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Gd will go to Vegas again, but to perform. I wish when the time comes, when he make a world tour I can attend one of his show. Or just listening to his music would be enough. I'm curious about his new songs. Would it be good? It's been a while.

I keep on thinking about this.

What career would make me feel excited everyday?

MARCH 1 2024 🌷🌹🥀

I thought I could become a millionaire after reading this book...

Okay I have finished reading this book. 2:16PM I think the best part of this book is chapter seven and two. Or maybe the earlier chapters. And one in the end. It tells me of what is required in a CV. And it's purpose. Briefly.

I have read 78% of this book. Reminds me of back then.

I want to learn driving and having my own car. Tesla Y?!! Chevy Spark

I have read until chapter ten. 11:01AM

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I can't believe That xx is going to make a comeback this year. If I can't go to his concert I would be a little sad.

Okay I have read chapter eight 1:53AM I think chapter seven is good. Chapter eight is history.

I have read chapter seven . 1:05AM

I have read this book until chapter 6.

The desire of God is for everything to glorify Him. /God. For all of creations to glorify Him.

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Right now , I'm thinking , of going back to study. It's never too late. Even in the book* it said it's not too late. And I have to achieve something out of life. I can't be doing nothing forever. My child would be nothing. And I'm also thinking of working and having a career.

What services can I provide?

I bought a hair dye. But no way I could do that by myself. It is tempting not to buy it. But I think I will trust the salon more. Plus I had to bleach my hair first. So idk, Of course I can't do it by myself.

Will I win a Tesla Y? Well idk ~~

I think I should just be grateful wherever I am. But maybe I was wrong.

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I dream that I'm dyeing my hair pink. I've been wanting to do this for a long time. But my mom would never bring me to dye my hair. I can only wait for my freedom. Will I ever be free & independent ? There's so much thing I wanna do. If , only, I'm already free & adult... But I can never, There's so much things I wanna do. I am doomed for life. I can't drive. I wanna travel. I wanna go to a concert, I wanna dye my hair, I want to work. I want to be independent. I want to have my own house and paid my own bills. (But right now I no longer care because the things that I wanna keep safe had been stolen so nothings mattered anymore. I don't need a safe space anymore. My life's is fucked.) Since I was a child I have been wanting to get my own money and to work and to have my own studio apartment so that I could keep all these things. Since I was young. I even thought of creating my own cabin beside the house. However small. To keep my arts. And my works. Like an art studio. ) But it never happens. And my things are stolen. Once I get forcefully put into a mental hospital and have no control over my own room, they steal everything. I still didn't know who. Though. It's fucked up. And we're still living together. There's no one else . It would be only either one of them . Who steals my things. No one else.