Schizophonia

Yes but it's useless; it's a narcissistic fun. Having children, demonstrating to protect social rights, being part of a political party, having your own business or your own passion, all these are tangible things.

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I've killed chickens before. I don't see the connection with non-duality, it's just that you're a little more sensitive than average and try to rationalize it in a spiritual way.

A slightly gullible otter.

Yes, psychedelics are not enough to change self-concept in a lasting way.

It was so weird, the weirdest place in the universe, the last thing/place you could imagine. udgdguduziui2929229%%ùù....... LSD did that to me too, but it was less of an ego death. They wouldn't even really want me to vape CBD imagine if they stumble upon my posts with my tobacco pipe, my psychedelic experiences, with testosterone, and my perverted jokes 😂 But God, on a non-dual level, has no agenda; All this ventance is egotistical; Ultimately, we "want" "well-being," "enjoyment," "happiness," and by extension, "to avoid" "suffering." So I don't see the point of wanting to escape, because there's no point beyond that; There's simply nothing. Is it even possible to have a non-dual experience? Whether by committing suicide or by dropping enough 5 MeO DMT? If there's always a conscious experience, then there's always an ego clutch. Does "non-dual experience" even make sense? Anyway, I compulsively wrote this, maybe it's impertinent, I don't know. "I" "will" "eat" "a" "chips" "bag" Mhhh...

Don't buy 5 MeO DMT for 2000 euros from a crook hippie 😅

It's somewhere between a classic psychedelic and 5 MeO DMT, I'd say. During the come up of my big trip, I felt like I was melting into a divine imagination, and it was the strangest feeling I've ever experienced in my life. Lol. Me too. No duality, no love or experience in general.

But also enjoyment ?

I want to try again a little too, I have some left. 5 MeO MIPT is the long-acting psychedelic that has given me the closest experience to ego dissolution, and is easily found online.

Only 5 MeO DMT supposedly allows for a non-dual experience. Other psychedelics increase the ego.

Lol, women are also subject to the reality principle; they have always worked. Everybody is softer because of comfort, and at the same time, certain traumas can weaken you to the point where they just make you weaker for the rest of your life. The devil is in the details. Now, this whole maculinity thing is a little crazy. I mean, it doesn't really amount to much in real life. In real life, it's about making a living, having friends and activities, security, having a partner, and stuff that generally has nothing to do with it. Even when it comes to getting a girlfriend, the biggest obstacle most of the time isn't masculinity as such; it's rather neurosis and a lack of experience that give character traits that can seem feminine.

It's the study of the gospels.

I know i'm very very smart. Jk

Religion ? Do you mean you did catechism Oh, I liked that too. We talked a lot in that class, I even had a funny, overweight teacher with a kind of mullet and lots of rings.

Eheh. @Max1993 What we call "Leo" essentially translates to a personality that, even if idealistic on paper, enjoys being cynical and unenthusiastic. Chronic fatigue and intestinal problems are a logical consequence of the direction of this persona, of this energy. The reason Leo is the way he is is the same reason that drives us to manifest it. That is, our own proportion of cynicism and "tough" love; Something like that. It's because you are like him that you find him; The other is a version of me to be integrated. It's what i think these days.

Do things what you love.

Ok.

I didn't understand.

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It is anachronistic to speak of authoritarianism for "original" tribal human societies. What is happening is that with the agrarian revolution and demographic expansion, there is an increase in the production of wealth but also a disorganization of the social body which allows an increase in inequality in the distribution of this same wealth; And by extension psychological problems, libidinal anomalies, due to the consequences of the explosion of the social body (Development of individualistic values and affects by capitalism, compartmentalization at work, the nuclear family, now the internet and various authoritarian structures whose real tacit aim is, always in capitalist logic, to capture your energy). Deleuze said that there are two great libidinal poles; The "schizo-revolutionary" pole, that is to say, basically the one that tends to create language (in the Lacanian sense) and which is automatically creative, "anti-ego", does not lead to a "territorialization of the libido" in the idea of a body without organs of Deleuze and Guatarri. The second, so-called paranoid, pole is reactionary and essentially consists of libidinally investing oneself and protecting an external language, even if it means going against one's own fundamental individual tendencies. In Freud, we could say that it is the id passed through the superego, and the ego is the arbiter between the two. If people have been brutalized and made dependent on authoritarian libidinal structures, then out of habit, out of self-concept, and unconsciously out of fear of death, of course, they will deprave themselves and graciously give their energy to these structures. Nazism is a typical case; people are stuck in a morbid linguistic system (starvation, humiliation by the English and French, etc.), and mad demagogues offer them another, more satisfying one in exchange for their sovereignty. But the Nazis did nothing, even though the situation in Germany improved during their term, for whatever reason. They were just a handful of perfectly replaceable men who did nothing to change the economic and social conditions that caused the 1929 crisis. They merely manipulated the Germans libidinously through a intense linguistic that gave them a reason to live and excluded the feeling of guilt and shame and this allowed them to gain power and satisfy their desire for luxury, even for various delusions, often almost psychotic qnd narcissistic, at the expense of the Germans' productive force. Marxists will criticize Deleuze, Lacan, and psychoanalysis in general for its dualistic nature between the individual and the rest of society. And they are right; Is the individual even capable of creating anything, or is he, in reality, merely adopting a language, a social identity that is only less evident when one believes oneself to be positioned more in this schizoid-revolutionary pole, in this psychoanalytic split vision of the self and the other? And this is where Marxists (typically Gramci) will speak of the importance of knowledge. This is a materialist vision with which i as a good Advaitist dundamentally don't agree at all lol, but it's still very interesting because in all cases, the ego functions in a materialist manner.

This is completely false; There are plenty of simple, hardworking people who are very "liberal," and plenty of wealthy, well-educated people who are authoritarian.

I may have already asked, but were there any classes you particularly enjoyed? I enjoyed everything except languages and sport. shoots next to the badminton shutter*

Ok, you shall say me. Yes. Otherwise i thought, if you order a vape from Amazon or another online store, the name of the credited account will not specify the product. As long as the item is not purchased from a specialist store in short.

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