Schizophonia

Achievement unlocked - Accusatory inversion projection

The best dishes are the simplest

I really like

I was serious

I never liked girls with makeup.

Its not my style. In addition to that, she seems to rely on makeup, in particular to appear whiter.

Can weed bring the same level of confidence as 5 meo DMT? I'm very sensitive to it but there's not the horrible 5 meo bodyload at all. I have only experimented with very small joints

It doesn't matter, having a big bling bling mall will not change your life, it's good when you're 15 and you're looking for the manhood you don't have yet. Now I want nature, food, nice girls, who smell good etc. The normal/natural stuff

Can you give an example?

4 ho met is good for concentrating, maybe the mushrooms. Anything too much stimulating like lysergamides, cannabis etc makes me particularly delusional and the whole point of "focusing on something" becomes futile.

Yeah, of course.

The important thing is not to be needy. Although men also have their share of femininity and need, a man with good mental health and a good endocrine system is not too needy.

Sidra Khan when she doesn't know what to answer: Posts a video of a 300 kg silverback having a stroke.

Indeed it is not really a question of selfishness. ? It's just that you don't like your family, probably because you're uncooperative with them for some reason and basically just miming interest/appreciation, not having the "courage" to go to the end of hypocrisy by wishing them happy birthday etc. If you were in love with a person, or simply had a very strong and regular relationship with a person, would you be just as """selfish"""?

Can you give examples?

Altruism is an illusion and an Abrahamic contamination, in fact it is only guilt. All that is tangible and that founded the story is the libido and the balance of power between libidinal agents (men), you want to respect and love your neighbor, not by "virtue" but by pragmatism, for your own agenda. It's called being human, a human shit, it pisses, it smells bad, it makes calculations, it's manipulative etc etc and it's above all fundamentally, entirely, selfish and narcissistic, it's like this: It's funny, it's even beautiful and much more touching than any delirious idealistic vision. edit I don't mean that the gift is stupid, but that you are only satisfying your (selfish) compulsions related to your empathy. Whatever.

Everything is always fundamentally selfish.

Why would that be painful? If it's painful you're still resisting.

Too much abilify for you lol. More seriously, I would like to help you more but I'm just a random person talking to you by email Courage Dude

"Conservative" means nothing. Most people who vote for the right are actually pro-LGBT and are just anti-immigration.

You are right, I too want to be alone in my corner and live in a forest like in your avatar.

So that would be terrifying. Love is fundamentally narcissistic in nature and all its value depends on its contingency.

Psychedelics are useless, many people I have seen, including some famous ones, still have the same problems even after taking monstrous amounts of psychedelics, or even doing meditation and/or spiritual practices of some kind for years. They can help on an ad hoc basis, especially if you're neurotic or something, but basically all they do is drive you delusional for several hours or tens of minutes, and that's actually the last thing you want if you are in a "serious" human development process. The only path to wisdom is suffering, it is precisely the objective of asceticism and of any serious spiritual practice (fasting, religion of work...) in general. If you really think that you are going to become a wise, humane, compassionate person by puffing on blotters between two glasses of vegetable milk, snug in an apartment in a big city in Western Europe or the USA, you you put your finger in the eye very, very, very deeply.

Literally almost all my trips are like that lol.

Which medication ?