Schizophonia

It can also be the need to fill a hole as a demonstration of having the phallic position (power).

I have no hostility towards transgender people, but I am not a demagogue. Moreover, there is a strong correlation between gender dysphoria and schizophrenia, and even probably (i have not seen any direct studies on this, it’s a subjective deduction) neurosis.

Women want a powerful/available libidinal force. This can be translated in many ways, money, physical confidence, humor, anchoring, intelligence, availability, etc. A woman's needs will then vary depending on the overall context (are you in a poor country? for example) and especially their personality, and therefore their need (hole) when it comes to their personality.

It's too weird because beyond appearance most transgender people I've seen still have an energy typical of their original gender, they have to force themselves to appear like their new gender. Gender dysphoria is probably just a trivialized mental illness in most cases.

No, i was the most sharp when i was young and more healthy. That said i have become way less « aspie » as i got older. I wouldn't be able to say exactly what it's due to. Overall I would say that psychedelics are very overrated for mental health, for most people.

Day 4/5/6 I’m at Toulouse for some reasons for 4 days. I "voluntarily" relapsed (👺)to see if all this was just a placebo (and also because i was at a point where i lacked willpower, i was unhappy for some reasons, nevermind) but it was clearly not worth it, i lost motivation again, i feel more miserable; I am clearly going back to seminal retention for an indefinite period. You can't watch pornographic images in seminal retention, it will break your defenses, same story for any addiction in fact; I'm not addicted to pornography at all, but i haven't identified enough with seminal retention yet either. Ultimately this is what the will is based on: conditioning, the concept of self. Seminal retention is a gift from God granted to men. It is a driving force that accumulates and which alone has therapeutic effects on the body but also and especially the mind: It removes learned helplessness and bad karma in general, contrary to what one might think it will not push you to want to fuck a goat or a keyhole lol 🫨, but on the contrary it will break limiting beliefs, and make you more quarrelsome, demanding; Seminal retention will make you a man, it is more important than meditation, and it is just as hard or even harder (if you have normal testosterone ), in a different way. Sleep is ok, oddly enough I can fall asleep well now. I feel depressed, lack of sleep “artificially” increases the levels of certain neurotransmitters/modulators (glutamate, catecholamines, histamine…) and i guess that by sleeping better it gave rise to a crash; At least i feel it quite well. When i get back on Thursday i will make a post to explain psychoanalysis ideas, i didn’t have the courage (=motivation, it is a French expression i hit) to put into form my ruminations (=thoughts) on the subject; I am mainly interested in Lacan and Freud, i sometimes call upon notions of Jung but it is not what interests me the most: I find his system too abstract, even cumbersome. There are also other psychoanalysts still with their system, their point of view (Reich, Fromm, Deleuze, Arthur Janov, even Ken Wilber it seems eheh) in which i have not yet been interested.

It’s pleasant for a man to pay, if possible.

Eheh. 👍

Ahah thanks i don’t take supplements, it’s genetic. Maybe one would be interested on modafinil, lion mane or cholinergic nootropics if it is worried about memory.

That isn’t real. More imaginary pig's blood dish for my tall slavic 🤗👺 It traumatized you lol You’re right no pb.

I talk to myself through Leo. 👀 It doesn't matter what he tried, the most important thing is the concept of self, that's where it all starts in the paradigm I’m currently in. Your right about nutrition probably don’t will be the cure.

I learned bloodpudding is a legend.

It cool if you plan to share time with people you appreciate, and/or have a specific plan to enjoy. Otherwise you will especially feel alone.

If i remember well you or someone else had posted a video about a guy with both a penis and a vagina, something like that.

Niceeeeeeeee… Jk

Leo is also opposed to seminal retention m, while it is gold for people who lack energy and motivation.

Leo Gura is capable of going to see a marabout but brushes it aside when he is suggested to go see Joe Dispenza, who has tones of results and tends to be on the same "spiritual" line as Leo. You want to play the mature guy who accepts the reality of life blah blah blah and well you will manifest the proof of it.

Tell him to stop ?

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For now it’s essentially compulsive trolling, He doesn't have a clear and thoughtful ideological line at all. Or on the contrary he has been part of a secret neo-Nazi group for a while lol, but that's unlikely.

The symbolization of an energy or set of energies, of a frequency (in an entity).

Dw i don’t reproach you anything, it just popped in my head.

Ahah indeed i looked like a bloated zombie at this time. It’s an archetype.

Just in case it wasn’t at all a sexual joke 😅 Nevermind