Whitney Edwards

It's best to stay away from this cancer.

I'm talking about a scenario.

See my journals regarding this topic. Wealth of information in there. I talk about nightmares. Just yesterday I had one. It was a doorway into my subconscious and I also think a part of it is related to my past life. I have karmic burdens and debts and I made some karmic connections in this lifetime in the romantic sense that have caused me great personal injury and harm. I'm trying to get closure on that since a year now. Also I'm dealing with demons, psychic attacks, negativity. Leo talked about psychic attacks. I don't remember the post. He was talking about negaity entity removal and things like that. These things are disturbing, violent, rapey. I get very disturbing nightmarez due to pedophile abuse. I don't know if it's present or past. They unravel during sleep rem. Also if you are stuck in hung mode where you can't find karmic closure in this birth. Read about reincarnation. It means unfinished business. I'm trying to resolve my karma but this is not an easy path. I recommend self exploring in zen state. Sorry for the typos.

Maybe.

Me lol. The stupidest person on the planet. Literally a fool I am. And I'm not kidding. There's a fool like me born every minute. Barnum. The most intelligent person in the forum is Scheezop.

I mean to say it's easy to misinterpret convos and then blame someone who is completely innocent and unaware of your imagined scenarios and psych issues. Am I right? Have you seen that happen? Do you think it's legit to hold some personal accountability?

I strongly recommend seeing a therapist and starting medication. There's probably some psychosis factor involved. Before doing anything, get a proper diagnosis. I think you've spoken about schizophrenia before. The forum is not a suitable place to discuss deep and severe mental issues as it can be a safety concern. And you're in a vulnerable state bro. Better discuss this with your psychiatrist. He can give you conclusive answers to your queries. Nobody here would be able to do that.

@StarStruck you can start being rude. I guess by nice you mean a doormat. There's nothing wrong in being genuinely nice though.

What does this mean Scheezop?

And that is supposed to be everyone's fault that someone suffered an episode of weed induced psychosis?

Great insight man.

I see.

@Schizophonia sorry low blood pressure

@Schizophonia @Schizophonia high histamine can cause high blood pressure and arterial damage. Premature aging

@Schizophonia don't ever rely on anti histamines though. I have a huge history with high histamine since childhood and always relying on those addictive anti histamine pills

@Schizophonia you need tryptophan in your diet. I got lavender essential oil a few days back. It works. Hot bath, cold showers and switching off all media before sleep time.

Then just go hiking till you're so tired you collapse in bed. Drugs is not the end all for this thing. Just get a hold on it. It can be tricky for sure but keep working on inducing serotonin naturally and be patient

@Schizophonia y haven't u tried melatonin?

I'm sorry my autism bothers you. Namaste.

Omg his new book is out. I want to check this out so bad. Pure joy. Spira talks about his new book - the heart of prayer.

The Roundtable with Adya, Rupert and Prendergast. Biggies of non duality Enjoy.

Awesome. Cheers. Trump needed to be exposed long long ago for being a charlatan.

I think you need therapy and medication. You can consult a doctor to get your symptoms reversed. Don't lose hope. But therapy can do wonders in changing your mind brain dynamic. Try it. The traditional tools of psych therapy are far better than any psychedelic. Goodluck brother.

I wouldn't know if you're trolling me or not. Because I have autism. So I need what they call gesture notes.

He is very dignified and far better than someone like Jordan Peterson. He doesn't sell himself to pander right wing hustlers.