Eskilon

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  1. I see, so yeah, he just doesnt question stuff deeply and he is insanely biased. Yeah, its not all bad, he does contribute to reality. But its interesting to try to understand his neurosis even after taking potent chemicals.
  2. But I cant fathom this, are they just irredemable? Psychedelics are no joke, do they just dont feel whats happening? lol
  3. @Leo Gura How can he still be this way after taking 5-meo and psychedelics? How would you explain this? Is he too sloppy with his mind? Uninstered in philosophy or true spirituality? What the most probable explanation for his neurosis in your view?
  4. In other words --- Karma. Why do God conform to Karma? Why cant I become Superman right now? God is lame
  5. @Natasha Tori Maru I read your posts here and its nice to know your perspective on flirting. But in my experience, and from people's definition of that word where I live, its a different kind of behaviour. Let's say we have a couple, and some stranger flirted with the guy's girlfriend. Boy, where I live its a 99% chance of a conflict or even a fight happening between the stranger and the girl's boyfriend. People don't have such loose boundaries like you haha. I say monogamous relationship are inherently territorial and it has that contracted love quality going for it. Like you are mine and only mine, you cant kiss somebody other than me, and cant have sex with somebody other than me, and from my experience even flirting with somebody is a no no. Its just the nature of this kind of relationship I think.
  6. Yes, we are selfish creatures. But that doesnt mean anything goes, that's why we have rules, moral standards, and so on. yeah bro, you are not providing ground for the cheating to happen, sure lol. She will politely leave her boyfriend after the guy knows that she has a boyfriend and still flirts with her regardless. She totally left her boyfriend by herself lmao
  7. @Schizophonia Dude, you are saying that people act, point stuff, or give advice just because they are angry... like what? I am neutral about this, people can act, and be neutral at the same time; just like you can be happy and act. Having morals or standards and saying them on a forum doesnt mean that a person is angry by saying them. Yes, if it would hurt your ego, then why are you encouraging the OP to hurt the girl's boyfriend ego? Simple rule in life: if you wouldnt like it done to you dont do it to others.
  8. I am not threatened. I am just pointing out your unconscious double standards lol. I am pretty sure you wouldn't like someone flirting with your girlfriend; unless you have cuckold fantasies or smth.
  9. @Schizophonia Bro, what sort of bullshit are you spiting lmao. I am pretty sure you wouldn't like some guy flirting with your girlfriend. Why are you encouraging him to do it?
  10. Are you society's spokesman?
  11. I agree. Ultimately there's no way around conformity, you will always conform in some level; it is only a question of degrees of conformity. For the work most here are engaged is better to be less conformist than most people in society, but, it is a fantasy to think you will ever escape conformity. Even our desires and bias towards non-conformity is a product of the western world and the greek heritage. No one here is original(not even Leo) to teach non-conformity -- its just a product of culture and the greeks. We in the west value individuality above all: everyone for themselves, pull yourself by your own bootstraps, etc etc. But see, this is conformity!!! You are conforming to individuality and pedestalizing this over collectivism.
  12. Bro, where is your masculinity? Be courageous, be brave!
  13. @Leo Gura Wow thanks for the response. I am lucky to have your input because you came from this field and still have interest in it, so your words are comforting haha. But I am not a conformist!! I will pursue this, will be challenging, but what else is there to do right?
  14. Just because something is caused doesnt mean that it isnt random. For a cause to exist there must be another cause, and a cause for that cause, and so on and so on. In which case, the caused is itself random because you cannot determine nor predict where it came from or it's origin point, thus the definition of random -- unpredictability. If infinity exists, nothing can be truly determined or have some definitive prior cause, and thus making determinism false. That is what prevents reality from being mechanical and known, which is also what makes it spontaneous, "Random" & unique.
  15. Yeah, that's a conscious way to play these red-orange games lol
  16. In Freud terms, GTA is basically a reality where you temporarily throw away your super-ego(morals, ethics) and allow your otherwise supressed basic instincts take over(sex, violence, immorality, anger) which corresponds to your Id. Basically, it is a game for you to do everything you might want to do in real life but can't. A chaotic playground . Unironically, the game is a fertile shadow work space
  17. Just to add to this, another model that I use in conjuction with MBTI is the Enneagram. The model is divided into 9 types, each corresponding to the numbers 1 to 9. Each number is a personality type with it's traits, desires, fixation, passions, fears, defense-mechanisms and development levels(healthy, average and unhealthy). I think the interesting thing about the Enneagram is that it is not only horizontal, but also vertical; due to the levels of development each type has. Meaning you can be a type 6 for example and be in the unhealthy level while another can be the same type but in the healthy level. Basically if MBTI tells you how someone proccess information and makes decisions, the Enneagram tells you why someone is making those decisions.
  18. There's a possibility that a person can be so neurotic, that even a psychedelic might not give him/her very significant everlasting changes.
  19. Anyone who says psychedelics didnt change their lives either has some genetic condition or are seriously deluded in their self-concept beyond repair at the moment of experience.
  20. Pessi & Penaldo Real talent are Ronaldinho and Neymar None of them should've won hundreds of millions playing a sport though. The system rewards entertainment over everything else -- it's a bad joke.
  21. LMAO bro is a caveman Jk jk.
  22. Fascinating video about Sugar. This unhealthy thing literally shaped society lmao.
  23. @emil1234 Hey man, beautiful post! Cant really imagine how you are feeling right now -- it must be pure greatness. I have a couple questions if you don't mind haha: I am curious, from what I understand and from my own experience also, I never had a breaktrough like this on Aya. Did you get an insight on why you were able to "get" it? Even the people where I go to aya ceremonies said that Bufo(5-meo) is much more suited to my goals(Awakening, Unity, GodHood). Sadly, where I live, bufo is illegal, so its tricky to get the experience, but I am patient. But say, what do you think triggered in you specifically? Looking back at it, would you say you could get this breakthrough through meditation? And lastly, what will you do from now on? Will you change career or something like that? Please do share if you feel comfortable In any case, best of luck in your journey, and much love! I wish to join you in greatness in this life