Schizophonia

Ok.

I didn't understand.

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It is anachronistic to speak of authoritarianism for "original" tribal human societies. What is happening is that with the agrarian revolution and demographic expansion, there is an increase in the production of wealth but also a disorganization of the social body which allows an increase in inequality in the distribution of this same wealth; And by extension psychological problems, libidinal anomalies, due to the consequences of the explosion of the social body (Development of individualistic values and affects by capitalism, compartmentalization at work, the nuclear family, now the internet and various authoritarian structures whose real tacit aim is, always in capitalist logic, to capture your energy). Deleuze said that there are two great libidinal poles; The "schizo-revolutionary" pole, that is to say, basically the one that tends to create language (in the Lacanian sense) and which is automatically creative, "anti-ego", does not lead to a "territorialization of the libido" in the idea of a body without organs of Deleuze and Guatarri. The second, so-called paranoid, pole is reactionary and essentially consists of libidinally investing oneself and protecting an external language, even if it means going against one's own fundamental individual tendencies. In Freud, we could say that it is the id passed through the superego, and the ego is the arbiter between the two. If people have been brutalized and made dependent on authoritarian libidinal structures, then out of habit, out of self-concept, and unconsciously out of fear of death, of course, they will deprave themselves and graciously give their energy to these structures. Nazism is a typical case; people are stuck in a morbid linguistic system (starvation, humiliation by the English and French, etc.), and mad demagogues offer them another, more satisfying one in exchange for their sovereignty. But the Nazis did nothing, even though the situation in Germany improved during their term, for whatever reason. They were just a handful of perfectly replaceable men who did nothing to change the economic and social conditions that caused the 1929 crisis. They merely manipulated the Germans libidinously through a intense linguistic that gave them a reason to live and excluded the feeling of guilt and shame and this allowed them to gain power and satisfy their desire for luxury, even for various delusions, often almost psychotic qnd narcissistic, at the expense of the Germans' productive force. Marxists will criticize Deleuze, Lacan, and psychoanalysis in general for its dualistic nature between the individual and the rest of society. And they are right; Is the individual even capable of creating anything, or is he, in reality, merely adopting a language, a social identity that is only less evident when one believes oneself to be positioned more in this schizoid-revolutionary pole, in this psychoanalytic split vision of the self and the other? And this is where Marxists (typically Gramci) will speak of the importance of knowledge. This is a materialist vision with which i as a good Advaitist dundamentally don't agree at all lol, but it's still very interesting because in all cases, the ego functions in a materialist manner.

This is completely false; There are plenty of simple, hardworking people who are very "liberal," and plenty of wealthy, well-educated people who are authoritarian.

I may have already asked, but were there any classes you particularly enjoyed? I enjoyed everything except languages and sport. shoots next to the badminton shutter*

Ok, you shall say me. Yes. Otherwise i thought, if you order a vape from Amazon or another online store, the name of the credited account will not specify the product. As long as the item is not purchased from a specialist store in short.

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It's because you're ethnically very close and smile together side by side. I know a guy, one of the highest-ranking French speakers in the Global Information Network, who talked a lot about Jesus, manifestation/materializatio, and stuff like that in our shared Telegram group, explaining how he knew a guy in Bali who was "healing" women en masse by sleeping with them. You had to give her glasses of rum and take her to the hotel. Exclusively for Christian Studies of course.

But your self-esteem issue is different from the issue of gender expression. Having low self-esteem or simply being shy doesn't mean you're not masculine. It has nothing to do with it.

Yes it's true you have said it to me mea culpa.

You need to mentally program yourself, even though I'm not expert in this area. You can also help yourself by taking long-term courses of high doses of androgens. Not only do we have less testosterone than our grandparents, but we're also less sensitive to it because of endocrine disruptors. I wrote a post in my journal describing exactly how to do this and my experience. The "Day 23" post :

That's pretty true.

Dw How exactly do you brew? With what equipment. Ofc. Sport must has increased the level for certain neurotransmitters 🤓 I once "easily" ran a half marathon in one go when I was 18. No joke.

Yes, but the mind will compulsively cling to anything and everything to maintain the ego. Unfortunately you'll have to wait a bit. 😕

Have you ever programmed? In high school maybe? It's a bit of a headache, but I still find it enjoyable, and it's less difficult than you might think. Especially today with chatGPT, hehe. When you listen to binaural beats, the brain automatically focuses on the differential frequency; in this case, 33 Hz. 33 Hz corresponds to fall of the brain (>30hz basically) into gamma waves; Which correspond to mystical experiences. Even before I knew about this rabbit hole, I encountered this frequency (in the form of a pure sine wave, as in the video) under heavy doses of LSD for some reason. 4 Hz, for example, is recommended for inducing astral travel/lucid dreams, according to Robert Monroe and Joe Dispenza. Ken Wilber also mentioned it somewhere.

Lol. What kind of vape ? Technique of withdrawing money to "eat things" in town.

They are very easy to find on internet. At worst you can pm someone to ask him sources on email.

Do you recommend me any coffees or a particular way of preparing it? Ofc. Ok. It's an infusion that closely resembles coffee in both color and taste. It's popular among older people in France, lol, because it was used as an alternative during World War II. It's milder and less bitter than the coffee of memory. It's been a long time since I bought some, so I'll have to try it again. In the alternative category, carob is also nice if you go to an organic store. It's similar to cocoa but lighter, a little sweet, and less bitter, if not not at all, and with a sort of caramelized taste, reminiscent of the coffee from what i remember.

LSD and 4HO MET are the most visual psychedelics outside of DMT. The first one if you also want to go very far in general, to another galaxy lol; The second one if you want to have a lot of visuals but remain at least a little lucid.

For me coffee is the Senseo random pods or instant coffee that my parents buy 😂 I might be able to see the difference if I tried several things and prepared in a better way. When you say you see the difference, do you mean you drink espressos now or you even see the difference with sugar and/or milk? Then it's a bit boring to do. Ok. I don't know if you know it, but I like chicory too, even more than coffee. It is a caffeine-free and local alternative.

Lol no not at all, for me coffee is coffee. Eventually I noticed that cold brew coffee was more enjoyable; Smoother, less acidic and bitter. I know the two main families of Arabica and Robusta coffee; That corresponds well to what you are describing..

Yum.

It's pointless, in the end it's the human you want.

Fake i don't reflect with pigs, I eat them. Num num.