Schizophonia

Bruh.

lol

Yes, you still more or less prefer someone your own age for a couple.

Are you french ?

Me and my village after having manifested the bread to save them from post-covid inflation.

Day 52 Do you really know yourself? Because I don't, lol. Like many in a comfort-oriented society, my attention has been so consumed by easily consumed nonsense and energy drains of neurotic preoccupations that my individuation process hasn't been particularly developed. So I indulged in a little imagination exercise on what really makes me happy and what would make me happy, i though to 5 points (non-exhaustive of course): 1) Food. I eat compulsively most of the time "because I have to eat." For some reason, I also compulsively cook dishes with lots of spices and chili peppers. If I really allowed myself to eat what I like and how I like, I would be content with two good meals with simple foods. In fact, I don't like spices; they're crap for hypothyroid Hindus, lol. I prefer simple dishes made with wheat, dairy products, beef or pork, some green vegetables, and salt and pepper. The perfect meal is a steak with pepper or Bernaise sauce, air-fried fries, a small salad with nuts and walnut oil, toast with goat cheese, Coca-Cola/Pepsi, and for dessert, nut cake or iced mochi. I could drink alcohol or smoke cigarettes; I don't like to restrict myself "for health"; most of the time, hygiene concerns are neurotic; I don't want to be like that. After all, good people do what they want, it's not my problem. A good way to recognize a mentally ill person is aggression. Not attacking you would be to consider your common behavior as good, and that would cancel out their twisted power process. If it's a vegan, he'll attack you because you ate "corpse," if he's anti-alcohol, he'll attack you because you drank "poison," etc. 2) I'm politically right-wing. Before even talking about the ideas themselves, I've never been able to stand most of the leftists I've encountered. Most of the time, I don't have to do anything, just say something non-aggressive but stiff, and a leftist will decide to throw a fit of hysteria out of nowhere or simply declare you an enemy to satisfy his ego. It's a bit like women in men's bodies, lol. Of course, everyone is different, but it seems to be routine; Once in high school, at the very beginning, a guy had me summoned by the administration because I had physically "pressured" him because he spread i was a fascist, without going into details. Even here, without saying they're leftists, I have absolutely no idea, some guys found a way to get angry at me, again, not because I attacked anyone, but simply for speaking in a brutal manner. Well, I come from the French provinces, always surrounded by very stoic people; normal men in fact. And I'm a pretty "nice" ectomorph, what will it be like when these people, with this kind of persona, have problems with even more brutal people? Like real intimidating assholes ? You have to be careful. To return to the question of ideas, well, I'm not a sociologist, and on the paper I've agreed with many Marxist deductions; I want to be someone with nuance. But in reality, every time I process what I see in the news, or when I talk about work with my father, I come to the conclusion that it's too much government that's the problem. And then there's the problem of immigration, insecurity... As I said in another post, I'm not against the European Union. I've never seen a convincing argument against the EU; I could debate that; Nevermind. 3) My character in general. Following on from the previous point I think I'm a pretty "stiff" person; at the same time less twisted/perverse than average, I never wish anyone harm, and at the same time I'm quite "dry", not very empathetic.. Overall, more indifferent than average, and a stiffer reaction. A bit like a bull or an owl. 4)I'm quite a stickler I wash myself every day, soaping myself from head to toe, I shave clean every day, my bed is tidy, I vacuum regularly, etc. It's also a gift for others; it's cool to be around someone who's clean. 5)Occupations I like cooking, reading books to teach me how to manifest 1 million euros and a harem, watching videos to teach me how to manifest 1 million euros and a harem, watching videos about history, working out, walking in nature, philosophizing for several hours a day, and going out with friends or talking with them on Discord. I still lack socializing for my taste, so I should include social activities in the future, when I'm settled in a big city. I was in Toulouse last week and did a boxing session, I surprisingly had more energy than I expected so it was cool but I want to try something else. Why not also get a dog, or even btw a cat? Cats offer a bit of companionship and are also independent, while a dog requires a lot of attention, depending on the breed.

lol Me cannabis just gets me high.

