Schizophonia

I never saw anybody who suffered a shitstorm for having politely approached a girl....

Don't genderify your fear of not being enough or anything like that.

Oh i thought you were younger for some reasons.

Pervert but respectful

I don't think we have the right to share that

I take out my binoculars

No need for Nord Stream 2 when you have red kidney beans 👺 Lol. It was mainly beans who created this problems, potatoes and pseudo cereals too. Frugivorism actually makes sense; we have receptors for sugar, and it's enjoyable even if boring (due to a maladaptation?), and fruit doesn't cause as many problems. We don't have receptors for starches, and they cause digestive problems. Btw Lou courora and Markus Rothkranz looks good, Doug Graham has bad skin that mades me think to importance of fat for that but at least he is energic and strong. Starchivores like Dr McDougall looked like an old dement owl, ditto for esselstyn and most of guys in the same line. The most physiologicaly and archaeologicaly logical diets are frugivorism and carnivorism. I eat what I want, but if I listen to my instincts, I mainly want to eat fish, some dairy products, leafy vegetables, and fruit; I could be very happy with steaks, tahini or cashew paste, and melons. psyop I sometimes watched Goji Man. He looked like he weighed 60 kilos and was selling protocols to exterminate his intestinal flora with antibiotics. Because the problem isn't the bean puree, the problem is your mom, who gave you your bad intestinal flora.

When I first tried veganism I was constantly farting; I also had constant brain fog and severe intestinal pain.

If you come one day I will give you some.

At worst they will destroy my package.

The shipments are generally made in the form of letters which are never checked or almost never (<1%).

Lol this paranoid plan. Just buy a tablet of LSD on tor and have it delivered to your address.

Ask someone here to send you a source by mail.

So why did you think he was a saint during your trip ? What were the pieces of the puzzle.

Most of people find me pleasant and more "pure" than average people and still i absolutely don't care about eating meat everyday, exploiting workers by buying an iphone instead of a more ethic brand of phone etcetc. I am worst that your guy, because of me many animals are regularly killed and exploited in a filthy way; not becaus i'm a sadistic son of a bitch, but because it just doesn't fit into my concerns. Most of the time "bad" actions are just ignorance. In any case, if you considered him a saint, it was because he gave you positive feelings.

How do you know you're not "Jesus Christ" who is delusional and believes he's "breaking the wall" ? As technically you are imaginative and capable of doing anything and everything, and now you are playing a much smaller archetype that "posts" on a "spirituality" "forum". Actually we dont know att all. I also say this because I know that my spiritual mirrors are essentially "skizoid" and a bit dysthymic people, who are used to being disconnected from the self, typically because they learned to be swallowed up by the dreams of their parents and then of others. So maybe the trip puts you in a state of creativity, a schizoid-revolutionary state, as Deleuze would say, where you want to play the Jesus archetype (not to mention developing powers, lol), or the soulmate, etc. And then the trip wears off, and you return to the idea that life is shit.

What is a delirium ?

One can be energetically very "clean" and commit acts that are reprehensible by law because one is not sensitive to it.

What does "self-deception" means ? Where does self-deception comes from ? I meant the notion of self-deception gives a feeling of randomness, which is an illusion. I have never experienced self delusion while tripping, it's always very "rational".

Maybe you were compatible, but only on 5 MeO DMT, not the sober you. Or your sober you could be compatible but have too many blockages. Or the opposite, compatible, but because of limiting beliefs. I say this because "delusion" implies randomness, but it's an illusion. There's a reason why your energy system, your neurological patterns, to use a more materialistic paradigm, generates a specific "delusion"; why this rather than something else, regardless of whether it's triggered by psychedelics? If you see what I mean.

How do you know it wasn't true.

They invited a bit random persons like Destiny. Yes.

Did you try shrooms ? LSD isn't a good psychedelic, it actually increase libidinal investment in habitual symbolic patterns of the ego, it makes people "delusional"; because of the stimulant/catecholaminergic properties. I love 4 HO MET because it's serious like psylocybin, and closer to LSD in visuals and sensations (geometric visuals, sensuality, etc.).

Idk, the account of his/her partner "beans" disappeared too.

It's something that happened to my main introducer into spirituality and somehow personnal developpment (Franck Lopvet). He was deeply into spirituality (basically new age, advaita vedanta, neo advaida...) until to the point of suffering a minor stroke at an early age. From then on, he became "bored" by spirituality without necessarily rejecting it, and gradually shifted from a non-dual, clairvoyant thinker (siddhis, which Maharshi regularly spoke about) to a much simpler, more down-to-earth paradigm. Now, he mainly talks about romantic relationships and self-discovery in a down-to-earth and gentle manner, no longer uses any spiritual terminology, and quips here and there that "if your spirituality doesn't lead you to laugh with people at a barbecue, then it's completely useless." It's something I've noticed about myself: the more I let myself go to a "higher frequency", the more I want to abandon most of my friends because I realize that I'm essentially with them through some kind of crappy karma. Or even actualized, because there's no longer any point in seeking enlightenment, debating politics, masturbating to my traumas, or that sort of thing; it just seems heaby and useless, pathetic way to exist, libido felt in more tangible things (good food, exercise, money, nature, creativity, etc.) and if I have to invest myself libidinally in complicated subjects, it's done in a rigid, orderly, efficient way; and that very often annoys people. In fact, I noticed that I wanted to stop having usernames and an avatar, just my face and my name, and that it triggered an additional aura of arrogance or something like that in some others people. Very often it feels as if the most pleasant and balanced mirrors are actually normal people, often typically jocks (in my side); and the spiritual mirrors are much more, let's say, immature.