Schizophonia

Have you tried cocaine or amphetamines ? Or 5HT1A agonist like buspirone or 5 MeO DMT ?

Ofc Maybe Yes you’re right

Lol, it’s a bit that yes. I just want one can feels good being with me, you can’t do that if you’re too tired, or are still some kind of mental struggles. I doubt.

I know, It's just that I don't want just anyone. There are plenty of girls who can make me horny, but what's left after sex ? I want someone special, with common interests. And once you're with someone you're stuck, I don't want to hurt people unnecessarily.

Wily has luxury tastes. And for opposite reasons btw lol. I need transfer you my dopamine surplus. I always sleep now but my sleep schedule must be improved. Was it your last dream ? ahah.

Hardcore insomnia for several years. My sleep is till meh today, because of anxiety. I’m also socially isolated and i don’t want to hook up, i want a girlfriend. Thanks.

Yea Ok

NAAaaa I writed this because I’m virgin because of health issues (and because I’m demanding), and so i feel here and there humiliated by this that give me the compulsion of crushing girls that hookup because of jealousy; Not even jealousy of sex in itself, but because it makes me feel i lake power and life isn’t in my side. And indeed life can’t do anything for me; i am life, the creator. In fact, everyone has the right to make mistakes and only what is put on the table counts and is rational. I take back what I said.

@Sugarcoat Did you have telepathy event again since ? Do you want develop this siddhi ?

No it’s indeed telepathy. Clairvoyance is about knowing why things are what they are, in particular others people. If you see someone and are capable to explain why it act on a specific way, make the unconscious conscious, it’s clairvoyance. Explaining natural phenomenon too, everything in general because everything is linked.

She could have made a compromise, but now she will no longer be able to attract quality men.

When i tried testosterone, it put me in an slower alternative world. Psychedelics also dilate time.

Valentin’s medicine box accepts the challenge. Jk

Maybe 👍 at least in some extent. It’s as you feel eheh It’s what came intuitively to my mind, i has this picture of « star ». Yea. But I wasn't talking from a rational point of view, from a rational point of view you can take care of it yourself. I meant that it could be a attavic desire. If there wasn’t any desire you would let you die in your bed 🤔 You can. Yes but why expressing oneself ? What I meant was that it doesn't seem like it's help or complaints that are being sought, but rather being pushed somewhere; directly. No one on a forum can directly push/support you. 👍 You don’t have to respond to my lucubrations, it’s free. After the lame jokes, Valentin's lame intellectual ramblings.

You should apply to do modeling for stores, do singing or something like that. Firstly to please Valou 😏, but more seriously because you have a "star" archetype, and he's very inhibited. Like a leader, or at least a middle member of a group that exchange a good amount of attention, especially regarding emotional and sexual needs (especially sexual needs, oddly enough when I tune into this post in clairvoyant mode I directly feel the root chakra). Typically getting help finding a boyfriend or dealing with any emotional/sexual issues from one's group of friends and fans. If the pain of unfulfilled desire is repressed, then you'll write stuff like this not even in the unspoken hope to get help, but to be recognized for your importance. It's important that people know that you're suffering. You won't have the motivation to get treatment or anything either. Just a pov; clairvoyance mirror effect all that all that.

@Davino What's the point, it is pleasant for the woman ?

Why do you want to see immaturity?

Stop drinking coffee ?

Yea, I too am an anxious angry person who watches manifestation videos to wonder if God is with him, I like these strong musics 😝 But now I'm moving towards a calmer and more grounded concept of self, so I'm not really in the vibe anymore, I prefer listening more soft stuff.

In my maya i only see mature women, everywhere.

I've been openly flirted with by several very pretty and nice girls, and I've refused them all, even though I'm still a virgin. I don't see the point of sleeping around; it seems like a delusion driven by twisted people who own the media, film production companies, etc.

I've also heard "an intelligent woman is boring" many times. Also if a girl can't have the best sex possible with you because of your "quality" then it's crap and it's better

Yea it's a fantasy, a kind of pornographic film for women, except that there's only one book and maybe a few similar books for millions of pornographic videos, which concentrates the sales. I've known plenty of very pretty, kind, etc girls who are desperate and even think about guys who aren't great. The guy wants to see what suits him, and directly arrange his life to be able to project his childhood fears, it's always the same story.