Martin123
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Martin123 replied to khalifa's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@khalifa follow your intuition and ressomance. Dont be retarded like "oh leo sais this and Allan Watts said that, and my mom always says X and dad says B..." Go with whatever excites you the most. After all how can you trust anyone if you distrust youreelf in the first place. -
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@unknownworld I am probably going to start a blog concerning this issue in close future. For now read emotional clearing by John Ruskan and follow Julienhimself on yt -
Kyle Cease's a gangster ?❤
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Martin123 replied to Leo Gura's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Psychonaut thats an excellent post. I feel the same way! -
Martin123 replied to The White Belt's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Prabhaker Its the antena for wifi -
Martin123 replied to Martin123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ajasatya That's great to hear man. Follow your bliss #Hippie -
Martin123 replied to The White Belt's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Neo OH WATCH OUT THAT IS A DESIRE OF THE EGO! OMG SO EGOIC #STAGEorange #MATERIALISTIC #GOMEDITATEINACAVEYOUPRICK OMG HOW UNHAPPY ARE YOU????????????? -
Martin123 replied to Martin123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@ajasatya My perspective is that it doesn't matter if its past life or not. Is there emotional trauma to heal? Great fucking do it. Are you emotionally pure and clear? Awesome move onto other things. I feel like karmic debts ought to be paid before pursuing liberation. Not for moral reasons, but just because it is way more effective. -
Martin123 replied to The White Belt's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@BeginnerActualizer Zeus descends from the skies, smashes your head in, pukes spiritual shit into your mouth and makes you suck his dick. -
Martin123 replied to Martin123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Wormon Blatburm In my experience it was the desire of inner child to be treated fairly - in a way "yo Im special don't you fucking dare throwing your bullshit at me". Which is in a way true, but it still is a neurosis that limits you and creates more problems. -
Martin123 replied to Martin123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Wormon Blatburm Yes, I used to feel like that as well. It goes away with time. -
Martin123 replied to Martin123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Wormon Blatburm I simply expressed myself and put it out there if anyone resonates. There is no question, I am not seeking for an answer. If you resonate, share, if you don't... well you can share as well. -
Martin123 replied to Martin123's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Wormon Blatburm That is exactly the type of debate I wanted to avoid. -
Martin123 replied to Leo Gura's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@aidenhall Bentinho Massaro is really into that -
Martin123 replied to Why?'s topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura Man damnit Im a pianist tell me where you got the song! ? -
Martin123 replied to Why?'s topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Leo Gura I asked you for the "song name" you used, and you reploed "it's not a pop song" how does it not have a name or composer or some sort of other means of recognition? In other words, where'd you get that song? -
@Epiphany_Inspired Brutal self-honesty and patience is all u need
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Hey. I will talk a bit about my inderstanding of codependence and my experience with it. Here I mention severe codependence, there are people who can be lightly codependent just culturally conditioned into the idea of monogamistic romance, that is not what I am getting here at. Severe or extreme codependence originates in abandonment trauma. Mostly abandonned by mother. In a very young age you were once or repeatedly in a situation that gave you the feeling of being abandoned. to a child abandoned = dead So the core emotion behind this whole problem is this insanely dreadful loneliness. Not the "I feel kinda lonely" loneliness. It is "I AM GOING TO DIE" loneliness. The only genuine solution to this is to release the emotion. That is going to be ver very painful and scary as fuck. I am going through it right now, that is what inspired me to write about this topic. Peace out
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@Nahm ah I see. Yeah I just realized Im filtering affirmations through my own lense of negative experience with them from the past. I still cant help but dislike the general idea, however Im coming to realize that proper use can accelerate one's development. There just needs to be caution to what resonates.
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@Nahm dont understand the question
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@Afonso your subconscious mind = your body your beliefs - hard-wired within your nervous system transcending core beliefs = emotional labour, biological process. From this stand-point most self-help including stuff like "positive affirmation" seem seriously retarded.
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You're absolutely right, my bad I didn't express myself correctly. When I say you either are aware or are not aware, I don't mean it in a simplistic manner. You can be aware of quantum mechanics, you can be aware of quantum mechanics in depth, or on a surface level. You can expand this awareness by integrating more knowledge into your view of reality. But the whole concept of intelligence just doesn't check out. The mainstream term intelligence suggests that you either are good at Maths or you're not. That is just simply not true, you have the capacity to be good at Maths, and you either fulfill it or not. Some capacities are for some people much easier to fulfill than others, and that's it. The problem is that it is not quantifiable, the whole idea of measuring IQ off of a standardized test is complete utter nonsense, and only creates space for more insecurity and judgement. What does someone with "higher intelligence" look like? If "you" are intelligent, which you do you mean? The You that you present to your parents, or the you that you present to your peers? I can show you a practical example from my own life. In the past I used to play a lot of piano. Sometimes I would just sit at the piano and could not play at all. Even if I wanted to come up with something good, I simply couldn't. Other times, I just sat and played music I didn't know I was capable of creating. It was a beautiful amazing creation of mine and it was flowing effortlessly. Now on what basis are you going to judge my "musical intelligence"? The first situation or the second situation? Intelligence IS a cultural concept. Awareness, creativity and skill are human qualities.
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@Mark96 Intelligence is a social construct. How do you measure that? It is not static, it cannot be. It is a totally manmade invention that doesn't have a real value. Don't waste your time with it. You either are aware of things, or you're not. It is as simple as that.
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Yes! Summoning Jutsu 4 cheekbones of knowledge! You are obviously trying to have the role of "look at me, I am non-conformist, I am special". I am not going to say what to do specifically for this, but generally for these attachments. Whenever you form an attachment (such as this one), there is some sort of emotional pain you are escaping. Some trauma, some facet of your being that you haven't faced fully yet. You might not be ready to face some aspects of yourself, but that is not something you can influence... at least not easily. What you wanna do is basic emotional labour. Release some emotional pain, do some crying, have a few panic attacks, scream a bit into a pillow. Release the emotions that are behind this phenomenon. You can look at it from belief-stand point. There is an underlying belief causing you to behave in such manner. Might be I am not good enough. I am worthless I am a potato and potatoes grow only on trees that are special. You can examine this belief, by doing some questioning. The problem is, that "beliefs" are hard wired in your nervous system. That is where emotional labour kicks in. Releasing a negative belief is painful. As you release more and more trauma, you gain more clarity, and you stop behaving in such an idiotic non-conformist manner. Emotional release is a chapter within of itself, but it is the one and most important ground-work you've got to do in terms of self-actualization or enlightenment work. Techniques I like Pranic or abdominal breathing Mindfulness Elliot Hulse has some great techniques how to work with your body to release trauma, check that out. And do more research, Im getting a great book about this shit, its supposed to arrive on Thursday. The Yellow Flash of the Leaf is out.
