difficult to deal).
  16. When I tried 5 Meo dmt (small dose) I experienced a kind of emptiness/nothingness. There was not really anything positive about it But I am open to the fact that it might have been the dose I took so I could have different experience if I tried again and yes it’s something I’d like to try I am not self less. It’s just that I have a very small self because most of it dissolved for me In my past : I could get attached to a crush I had, since my self almost dissolved I don’t get attached to anyone anymore I used to be attached to looking a certain way. I am not attached to my appearance anymore, that disappeared when my self started to dissolve I used to have social anxiety and I was attached to having a confident, charming self image. Now that’s all gone I used to have as a child chronic existential anxiety, that’s all gone Instead of all of this, which disappeared when I dissolved layers to my self: now different problems arose I barely feel I exist That creates a kind of emptiness Its almost like walking around in a constant void (almost, not completely because I’m not completely gone) It is like everything is a bit hollow and lacks richness Makes sense? If my sense of self was 100% dissolved maybe this problem would resolve I see, I thought getting your self dissolved to some degree would bring liberation, not hollowness and lack of richness. But maybe that depends on the person and their persona prior to it, dont know though. Could be something about development.
  17. @Sugarcoat Aren't you curious to know what awakening is? Especially because you had a strong glimpse on 5-meo... Also how can you be like this since you said your self is mostly dissolved, im trying to grasp that As for what keeps me going I would say I am really curious to what awakening is and I find that I am not at my full maturation yet(not intellectually, spiritually etc) so I am curious to where I can push this self. And the fact that you dont know what comes after death(it could be worse), if anything. This could be the only life you have and then its over(from an non-lucid perspective). Why waste it?
  18. There is another perspective to see the escalation of AI, not the AI per se but the consequences of all the money involved Great video! Thanks
  19. 😈🧩
  20. I never understood the appeal of alchohol besides the mood change. It's not even a dopaminergic substance(ike say a tasty juice, a candy, or even coca-cola), it tastes like trash. I feel people drink out of conformity too, "to not be the weird one that doesnt drink" cant imagine people drinking willingly out of pleasure