Are you going to deny yourself the chance to date a girl from work even if the relationship is good? Most of the girls I've had opportunities with were in college.

I've never seen girls wanting to be in a harem, or they're twisted scenarios where a rich white guy gets together with several girls from poor countries who are very unaware.

@Something Funny You sound a little paranoid; If you politely ask a girl out, nothing bad will happen if she says no.

I don't know, I haven't thought about it that much. I know that if I were in his shoes, I wouldn't care; Even if I had addiction problems, I'd still say so. The important thing is that I can fulfill my professional duties. If some of my clients turn out to be hysterical puritans, then fuck them. I wouldn't be surprised if Musk thinks like that either; He reacted violently when he was criticized for not censoring pro-Hamas accounts on X or something like that enough.

Joe Dispenza approves.

There is an infinite scale of "awakenings" because the absolute cannot be symbolized; Therefore, an awakening is always still an illusion from a higher certain point of view. The idea is that Christianity can be a progression for certain egos. Compared to paganism, for example, or even atheism; Depending on the point of view and the form of Christianity involved.

JP has always been sensitive, but now he seems a little crazy.

Are aliens only in 3D? We trap animals to eat them, maybe humans are in a gigantic trap for aliens in another dimension, and we don't see how that could be possible because of our cognitive limitations. Maybe you could mutate, through neuroplasticity, into a hybrid entity. Actually "aliens", "3d", and "neuroplasticity", it's all imaginary, but you get the idea.

@The Crocodile @Breakingthewall Science is imaginary If you believe that levitation "might maybe be possible even if it's hard to believe," you will have proof that it is "might maybe be possible even if it's hard to believe."

I don't see why he would lie. He wouldn't be able to function either if he took too much, too often. Perhaps he could seems erratic here and there precisely because he's careful to take it outside of work hours, where he's likely to be filmed. It seems logical to me.

He says he only takes a small dose every two weeks, which is not much. There must be plenty of politician who regularly consume alcohol, coffee or tobacco and it alter personality too.

Tinder is horrible for men, most of the time.

@Peo What's the purpose of your topic if not interacting with people.

Day 51 I sleep well, but I have a lot of bad dreams where my shadow hits me in the face, waking me up during the night and disrupting my overall sleep quality. Last night, I had, the least important thing I'd think, first dreamed of "waking up" (in the spiritual sense of the word) while I was lying in bed. It was a very anxiety-provoking experience, and at the same time, I had Trump (who knows why lol, I'm not that opposed to this character in the first place, less than most people on this forum) making random statements in my imagination, which added to the anxiety. The second part of the dream involved me being in the presence of a girl I'd flirted with and visited in reality, who lives in another country. But the happiest thing about this encounter was actually our respective parents. My parents weren't directly present, but I knew they would have a positive outlook on it, and the parents of the person in question seemed to see me as a potential ideal gender. But for both of us, the relationship was actually experienced as an unpleasant expression of the shadow. For me, it was about confronting fear, hatred, being humiliated, especially here in front of my parents, for not having succeeded in "winning the ideal object." On the other hand, I believe the shadow was actually something like, "I have to think about dating someone like that because she looks like the ideal son-in-law for my parents." Even if the object is objectively good, it's the shadow of a pathetic and forced vision of relationships, full of learned helplessness, that is expressed, that is in control. The strange thing is that since this dream, as well as other reflections I've had about my libido and the rest, I've had new "love" fantasies appearing; new types of images. I realize that for a long time, I couldn't say whether it was learned helplessness, insomnia, steroids, etc., I basically forgot how to see others, especially women, as human beings. I didn't see women as human beings to be loved as human beings; My vision of others from a sexual and romantic point of view had a "partial," "fuzzy," "regressive" character; Basically neurotic. There is still a lot of introspection to be done.

These kinds of remarks are neurotic and stupid. Btw Christianity is the most persecuted religion in the world.

Truth cannot be symbolized or translated through language; otherwise, it would be limited. Christianity can bring us closer to the truth in some way, whether through orthodoxy or intellectual understanding, or through the study of the Gospels.