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@Someone here I've edited it.

/ I want you to be my servant. The last thing I thought about yesterday was that I want a new phone from you. Its been months and too long that But , can you give it to me? Are you rich? I hv also thought about (the last time im here) that you should hv a child OR even if you're married , or for you to get married and have a child and your whole family would be my servant. If you married an indian too. It doesn't matter. Have a child. Thats what I say some time ago. (Things that would be good for you) And if you're alone that too would be good. I wont accept when you come with only your child (if any) or if your family was separated. Its either whole or alone. Id be alone too. C ☑️ / And also , I also would have felt weird to have @someonehere now . After i write this thinking about it. Yesterday? No the day before yesterday.. because things are just a little different now. And we/ people have becomes one here every soul had merged and shared with each other. Dead. Which is the things i want to prevent before. God forbid i became one with them . (It is also against my religion and i dont (consent) allow it) Back then when my brother arent here and i need a lot of boys or guys to counter the force. (Having a brother is equal to having a school of boys-only-school boys) i literally would rather have a lot of non suckers boys in my room (if i were to do something non religious by the way which they already did) rather than having others killed me. It would be the right thing to do but now ... Its over. I hold in me something greater than all of my brother's combined. Having access to me is equal to having access to (my fam and relatives . This is crucial because they kill) all of those 20x years worth of things. of connections. And you know , these are people who didnt went to school and just wanted to go to school. Or people who want to download an intelligence without ever having to learn a thing. Or get a spirit without ever having to seek or search or travelled. I actually thinking of having access to me is equal to having access to all of my connections so to old people thats (supposed to be ) a batch or another millions of school of people or girls my age. Wasn't pretty. I'm glad that i am who i am. But these , are they predators? They are people older than me. (28yo) Right now, I'll be honest , i no longer felt anything. My soul or spirit had becomes one it no longer pulled me. And before, years before i felt it more strongly . That its killing me still wasnt (or was it) as bad as last year. And they do this because they believe they needed my spirit to create a child. Or just for themselves. Not knowing that it doesnt have to. Scarcity mindset. They'd go after all of girls or women who d still have something good in them. They would named their newborn after all of those girls. Youngest cousin youngest daughter. Who did they not attacked? Next it will be -. They also would love all of the non religious things as if they hated their. Religion. Like my interest are very personalized. I never told anyone what i liked or disliked or my preferences. I wouldnt say that this forum arent guilty. But they seems to want it and most of all I saw their state back then was like indo? Most of all , they want to be the ones who gets into my mind. They want to replace, everything that is ever in my mind or where im currently at for however long that is , with themselves. That's it. And it's very ugly. If before this , i was made of such and such a thing, they want me to be made of them or filled with themselves. And when my siblings came i would already have become a different person. 7/5/2025 4:00AM And the last thing i want from @Someone here is a phone because this one that im using can be accessed by (all). (My other device broke sometime ago and yet another device a long time ago) Maybe who knows what will happen next. Whatever that im saying is very personal and im not talking about the bigger things(did I?). 18/4/2025 . I am being watched. Posting on this forum affects my real life immediately. So if you see me being weird or talking weirdly or not being honest or transparent it was because of that. I have f'ed up my life. Because my sources or resources are my family and my relatives . And my place are a different place. And while I'm here , I'm talking to the world (or whatever that is) and while my physical body are dependent on those. Like only mm and some of my dad and the physical distance I'm in. (World) . You know because those fam or relatives keeps on being resurrected . But I have no contact with them or I don't have any of their contact. I have went out of all the group because it felt like I am being sucked. I thought it would stop if I do that but it still happened. And now or last year it was no longer that life threatening or deathly but (read:they still is giving me their help/ portion) the world is going on. I don't even know what's happening now because there are people who want you /your family dead. And this isn't anyone different or far. We all agree. We would only.. I'm writing this because I'm thinking of something. All of these aren't important? Wanting to take ownership of me to be able to Reality can be infinite / The last thing that saw or up to was seeing me at a beach at night with a glimpse or presence of my other brother. And someone else.

Got a weird dream. Now I don't even know whom I'm with. (There's a stranger) & I don't remember it well. 2:28AM Apr 7 2025 It got mixed with someone's past.

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@puporing Can you tell ? What type of meat this is?

357ms

My creators was at home right now.

God is dead.

I said I am in a cult. And then regretted it because something bad truly happened.

The same force it seems like are following me. 4:14AM

You're describing is as if you’re going to die. heading towards death. Thats my first impression. But after reading your replies i thought you need to smoke still. A sudden withdrawal of your routine. * i never knew that men are intentionally suicidal like killing themselves in front of me. Like eating a sweet thing, i saw this in my dream. Even irl it was meant to kill. actually after i write this it was raining and i would be distracted as hell *this one . It felt like a bait. You're describing is as if you’re going to die. heading towards death. Thats my first impression. But after reading your replies i thought you need to smoke more . A sudden withdrawal of your routine. * *This one , i could go on and on but it felt like a bait. Maybe the ones who are close to me What? Idk what im saying . i would hv explained to you how i was never truly asleep until when im 26. When ive been put to sleep.

And this one , you know like if you're approaching death. Moving towards death. Like no interest in life anymore I was into this a while ago. But now idk what's good anymore. I still find myself in a filthy situation unable to do nothing today. No and it's over for me. It's basically them not wanting to practice the religion again anymore but only I was affected. It's only affecting me and none of them actually this thing goes against their .

Leo is deleting my post so I’m deleting my other four.

Actually something really odd is happening last night. And by writing this it will disappear . Something reeeaally odd. I wonder if it was the biggest mistake in my life. And today what follows through is just I didn't want. I don't wanna add any more new people in my life.

@Someone here Maybe you need to smoke more.

Going through a brain rot right now.

Im afraid , and im doomed. You can say for the past four day (or even more) i just had this exchange of fate/energy/karma. Like i dont even know where it all come from. Imagine having to swapped your life paths with someone Else forever? This, i simply had a dream of meeting someone im supposed to not. 4/3/25 Today and throughout yesterday (night) my world felt very small. 100m am i killing somebody? I said MY world. It was a very small world maybe

It may be happen at 3PM yesterday and now it's 10AM in the morning. By 5p.m I have already felt ok. It is just something like your brain stopped working and you feel pulled. Which happened (more than once) but not as bad. (I've felt worser.) And I know exactly what is causing it.

I'm doomed.

Did they do anything to you in the hospital? Why aren't you able to smell or taste food after having gone out of the hospital? /Healed.

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I dont wanna get married anymore. Even if I do wanna I couldn't. Because the things that is supposed to make it have been destroyed , or died , or no longer working.

⬆️I had the most painful thing ever after writing this. It has been eight hours since I've write this and my mind had been so messed up than it had ever been. Like no others. Probably like until two hours ago. And then I eat , and still do have a troubled mind. All sorts of things that never were there before was messed up in my mind. Like today. Now thirteen hours. "Imagine everything in the world having their own thing. Like if every action or practice contribute to something. It can make someone died or alive. Like the spirits running in you. These things can make me troubled." Edit*All of these I didn't know what* Maybe if I write it it will be imbalance again. No.

5:07AM I wake up to my moms step sibling screaming at me and my brother there was a square like building with the inside courtyard and she's screaming at me because worrying about my national identity card. It's true I hadn't travel for a while and she want me to show my card to some people. On the other end of the courtyard. Idk. Because yesterday I did something with my" mom " when I had thought about separation .

My religion and my mom&dads religion are no longer the same. It might be me whos old fashioned or them. But things that ive never heard before they said.