Schizophonia

For some reason today i go through a state of self honesty, close to what i can feel on 4 ho met. When i read the topic here i feel like everybody is insane and unconsciously subject to authoritarian forces, archetypes lol. Like I'm coming from the topic about "should I have friends" and I just laughed to myself about the fact that op asked me that, and you answered something like it's normal to use people "to develop yourself". Everything sounds goofy and nonsensical; i crave beer, cigars and laughing alone.

Why do I have the feeling that behind this kind of topic there are quite simple realities but complicated by all the participants so that their ego can continue to identify with it.

It sometimes feels like returning where I were when I was a baby or even a foetus when my human brain was still in construction.

It’s strange I let a mea culpa response but it it has been deleted is it you I also saw a notification of you yesterday but their is nothing so

Collectivization for the People's Republic of Actualized

When you start to know the times of error 507 it's God telling you that you spend too much time on the internet 👺+ since you are rich, please make a donation to Leo so i can geek more.

Let's contribute so Leo can afford new servers

When I take 4 HO MET, a psychedelic very close to psilocybin easily found on internet, the trips can more or less easily become serious, and I can with a certain effort produce a real intellectual/introspective resonance, even when it sends me into very archaic dimensions. Whereas LSD is basically just about nonsense all the time. Whether it's big things about personal life or more global stuff like politics, or more archaic stuff (xhegeddekDUKDHUKHD5589+989+ZZZzzzzzzzzz...) It's still pretty crazy and "pro-ego". if what i say makes sense.

on a stroke of luck it can work 😏

I smoked a medium join once and had internal visuals.

@Someone here You never tried psychedelic ? Weed maybe ?

Average indian approach

We need friends to be happy. If you don't want to be with people they are not your friend whatever you say.

It happens all the time

It's not pervert lol, I just find the banana shape funny; I wanted to do something cool, like two girls hugging a really cool guy. A prompt like that. What do you mean

More simple, as my mentor would say be honest and humorous about my character. For exemple about me i admit that : -I'm quite lazy -I'm cheeky, I have no respect for authority in general, nor many moral considerations (I don't give a damn about killing an animal to eat it, I never give to charities, I want to close the borders so that fewer migrants enter, I'm not even interested in politics anymore...) -I am bawdy, I lack modesty even when asked to do so. -I think while I speak so I very often change my mind or simply my etymology. -Maybe I simp too much sometimes, get too attached to girls because I have little experience; I don't think I'm the worst at all but you can see me like that maybe I don't know. Etcetc. If I accept my negative polarities then it's over, there is nothing left to destroy and therefore to humiliate. I tell myself that if someone really has a problem, at worst, they can ask me for my address in a PM to explain themselves, which of course will never happen, or a mod/Leo can ban me. But actually, curiously, since I've been applying this ethic, I haven't received any warning points.

How Are you a rawfoodist or something

@PurpleTree You can try carnivore and if it works progressively add foods to spot which of them cause the immune problems.

I see, is carnivore suppose to make it better ?

I see, is carnivore suppose to make it better ?

Pain where

If my spirituality leads me into more conflict situations then it is useless. And this happens when spirituality actually leads to a denser ego somewhere in its structure, even when it's about non-duality and/or that 5 MeO DMT is involved. Psychedelics are not effective in breaking down neurotic structures, I'm now certain of it. And the denser a structure, the more it will resist information transfer with other alternative structures, and resistance is felt as humiliation. If my structure is open, then either something is wrong and I take note, no problem, or someone who contradicts me is wrong and I have no reason to react, even if they are sometimes openly hostile, because it's not our karma. If my structure is closed, then it becomes threatening and I will feel humiliated. And at the same time, even if it's in denial, I will find myself actually trying to humiliate other people's structures. Because if I refuse to humiliate others, it means they are right, and therefore I am humiliated. It's the same thing; the mirror effect works like that here.

Is it your case